Tuesday, March 30, 2010

gah. i'm depressed right now. it creeps up at you at the times you don't expect it would. i go online after a few days and i'm met with bad news (i finally downloaded yahoo messenger and this is what greeted me). it's about the supposed identity of the blonde girl tegoshi's been seen with lately (some say she's his gf). people are saying that she's some lj user. i don't really know what to think, if i would even believe this (i don't want to, for all i know it's not true, but who's to say?) only tegoshi himself knows for sure. i promised myself i'll try not to let things like this affect me, that i won't overthink and jump to conclusions, and beat myself up, and then mope. but i still felt a heavy sickening feeling in my stomach and my heart took a dive when i heard it -_-

but if it is true, i think i'll be brokenhearted, not that i'll have any control over it or that i even want to react that way. i just know i would. there's no way around it. what doesn't kill you will just make you stronger. maa, i'm not convinced bout this 'rumor' yet...


i miss talking to vie...


i missed watching XLR8 on party pilipinas last sunday even though i kept reminding myself the day before that T_T and i checked odyssey a few days ago, they still didn't have the album.

tomorrow is mae's graduation (i really shouldn't be staying up late)

mae and niko watched 'nobuta wo produce' last week and now niko's all obsessed with maki LOL she's in his phone, pc's wallpaper, desktop icon, even made a maki slideshow XDD

horror movie marathon: among others i finally watched hostel (which i've been intrigued since last year when doc weng told me it was really gruesome). even watched part 2 as well. well, it wasn't as gruesome as i expected, i've seen worse but it was entertaining enough. i shudder to think that if such a thing actually happens for real, and what kind of people would pay to get to torture and kill somebody? i don't know what kind of sick pleasure or satisfaction they get from it.

Saturday, March 27, 2010

quick catching up (though there's nothing quick with it -_-)
after my rant from previous post, i have calmed down, obviously. it wasn't all 100% bad, just 99.9% XD with the absence of my ipod, i resorted to listening (and sang along) to the songs on my chinaphone, on loudspeaker. the funny part is 90% of the songs were japanese XDD maa, i don't really care what the other passengers think of me. it's not as if they know me :P

Saturday, March 20, 2010

@#$%^&*@#$%^&*!!!
once again, this trip was one of the worsts. instead of going by bus as i had originally planned, i ended up getting the v-hire. it's really not that bad, if only i didn't have two heavy bags with me and no companion that could help me carry them. i hate porters. they're scums where money is concerned. the service is not even worth the money i paid them for. which is exactly why i hate going by any other means aside from the bus when i'm traveling alone. then i finally got on the bus after we crossed the sea, but it was not the clean and airconned ones. and i chose the back seat which i forgot at the time tends to be very bumpy compared to other parts in the bus. if that wasn't bad enough, the bus kept stopping to take more passengers. and there were containers of fish behind me, and i didn't notice that water from it reached my bag WTF. what could be worse than that is the fact that i left my ipod (out of all the other things i could've left). i thought i was going crazy. it could've made me less grumpy about the horrible traveling conditions which took almost a day T__T I HATE TRAVELING! I HATE SHAMELESS AND OPPORTUNISTIC PORTERS! I HATE FISH DELIVERIES! I HATE KIDS WHO WHINE IN PUBLIC! GAAAAH.

this is one of those times when i hate living in the philippines.

Friday, March 19, 2010

yappari, i wasn't able to make it today (as what mama insisted). i had to back up files (which is a pain with the computer i'm using -_-) and pack my stuff. and it seems like tegoshi was involved in a rear-end car accident bcoz of his lack of attention. poor boy, he's working to much. this is the 2nd one in NEWS, ryo also was in an accident last year. i hope they'll be more careful next time. tegoshi, stop thinking about ryo while you're driving, for pete's sake! XDD

greek episode 9: casey runs for omega chi sweetheart. when frannie discovers she still has to stay in school for another year, she decides to run for omega chi sweetheart too and tells casey to just give way to her. bitch~
episode 10: the greek system's dirty laundry is exposed for the whole school to see when it gets published on the school newspaper.
episode 11: another new school term. casey and rusty are still coping with their failed relationships. calvin mulls over rejoining omega chi. and cappie and rebecca! *sigh*




heartbroken NEWS T_____T
NEWS' sakura girl full pv is out!!!



it was painful seeing yuya cry. even though i found his flaring nostrils a little bit funny and it canceled out the sadness from the pv XD and what is with his hair in the intro?? it looked like a product of hairstylist neglect LOL but then i saw kei's part (omg kei looks hot *flail*) and then massu's (waaaaaah massu sad is SAD) and shige's part (ouch~ i think his situation was the worst of all). no, i'm not purposely leaving out pi's part which had almost nothing going on and i wasn't much affected with ryo's part anymore since it was basically the same thing as the preview.

XLR8's album is out in manila, going nationwide next week.

saw snsd's run devil run mv (i love seohyun as always, she's sounding better and better, and yuri's soooo pretty!)

my last day in cebu: went to have my teeth filled (they feel weird by the way. i hope the sensitivity goes away). then returned mafel's japanese book and scrubsuits+smock. it was nearly 12 when i finally finished copying the book. i was feeling so sleepy. i knew better than to stay out late when i'm traveling the next day -_-

and i missed watching YamaNade on keyhole -_-

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

my credit card arrived, yay~

episode 7 of greek: casey and cappie group together for a project. i love this pairing!

episode 9 of yamanade: gah, i hate kyohei's mom *stangles*

3 new shows have been added to the TegoMasu tour: 2 in Akita 5/9 and one in Iwate 5/27

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

a few days before i leave, ling (the assistant) and i had a horror movie marathon at the clinic. i wish we did this earlier. if only i knew he likes horror movies too, i would've saved myself from either re-runs of glee or movies with excessive sex scenes -_-

greek episode 6: i love this episode! the girls of ZBZ are having quality time in the house and it rains. rebecca had the idea of relating ghost stories about past sorority sisters who died in the house. meanwhile at the omega chi, calvin is stuck with evan. and as they search for the rat they found a snake instead LOL they're such girls! XD

YamaNade episode 8 subbed: love it when the boys' group and the girls' group got drunk and loony, hehe. also like it when ranmaru suggested he and tamao start dating each other. gah, i hate kyohei's mom. she has got to get her act together D:

sakura girl pv preview: someone slapped ryo! T______T

i think mae's getting interested in hsj. she asked for hitomi no screen pv.

trailer of 'teenage dirtbag' starring scott michael foster (still cappie-addicted today XD). omg they used hide and seek by imogen heap as the bg song!


a gift from my twinnie and massu, and yuya(?) LOL i'm honestly confused. kawaii, deshou?

Monday, March 15, 2010

accidents happen
papa was in an accident on the way to karlo's high school to get his grades. a dog suddenly crossed the street and the driver of the motorcycle my dad was riding tried to avoid running the dog over and then the next thing my dad knew he was flying off. he hit the ground and felt his arms scraping the pavement, also his head too, and his jeans were torn. when he was sure he didn't have serious injuries, he got up. the driver scraped his knees too. they were lucky there weren't any vehicles behind them or they could've been in greater danger (which was what happend to tita luz, my dad's sister who unfortunately died from the accident). i know it was horrible of me to just laugh it off when my dad was relating the story to us later, but i didn't mean to sound like i didn't care. it's just my way of dealing with serious stuff sometimes. and he was okay anyways. i guess i was trying to make him feel better, not the other way around. i'm really thankful that he's still alive.

XLR8's music video screencaps (hideaki-centric) :P









^gah, he's just so cute especially when he winked~



^another cutie, caleb



^the twins (i can't tell who's who though. i think first one is melmar, and the 2nd one is mj)


XLR8

greek episode 5: kyaaaaaaaa heath and calvin~~ and rusty got himself a gf!

Sunday, March 14, 2010

Ppop and Philippines Boys Over Flowers
OMG OMG OMG~~~ i'm so glad i decided to click that link on ym from twinnie. if not i would have never found out that my crush hideaki torio is in a group called XLR8. the single 'you're so hot' is catchy! now i've seen hideaki dance coz i watch master showman (whenever i can) just to see him and i know he can dance. plus i love his fobby tagalog but i like it more when he speaks japanese :D i'm just so happy to be seeing him more now that he has this group! heard they're debuting this march 28.



it makes me feel bad that my lack of tv-watching made me miss out on local stuff like this -_- apparently their mv is out, i'm so gonna check out myx!

and philippine remake of boys over flowers:
Nico Ibaviosa, Andre Endique, Eduard Duallo, Chase Rivera as the philippine's F4 & sarah geronimo as san chai / jandi


-edit-
this was proved to be false after all. believe me i'm not usually so gullible *acck*

greek episode 4: i love how they applied physics to the hockey game, and successfully scored! rusty ftw!

i watched hans canosa's movie 'conversations with other women' based on gabrielle zevin's book, their first collaboration before DareKiss even came about. i just wanted to see han's style of making movies plus i love helena bonham carter. well, i enjoyed the split screen effect. but the story was a bit sad. at first i thought they were complete strangers only to find out that they used to be lovers until helena's character ran away. well, it happens.

i finally watched 'killing me softly' the love scenes weren't as extreme as i thought. it was a bit scary though when joseph's character would tie heather's character, and how he's so possessive to the point that it's suffocating. but i already had a feeling that the killer was his sister, not him.

pacquiao-clottey match: my dad said it was one of the worst matches ever, what with clottey running more than actually boxing LOL

my mom called twice to talk about laptops. apparently she was out shopping. i still want an acer one...

Saturday, March 13, 2010

koyama to be a reporter in a regular show that focuses on persons with disability

finally now i know when NEWS was formed: september 3, 2004
and that koyama's major was geography!!! (i thought it was economics) *FAIL*

voted for yamapi, tegoshi, rumi nariko, horikita maki, yamato nadeshiko shichi henge on the nikkan sports drama grand prix. i hope tegoshi wins at least!

podcast interview with director hans canosa: he sounded exactly the way i imagined he would! XD it must have been tough for tegoshi to film the movie during the NEWS concert tour (plus i read from a recent interview how he only got 5 hours of sleep in 3 days, poor boy). maki and kenichi were busy as well with dramas, movies, cms, photoshoots. it's nice to hear hans talk about how they coped with the changing schedules and came out with a wonderful movie.

Friday, March 12, 2010

TegoMass has a new mini album!!! bikkurishita! tegomass is busy lately ne. i guess that means they might not sing the songs they didn't sing in their first concert -_-

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Limited Edition
JECN-221
Tegomass (Tegomasu)/Tegomass no Ai[w/ DVD, Limited Edition] CDA
2190 yen US$24/91.64 Release Date:2010/04/21
Description:Mini-album release from Tegomass. Limited edition includes a bonus DVD featuring music video of " Moshimo, Kono Sekai Kara OO (marumaru) ga Nakunattara" and event performance footage. Also includes 16-page booklet. *Unless otherwise indicated, DVDs are region-2 encoded (Japan, Europe, and Middle East), and carry no subtitles.
URL - http://cdjapan.jp/d.html?KEY=JECN-221
Tracklist
1. [CD] Neiro
2. [CD] Moshimo, Kono Sekai Kra OO (marumaru) ga Nakunattara
3. [CD] Bokura no Sora
4. [CD] Pasta
5. [CD] Cheetah, Gorilla, Orangutan
6. [CD] Yoru wa Hoshi wo Nagameteokure
7. [DVD] Moshimo, Kono Sekai Kara OO (marumaru) ga Nakunattara
8. [DVD] Tanabata Matsuri Live Event


JECN-223
Tegomass (Tegomasu)/Tegomass no Ai[Regular Edition] CDA
1809 yen US$20/91.64 Release Date:2010/04/21
Description:Mini-album release from Tegomass. Regular edition includes a bonus track which is not included in the limited edition. Also includes a 12-page booklet.
URL - http://cdjapan.jp/d.html?KEY=JECN-223
Tracklist is the same except last track which is noted as "untitled".
* lyrics for that last track were written by Tegomass.
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YamaNade has a visual book (1429yen-cdjapan). i wish i'd get my credit card soon!

TegoMass will have tv special (march 11 & 12). no further information on it yet.

Koyama and Massu will have a tv appearance.

Yamapi will be working on a new movie based on a manga with the same title 'ashita no joe' as a boxer, i think.

massu has a food segment! tabeMASU~


his all-time fave gyoza


buta-cookies (inspired by massu's buta drawings)

kylee's pv for 'kimi ga iru kara'. she's pretty and so young! she reminds me a bit of mandy moore. i'm looking forward to seeing her play winnie, mirai's gf. i just realized that kylee's songs will finally be introduced to the world but then it's thru 'kimi ga iru kara' which is her very first japanese song. ironic, hehe. i'm looking forward to her other song 'on my own' (also used in the movie)


love her eyes~
here's the correct lyrics by the way (credits to the one who translated):

Kimi ga iru kara Namida kakusenainda
Kimi ga iru kara Sekai wa riaru nanda
Nandaka mama to papa ga hajimete
jama ni omoeta Kyuukutsuna yoru
Watashi no heya kara tobu meeru wa
Ikura kasatte mo
monotarinakute koe wo koroshite
Hanasu denwa goshi Kimi no koe wa
kodou yori mo chiisai kara
Yokei kurushii

Aenai aenai tsuki ga...
Aitai aitai naita

Kimi ga iru kara Namida kakusenainda
Kimi ga iru kara Gambaroutte omounda
Kimi wo omoeba tsuyokunareru no ni
Watashi wa doushite konnani mo moroi
Kimi ga iru kara Kimi ga iru kara
Kimi ga iru kara Kimi ga iru kara

Tsugi kara tsugi e to meguru kisetsu
Kyonen no fuku wa ima jya furukute
Kawaranai mono wa tatta hitotsu
Mitsumetetai no ni
Aishiteru to Daisuki wa chigau
Nigate to kirai wa dokoka onaji
Iyada iyada
kono kokoro wo madowasanai de

Ashita wa Ashita wa Sora ga
Kanarazu kanarazu Warau

Kimi no tonari de mitsumeru machi ga suki
Kimi ga watashi wo yobu koe ga itoshii
Kimi ga iru kara Mirai ga irunda
Soba ni iru kara omoide ni narunda
Kimi ga iru kara Kimi ga iru kara

Chiheisen ni towa wo kasaretari
Tori no uta wo sanbika ni shitari
Hikaru wo ima toraeteru no wa Kitto

Kimi ga iru kara Sunao de irarerunda
Kimi ga iru kara Egao koborerunda
Kimi ga iru kara Namida kakusenainda
Kimi ga iru kara Sekai wa riaru nanda
Kimi ga iru kara (x8)

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Translation:

Because you are here, I can't hide my tear
Because you are here, the world is real

It's the first time I feel that my parents is somewhat an obstacle.
The night is so uneasy.
Texting you from my room, no matter how many mails were sent,
I still feel unsatisfied I call to speak to you, but...
It's so painful, because your voice is even smaller than my heartbeat

Can't see you, can't see you [the moon is...]
Want to see you, want to see you [... crying]

Because you are here, I can't hide my tear
Because you are here, I can hang in there
If I think about you, I feel that I may become strong
But why am I still this fragile?
Because you are here
Because you are here

One after another, the seasons come and go
The clothes from last year have become old now
But there's one thing that never changes
It's my wish for you to (always) look at me

There is difference between "I like you" and "I love you"
Is it same between "doesn't like" and "hate"?
I hate it, hate it
Don't make my mind confused

Tomorrow, tomorrow, the sky
Surely, certainly, will smile

I like watching the town next to you
I love the voice you use when calling out to me
Because you are here, there is future (Mirai = future)
Because you are by my side, there will be memoirs
Because you are here
Because you are here

At a (far) horizon I build an eternity
From a bird song I make a hymn
I am catching the light Surely

Because you are here, I can be honest
Because you are here, smile is overflowed
Because you are here, I can't hide my tear
Because you are here, the world is real
Because you are here (x8)

gah, this song is killing me. current lss for about 5 days now. i think this song is so made for mirai *kyaaaaa*

ryo's chonmage purin on zoom in: ryo eating puriiiiin. they're getting me addicted to that stuff again! the first time was bcoz of my boss my hero. RyoTego connection LOL ryo making desserts kyaaaaaaaa~ he looks so kakkoi!!!

sweets paradise (an all-you-can-eat dessert cafe in japan) in collaboration with the DareKiss movie made this cute dessert:


strawberry yogurt tart

yamapi has a new cm kirin namcha beer.

watched YamaNade (episode 9) on keyhole tv. i almost forgot! good thing i remembered ne :P

NEWS' sakura girl perf on MS: omg it's soooooo good to see them something new together!!! love the dance~~ now i wish i bought the single -_-



-okay, is it weird that the first thing i noticed was yamapi's moobs? LOL
-and tegoshi's pants are too tight *acck*
-i do agree that the choreo of the dance is more like yamapi's style of dancing and there was a hand action that reminded me of 'cherish'
-massu backsinging for ryo is something new to me
-love how shige's voice have improved!
-was koyama lipsyncing? bcoz if he wasn't, then that was a damn good live singing!

aw, i wasn't able to watch an episode of Greek today...

seriously thinking about learning japanese. stupid mailpuppy is under renovation. how am i supposed to check my mail from lj? decided to direct the mail to hotmail just in case it takes longer. and they think i would be amused by the monkey they put on the site (which i was LOL)

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

watched Greek episodes 1 & 2, and liking it so far. i like nerdy leads and that's what rusty is, especially when he was wearing a dress and a wig LOL (also when he spat on evan's face) and cappie is hot (when he's not being a jerk, which i think is just a front anyways. i might be wrong but i feel like he's still in love with his ex casey, rusty's sister and currently dating evan), i think i'm having a tiny crush on him. there's even yaoi in this XDD


scott michael foster...


...as cappie

i wanna watch 'dexter' too.

slightly disappointed that the game 'mirror mysteries' ended too fast. it only took me half a day to finish playing. i was kinda expecting that there would be more to it (still have a long way to go in chocolatier). next up: g.h.o.s.t. hunters - the haunting of majesty manor. thank goodness for torrents.

been reading random NEWS interviews, and a few of shige's essays. gah, why must you be so awesome? i feel totally brainless compared to you even when you're four years younger than i am. your point of view, opinion on things, and being unexpectedly open and sometimes emotional is so interesting. i learn something every time i read your essays.

i thought i lost one-half of my favorite pair of earrings (the one shaped like a pliers/forceps). i noticed it when i was at work and it shocked me. i realized that i have come to the clinic all the way from home without even noticing that i was missing one earring. i wore a spare i had in my bag (fake silver earrings) and kept the other half of the missing pair. it's a bit sad to know that i will never be able to wear it, but when i was in the bathroom earlier tonight i saw it on the floor (the screw remains unfound but it's ok!). i'm just so happy that it fell on the bathroom floor and not anywhere else.

listened to a podcast consisting 3 girls discussing about jpop (mostly JE) and a liiiitle bit of kpop and realized that if i were to be in the same situation with a number of fangirls, i doubt if it'd be any good since coversations involving JE tend to lead us talking on top of each other LOL i'm better off as a listener :P

Monday, March 8, 2010

tegoshi and maki on seventeen magazine: they really look like siblings!!! the interview was cute. i love the stuff they said about naomi and mirai. i can somehow see them more as friends, and i don't know why i feel like maki's more mature than tegoshi even though she's younger than him XD




my current wallpaper, the twins! XD

NEWS' video message for sakura girl: ryo looks uninterested (some said he looked like he fell asleep o.O), koyashige doing most of the talking with massu in between them, tego and pi nodding throughout the clip LOL i love NEWS dynamic XD ryo and shige's hairs are long (but i love them)

tegomass to have a tv special.

what do you do when you can't unlock something (let's say, a door)? i seem to be faced with this problem a lot lately, and i'm not the most patient person.


who is this JE baby?????????


side profiles, ugh -_-

Sunday, March 7, 2010

yesterday was ok, workwise. i'm glad we didn't end late. met with charo, palmer and grizzel at ayala. woes of being left hanging by guys who are not really into you. charo and i just sat there thinking that the situations were kind of funny, and i was thinking that i'd never let myself be subjected to those kinds of emotions which is why i'm banning guys from my life. unless they're NEWS i might make an exception LOL

the katsu rice bowl at bigby's was too big for me and grizzel (we both ordered one). definitely not for a girl's appetite. or maybe it's because i ate these before we had dinner:


oishi manju~~

there's an indonesian fan who's so gung-ho at the memoirs' fb page LOL i don't think i'm that obsessed, though i also wonder if people find me annoying sometimes...

i hope NEWS would watch DareKiss esp yamapi. wonder if he'll feel bad to see naomi and mirai kissing and he never even got to kiss maki XD it'd be so nice if NEWS moms come to watch too! (since they watched Kurosagi the movie after all)

i hate doing the laundry. my hands would feel itchy after. it's bad enough that i'm already allergic to gloves, don't tell me i'm allergic to detergent too? -_- now i'm sleepy too =_=

gwen finally gave birth to 3 kittens (2 girls, 1 boy)

pin friendship is really cute. love how they really are themselves when they're together.
old clip: yoko and hina wanting to be in, and envious of, NEWS. those 2 are funny. tegoshi used to be so quiet then, so were the other members.

old summary clips:
-love watching jin and tegoshi's fake fight (and jin's hairbrush weapon) again and again
-nakamaru's unneccessary (and kind of fake?) laugh at yamapi's watermelon joke = fail!!! haha

yamaki: love it when pi broke the board when he didn't get the answer right and kame did XD and how happy he was when he finally got the answer :P

annoying guy on fb grrrr as a result, i'm deleting him from my f-list, and i'm not gonna add back people who random-added me esp those i don't even know.

i don't know why this song just popped in my head along with another RyoTego fic idea:

Catch a falling star and put it in your pocket
Never let it fade away
Catch a falling star and put it in your pocket
Save it for a rainy day

For love may come and tap you on the shoulder some starless night
Just in case you feel you want to hold her
You'll have a pocketful of starlight
Catch a falling star and put it in your pocket
Never let it fade away
Catch a falling star and put it in your pocket
Save it for a rainy day

For love may come and tap you on the shoulder some starless night
Just in case you feel you want to hold her
You'll have a pocketful of starlight ...Pocketful of starlight, hm,hm,hm,hm,hm,hm

Catch a falling star and put it in your pocket
Never let it fade away
Catch a falling star and put it in your pocket
Save it for a rainy day
Save it for a rainy, save it for a rainy, rainy, rainy, day

For when your troubles start multiplyin' and they just might
It's easy to forget them without tryin'
With just a pocketful of starlight
Catch a falling star and put it in your pocket
Never let it fade away
Catch a falling star and put it in your pocket

Save it for a rainy day
Save it for a rainy day)
Save it for a rainy day

Friday, March 5, 2010

work was uneventful which was good for me. i had time to rest since my neck still feels stiff. went home early and washed my scrubs.

watched YamaNade episode 8 on keyhole. yay~ but i missed the very end -_- tamao enters the story. i have to watch the previous episode with subs soon.


sakura girl LE & RE covers (now i wanna buy the RE)

NEWS will be on music station next week! finally!

NEWS calendars released today. i've seen the scans, seen all the other members' spread for the calendar on josei jishin (ryoooo *nosebleed*) before that. can't wait for my calendar!

just heard that my dad was so happy when i kissed him on the cheek and thanked him for making me breakfast LOL dads. you think men are so tough but they are softies when it comes to their kids XD

charo said my credit card is being processed. hayai~ i applied just 2 days ago.

got to talk to mommy way on fb, asking me why i didn't come to her wedding :P

watched the 2nd trailer of 'memoirs' with the english subs. kyaaaa~ is it possible to love tegoshi even more?

hans even said that tegoshi inspired him to do a spanish club scene (where mirai wears a hat and mustache), that it's bcoz of tegoshi's love of cosplaying LOL

i feel like reading gabrielle zevin's other book 'elsewhere'

gah, have to sleep now, still have work tomorrow. might be a very long day, i need all the energy.





if yamapi was a girl, he'd be prettier than his sister (+ more Jenny's Johnny's)

ASDFGHJKLASDFGHJKL this is a manip of yamapi's face on a girl's body along with the other JE guys. first thing that i noticed were boobs LOL whether he's a guy or a girl his boobs get attention XDD i think yamapi's was the most impressive of all. if he really did turn into a girl, he'd be one sizzling girl.

presenting Jenny's Entertainment! XD


first page: tegoshi (goddess!!! i keep thinking he looks better with bangs), kimutaku (still looks like a guy to me), and chinen (omg didn't recognize chinen at all!!! he doesn't look asian. he looks like a sketched little girl/boy)


second page: nakayama yuma (waaaaaa he looks like erich gonzales!), tackey (he sure knows how to pose for the camera), toma (looks like he's having a bad day LOL)


third page (my favorite): junno (could really pass as a girl, no, lady is more appropriate), uchi (still looks like a bimbo, haha, love the hair though), and pi (love the hair and headband, and how his face is feminine enough as it is. he won't have a hard time trying to look like a girl. too bad he swore off cosplaying as a girl XD)

seriously, if Johnny's didn't exist and this was in their place instead, all fangirls would've turned lesbian LOL

(credits to: tegolei@lj)

Thursday, March 4, 2010

i feel subhuman right now. sooooooooooo tired. plus i have a headache =_=

all i want to do now is sleep. it shouldn't be this way. i have to put my foot down. i don't want them to think i'm a push-over. i have better things to do with my free time, such as stalk the memoirs account on fb XP i've never been this excited about a movie before.

hans loves 'last friends'! he has good taste, ryo was amazing in there.

of course i have visited gabrielle zevin's blog too. i mean, if i was stalking memoirs on fb i might as well check everything else :P i think it's cute how she refers to yuji (james) as yugi. it reminds me of yogi bear, hehe

memoirs' deleted scenes: thank heavens for revisions, or else we would be reading a version of memoirs with naomi as a high-school dropout and without will in it. and this:

Gabrielle was asked: "If there was one character [in MEMOIRS] you'd like to change, who would it be?"

Lindsey, how dare you! Are you implying that the characters in my books aren't perfect? But, if you're asking me what advice I'd give them if I ran into them as actual breathing people in life, then that's another story.

For instance, here's what I'd say to James: Yes, it's true. You're rather moody and depressive, but on the positive side of things, you're very handsome and women seem to find you attractive. So, lighten up, my dear. Life isn't so bad as all that. Love and let people love you, and life will get so much easier, I swear.

Or Will: All right, you're not at your peak attractiveness to women just yet. But wait about ten years... (me: i love this! i'd wait ten years for him, despite the fact that i'll be old by then *sigh* haha)

Or Naomi: Avoid stairs. (me: LOL. dear miss zevin, you have been an inspiration ever since i read memoirs, and your blog)

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kylee's song translation in english: miraaaaaaaai~~~
note: romanizations by ear (not sure everything is exact. leave me alone!) XD
... stands for lyrics that was impossible for me to make anything of -_-

kimi ga iru kara namida kakusenainda
kimi ga iru kara sekai wa riaru nanda

...
*aenai aenai (tsuki ga) aita aita (naita)

kimi ga iru kara namida kakusenainda
kimi ga iru kara ganbarou tte omounda
kimi wo omoeba tsuyoku nareru noni
watashi wo doushite konna ni mo mororu
kimi ga iru kara
kimi ga iru kara
kimi ga iru kara

(the next verse was missing in the english translations. too bad, i think this is my favorite verse)
tsugi kara tsugi e to meguru kisetsu
kyonen no huku wa inaja horikute
kawaranai mo no utatta hitotsu
mitsumetetai noni

aishite mo to daisuki wa chigau
nigatte to kirai wa doko ga onaji
iyada iyada
kono kokoro wo madowasanaide

*ashita wa ashita wa (sora ga) kanarazu kanarazu (warau)

kimi no tonari de mitsumeru machi ga suki
kimi ga watashi wo yobu koe ga itoshii
kimi ga iru kara mirai ga irunda (kyaaaaaaaaa~~)
soba ni iru kara omoide ni narunda
kimi ga iru kara
kimi ga iru kara
...
hikari wa ima toraiterunou wa kitto

kimi ga iru kara sunao te irararenda
kimi ga iru kara egao koborerunda
kimi ga iru kara namida kakusenainda
kimi ga iru kara sekai wa riaru nanda
kimi ga iru kara (8x)

*if i were to translate it, i think i'd prefer it this way: aenai aenai tsuki ga, aitai aita naita (can't see you can't see you, want to see you want to see you, the moon cries)/ ashita wa ashita wa sora ga, kanarazu kanarazu warau (tomorrow tomorrow, the sky will surely smile)

*shrugs* that's just me overthinking again, but i'm really hopeless with translating stuff. i guess all i'm saying is, it sometimes depends on how you group the words together. two things may mean the same but one is better to read or understand, comes out nicer and makes more sense than the other. the same thing applies when i'm looking for lyrics translations and i find more than one. ultimately i go with what i feel more comfortable with. as i've said, i'm overthinking XD

gah, now i'll be obsessed with memorizing this song, while mae is obsessed with memorizing pi's loveless. addiction runs in the family XDD

back to memoirs on fb, quoted from hans: I'm so happy that you want to see it. Yuya is so good. I love seeing him as a romantic hero. In fact, in the last scene in the movie, there is a pop song playing that has a lyric with the word "HERO". Just as the singer sings the word "Hero", there is a slow motion closeup on Yuya smiling that great smile of his! It's a magic moment. When I saw it through the camera on set, I was just so happy. I knew at that moment that Yuya's fans would melt to see this moment. "

as if i wasn't kyaaa-ing enough from kylee's song translation :3


bouquet for yuya from itteQ


maki's shoes (picture taken by the director himself)

TO ALL THE FANS WHO WANT TO SEE 'MEMOIRS' IN THE PHILIPPINES, PLS VISIT HERE AND POST. WE NEED YOUR SUPPORT! lol caps

memo: tomorrrow is friday. don't miss yamanade again!

they say 'alice in wonderland' is out in theaters now. i wanna watch! johnny depp~~

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+ the twins effect + the death curse + hero + the house of flying daggers + crouching tiger, hidden dragon + the curse of the golden flower + infernal affairs (1,2&3) + my sassy girl + il mare + the classic + a millionaire's first love + kawi + koma + the uninvited + vacation (dbsk) + 200 pounds beauty + jenny&juno + one missed call (1,2&3) + the phone + the eye + a tale of two sisters + nana + death note1&2 + six + shutter + lovely complex + kanojo to no tadashii asobikata + chinese odyssey + protege de la rose noire + house of fury + spy dad + diva ah-hey + chinese tall story + new police story + 6AM + ab-normal beauty + battle royale + wishing stairs + the red shoes + shissou/dead run + one missed call 2 + attack on the pin-up boys (suju's movie) + cinderella ni naritai + boys love + kurosagi the movie + calling you + L change the world + koizora + crows zero + cyborg girl + tada, kimi wo aishiteru + 4bia/phobia + phobia 2 + coming soon + liar game: the final stage +

BOOKS + harry potter (j.k. rowling) + series of unfortunate events (lemony snickett) + stories of eva luna (isabel allende) + daddy long legs (jean webster) + behind the attic wall (sylvia cassedy) + how stella got her groove back (terry mcmillan) + pet sematary (stephen king) + stardust & coraline (neil gaiman) + robert fulghum books + roald dahl + frances hodgson burnett + grimm brothers + hans christian andersen + memeoirs of a teenage amnesia (gabrielle zevin +)

BOOB TUBE + csi las vegas + criminal minds + gilmore girls + supernatural + house m.d. + oprah + will and grace + extreme makeover (home edition) + charmed + joan of arcadia + dark angel + tru calling + angel + monk + the pretender + moonlight + i survived a japanese game show +

<3DRAMAS + beautiful days + love letter + winter sonata + my name is kim sam soon + my sassy girl chun-hyang + sweet 18 + meteor garden1&2 + dbsk's banjun drama + full house + goong + hana yori dango + bad family + nobuta wo produce + proposal daisakusen + kurosagi + my boss my hero + dragon zakura + hana yori dango2 + 1 litre of tears + 1 litre of tears sp + gachi baka + papa to musume no nanokakan + hanazakari no kimitachi e + himitsu no hanazono + tsubasa no oreta tenshitachi - season 1 + tsubasa no oreta tenshitachi - season 2 + tantei gakuen Q + liar game + shabake + sore wa totsuzen, arashi no you ni + sugata sanshirou + yukan club + deru toko demashou + lost time life (kei's episode) + waraeru koi wa shitakunai + anego + kakure karakuri + car radio ga owareba + last friends + absolute boyfriend + what's up, fox? + binbou danshi + 14 sai no haha + code blue + ryusei no kizuna + atashinchi no danshi + koishite akuma + buzzer beat + guests of room zero (koyama's & shige's episodes) + orthros no inu + you're beautiful + hidarime tantei eye + troubleman + sunao ni narenakute + loss time life + hyoten +

ANIME + fushigi yuugi + master of mosquiton + monster rancher + doraemon + fruits basket + trigun + sugar sugar rune + alice academy + cardcaptor sakura + time quest + ranma 1/2 + lovecom + gravitation + black blood brothers + ouran high host club + yamato nadeshiko shichi henge (the wallflower) + howl's moving castle + spirited away + kimi ni todoke +

UNFAITHFUL + chad michael murray + vincent kartheiser + jensen ackles + wentworth miller + james franco + sean faris + joseph fiennes + ewan mcgregor + ethan hawke + drew fuller + christopher gorham + channing tatum + liam aiken + topher grace + dhani lennevald + brad renfro + ralph fiennes + nicolas cage + jason statham + hugh jackman + diego luna + adam garcia + david duchovny + enrique iglesias + will estes + colin firth + dougray scott + antonio sabato jr. + alex o'loughlin + luke grimes +
++ jang woohyuk (h.o.t.) + micky yoochun (dbsk) + kim junghoon + jo insung + lee sangwoo + lee junki + kim jihoon + im joohwan + brian joo (ftts) + tablo (epik high) + t.o.p. (big bang) + attack (trax) + jin taehwa (battle) + kim dongwan (shinhwa) + park jinwoo + kim hyeseong + hyunbin + jang geunseok + wonbin (f.t island) + jung yonghwa (cnblue)
+++ tegoshi yuya + shun oguri + hongo kanata + news + kenichi matsuyama + ryo nishikido (news) + kazunari ninomiya (arashi) + matsuda shota + matsuda ryuhei + kaname jun + yamapi (news)+ tatsuya fujiwara + mizushima hiro + tsubasa imai (t&t) + wakaba ryuuya + hiraoka yuuta + tsukamoto takashi + tamayama tetsuji + yonemura daijiro & yodogawa yoshihiro (question?) + arioka daiki & yamada ryousuke (hey!say!) + ohkura tadayoshi (k8) + nakamaru yuichi (kat-tun) + oshinari shugo + tamaki hiroshi + mukai osamu + koide keisuke + miura haruma + seto koji + nakayama yuma + inohara yoshihiko (v6) +
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+++++ john lloyd cruz + jc de vera + enchong dee + hideaki torio +
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++ choi jiwoo + song hyegyo + jeon jihyun + son yehjin + goo hyejin + park shinhye + go ara + han jimin + lee yeonhee + bae seulgi (the reds) + ayumi (sugar) + song jihyo + yoon eunhye (baby vox) + han chaeyoung + kim taehee + han jihye + park bom + park heebon (milk) + kim bomi (milk) + chaeyeon + nam sangmi + cats + kara + lina and sunday (csjh) + sunye (wg) + kim ah-jung + uhm hyunkyung + yoo hyunyoung + choi sooyoung + han gain + kim junghwa + go eunah + goo hyesun + jung ryeowon (chakra) + kang junghwa + so yihyun + jo jungrin + kim ok-bin + eunseong + min seohyeon +
+++ nakashima mika + aoi miyazaki + horikita maki + toda erika + aragaki yui + shida mirai + uno misako + ueto aya + ueno juri + kashii yu + ito misaki + maya miki + ayase haruka + karina + narumi riko + kato rosa + naka riisa + esumi makiko + ito yuna + mimura + leah dizon + kiritani mirei + aoi yu +
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