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Saturday, March 28, 2009



i finally bought the ipod, but i can't install the software grrrrrrr. i used another software (mediamonkey) that only allows me to put mp3 files. i was so excited to put videos and pictures but i can't at the moment D: bye yuu-chan, hello tegonyan~~ it's pink, girly just like it's namesake XD remind me to post pics later.

i also bought a portable ipod charger, bcoz my old speaker/charger refuses to charge with the new ipod nano -_- at least i don't have to worry about the battery being empty and not being able to charge it.

i saw this pretty picture in the magazine at work. the girl (a model for shu uemura's new line of fake eyelashes) looks a bit like leah dizon. i like the way the diamonds were painted on her perfect face. and the lashes!!! pretty~



and speaking of leah dizon, i love this picture of her, not bcoz of the skimpy clothing but how pretty she looked laughing/smiling like that.


i wish she had more pics where she's more covered, like that picture i saw of her with her vintage camera, and not being at all slutty. more respectable, i'd appreciate it.

i was late for work again!!! for more than an hour!!! *dies* it's boring at work lately (one afternoon we actually had a gory-movie-marathon). good thing i have ipod now to keep me occupied. i love the maze game. it kept me entertained for a while :P


jina stopped by the clinic. haven't seen her for a year.she also told me that the group in which park bom (and sandara park *acck*) is a part of will be debuting soon. i was hoping park bom will debut solo but oh well, at least she's debuting soon. i love her voice!!!

i did a hairdo like risa's in lovecom anime, the ponytail that's so high up it looked like an apple sitting on your head XD i hate the 'do by the way, but i dunno why i'm wearing it now, haha.


currently addicted to utada hikaru's 'take 5'. i downloaded it months ago but didn't listen to it until yesterday. and i ended up watching nakashima mika's kate cms for kanebo. kanebo has the coolest concepts. i'm a shiseido fan but now i wanna try kanebo bcoz i love mika in them :D

i finally saw the '1 liter of tears' cm on tv!!! waaaaaaaaaaaaa~ and i wasn't even expecting to see it at this late hour. i saw ryo. i hope 'fated to love you' will end soon. and please keep 'konayuki' as it is~

omg, i forgot that it was palmer's birthday!!! *acck* what kind of friend am i? i told you i'm really weak at remembering stuff like dates, names, etc...

dreamt of nakushita kioku. lol more tego-maki scenes XD ----

tegoshi was in korea some days ago. a fan was lucky enough to get pics and an autograph! *dies*


i'm so envious. she got so close to tegoshi!!! i wonder what he smells like. i've been curious ever since i saw that post about koyama raiding his bag and finding a large bottle of perfume every time, and that music fighter episode where aoki-san said he smells great.

*sigh* i hope they come visit the philippines too...

shige has a new play (title: seminar)



手越祐也の彼女@12:56 AM


Wednesday, March 25, 2009



peb-peb and mae saw the '1 liter of tears' commercial on tv! why haven't i seen it yet? =_= if it's true that it's going to replace fated to love you's time slot then i'm happy. at least it's going to be on the evening so i can watch whenever i get home. i can picture it now, fangirls falling for ryo's character.

surprisingly, i got a call from mama earlier. she said she sent me money for the ipod nano, weeeee~ i wasn't really keeping my hopes up and even thinking that i'd wait until i've saved enough money to buy it, trying to console myself that if it's not there by the time i buy it then it's not meant for me, and that maybe there's something better for me. i was sad for a while but i was trying to get over it. but, maybe it is meant for me after all. just when i wasn't expecting anything, this happens :) hmm, what should i call my new ipod? i feel a little guilty though, for always asking mama for things. it makes me feel like a bad daughter.

a few days ago i had a dream about having a new cousin, a new dajao addition, which is quite impossible really coz my aunt is dead and my uncle doesn't seem like he's ever going to marry again. but anyways, this new cousin of mine looks so much like madia (the eldest) when she was small, with the cherry lips, pink cheeks, and curly hair, except for the eyes. and this is where i laughed my butt off. the baby has koyama's eyes LMAO i don't mean that she looked funny but...i guess i was just taken aback to look at her and see koyama instead LOL it'd be cute to have a real cousin with kei-chan's adorable eyes ne :D

i was late for work again T.T my stupid phone keeps on going back a few minutes, no matter how many times i've adjusted the time. i think it's possessed by an old enemy of mine.

it was a boring day at work. i only did one consultation and took an x-ray. i found myself dozing off a couple of times. that's what i get from watching movies until 5 in the morning.



^ sleeping at work *acck* (close, open~~)

took pics of the clinic. i finally remembered to do it. killing time until my shift ends.



^ the list of dentists at citydent inc.

and another rescue-related (kinda XD) pic



next pic project: 'ima wa' signs XD

read a post about tegoshi and numerology. it's quite interesting, since a lot (almost all) of things did describe him. i just laughed when i came across 'may be prone to sexual fantasies', 'may be sexually suggestive' (hey3x ring a bell? XD), and 'having an outstanding talent for art' LOL he's the next picasso, remember? XD

i wonder if they have the japanese phrasebook at national bookstore's mango branch. i'm getting anxious again. i hope i'll remember to check the place before i head to work on friday.

i find myself wanting to resume watching 'tatta hitotsu no koi' and 'sapuri' both with kame *acck* what is pms doing to me??? could my hormones be turning my brain heywired.

i'm on a hunt for a mascara. can anyone suggest a good brand?



手越祐也の彼女@10:01 PM


Tuesday, March 24, 2009



another day getting stressed at work. and i get blamed for the delay when he's the one who keeps on getting up to spit, plus he has this huge, hyperactive tongue it made me think how much i wanted to cut it while i work on his 6 fillings, then just put it back after. and i can't even complain. and yesterday's pedo patient (not the patient actually, it's the mom). i hate it when people look down on other people, bcoz i'll be bothered with it for days. that's just how i am. gah. now i know what they meant by being stressed.

de-stressing means...

tegoshi was spotted in korea a few days ago!!! and the fans even got an autograph from him *waaaah* i wonder when i'll be able to have that kind of experience. to be able to meet him and have his autograph (hopefully, not stammering or making a fool of myself during the whole thing). i wonder what he was doing in korea.

and NEWS already has guesting schedules for april, for promoting their new single. music station, april 24, 7-8pm. it's still a month away but i'm looking forward to it.

i just read the trans for popolo april'09, topic: marriage. tegoshi already has a picture of his ideal married life. i don't usually fall for sweet stuff but gah, how can i resist when it's tegoshi being all romantic? my heart's not made of stone yo~

honey, drop me off to the grocery store! haha, just practicing XD

aww, and massu's wedding proposal is so cute, so like him. i think it's unique that he wants to design the wedding rings himself. even him saying he wants to do the housework. and he likes giraffes LOL massu~ can you stop being so adorable for just a second? XD

and when i got to pi's part *melts* why do things take a serious turn when it's him talking? maybe it bcoz he's naturally just a serious person. although he said he hasn't thought of marriage that much, he's just enjoying with friends, reading it gave me a warm feeling, like his idea of marriage is so comfortable and full of respect and love *kyaaa* his future wife will be so lucky. and it's so like pi to be a disciplinarian type of dad. he'd want his kids to be brought up well. pi~~~

just finished watching code blue sp. so the one who got into an accident was toda erika's character hiyama! nice episode once again, i cried a little at the scene where aizawa was sending off his grandmother.

also watched 'tokyo shonen' with horokita maki. a movie about multiple personalities. the guy's quite cute, reminded me of pi a few times.

lately, it's been really cold in the evenings. i can feel it especially when i'm heading home and the wind is against my direction, and it's cold enough to wear socks at home,
brrrr~

tita neneng said my cousin karen will be graduating in college with magna cum laude honors. sugoi ne~

featured sashin: my metal bento :P




手越祐也の彼女@10:03 PM


Monday, March 23, 2009



omggg~ i just saw a short news clip about 'nakushita kioku'!!! it's the scene where ace was talking to naomi (maki's character) about going back to playing tennis and james (matuken's character) suddenly attacking him, and elbowing naomi in the eye accidentally, and will's (tegoshi's character) sudden appearance trying to break them off *kyaaaaaaaa*

if it's being shown on the news then it means it's gonna be shown in theaters soon! yay!!! i really can't wait! watching tegoshi being so normal XD manly even if the clip only showed him for a few seconds made me happy. it definitely picked up my mood since i was feeling a little down today, bummed about a certain case at work.

i really really reaaaaaaaaaaaally hope they stick to the original ending.



手越祐也の彼女@10:53 PM


Sunday, March 22, 2009


updates, little by little, day by day -_-

tim burton has a new movie due 2010!!! with johnny depp and helena bonham carter again!!! those three have been inseparable since 'corpse bride', not that i'm complaining :D 'alice in wonderland' is something to look forward too. and knowing tim burton, i'm sure he'll make it kinda dark and twisted, exactly why i am a fan of his movies.

which reminds me, i wanna watch 'pan's labyrinth' which is similar to alice in wonderland, they say.


current food addiction: ruffles cheddar & sour cream. i bought 3 big bags in this month alone! eep~

i saw this great yamaki fanmade trailer. the plot is really nice. revenge and getting the wrong person, and falling in love unexpectedly. i hope they turn it into a movie, i miss yamaki already!

speaking of maki, i wanna watch her recent drama (forgot the title). she has a new drama too: 'atashinchi no danshi'. it reminded me of oguri shun's 'binbou danshi' when i saw the trailer. poor/dirty maki LOL cute!

i'm relieved after getting my filling fixed by palmer. i hope it won't be sensitive anymore, although i still haven't tried eating sweets yet *crosses fingers*

i read posts regarding '1 liter of tears' and 'gokusen 3' to be aired on GMA (why GMA??? their dubbing sucks =_=). ABS got the dramas 'nobuta wo produce' (YAY!!!) and 'boys before flowers'. still, i'm preparing myself for the influx of new ryo and pi fangirls *acck* at least they're finally showing NEWS dramas here in the philippines. i should happy with that alone.

i'm enjoying work more, esp when i assisted dr. labitan performing odontectomy. i was standing and watching intently when he injected the anesthesia. the surgical procedure only lasted for like 30 minutes!!! sugoi~ he's really good! i do have a lot to learn from the specialists. i also adjusted an rpd, and did fillings.

i got my first salary! hehe. i bought ice cream for the staff (may pistachio ice cream na ang selecta yaaaaaaaay) and watched a local movie ('sundo') with my brother kaloi.

the new russ-k cm is finally out! NEWS jumping into the water. reminds me of suju's dancing out mv. and the new NEWS song!!! the new NEWS single will be released on april 29th!!! the same date when itteQ on new richmond will be shown, hehe. can't wait!!! it's about time NEWS comes out with something new.

i'm so glad to have a very behaved pedo patient. he didn't complain/cry/throw a tantrum while i was restoring his tooth and putting sealant on the others, ending it with fluoride treatment. i hope all child patients are that well-behaved. next appointment, i'm doing extractions. i hope he won't turn crazy at the sight of a needle...

the memo for holy week just came yesterday, and we don't have work for two days! weee~ i wonder if the toboso family plans will push through. i wanna come~~ i'm gonna ask my cousin madia.

i saw an ipod nano 16gb for only 9500!!! i wanna buy it NOW...but i still don't have enough money. i'm afraid that it will no longer be available by the time i save enough money for it. and mama said she couldn't promise to lend me money anytime soon. i'm depressed i might cry. damn pms~

i still haven't watched koyama and shige's kiseki no kizuna. i fail as a fan -_-

now back to watching 'boys before flowers' and 'we got married' and hopefully another horror movie XD and possibly update my fics *prays my parents arrive late today*

the post is dull without pictures, so i'll post some after all :P


^ tegoshi looks pretty manly here! me likes~~
*jumps in the seat next to him and ogles his cuteness* XDD


^ daddy shige!!! is this in response to koyama's photoshoot with a baby??? LOL koyashige is so married ne~ :D


^ yamapi killing fangirls all over the world with his sexy smile~~
his hair reminds me of jin in the 'keep the faith' pv XD



手越祐也の彼女@12:55 AM


Monday, March 16, 2009



i can't believe i actually went to the pinoy dream academy auditions *acck* but i did. palmer and i arrived at parkmall 11am-ish and had starting lining. what we didn't expect was that we'd be under the scorching sun. we didn't anticipate that kind of situation, we haven't thought of bringing umbrellas, or sunscreen! so we stood in line for hours, getting sunburned. we finally got to the inside of the mall at about 5pm, and waited in the lobby until 8pm. we were starting to get unenergized waiting in the lobby, entertaining thoughts of going home. but finally, the line moved and we were able to get to the second floor where the auditions were held. it was crazy, people who auditioned for pinoy big brother reached 13 thousand!!! and pinoy dream academy reached 2 thousand! sometime in the afternoon, it rained. some of the people got wet (practically showering) in the rain but they can't go find shelter or they will lose their place in the line. i felt pity for them. good thing, we have already reached the tents when it rained, i was lucky.

the moment came when we finally had to sing in front of the judge (teacher monet). it was nerve-wracking but at least we were in groups so it's a little less scary knowing the others might be equally nervous as i am. and i got through!!! but that was just the first screening. we went from 2 thousand to 300. second screening was still ahead. we finally got back to the room at about 10pm. i was wondering if i still have the energy to sing since i was feeling sleepy already. and i almost forgot the lyrics to 'if i ain't got you' *flail*!!! it would be so embarrassing especially when it's front of the camera. before teacher monet announced who passed, he gave a little speech about how hard it is for him to choose, and that it didn't usually got this late in the previous auditions. all the while i was resigned to the possibility that i might not make it this time, but i got through again!!! even though i wasn't so confident that i would make it. i noticed most of those who passed are pretty, and i was so sure i wouldn't be included but i was. i think he really had a hard time particularly in our batch, since a lot passed (6 out of ten). in the other batches, there were only two or three. lastly, they took our solo pictures behind the pda tarpaulin *acck*. i swear i looked like a tanned zombie =_=

there were more or less 100 people left from the 2 thousand that auditioned. we're still a long way from the real thing.
i'm happy~ at least my friends who waited for me till 1am didn't wait in vain. i was touched that they stayed up late for me. now they couldn't tell me i'll regret not doing it. and i myself am pleased that i went in the end, although i was thinking at first that i might be crazy. it's amazing what people would go through sometimes, if there's something they really want. and i'm glad that for once i got out of my comfort zone and did something that i usually won't do. it was a good experience :) the next day, my skin smarts. i look like a roasted pig -_- no pain, no gain, right?

to avoid getting late yet again, i arrived 2 hours (unintentionally) early to work despite having slept so little, still tired from the auditions *acck* to make up for being so early and sacrificing breakfast, i went up to the upper floor to look for food and found a takoyaki stand. i didn't know there would be one in there. and then, at a different time i also found out there's a julie's store near the grocery section, one which sells my favorite fresh lumpia. i feel like face-palming myself. i should explore the mall more. i've been working for almost a month and i still haven't gotten myself familiar with the stores (esp ones serving food XD)

i finally found time to buy new clothes (mainly for work, i can't always wear plain t-shirts. i have to at least look slightly respectable, deshou?) while killing time until my shift ends. coincidentally, both items were brown, i have affinity to brown or other similar earth colors when it comes to formal wear. in the end, almost all the stuff i bought were semi-formal blouses which was what i was aiming for, but i'm afraid i overdid it a little *acck*

i checked friendster and got a shout-out from my cousin mae. her new pictures shocked me! maybe you're wondering why i had such a reaction. my cousin had never showed any signs of being kikay/fashionista before. if you see her on normal days, you would even think she's a tomboyish high-schooler instead of being a graduating nursing student. she doesn't care much about her appearance and clothes. so when i saw her pics, my mouth was literally hanging open. like maji???


^ ikaw gid ni mae ya? O.O




^ i love the back pose~~ *sings JT's 'sexyback'*


^ hisa ko!!! why wasn't i born fair-skinned and slim? -_-


^ hoy! na-girl ka na haw? LOL

i wonder why she did it. i'm sure she wouldn't have done that just bcoz she just wants to all of a sudden. for a school project, perhaps? but this really isn't like her at all! XD

shige has a new drama this fall, 'chichi yo, anata wa erakatta' where he will play the role of an aspiring manga artist. i just read the synopsis and it seems interesting, time slip and all. i'm looking forward to this!

i finally watched super junior's new mv from their 3rd album 'sorry sorry'. i miss seeing those guys, esp hankyung (LOL why hankyung? i dunno yo~)

i never seem to have time for fics anymore. i barely catch up every time i go online, even though i want to update so bad. something always comes up and i end not being able to write anything. take last sunday for example. i could've used that time but instead i went to audition, which to my utter dismay lasted much much longer than i anticipated, leaving no more extra time for me to do anything else -_-



手越祐也の彼女@10:35 PM


Saturday, March 14, 2009


*acck*

day 3 was better. i took an impression of a patient for a retainer. i was a little nervous at first. even though the schedule was quite full, i wasn't able to do much. but we were encouraged/allowed to assist the senior dentists, in preparation to when we handle patients by ourselves.

the 2nd week came, finally we are allowed to work on patients, but with limitations still, which is fine by me. i'm not that eager to dive into very complicated cases right away. but i admit, it's fulfilling in a way to be doing what you studied for. it definitely beats just hanging around and not doing anything but watch. i also got late three more times since the last *acck*


i slept all day on my first day off, with the music player blasting for hours. slept at 2am the night before after watching on mysoju, woke up with a headache. i would've liked to update my fics but someone else was using the computer most of the day, so.

march 5 was tito vic's bday. i went home and ate a lot! the mango float w/ hershey's chocolate was heavenly~

i watched 'hansel and gretel' a khorror with chun jungmyun (that cutie in 'what's up, fox?'), and also started watching 'boys before flowers' the korean version of hana yori dango (with kim hyun jung of ss501). i like it so far. kim bum is really cute. and the guy playing jun pyo is funny. the domyouji character is really irresistible ne :P

rescue: when koga died and maru was crying, it really sounded funny to me, even though the scene was supposed to be sad XD and that scene where they were taking a bath and i can have a full view of yusuke butt naked asdfghjkasdfghjk.
everyone was impressive in rescue's 4th episode. fudou (yusuke's role) is not as snobby as before :D the three of them made it to SR!!! yappari~ and i got bored at the clinic and took a picture of...


XDD


i love 'cyborg girl' (ayase haruka and koide keisuke)!!! and the song playing when they went to jiro's hometown, i want that!!! i wonder what the title is and who sang it. i think this was the movie bem2x was telling me about. this is the 2nd movie with koide keisuke (the first one was 'calling you' with narumi riko) that i love so much. i'm starting to consider watching more of his movies/dramas. i'm afraid i'm developing a little crush on him *acck* and i also wanna watch more of ayase haruka (which means i need to finish 'tatta hitotsu no koi' too *acck*)


^ robots shop too! XD


i watched 'tada kimi wo aishiteru' with aoi miyazaki (my fave japanese actress) and the hot tamaki hiroshi, (and the beautiful kuroki meisa, and koide keisuke too) and i LOVE IT!!! the ending was kinda sad. i was hoping they'd see each other again when she's all grown up and beautiful, unfortunately...demo, i wanna watch it again~~ right now i'm addicted to the ost 'renai sashin' sung by otsuka ai. it fits the movie perfectly.


^ i love aoi's childlike role


tamaki hiroshi~~




^ all grown up at the end of the movie

i remember movie marathons after the board exam was over. watched 2 movies with moon geunyoung in it ('love me not' and 'innocent steps'), which were good. i wonder if she has more movies out.

i finally bought 'memoirs of a teenage amnesiac'!!! i totally forgot that there was a powerbooks store in sm, a short distance from where i work. i really am getting old *acck* luckily i was able to get the money mama sent me so i was able to buy the book right there and then (i don't want to regret not buying it afterwards when it's all out of stock, like what happened to the japanese phrasebook). i'm so happy~ even though it wasn't the cover i wanted...oh well, at least it's hardbound and the important thing is i finally have the book XD

i think i'm more in love with will now that i have read the book. i dunno, it's different when you're reading it at your own pace rather than having it read to you. there's always the issue of not getting the pronounciations well as when it's read (at least for me it was that way) and i have a habit of relishing the parts i read, which i can't really do as much with an audiobook. the more i read, the more i want naomi to end up with will in the movie.

i need a new book to read. i'm thinking of buying something from haruki murakami. he seemed to get rave reviews. i'm intrigued with gabrielle zevin's 'elsewehere' too. i wonder if they have it in powerbooks. i need something to occupy me while i'm heading to work and if i get bored with the lack of anything to do.

my friends kept bugging me to audition for pinoy dream academy this sunday. i can't find a way to get out of it. yadaaa~ all i wanna do is just stay at home on my day off T.T


my dad bought a lenovo netbook. poor me -_-


i love oren lavie's 'her morning elegance' it has the kind of lyrics i'd like to listen to when it's pleasantly raining outside, relaxing. the mv is really good too:

Sun been down for days
A pretty flower in a vase
A slipper by the fireplace
A cello lying in its case

Soon she’s down the stairs

Her morning elegance she, wears
The sound of water makes her dream
Awoken by a cloud of steam
She pours a daydream in a cup
A spoon of sugar sweetens up

And she fights for her life as she puts on her coat
And she fights for her life on the train
She looks at the rain as it pours
And she fights for her life as she goes in a store
With a thought she has caught by a thread
She pays for the bread and she goes
Nobody knows

Sun been down for days
A winter melody she plays
The thunder makes her contemplate
She hears a noise behind the gate
Perhaps a letter with a dove
Perhaps a stranger she could love

And she fights for her life as she puts on her coat
And she fights for her life on the train
She looks at the rain as it pours
And she fights for her life as she goes in a store
With a thought she has caught by a thread
She pays for the bread and she goes
Nobody knows
Nobody knows

And she fights for her life as she puts on her coat
And she fights for her life on the train
She looks at the rain as it pours
And she fights for her life as she goes in a store
Where the people are pleasantly strange
And counting the change as she goes
Nobody knows
Nobody knows
Nobody knows

this song makes me wanna laze in bed all day.

someone made another ryotego fanvid weeeeeeeee~

our pc had a virus attack a few days ago. i found out some files are missing after it was fixed. now i can't locate the imtoo converter. i need it to convert videos D:

things to do with my salary:
-pay for an order of cakes and new (silver *acck*) wallet
-save for a lenovo netbook
-save for NEWS merchandise
-save for an ipod nano
-save for japan trip



手越祐也の彼女@11:31 PM


Tuesday, March 3, 2009



day 2 started bad. i was late for work for 26 mins which is equivalent to 2 hours worth of pay deducted. darn that clock in e-mall, too advanced. if i had known i shouldn't have gone back to sleep for 15 more mins when the alarm clock sounded. -_-


^ scrubs, crocs


^ one of the dental chairs at the e-mall branch (love the color!)

tina was in e-mall too. she asked me if i was still a fangirl and i told her how i evolved from the f4 fandom to cpop to kpop and now jpop. she asked me to show her pics so of course i did. she said tegoshi is goodlooking, and has really nice lips :D esp in this pic (below)



i'm tired =_= i seriously wanted to cry, coz i wanna get home soon, and i was hungry, then it's always pretty late when i arrive home which means less time for me to go OL T.T but no matter how tired i am, i wouldn't miss going online each day even if it's only very brief, or else i'll go nuts.


mama did get my text message. yay~ now i have money for the 'memoirs of a teenage amnesiac' book and the japanese phrasebook :D


i'm relieved to know that ryo's little accident didn't cause any problems for NEWS. ryo gave up driving voluntarily, it's the least he could do, don't you think? considering someone got hurt because of his carelessness. hope this doesn't happen again. i'm just thankful that he's okay and that no one got seriously hurt.


i dunno how i could've forgotten that there's a 'powerbooks' store in sm =_= i hope they have 'memoirs' there, or at least i can have it reserved. and the lonely planet phrasebook too. it's more costly to have it sent all the way from manila *crosses fingers*

i prefer the cover on the left compared to the one on the right



tegoshi's chubby cheeks are coming back!


^ he looks younger! *pinch pinch*



^ waaaaaaaaah aylabyuuuuuuu~

some current fave pics:


^ st. agnes purin~~


^ baby tegoshiiiiiiiiiiii *glomps*


^ and my phones' current wallpaper/screensaver


^ my eyes (i dunno what effect i applied to this pic but i love it! hehe)

tomorrow we'll compute children's dosages *acck* have to get back to my notes.



手越祐也の彼女@9:44 PM


Monday, March 2, 2009



i survived first day of work, surprisingly!


^ uniform, dental chair

at the end of my shift i met with palmer, charo, and lady at bigby's. wee~ free dinner XD the seafood pasta was yummy!!!


bad news! ryo got into a car accident. he caused a rear-end accident at a highway in roppongi and an old lady got minor neck injuries. i hope it's not because he's intoxicated. no suspension from johnny's pls. NEWS has had enough of drink-related issues -_-

maybe he's having a fight with tego that's why he wasn't paying attention to driving. tego must be so worried now XD

i got to talk with irene after like a month. at least now i know i didn't do something wrong. i missed fangirling with her. she shared some ryotego con pics i haven't seen before. ureshi!!!



手越祐也の彼女@10:51 PM


Sunday, March 1, 2009


sayonara freedom

we stayed up till 4am playing mahjong using merrill's very cute mahjong set and talked about wretched exes. they also told me that the short straight bob hairstyle suited me and that i should go back to that (since my hair had grown long now). i ended up sleeping on merrill's bed coz i'm too fussy when i sleep :P demo, the aircon was too cold, brrr~ now i have a headache. in the afternoon we went to ayala and had ala modes and pasta at the dessert factory. then we walked around till my feet were crying. then we accidentally ran into joanna and talked about school stuff and gossips.

i really have to get braces soon! i have to prepare myself not being able to eat properly, bcoz the first month will hurt, and maybe cause me to lose my appetite.

but i'm discouraged. i'm not looking forward to working tomorrow. i wish i still have a few more days till i start working -_- my freedom days are over -_-

finally posting some pics from merrill's clinic blessing and bonbon's wedding:

the signage





^ inside merrill's very colorful clinic


^ 'pretty' pose :P


^ i love this pic! (a stack of heads) XP




^ post-wedding chaos!

i hate periods. freakin' hideous humongous breakouts -_-

seeing becky and tegoshi sitting next to each other makes me sad. sad bcoz they look cute together, and sad coz i'll never be able to sit next to him, not in this lifetime T.T i can't for the life of me hate becky coz i have no reason really, and she looks like my good friend shadi.



there's something wrong with my friendster account D:

i read an interview about NEWS members' rooms. tegoshi has an appearance corner in his room. what the--i don't even have something like that in my own room! he's girlier/more vain than me XD

i just found out imoto's first name is ayako o.O wala lang! haha

gah, no time to update my fics. gomen ne! i'll try tomorrow. i hope i'm not too exhausted or not in the mood. i'll be looking forward to the end of my day tomorrow, that's for sure!

windowshopped for laptops, found lenovo notebooks that look like irene's. i want one too! it's 23th+. and an ipod touch too. i want one! or i could also settle for just an ipod nano. have to start earning na!



手越祐也の彼女@10:29 PM


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Loves

>NewS 大好き!!!
>johnny depp
>tegoshi yuya
♥♥♥♥♥
>テゴマス最高!!!
>purple and green
>chocolates, coffee, cheese
>kpop, jpop, cpop, opm classics, oldies
>dramas/series
>horror flicks
>great danes, rottweilers, yorkies, dachshunds, schnauzers
>halloween & christmas
>eeyore & doraemon
>noona songs
>potatoes & buttered toast
>miniatures
>paper & pens
>susan baker tea
>my lola's leche flan
>sleep overs
>ice cream sandwiches
>tumblers & coasters
>pistachios
>purin
>okonomiyaki
>road trips
>picture books
>paisley & velvet
>candied fruits
>old wives' tales
>mang ambo by larry alcala
>pugad baboy by pmjr
>te-no-ma-shi
>jwebs
>RyoTego
>NewS' Never Ending Wonderful Story dvd
>G3-my partners in crime!

Hates

>worms, maggots, caterpillars, etc.
>rainy days and mondays
>math
>cigarette smoke
>fishbones
>frying fish
>household chores
>my sensitive nose -_-
>waiting
>traffic
>two-faced ppl
>spicy food
>clutter
>being pressured
>crappy service
>shopping
>crowded places
>directions
>too much drama
>sad endings
>monthly periods
>backlogging
>chain letters
>exclusivity and all that shit
>backbiters and rumor-mongers
>being binbou -_-
>my full name
>multi-tasking
>arguments
>my brother XP
>delusional fangirls
>unwanted admirers/suitors/textmates (GRRRR!)
>Tegoshi and RyoTego haters
>blondes
>rumors/tabloids

Wishlist

>'MEMOIRS' philippine release
>TegoMass concert dvd
>a Coraline doll
>harry potter and the deathly hallows
>a series of unfortunate events (complete)
>more neil gaiman books
>the adventures of tin-tin
>my own dika
>new celphone
>jenga and twister games
>revel bars!!! *drools*
>body shop's olive oil
>maltese or yorkie
>electronic dictionary
>the nightmare before christmas merchandise
>JE merchandise
>okaneeeeee~
>lose weight overnight
>mole under left eye
>learn how to play violin/cello
>learn how to bake
>bungee jump
>vacation to japan, thailand, korea
>go to a NewS concert
>my own tegoshi yuya XD
>more ryotego fics
>tegoshi singing nino's niji
>watch:
-itteQ-tegoshi eps
-massu's 'musashi'
-pi's 'byakkotai'
-ie ga tooi-news epi
-kei's high school musical
-kei's 'nurse aoi'
-kisarazu cat's eye
-princess d

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news profs + boys_paper + lj:pichan_daccha + pi_jweb + magpie + pi_teppen + tegoshidaily + misoyo + kamifics + ri_ryotego + tibbietego + tego-shiroi_fuyu + tego-konnichiwaa + yuuya_lj + massuki + massu_alliance + shigesuki + pb-shige + kusapin + gakki + johnnysparadise + tengoku_miso + bns_forum + nomanymore + lj:newsdls + heroismine + tsutaete + goro-chanlyrics + yamaki fanfic + fics + lj:ikemen paradise + jwebs + lj:tomohiro + lj:tomohiro2 + randomxanga + bianca + ala + newsscans + newsdls + newsdvd + newsdvdsummary + newsabake + tgQ6a + tgQ6b + newstexticons + kamenriders + blogcrew + yayayahdls + sore wa dls + summarydls + personalitytest +

CURRENTLY...
WATCHING: greek + dexter + soukon + shining inheritance + rescue + nodame cantabile + maou + osen + sushi oji + isshun no kaze ni nare + densha otoko + hachimitsu to kuroba + yamada taro monogatari + detective academy Q + dance drill + princess princess d + hanaukyo maid + coffee prince + tatta hitotsu no koi + kamen rider kabuto + sapuri + stand up + prince of tennis + cartoon kat-tun + busu no hitomi ni koishiteru + lunch queen + battle royale2 + dasepo naughty girls + thai horror movies +

READING: lonely planet japanese phrasebook + memoirs of a teenage amnesiac (for the 4th time XD) +

LSS: naiyou no nai tegami - NEWS +

PEEPS: NewS--tegoshi, massu, notti, shige + OTP-RyoTego + yaMaki + maki + YongSeo +

MOVIES
+ the nightmare before christmas + harry potter + romeo and juliet + city of angels + now and then + moulin rouge + chocolat + from hell + the neverending story + the labyrinth + a walk to remember + the chocolate factory (willy wonka and charlie versions) + the secret garden + snow white: a tale of terror + great expectations + don juan de marco + napoleon dynamite + sleepover + sleepy hollow + centerstage + the sisterhood of the travelling pants + tuck everlasting + what a girl wants + casper + bourne identity + ocean's eleven + mr. bean + the abyss + deep blue sea + ghost ship + titanic + jurassic park (1,2&3) + resident evil (1,2&3) + the land of the dead + the dawn of the dead + ella enchanted + shrek (1,2&3) + face off + con air + the x-files + coach carter + time machine + the land before time + mulan + hocus pocus + interview with a vampire + practical magic + princess diaries + miss congeniality + queen of the damned + romeo must die + the others + thumbelina + ever after + breakfast at tiffany's + gone with the wind + west side story + bridget joneses diary (1&2) + brokedown palace + darkness falls + valentine + the exorcism of emily rose + witches + the count of monte cristo + shakespeare in love + love actually + the man in the iron mask + four weddings and a funeral + the island of dr. moreau + narnia: the lion, the with, and the wardrobe + the cube + the mummy (1&2) + identity + beetlejuice + frequency + phenomenon + the guru + stardust + pursuit of happyness + stardust + coraline + the lake house + the sorcerer's apprentice +
+ the twins effect + the death curse + hero + the house of flying daggers + crouching tiger, hidden dragon + the curse of the golden flower + infernal affairs (1,2&3) + my sassy girl + il mare + the classic + a millionaire's first love + kawi + koma + the uninvited + vacation (dbsk) + 200 pounds beauty + jenny&juno + one missed call (1,2&3) + the phone + the eye + a tale of two sisters + nana + death note1&2 + six + shutter + lovely complex + kanojo to no tadashii asobikata + chinese odyssey + protege de la rose noire + house of fury + spy dad + diva ah-hey + chinese tall story + new police story + 6AM + ab-normal beauty + battle royale + wishing stairs + the red shoes + shissou/dead run + one missed call 2 + attack on the pin-up boys (suju's movie) + cinderella ni naritai + boys love + kurosagi the movie + calling you + L change the world + koizora + crows zero + cyborg girl + tada, kimi wo aishiteru + 4bia/phobia + phobia 2 + coming soon + liar game: the final stage +

BOOKS
+ harry potter (j.k. rowling) + series of unfortunate events (lemony snickett) + stories of eva luna (isabel allende) + daddy long legs (jean webster) + behind the attic wall (sylvia cassedy) + how stella got her groove back (terry mcmillan) + pet sematary (stephen king) + stardust & coraline (neil gaiman) + robert fulghum books + roald dahl + frances hodgson burnett + grimm brothers + hans christian andersen + memeoirs of a teenage amnesia (gabrielle zevin +)

BOOB TUBE
+ csi las vegas + criminal minds + gilmore girls + supernatural + house m.d. + oprah + will and grace + extreme makeover (home edition) + charmed + joan of arcadia + dark angel + tru calling + angel + monk + the pretender + moonlight + i survived a japanese game show +

<3DRAMAS
+ beautiful days + love letter + winter sonata + my name is kim sam soon + my sassy girl chun-hyang + sweet 18 + meteor garden1&2 + dbsk's banjun drama + full house + goong + hana yori dango + bad family + nobuta wo produce + proposal daisakusen + kurosagi + my boss my hero + dragon zakura + hana yori dango2 + 1 litre of tears + 1 litre of tears sp + gachi baka + papa to musume no nanokakan + hanazakari no kimitachi e + himitsu no hanazono + tsubasa no oreta tenshitachi - season 1 + tsubasa no oreta tenshitachi - season 2 + tantei gakuen Q + liar game + shabake + sore wa totsuzen, arashi no you ni + sugata sanshirou + yukan club + deru toko demashou + lost time life (kei's episode) + waraeru koi wa shitakunai + anego + kakure karakuri + car radio ga owareba + last friends + absolute boyfriend + what's up, fox? + binbou danshi + 14 sai no haha + code blue + ryusei no kizuna + atashinchi no danshi + koishite akuma + buzzer beat + guests of room zero (koyama's & shige's episodes) + orthros no inu + you're beautiful + hidarime tantei eye + troubleman + sunao ni narenakute + loss time life + hyoten +

ANIME
+ fushigi yuugi + master of mosquiton + monster rancher + doraemon + fruits basket + trigun + sugar sugar rune + alice academy + cardcaptor sakura + time quest + ranma 1/2 + lovecom + gravitation + black blood brothers + ouran high host club + yamato nadeshiko shichi henge (the wallflower) + howl's moving castle + spirited away + kimi ni todoke +

UNFAITHFUL
+ chad michael murray + vincent kartheiser + jensen ackles + wentworth miller + james franco + sean faris + joseph fiennes + ewan mcgregor + ethan hawke + drew fuller + christopher gorham + channing tatum + liam aiken + topher grace + dhani lennevald + brad renfro + ralph fiennes + nicolas cage + jason statham + hugh jackman + diego luna + adam garcia + david duchovny + enrique iglesias + will estes + colin firth + dougray scott + antonio sabato jr. + alex o'loughlin + luke grimes +
++ jang woohyuk (h.o.t.) + micky yoochun (dbsk) + kim junghoon + jo insung + lee sangwoo + lee junki + kim jihoon + im joohwan + brian joo (ftts) + tablo (epik high) + t.o.p. (big bang) + attack (trax) + jin taehwa (battle) + kim dongwan (shinhwa) + park jinwoo + kim hyeseong + hyunbin + jang geunseok + wonbin (f.t island) + jung yonghwa (cnblue)
+++ tegoshi yuya + shun oguri + hongo kanata + news + kenichi matsuyama + ryo nishikido (news) + kazunari ninomiya (arashi) + matsuda shota + matsuda ryuhei + kaname jun + yamapi (news)+ tatsuya fujiwara + mizushima hiro + tsubasa imai (t&t) + wakaba ryuuya + hiraoka yuuta + tsukamoto takashi + tamayama tetsuji + yonemura daijiro & yodogawa yoshihiro (question?) + arioka daiki & yamada ryousuke (hey!say!) + ohkura tadayoshi (k8) + nakamaru yuichi (kat-tun) + oshinari shugo + tamaki hiroshi + mukai osamu + koide keisuke + miura haruma + seto koji + nakayama yuma + inohara yoshihiko (v6) +
++++ vanness wu (f4) + edison chen + jay chou + kenny kwan (boyz) + daniel wu + stephen fung + ananda everingham + golf + ray macdonald +
+++++ john lloyd cruz + jc de vera + enchong dee + hideaki torio +
LOVE THE MUSIC OF...
+ the corrs + sarah mclachlan + shawn colvin + michelle branch + selena + mariah carey + lee sooyoung + jewel + aaliyah + craig david + jason mraz + josh groban + boa + dbsk + lene marlin + frou frou + enya + leann rimes + big bang + sung sikyung + sg wannabe + se7en + epik high + clazziquai + loveholic + sugababes + all saints + lara fabian + gregorian chant + vonda shepard + foofighters + green day + rachael lampa + bosson + linda ronstadt + the cranberries + the cardigans + india arie + seal + george michael + lighthouse family + sting + garbage + dc talk + duncan sheik + coldplay + jars of clay + blur + third eye blind + john mayer + fiona apple + spice girls + kelly clarkson + utada hikaru + 'd sound + jim croce + david foster + eric clapton + boyz 2 men + babyface + alison krauss + richard marx + the company + jose mari chan + martine mccutcheon + kathy troccoli + jj lin + dream + honeyz + foj + darius + maksim + aaa + haley bennett + perfume + teddy geiger + yui + shimizu shota + kato miliyah + jyongri + coraline soundtrack +

BEAUTIES
+ nicole kidman + charlize theron + sandra bullock + anne hathaway + alexis bledel + evan rachel wood + amanda bynes + alexa vega + rachel mcadams + uma thurman + leelee sobieski + eliza dushku + emily browning + emma watson + dakota fanning + annasophia robb + alicia morton + kate maberly + mia maestro + jennifer connelly + paz vega + emmanuelle chriqui + hilary duff + marisa tomei + helena bonham carter + amber tamblyn + julia stiles + meredith bishop + thora birch + jessica alba + kristin kreuk + sara paxton + monica keena + katie holmes + marley shelton + camilla bell + angelina jolie + milla jovovich + amanda seyfried +
++ choi jiwoo + song hyegyo + jeon jihyun + son yehjin + goo hyejin + park shinhye + go ara + han jimin + lee yeonhee + bae seulgi (the reds) + ayumi (sugar) + song jihyo + yoon eunhye (baby vox) + han chaeyoung + kim taehee + han jihye + park bom + park heebon (milk) + kim bomi (milk) + chaeyeon + nam sangmi + cats + kara + lina and sunday (csjh) + sunye (wg) + kim ah-jung + uhm hyunkyung + yoo hyunyoung + choi sooyoung + han gain + kim junghwa + go eunah + goo hyesun + jung ryeowon (chakra) + kang junghwa + so yihyun + jo jungrin + kim ok-bin + eunseong + min seohyeon +
+++ nakashima mika + aoi miyazaki + horikita maki + toda erika + aragaki yui + shida mirai + uno misako + ueto aya + ueno juri + kashii yu + ito misaki + maya miki + ayase haruka + karina + narumi riko + kato rosa + naka riisa + esumi makiko + ito yuna + mimura + leah dizon + kiritani mirei + aoi yu +
++++ twins + miriam yeung + angelica lee + jolin tsai + rainie yang + niki chow + race wong + yumiko cheng + isabella leong + joey yung + stephy tang + janice wei vidal + vivian hsu +
+++++ maja salvador + erich gonzales + vaness del moral + jennica garcia +

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