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Friday, July 27, 2007


hiro-fied!

omg...what's with me watching all-hiro vids in youtube??? i knew he was something (at first he struck me as another matsujun but then when u look at him more closely, you'll be surprised that he is actually VERY goodlooking), since he was one of the 2 guys first noticed (the other one being ghostboy) in hana kimi, but i haven't really paid much attention to him until now. and before i knew it i have read all 14 pages in his thread, this guy is addicting!

why have i never seen him before? (*sigh* this is one of those moments i regret not being a jap-fangirl earlier) a hottie like that is too good not to be out in the limelight. i don't think i'll ever get tired of looking at him (w/c says a lot since i do get tired of looking at kame or pi or shun). i just go stare and marvel at his face--those eyes, that nose, those lips, that dimple on his chin! *hypnotized* he looks good-sexy-hot 24/7 imo, hehe. i can't believe i'm liking more and more skinny guys now! (hyuk, u started it!)

i can't believe i'm starting to like kamen rider now (i thought i have outgrown that phase in my life when the power ranger era ended)...but now bcoz of hiro, i'm watching kamen rider extra vids (not really the actual episodes, yet, hehe). and yuki reminds me of massu somehow...

his english is really good! and with that sexy voice *bang!* eeeeep, ur too close to the camera, too close...u should move away a bit or i might end up kissing the screen LOL aaaah, still no epi 4 of hanakimi on crunchy -_-

*tomohiro preaching on high* he sounds like my flavor/guy-of-the-day XD

ahaha! it seems like my shige-mode was short-lived. well, i'm saving all my shige-fangirling for the episode 5 of 'papa to musume...' :P

aaaaah, i need to get some sleep =_= *off to dreamland with hiro*



手越祐也の彼女@2:13 PM



-_- i am totally robbed of my precious sleep. only had less than 3 hours of wink before my dad called up and said he's on his way home. instant coffee! or better yet, it was like being splashed with cold water in the face! well, at least i didn't have to do the speech after all. i can even hear the marching band from here. i think the new pre-school teacher was overdoing it. i mean, it's not even graduation and she's parading the neighborhood as if it was a really big thing. wah, all my chances of going back to sleep just went down the drain when i had my first gulp of black coffee, or maybe not, coffee never has the same effect on me (it kept me sleepy instead of awake most of the time). yup, i still can't feel it working on me, esp on my droopy eyelids...

since i am now forced to be awake and in my senses (currently making breakfast for 'the boss'), i figured i'd finish up with the last episode (episode 4 to be exact) of 'papa to musume...' omg, shige just makes me laugh (remembers the scene where kenta accidentally tripped while bringing ice cream to koume), he's weirded-out look suits him really well XD man, what i would give to have a senpai like him, he's too sweet for words...

gah, somebody once again said that i'm in the perfect age to marry. it's so early, why bring it up again? i'm getting exasperated with comments like these. i'm not even close to considering it with the way things are in my life right now (translation: blissfully and happily single!). if ever i am fit, as they say, with career and stuff, i would have thought of traveling first. i'll settle down ONLY when i've found someone i couldn't bear to live without, other than that i will happily keep living this way ^______^



手越祐也の彼女@9:18 AM


rain, rain, go away

it's raining like there's no tomorrow. just when i thought i'd be spared from the rainy season, it came again. it has been starting to rain since yesterday. i'm so happy i don't have school anymore. just looking back on all those days when i my all-white uniform gets dirty from all the mud, it ruins my mood so early in the morning. and i don't have to wake up early from my very comfortable slumber and cram for early morning quizzes, but ending up sleeping on the ride to school, hehe. now i can sleep as long as i want, curled up under the warm sheets and hugging my pillow :)

i'm slightly in good spirits than the previous days. i have finally let off steam on my very annoying brother. i finally got to read shige's jweb entries, it was funny just as i had thought. plus i have started watching 'papa to musume no nanokakan' w/c is about a father and a daughter accidentally switching bodies. when i first read about it, it instantly reminded me of 'freaky friday' only this time it's the dad-and-daughter tandem instead of the mom-and-daughter, w/c in my opinion is funnier since dads and daughters have less things in common. i'm loving the first episode, and shige as kenta-senpai is hot! aaah so this must be what pi was referring to at koyama's radioshow *lightbulb moment* hehe... ooh, i'm seeing shige in a new light! i wish i could go on a date with him...i really am on shige-mode right now. now i know why he is so stubbornly my 4th favorite guy in news :D i am envious of yui, she got to work with pi (dragon zakura) and tegoshi (my boss my hero) and now it's shige. but it's a kind of a positive thing since i like yui, she's so pretty!

i have finally gotten somewhere in 'one litre of tears' after beeing stuck at episode 3 for a while. i haven't gone to the really sad part so no need for tissues just yet. since it's another recommended drama, i decided to finally sit and watch it. at least haruto (ryo's character) is making me endure it. maybe now i'm ready for some really heavy drama.

decided to check out 'coffee prince' since i have been constantly reading raves about it. it stars a very short-haired yoon eunhye. she's disguising as a guy to avoid being married off, and works at a coffee place. what's with girls disguising as guys lately? (referring to hanakimi taiwan and jap versions, ouran high) LOL. but eunhye looks cute as a boy, so is maki and ella. well, it looks fun, i think i'll be watching more. i'm not feeling the guy that much, yet! but, it may change in the next days :P

have been loadless for days, it took my brother this long to finally buy me some. my friends have been texting me a lot and no response from me. palmer even tried calling me, but i was unfortunately not in my room at that time so i missed it. they might think i'm avoiding them on purpose. or maybe i am in a way ( i felt kinda relieved from not being able to answer the call), i'm just so tired of being asked the same questions. well, i guess i should at least offer some explanation...i hate addressing these things -_-

apparently, i have to wake up early tomorrow. my dad asked me to represent him tomorrow for the pre-school's nutrition month program. i dunno, i never really liked going to events (except if i'm going with my friends), i never really liked crowds (except if it's the same age me), and most of all i hate being the center of attention!!! argh, why does my dad have to make me say a speech tomorrow? even after i said i don't want to do it, he still insisted. what can i do? he has the last word in this household T_T still, i hate it. he says he'll try to make it in time for the program tomorrow, but somehow i doubt it. so just in case, he tells me to write a speech (yes! i even have to make it myself! imagine doing something when ur heart's not in it)...singing is less of a torture, but public-speaking?! it's the limit!!! gah, i hope something unprecedented would happen tomorrow so i won't have to do it. being such an obedient daughter sucks at times -_-

i finally found a site where torrents are thoroughly discussed, but it still kills my braincells, and i haven't even gotten halfway. i guess at this rate i'll never be able to learn how to dl torrents, at least not right now. i'll try though, to read it again, maybe when my head's more charged with oxygen, and my state of mind is stabler..



手越祐也の彼女@12:14 AM


Wednesday, July 25, 2007



not feeling so well, my body still hasn't recovered from washing all that laundry yesterday. i know i have no one to blame but me, i was too lazy to do it in the past days, in the end it looked like a mountain! i ditched going online so i could finally get it over with. after the grueling task, i had scratches on my fingers from all the rubbing and scrubbing, and my muscles are sore and tired T_T and to make matters worse, i have been having sneezing spells as well, my soft palate is tender and a little swollen. anyone wants to switch noses with me?

again, i had a nightmare. this is really getting tiring. this time i was trying to save a girl from getting raped! but in the end after all those efforts, she still fell in the hands of that pervert. i felt really sorry for her. you know how it feels, when you do everything you can to prevent something from happening and still it does? suddenly remembered the time i was watching prodai and getting emotionally exasperated everytime kenzou goes back to the wedding reception scene and finds himself in the same position...

i'm also in a bad mood bcoz of my brother. i seriously have thought of murdering him in my mind a lot of times. it's so unfair, i'm always the one who does all the work in the house. i know i shouldn't be whining like this and just be the understanding older sister that i am, but this has been going on lately, and i just feel so abused and violated, it's getting tiring already! everybody has their limits, you know. and i can only take so much. it just makes me wanna sit and cry. why can't he ever grow up and do his responsibilities? it's not as if he has a lot. and yet he always proves unreliable. makes me wish i didn't have a brother instead.

i finally saw notti and uchi in last july16's playzone. they had changed! notti looked older, and uchi prettier (hehe). seeing them again almost made me cry, i guess i didn't realize that i missed them that much. it was so sad though, they are still not back in news, and probably never will *waaaaaah* i don't think i'll be ever completely happy with the fact that news is really without notti and uchi anymore. at least they are back, that's still reason to smile.

this pic surely did lighten up my mood...i think it's a more recent pic...tegoshi!!! blond ryo O.O and pi still sporting his prodai hair...






手越祐也の彼女@11:26 PM


Monday, July 23, 2007


ayumi-excerpt-01

since i got all envious reading about pi's adventures with jin, mabudachi, and (sometimes) ryo, i again had this crazy idea...

taraaaaan! LOL *for my own amusement and anti-boredom*

ayumi's excerpts...with monday (her bestfriend-slash-enemy), and bi-chan (korean bestfriend who now lives in japan)

...and also han jeonhee might be resurfacing in the coming days too

*isplaincrazy*

ayumi loves pink ice cream...monday teases her endlessly, and bi-chan is mum as always. just another ordinary day, stubbornly walking together to school instead of taking the bus. just so they could stop by the mini-store and buy pink ice cream.
'who eats ice cream so early in the morning? so stupid,' monday with her usual rants to a happily eating ayumi, and a non-hearing bi-chan
school gate's up ahead, only three minutes till the bell rings, better make a run for it...



手越祐也の彼女@4:12 PM



it's off to bad start. i've noticed i've been in a bad mood lately. dare i say it's the pms kicking in?

again, an unplanned post. the forum is deader than ever, although i should have known, everybody's in school. sigh, i guess i'm just getting bored with my bum status, finding not much things to do to while away the time (crunchy and it's bandwidth issues grrrr). actually, there are some things that i needed to address but find it very distasteful enough to keep putting it off. yes, i'm hardheaded like that. don't scold me! i've had enough of that already. the last thing i need is someone pointing that flaw out to me, i am fully aware of it.


woke up from multiple nightmares, i have had it!!! i seem to be having nothing but bad dreams lately. must be due to my dismay that august is practically knocking at the door and i'm feeling more panicky and harrassed by concerned friends who would subtly ask about how i'm doing. why can't they just ask me directly?--or wait, better not at all! i don't wanna be compelled to give out an answer, as if any answer from me would be satisfying or vivid enough--i don't need such hassles!!! seriously, i hate being put in such situations. why do i have to subject myself in this kind of torture? makes me wish i chose a totally different path from the very beginning...

*on a brighter note* yay, heard news is releasing a new single this august. at least one thing to look forward to in the coming month.

*back to glum mood* just read another rumor about some jap idol dating this girl. and even though it's a rumor, or even if it's the truth (and therefore totally none of my business), still i couldn't help but ask him 'why her?!' (it's one of those moments when you wanna shout 'NOOOOOOOO' in despair and not want to believe any of it is really happening) out of all the females that surround him...why chose someone who is labeled like that??? i would've accepted the other rumored gf but this one is really a disappointment. i couldn't have imagined that he fancies that type, tsk tsk...i know, i'm being judgemental, but i can't help it -_-

*sigh* why do you have such an effect on me? you're not even my ichiban...nande, NANDE? i wanna understand. i wanna name this feeling, so i could start getting over it and get on with my life...

eiiiii, just got hold of an audio cut from koyama's radioshow with shige as the guest (broadcasted last july 10), and later them calling pi (who's on his way home and had no idea he was on live broadcast). i'm listening and reading the trans at the same time. pi's phone-voice is so nice, he could easily send me off to dreamland! LOL, they even made pi say his prodai line 'hallelujah chance' in public and laughed at him (pi!!! you're such an idiot for heeding, and the two equally idiotic koyama and shige for using him for amusement)! the cutest 'oyasumi' i've ever heard *dances to kibou~yell*...these guys just make me smile! argh, now i have to free my ipod of enough space so i could fit this in! what to delete? aaah, now i wanna include massu's radioshow cut with tegoshi too! -_-

eeeep, i'm having so much fun reading trans of pi's entries from lj *endless giggling like a teenage girl* he blogs like a little kid, talking about food cravings and clothes (being told how uncool green pants are but ends up wearing them anyway, and looking for purple corduroy pants LOL, him mentioning my 2 fave colors ^____^), getting reminiscent while cleaning the cupboards, and liking salty chocolates O.O! he's a bit like me, talking so much about trivial stuff :P now i wanna read shige's, it would be interesting to see it from a cat's viewpoint ;D

omg!!! ryo i love u!!! LOL...i'm watching him perform 'excite' in a concert, with his green shoes and purple shirt! i gotta stop with this color obssession, hehe...every time i see ryo i am reminded of just how smexy this boy is, it hits me smack right on the forehead...w/c also reminds me of the pending 'one litre of tears' drama...i think i'm starting to be a ryopi-shipper from reading all those trans, chibi ryo is the cutest thing ever!!!

i was mildly surprised to read teeth issues from the d-addicts thread, just bcoz all along i thought i was the only one who has qualms about pi's teeth (i don't like it that much), and many posters saying how they hate dentists. somehow, it didn't cross my mind that they were in a way talking about me (or my profession)...so relieved that tego went on hiatus/house arrest to fix his teeth bcoz now he looks amazing with that bright smile of his...oh well, i have learned to not mind pi's that much, he still looks great as it is, but if he could change for the better (if possible in painless ways) why the heck not? anyways, kudos to the whole prodai team for winning awards at the grand prix thing (i suck at remembering events and dates, hehe) and pi winning best actor!

ah, i was just wondering how with all the success and popularity of 'nobuta wo produce', the big tv gods haven't thought of airing it here in the phils. it would have been really nice to see nobuko, shuji, and akira again...i mean i'm just mindlessly contemplating, ever since i saw those tagalog-subbed episodes in youtube...but then again, i'm sure it would be less funny to not hear their actual voices anyway...*self-debating again*

waaaah! i didn't realize i had been mumbling that much! *looks at the long post* -_-



手越祐也の彼女@10:53 AM


Sunday, July 22, 2007


horror-movie marathon

errr, i wasn't planning on posting but as i was finding myself stuck with nothing to do--the forum is silent since yesterday, can't watch more stuff on crunchy bcoz of bandwidth issues after having finished 3 horror films (the red shoes, premonition, reincarnation) in one day, and continuing kimi wa petto, starting tatta hitotsu no koi (kame!!!)...and also i finally finished watching 'my boss my hero'! i was kinda sad that it had come to an end. i really had fun watching it bcoz most of the time sakaki makio is just hilarious! i'll miss the agnes exercise, the race for the pudding, makky's positive-thinking look (he looks like a total idiot, LOL), kazu (tanaka koki) sewing his aniki's clothes, sakurakouji (tegoshi) aka sakura-something, umemura hikari (aragaki yui), minami-sensei (hoshii yu), etc etc...and the ending theme (sorafune plays in my head again and again), tomoya really did a great job at this! i really can't imagine someone else playing this role...this drama definitely lands on my faves list!

finally had my doorknob and floor fixed, but i kinda had to evacuate my stuff earlier, my poor nose. good thing i didn't go into one of those sneezing spells again...



手越祐也の彼女@11:35 PM


Saturday, July 21, 2007



first it was the drum and bugle corps at noon, now it's the blasting disco music from the neighboring subdivision!!! grrr, it's so irritating already! it's been a while since i've been OL. yeah, i was able to check on hana kimi for a short time but it wasn't enough for me to get settled. i went and watched the unsubbed episode 3 and just as expected i understood very little. sigh, those are times when i wish i understood jap or korean for me not to heavily rely on english subs. but i admit that that was just firstly for my peace of mind. hehe, anyways, it's all good now, i have seen it with subs and it's still as hilarious as ever (the lie detector machine, nakatsu almost kissing mizuki, the panty thief, nakatsu's i'm-not-a-homo dance, and sano finding out mizuki's secret)...and i just found out from angel that once it's finished airing in japan, abs-cbn will air it here!!! really an ikemen paradise! i am also currently drowning myself in ikemen icons *nosebleed*

still couldn't get over 'sore wa, totsuzen, arashi no you ni'. i have watched until episode 5 (the last english-subbed episode available out there) and it was such a cliff-hanger (takuma finally told kozue that he's inlove with her, and her husband kinda saw it from inside the flowershop)!!! i really really want to watch episode 6 but unfortunately sars is still working on the subs (and it would probably take them months to get it done, huhu). i do wish sars would hurry up and sub the whole thing, waiting is such a torture for me who really doesn't have that much patience. but i guess i gotta be thankful enough that they are taking on the project of subbing the said series even though it is almost 3 years old. i pray they wouldn't get tired midway and decide to not finish it! yay, i finally found a non-torrent dl link for 'masshiro' after days of failed attempts. i dunno how torrents work and it would be great to know how, but reading about it kills my braincells already! i love my bg music!!! it brings back all those fond memories from the drama, takuma's comments always makes me laugh! now i'm seriously thinking about rewatching the drama...too bad it's so underrated, i think it really is a beautiful story that touches on real issues...i guess i have no choice but to watch other dramas with similar themes (kimi wa petto, sapuri, foxy lady, anego) to keep my mind off this one...

met the dutch visitors at the orphanage and was mildly disappointed at how it turned out. plus my half-hearted singing, as i was really not in the mood to sing. you know how it feels when ur being told to do something you don't want to do, it ends up in disaster! the only good thing was a cute half dutch-half indonesian guy named rudy who so hyper all throughout the program, i guess it was sugar-high since candies were loitering around, haha! too bad i'm the type who doesn't warm up to strangers easily...if only i could be less overanalytic...that's something i'm trying to work on, but i'm finding it harder to do...and when i was taking a nap, i dreamt that my dad found out about my nasty unfinished school business, and he was fuming mad, of course. i have never been very glad to be waking up from that nightmare. i guess it was my subconscious telling me to face it, but i'm just too scared! the mere thought of it is so frightening already i wanted to cry. but i know i can't keep running away from it...

we watched harry potter and the order of the phoenix last wednesday. i know i told han and razh that the three of us will watch it after a few weeks but there i was sitting in the cinema! who could say no to free stuff??? i know i can't. since i very seldomly even go to movies. as expected, just like the book, i didn't really like it (compared to previous HP movies). the only nice thing about it was helena bonham carter as bellatrix, evanna lynch as luna lovegood, and hermione and ginny getting prettier, hehe. and i finally got hold of some bavarian cremes from harbour city. i have been craving for it for days, ever since i watched 'my boss my hero' where the students are all going gaga over the pudding! it's this month's pms food, hehe...i want more!!!

i finally gathered up the guts and went on to get my hair cut after almost 2 years!!! now it's short (i didn't know my stepmom was scissor-happy, hehe), a little past the shoulders and i still haven't gotten used to it. i had been so accustomed to having really long hair i almost forgot how unruly my hair gets when it's short -_- now i am very much aware that i have the THICKEST hair!!! makes me feel like hermione granger...sigh, i miss my old hair...

i have also started writing on my suju planner. i guess it wasn't as immaculate as marga's. only the purpose seemed kind of the opposite--instead of me writing things to do, it serves more like a diary, with me writing significant (LOL) things of my every day life. i even managed to mess up while writing donghae's name in hangeul *toinks* out of all the 13 names, i got donghae's wrong! haha

and now to happily end this post...my news fix for the day, hehe






手越祐也の彼女@9:17 PM


Monday, July 16, 2007


goodbye freedom

=_= ugh! so this is how my last day of internet-freedom would end...felt like i had all the time in the world, but crunchyroll is being a pain...it won't let me watch what i wanna watch bcoz of bandwidth limit issues, grrr, and veoh only provides 5-minute-previews for long-duration vids and i'm not up to dl-ing anything that's more than 50mb due to harddrive and viral reasons...i dunno when i'll ever be this active again...maybe i'll go into withdrawal syndromes again, doing this for a few days and suddenly it's gonna end tomorrow...it's so pathetic i wanna cry and curse crunchy all i want!!! why why why should it happen now of all days? tomorrow i'm gonna go to carmen and do whatever, maybe sing for those dutch students bcoz my stepmom asked me to, as if i'm a thing of amusement that they could just call in anytime...well maybe not entirely, bcoz i do wanna see them too since i didn't meet them at all the last time they were here...i bet they don't even know that my dad has a daughter. i never really was enthusiastic about coming to orphanage occasions, a mix of disinterest and laziness, and not wanting to part with the pc, yep, that has got to be it...

anyways, enough of that whining...i have delved deeper into my noona-dongsaeng mode...i'm getting more and more drawn to 'sore wa totsuzen, arashi no you ni' (it was sudden, like a storm) w/c tells of a young high-schooler guy falling inlove with a married woman twice his age...it's an interesting thing to watch since i get to analyze the interaction between the two characters. it's the first time i'm liking skinny pi--he just nails this role, it's amazing how he incorporates his own style that when you're watching you really think that he is the actual person, not just acting it out. and as always he is charming as takuma, he may seem cool and blunt, but little things he do and say would make her feel special. the story is really getting better and better. until now i still have no idea where it's going, there are sure a lot of questions running in my mind, thinking of different possible next scenarios. interesting indeed, i feel like i'm studying anthropology or something about human behavior and emotions. i wonder how things would end.

also started partly on sapuri, but again crunchy is not being friendly today so it might have to wait a week before i can go on watching...seems like a good start...i'd like to see kame in a romantic role, and the female lead is not bad, she's really pretty actually...'foxy lady' is also getting more interesting. byeonghee is so lucky having that hot doctor and cute dongsaeng both liking her!

omo omo! when i saw this pic of news, i felt like jumping! could it be? is notti back in news???
i heard he appeared in playzone months ago after being suspended and demoted as a junior, but it still wasn't clear if he's back with the group. even though i have absolutely no idea if this was a recent pic, but it looks recent to me, or maybe this was before notti left (since pi has his kurosagi hair) *self-debate* aaaah, i want him back in news so bad...it will be a very happy day for me! news isn't news without him and uchi (although i never really cared much about uchi since he's my least liked member)...sigh, i wish i know what the real status is, it's hard to be kept in the dark, wiki's not providing any new info either...

so now i bid goodbye...i've had utmost fun these past few days...i'll surely miss watching all those dramas, i dunno when i'll be able to continue with my drama and movie marathon so i'm kinda sad to be parting, almost unwilling to give it up, but powerless...so the only thing left to say is---annyeong! sayonara! au revoir!



手越祐也の彼女@12:19 AM


Saturday, July 14, 2007


hanakimi-crazy!


OMG OMG OMG!!! can i just spazz first??? haha...as u can see, i am currently mad about this new jdorama w/c started airing in japan 2 tuesdays ago (july3)--hanazakari no kimitachi e-ikemen paradise. a girl disguised as a boy (horikita maki) in an all-boys school...hottie alert: shun oguri, ikuta toma, mizushima hiro, yamamoto yuusuke, okada masaki, shirota yuu, etc etc = *nosebleed*...how lucky is she? i have already watched epis 1 and 2 (god bless the subbers and uploaders) over and over again. it's soooooo good, the scenes are effin' funny! can't stop, can't stop...episode 3 please come soon! maki had her first onscreen kiss (now that she has turned 18), and to my dismay it was with shun (eventhough i thoroughly enjoyed that scene)! why why why can't you wait for kurosagi the movie and give your first kiss to yamapi??? *yamaki fan arms flailing* but i was more shocked with shun and toma's kiss O.O it beats maki and shun's kiss lmao...it's a good thing i haven't read the manga and watched the taiwanese version (with ella, wu zun, and jiro) bcoz i didn't have any expectations on how it would go, and it enabled me to enjoy the drama without being biased...so after watching the first epi, i decided to check out the chinese version (just for the sake of curiosity) and i couldn't even finish episode one...the acting was too exaggerated for me, and i'm really not motivated to watch further :P the jap version totally rocks!!! as of now--nanba is mine!!! LOL, but it could change in the next days XP

and also i have managed to finish off the kurosagi series days ago...there's definitely something between kurosagi and tsurara, but sadly the ending was quite vague, leaving room for a sequel...and then the news about the kurosagi movie (see earlier post) reached my ears...i dunno if it'll be a continuation of the drama, i mean i hope it would! had i not known about the upcoming movie, i would've protested how the drama ended...for a yamaki fan like me, i absolutely didn't want it to end just like that...hmmm, maybe they'll make tsurara a prosecutor in the movie, and kurosagi has yet to face the shirosagi that was the reason his life was ruined, and more progress on kurosagi and tsurara!!!

i'm starting to love 'my boss my hero'! i only watched this at first bcoz tegoshi was in it, but i'm finding myself loving this series...koki is so adorable (a goon who sews) and nagase tomoya is one hot guy (too bad he's already married to ayumi hamasaki), and he even sings the ending theme--sorafune--i wasn't even aware that that was the song yayayah and news were singing when massu was singing to the mic stand instead of the mic w/c was hilarious! the look on his face was priceless! rofl...i have also started on dramas with noona-dongsaeng themes w/c means the woman is older than the man ('what's up fox?' and 'it was sudden, like a storm')... i dunno why i like them so much, maybe it's bcoz i'm often regarded as a noona, and since most of the guys i like are now younger than me...sigh, i really am getting older -_-

the rents haven't been home for a week. some dutch students arrived here on their school break, and they have their hands full from accomodating them in the orphanage (where the students act as mothers and fathers to the children--cooking for them, doing chores, gardening, etc ect)...so the only ones left in the house is me and my brother. and we pretty much mind each other's business as long as he feeds the dogs and i cook the meals (w/c is not often, by the way...i feel like i'm on a diet everytime the rents are not around haha)...yesterday while sweeping the front and backyard, i wasn't aware that a caterpillar was perched on my shoulder...i literally went berserk! i hate those things! even the smallest ones are enough to make me jump and run away as far as possible...then i started to feel itchy all over, small red elevated circles started appearing on my arms, even on my stomach! grrr...that caterpillar sure did go places! still itches until now...i should have trampled on it instead of putting it on some plant outside! but then again, the pro-lifer in me won...

tsk tsk, i still haven't gone to posting hk pics even after i got scolded by razh and han...LOL i didn't know that they were still looking forward to seeing those pics...i guess i got caught up with current things that the task of scanning pics and posting them up was eventually pushed aside, and forgotten...i'm so lazy at these things, pfffff~

crunchyroll hates me right now...bandwidth exceeded, can't watch more of 'my boss my hero' and '1 litre of tears' huhuuu...



手越祐也の彼女@6:45 PM


Tuesday, July 10, 2007


kurosagi the movie

Yamashita Tomohisa’s first movie performance!
Kurosagi returns!


On the 6th, we discovered that TBS’s drama “Kurosagi” which aired last April with NewS’s Yamashita Tomohisa as a swindler, will become a movie. This is Yamasita’s first movie role. He will be a swindler who coolly deceives other swindlers who have evil intentions. Horikita Maki and Ichikawa Yui will also be acting in this. The drama had an overall viewing average of 15.7 %, and with this popularity, it seems that “Kurosagi” will have an interesting plot to reveal next spring.

Yamashita’s break came with his first leading role in a drama, and this time, it’ll be his first leading role in a movie.

“Kurosagi” is a hit comic that has sold over 350 thousand sets. The swindlers who deceive others with words are the “shirosagi”. The swindlers who play with people’s feelings are “akasagi”. And the one who only aims to take large sums of money from shiro and akasagi is a Kurosaki, Yamashita’s character, who goes by the name of Kurosagi. This enjoyable human empathy drama’s popularity is bringing it back to the big screen.


The drama’s producer says, “I originally wanted to make a movie. It shows the bitter regret that people have when people they trust betray them. As they are deceived, how people trust others. I want to bring out people’s acts and souls as well as the human nature."

On Yamashita, he compliments, “He sticks perfectly to the main character of the drama, and he becomes a hero that rids the world of bad people”. He adds, “He’s matured since then, and it seems as if he’s deepened his perspective. If he can successfully bring that to life on screen, he’ll outdo “Sting” (a 1973 movie on a swindler).”


Yamashita: “I was hoping for a movie role, and to be able to be the leading role in the drama was really worthwhile”, he says thankfully. “In this Kurosagi role, the character is totally opposite of the drama I am doing now (Fuji Television’s “Proposal Daisakusen” in which he is a man who cannot confess his love to his childhood friend) so I will try my best to return to Kurosaki. Since this is my first movie, I will put lots of effort into it and do my best.”
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omg! i totally flipped from this piece of news! apparently this has been going around since last month, and the idiot me again was oblivious of everything. yamapi in his first movie, and the best part is he's working with maki again *yamaki fan power shriek* i wonder if they'll end up together this time, since maki's 18 now...i really hope so!



手越祐也の彼女@8:49 PM


suju planner is <333

whee! the package finally arrived this afternoon. the delivery guy had a hard time finding the house since we are practically situated at world's end. he even asked me if i wasn't scared of living out here (and i was home alone at the time). i was so hyper, i can't even sign the log properly! i can't stop smiling foolishly. it took me a few minutes to compose myself and finally get rid of the wrappings---and tadaaaa!!! there lay my suju planner!!! i absolutely love it! still can't believe i'm actually holding it in my hands...and queen's little surprise was an original pic of the month, w/c had to be one of my favorite hae pics!!! and the letter i requested, written on little twin stars stationery :D it would take a while before everything really sinks in, as of the moment my head is out-of-system from all the ogling and shuffling of the pages, hehe...this is such a nice day---first: it's heechul's bday, then the planner arrived, all that's left is for me to finish epi7 of kurosagi and my day would be awesome!!!

aaaah! can this day get any better? my 'rents just said they're not spending the night at home. yay! this means i can finally watch kurosagi until the final episode (unless the pc decides to play dead again)! *jumps up and down*



手越祐也の彼女@6:49 PM


coffeedate with old friends

ugh! i wanted to update since 2 days ago but my pc is so bitchy! just when i thought my days would go smoother. last week ended well, saturday: i was able to chat with queen after a while. we haven't been chatting as much as we used to (she-busy with work and me-busy with whatever, hehe). it was good to finally get to talk to her just like old times. the only thing missing was margalicious and it would have been perfect! i miss G3 so much...

last sunday, i went out with my orig dent barkada, whom i haven't seen since last october! it's amazing how even though we went to different schools, and don't keep in touch that much, we still retain that closeness we have formed 7 years ago...it's as if changes didn't even affect how we are to each other, it's just tons of fun as always...these are the kind of friendships i know i will keep for life, the kind that even little communication, distance, and the mere difference of our lives can not affect...i doubt if there's even anything that can break that bond...even if we were bigger in number originally and only 3 of us were left, it didn't quite matter (but yes, we do miss the other girls). our times together, no matter how rare and limited, will always be something that would linger in my heart, a very sweet memory. me, razh, and han--looking forward to more coffeedates and night-outs in the future! here are pics i snatched from han's site, originally from my phone, hehe...eeeeeek! *hides*

i outdid myself and went as far as episode4 in kurosagi the first time i watched. and it was such a daring act, considering the fact that my parents got home even before i finished epi2. i just went, 'what the heck--scold me if u want, but i'm gonna watch kurosagi!!!' in my mind. good thing they left me in peace, hehe...but unfortunately after that, the pc was the one giving me a hard time, w/c explains why now i'm stuck between epis 6 and 7...i really wanna get it over with, so i can move on to hana-kimi :P (maki and shun!!!)

my package is gonna arrived anytime now!!! i'm so excited! queen even included some sort of surprise (w/c just got me piqued to new heights)...and i asked her for a letter, how bold! haha, it's just that it feels more personalized that way, like i'm more closer to ppl. i remember i used to love collecting letters from friends. aaaaah, i am practically waiting at my doorstep, tapping my feet, checking the time every now and then...

and last but definitely not the least...HAPPY BIRTHDAY HEECHUL OPPA!!! suju's precious princess, suju's pearl, suju's apple...hope u are indeed happy today!





手越祐也の彼女@2:45 PM


top 10 celebrity crushes

yay! i am now taking care of the first meme from margalicious...okay, i just really have to confess. the reason why it took me a while to get to it is because i suck at ranking ppl, it absolutely kills my brain cells, esp if all of them are H-O-T, it sends my mind off spinning...

Instructions:
[1] - List your top 10 celebrity crushes.
[2] - Put all of them IN ORDER of your LUST for them. (10 to 1, 1 being the number one fixation)
[3] - Say which movie/show/thing it was that hooked you.
[4] - Supply photos for said people.
[5] - Tag five people

since i'm on asian mode at the moment, this probably will be flooded with asian men :P

errr, i felt sort of half-hearted towards my ranks, since putting them in order based from 'lust' totally made it out of whack bcoz i normally don't lust much about those guys that i really like (i'd like to think of it as good, clean L-O-V-E, hehe). so, in the end, it looked like this -_-

10 KIM JUNGHOON

> really fell for his role as prince yul in 'goong'...probably the first guy ever since suju that i went temporarily crazy over, hehe...it was a pity he didn't go through with dental studies...we could've been colleagues, ahaha!!!


09 MICKY YOOCHUN

> my fave dbsk guy (aside from junsu)...such a sweetie, love his lines...it would be nice to have a bf like him...and yes, i occasionally go out on dates with him behind hae's back, haha!

08 KAMENASHI KAZUYA

> how can i not love him in his water spout 'do in nobuta wo produce?!...haha! i know i said he's my ichiban but he's on the bottom half of the list. blame it all on the 'lust' factor...ours is a kind of relationship not based on skinship. ain't that right, my pretty-browed wifey?

07 SE7EN

> i like se7en but not that much. so why is he even on the list? it's because he is HOT! and he's actually the first k-artist i saw that made me check out kpop, so i'm thankful for that...and it's just coincidence that he falls in 7th place, hehe

06 YAMAPI

> gorilla man (accdg to golf&mike) wahaha! even though i've seen him first in 'stand up' (w/c until now i still haven't finished watching) it was NwP that won me over (plus the fact that i love news)! i absolutely love how retardedly cute pi was in there! and he easily makes it into the list, just watch the opening credits of 'kurosagi' and i'm sure you'll agree that this guy is hella smexy!

05 VANNESS WU

> once upon a time in taiwan~haha!...my fave f4 member (bcoz imo he has the best vocals and moves AND body!!!) yep, there is no doubt that vanness is hot! *remembers f4 concerts*

04 SHUN OGURI

> even though kame usurped the top spot from him in my list of jap guys, shun still wins in the hotness category, haha! first noticed him in 'detective conan' but fell for his role as rui in HYD (i didn't quite like how he looked in 'stand up'). i just saw him half-naked in the hana-kimi trailer w/c explains why he is in 4th place.

03 EDISON CHEN

> first got so into cpop (specifically eeg) before i went all crazy with kpop and eventually jpop. edison chen was my first ever asian celeb crush since i saw 'the twins effect', so effin' handsome vampireboy! bcoz of him i went to all the trouble of watching other chinese movies too...he is a bad boy!

02 LEE DONGHAE

> my hubby forever!!! no matter how many modes i get into, i always--ALWAYS--end up coming back to hae. he's the only guy i totally seriously LOVE. that's why even if others fare way better than him in the 'lust' dept, there is absolutely no other way for him than to be in this spot!

01 JOHNNY DEPP

> aaaaaah! yep, johnny depp rules my list. he has been my crush for NINE YEARS, ever since i first saw him in 'don juan de marco'...he easily beats all the other guys if we talk about sexiness, imo he gets more and more yummy as he grows older :P

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waaaah! can't believe ryo wasn't on the list T_T and jang woo hyuk oppa!!! my hottest korean guy! kanata! jay chou! alan luo! mike he! chad michael murray! jensen ackles! golf! and the list goes on...
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tagged: margalicious, jenn, jho, han, rica



手越祐也の彼女@12:27 PM


blogthing-ing

ehhh, i haven't even answered the tags from marga, and here i am doing something else...got this from han's blog, and being the twins that we are, the post just totally hits me...will address my pending memes after this :)

Your Love Song Is

Wonderwall by Oasis

"I'm sure you've heard it all before
But you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody feels
The way I do about you now"

You know what you want - but does that person want you?
What Love Song Are You?


>> waaaaah! that line is like 'whoa!'...i've thought of that too many times before, hehe

Your Love Life is Like Pretty Woman

"I want the fairy tale"

You believe that love is truly blind, unpredictable, and surprising. Two very different people can easily find true love.
At least, that is how it will happen when you marry a gorgeous billionaire someday ;-)

Your love style: Sensual and flirty

Your Hollywood Ending Will Be: Surprisingly happy
What Movie Is Your Love Life Like?


>> waaaaah! (again)...when i watched this movie the second time around (the first time being more than a decade ago) i practically swooned! this is my kind of love story :D

You Are Pretty Happy Being Single

You have a full, fun life. And you definitely don't need love to be content.
Of course, being single can get you down a little. Especially when you've been single for a while.
But you know how to be patient and wait for the right person. You're life is too good to settle for anything!
Are You Happy Being Single?


>> i so agree!
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at this point, i just really got into answering stuff, haha!

You Should Date An Italian!

You love for old fashioned romance, with an old fashioned guy
An Italian guy is the perfect candidate to be your prince charming
If your head doesn't spin enough, just down another espresso with him
Invest in a motorcycle helmet - and some carb blocker for all that pasta!
Which Foreign Guy Should You Date?


>> what??? i was aiming for a jap guy -_- hehe, suddenly i remembered lizzie maguire with that motorcycle thingy...

What Guys Think of Your Long Curly Hair...

Fun, outgoing, spontaneous.
Guys know that you're up for almost anything - and are waiting for your surprises.
What Do Guys Think Of Your Hair?


>> LOL, i wouldn't have thought of that...


You Are 65% Jealous

You're a pretty jealous person, and you've started to let it really effect your life.
While it's natural to feel a little envious of what people have, it's never healthy to take it to these extremes.
Focus on what you've got going on. And improve on the things you don't like.
Being truly happy with yourself is the only way to chase out the green eyed monster!
How Jealous Are You?


>> haha! i knew it!

You Are 28% Girly

You are a pretty hardcore tomboy, and a very free spirit.
Gender roles be dammed, you like to do things your way.
How Girly Are You?


>> waaah! i can't accept being called tomboy!

You Are a Chocolate Cake

Fun, comforting, and friendly.
You are a true classic, and while you're not super cutting edge, you're high quality.
People love your company - and have even been known to get addicted to you.
What Kind of Cake Are You?


>> i'm up for one right now!

You Are 67% Addicted to the Internet

In your opinion, life without the internet is hardly worth living.
Could be, but you probably need a bit more fresh air and sunshine to think clearly.
Are You Addicted to the Internet?


>> @#$%^*& the description was too much...

You Should Have Been Born Under:

Popular and crafty, you are a master at the art of seduction.
You are intelligent and intuitive - and make a savvy businessperson.
You live life to the fullest, even if it means maxing out your credit cards.
Many people are secretly (and hopelessly) in love with you.

You are most compatible with a Rooster or Ox.
What Year Should You Have Been Born Under?


>> the 2nd to the last line was hilarious! *goes to look for roosters*

You Are a Life Blogger!

Your blog is the story of your life - a living diary.
If it happens, you blog it. And make it as entertaining as possible.
What Kind of Blogger Are You?


Dark Purple

To others, you seem a bit dark, mysterious, and moody.
In truth, you are just a very unique person who doesn't care what others think.
And you really enjoy your offbeat interests and friends.
You've decided that life is about living for yourself - simple as that.
What Color Purple Are You?



手越祐也の彼女@11:14 AM


Friday, July 6, 2007


kurosagi--here i come!

unexpectedly, i have yet again missed blogging these past days, not that it was my choice, bcoz i had a lot to things to rant and rave about, and knowing me i have to write them down asap or it would totally slip out of my mind. it's just that a series of unfortunate events happened to me while OL that in the end i wasn't able to do anything about it. so while the video-hosting sites are giving me a hard time (kurosagi is buffering forever, nothing left for me to do but to dl it in order for me to watch), i figured i'm going to recap my days as far back as my extremely short memory could remember...

days ago i dreamt of tegomass (i was so into the duo that time), it looked like an excerpt from their miso soup mv where they were singing at the park...and the idiot me took tons of pics of them using my digital camera, and i was practically in tego's face (he's such a cutie upclose)...but i found out later that there was no film (weird, i was using a digicam that is no more than a fancy case of lens and shutter. apparently it still needs the aid of a film, the kind that ppl use in the old days), so in the end, i had no hard copy of all the pics i took, turns out that i just exhausted the flash function -_-

BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY MASSU (last july 4)!!! i feel like scolding myself. here i am going on about how i love tegomass, but i didn't even know their birthdays. i suck at remembering dates.

last night i finally decided i would sit and watch proposal daisakusen up to the last episode. i would have finished it the day before if only bandwidth limit didn't get in the way. i hate it when things like that happen, my time online is very precious and i don't wanna be slowed down by bandwidth restrictions, too much buffering, or worse the pc suddenly going loco on me. i had to watch epis 5 and 6 in youtube and a couple of the parts were missing *pulls hair* but i had to move along, i figured i can always get back to it. i just hope i didn't miss important parts from not seeing those 2 missing parts. i think that it was kinda coincidental that the vids were uploaded merely 3 days ago, so had i watched earlier i would have waited, so i guess my laziness saved me from all that (since i really don't have patience, hehe). my heart aches from watching this drama, i feel like i'm emotionally being tortured in every episode. i have never felt this bothered or affected by a drama until now. maybe bcoz i feel so much for ken, i feel like i'm in his shoes the whole time, and can see myself in him in many ways--when he was frustrated and felt like giving up, and all that timeslipping is tiring (imagine reliving all those painful memories all over again), and all those futile efforts--it was enough to make me feel depressed. but since i'm masochistic in nature, i kept on watching even though it's painful, i definitely wanted to know how the story would go, and also bcoz i can never predict what's gonna happen next (also one reason why i love the drama so much). the last 2 episodes are just ---aaaah! i can't find the right words to describe---crucial. it was so emotionally charged i felt like i'd burst crying anytime. i've never been this bent on finishing something. i loooooove the ending, even though a lot of ppl didn't feel the same as i did, i just think there was a kind of elegance in how the ending went, even though i myself wanted much more, it was ok!!! this is a really really good drama, yamapi surprised me. i have to say i was impressed in how he has evolved to be such an actor. when he cried while saying that last speech/confession, i just cried with him T_T i guess this drama just affects me in such a way, maybe bcoz it touches on taking chances, having the guts and never giving up, things that i'm not very good at. oh, and great job with the ost, the ending theme is emotional as well (no wonder yamapi loves southern all stars).

yay! i finally found a site where i can watch kurosagi *jumps up and down* after almost a month of looking for it. and what's better is dling it is as easy as one click. yep, unlike youtube (where u can't dl files directly, had to make use of a keepvid site, and a converter). i don't have to install a converter bcoz the dled file is either avi or wmv, and the videos are mostly hq, and dling is just as convenient. uh-oh, didn't i just swear off dling stuff (esp videos)? i don't wanna kill the hardrive and harbor viruses, but it's becoming more irresistible -_-

i'm currently on koyama-mode (whaaaaaat? ahaha!) i never even thought i would like him in that way, but there's just something in him that i like that i couldn't quite put my finger on. i know it's crazy, i'm experiencing a kind of deja vu, how can i be possibly loving all of them? it seems that anywhere i look i feel like i can be easily swayed--when i see more of tego, or when i see more of massu, or when i see more of notti---argh! yup, this is so familiar.
it feels so much like suju...how can i be loving hae, and still get caught up with hyuk, or kyuhyun, or wook...and the list goes on, hehe...

*an hour ago* argh! the kurosagi dl is stuck at 53.3%, come on! move!!!...huhu, just when i'm so eager to watch it, and my time is running out...the 'rents are due to be home later which means i won't be able to go OL again for days...

*10 minutes ago* yay! episode2 part1 dl complete, and buffering is not so bad i can watch the remaining parts online...have to at least finish episode 2 before the 'rents arrive, or else i would be going around still hung up on it, LOL, i'm such an addict.

i'll be drowning myself in kurosagi now, ciao! pc dearie, pls be good to me...



手越祐也の彼女@1:32 PM


Wednesday, July 4, 2007


the empress

read this personality game off rica's blog, and i was curious to find out what i was...u do it by adding up all the digits of ur birthdate...and the result: haha! this is so me.

# 3 The Empress: You may be fertile with creative ideas and yet may lack in the discipline necessary to give them form or the aggression necessary to market them. Your power comes from love and you rule through understanding the needs of others. You may have a desire to take care of others.



手越祐也の彼女@2:26 PM


Sunday, July 1, 2007


it's july!

i thought i wouldn't be able to go OL today, but in a stroke of luck here i am, yay!

i'm finding myself more exhausted these past few days...i'm pretty sure it's because i'm waking up earlier than usual and having to prepare breakfast, and lunch, and dinner every single day--yes, i have officially become the cook of the house. and i'm finding myself watching more and more cooking shows, and thinking about proper cooking and baking classes...what???! and my brother's the one wanting to take HRM...maybe this is really what's meant for me, since i love food so much. why not learn how to cook them myself, hehe...but that's a little further planned, since i really have to take care of dental licensure exams first...which before going to that, i still have to do something which i vehemently dread. a really nasty unfinished business -_-

i've been in massu mode eversince i heard his 'akatsuki'. yes, i am so inlove with this song, the perf is just *dies* --amazing!...i'm actually loving him more than tego nowadays! sorry tego, but ur still my no.1 (in news). ahaha, and i gave myself the permission to love massu since he's months older than hae, unlike tego who is the same age as my brother -_- i dunno, i didn't think massu was capable of persuading me before (or at least i'm resisting his charms) but since that perf, i'm finding myself thinking otherwise. maybe bcoz most of the time, he just strikes me more like a younger brother cutie >.<...and i'm starting to really want notti back in news. i miss him THIS much, huhu. please johnny, put him back in news!!! i'm begging you!!!

and it's july!!! things are really getting more inevitable, horrifyingly in my face. the days, no matter how i try to slow them down in my mind, are slipping my like sands of the hourglass. to start off the month--HAPPY BIRTHDAY PARK JUNGSU!!! suju's leader and angel...lovelovelove u oppa!!! continue being the loving and caring hyung to everyone :) and HAPPY BIRTHDAY RICA!!! gosh, i didn't know she's sharing the same date with teuk. rica, the very dedicated admin of my 2nd home--sjphils...i know i haven't been around lately, and i sorta feel guilty. i just hope she understands my misgivings. the forum is really lucky to have her. with her around, i can feel secure that the forum is always in good hands everytime i go on hiatus, so really, i'm just thankful for her.

and if those two birthdays were the pros of this month's start. i got my period as the downside. argh!!! i hate periods! i should've guessed the minute i woke up feeling sore all over, and in the afternoon i started having tremors and then an escalating headache that was too much for me to endure i had to take painkillers in the end. it seemed like 2 weeks ago since i had my last period, and now here it is again. i am too lazy too keep track and count the days in between. and it's not as if i don't get enough warnings as it is.

and i'm really starting to get hooked on 'proposal daisakusen'. i felt the same way i did when i started watching 'nobuta wo produce'. i didn't really feel that motivated (and keep on putting it off) when i watched the first episodes but i find the story getting more interesting as it unfolds. and now i'm also hooked on the ending theme by kuwata keisuke. the song just gives me this sad feeling, that not everything has a happy ending...i'm really wondering if ken will end up with rei, if all his efforts will be fruitful, and in the end he will be the one sitting next to rei...oooh, i'm so tempted to know how it would end...but patience, yes, resist temptation.



手越祐也の彼女@9:46 PM


Welcome

you have stumbled upon my blog~ the chocoholic's refuge
feel free to wander around...
shout-outs are much appreciated :)
and one more thing,
this is my blog
if you don't like what you see
then GET LOST!
why are you here anyways?

all about moi


/lying in the gloom of my lonely room/ thinking of how to reach you, dreaming of having you/ i believe in dreams and i believe in miracles/ i believe that toy balloons can reach and touch the moon/

~ x o x o x o x o x ~

_me_moi_wo_na_atashi_ako_ _nadem janeo carpintero_ nadz_dem_tata_tatski_nadzkie_ korean: han jeonhee_ japanese: hamano ayumi_ 12/15/83_ cebu city, philippines_insomniac_ sagittarian_moody_dreamer_ 90% fangirl 10% unknown_ adik_dakilang tamad_ extremely short memory_ nocturnal_pessimist_OC_ clutter queen_ sucks at games/puzzles/sports_ gets bored easily_paranoid_ uberjealous_hae's ex-wife_
手越祐也の彼女と将来の妻♥~
増田貴久の食事パートナー~
加藤茂明の双子の妹~
錦戸亮のライバル~
小山慶一郎の妹~
山下智久の隣人~

Loves

>NewS 大好き!!!
>johnny depp
>tegoshi yuya
♥♥♥♥♥
>テゴマス最高!!!
>purple and green
>chocolates, coffee, cheese
>kpop, jpop, cpop, opm classics, oldies
>dramas/series
>horror flicks
>great danes, rottweilers, yorkies, dachshunds, schnauzers
>halloween & christmas
>eeyore & doraemon
>noona songs
>potatoes & buttered toast
>miniatures
>paper & pens
>susan baker tea
>my lola's leche flan
>sleep overs
>ice cream sandwiches
>tumblers & coasters
>pistachios
>purin
>okonomiyaki
>road trips
>picture books
>paisley & velvet
>candied fruits
>old wives' tales
>mang ambo by larry alcala
>pugad baboy by pmjr
>te-no-ma-shi
>jwebs
>RyoTego
>NewS' Never Ending Wonderful Story dvd
>G3-my partners in crime!

Hates

>worms, maggots, caterpillars, etc.
>rainy days and mondays
>math
>cigarette smoke
>fishbones
>frying fish
>household chores
>my sensitive nose -_-
>waiting
>traffic
>two-faced ppl
>spicy food
>clutter
>being pressured
>crappy service
>shopping
>crowded places
>directions
>too much drama
>sad endings
>monthly periods
>backlogging
>chain letters
>exclusivity and all that shit
>backbiters and rumor-mongers
>being binbou -_-
>my full name
>multi-tasking
>arguments
>my brother XP
>delusional fangirls
>unwanted admirers/suitors/textmates (GRRRR!)
>Tegoshi and RyoTego haters
>blondes
>rumors/tabloids

Wishlist

>'MEMOIRS' philippine release
>TegoMass concert dvd
>a Coraline doll
>harry potter and the deathly hallows
>a series of unfortunate events (complete)
>more neil gaiman books
>the adventures of tin-tin
>my own dika
>new celphone
>jenga and twister games
>revel bars!!! *drools*
>body shop's olive oil
>maltese or yorkie
>electronic dictionary
>the nightmare before christmas merchandise
>JE merchandise
>okaneeeeee~
>lose weight overnight
>mole under left eye
>learn how to play violin/cello
>learn how to bake
>bungee jump
>vacation to japan, thailand, korea
>go to a NewS concert
>my own tegoshi yuya XD
>more ryotego fics
>tegoshi singing nino's niji
>watch:
-itteQ-tegoshi eps
-massu's 'musashi'
-pi's 'byakkotai'
-ie ga tooi-news epi
-kei's high school musical
-kei's 'nurse aoi'
-kisarazu cat's eye
-princess d

my feature

fave song from my fave movie

ai nante (live) - tegoshi solo <33333

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rachelle + yayoh + ken
alejandra + joyce + ri-chan
jann + akemipi + stevany
irene + vie + marian + rui
miru + toyo + jerevy
mi-chan

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CURRENTLY...
WATCHING: greek + dexter + soukon + shining inheritance + rescue + nodame cantabile + maou + osen + sushi oji + isshun no kaze ni nare + densha otoko + hachimitsu to kuroba + yamada taro monogatari + detective academy Q + dance drill + princess princess d + hanaukyo maid + coffee prince + tatta hitotsu no koi + kamen rider kabuto + sapuri + stand up + prince of tennis + cartoon kat-tun + busu no hitomi ni koishiteru + lunch queen + battle royale2 + dasepo naughty girls + thai horror movies +

READING: lonely planet japanese phrasebook + memoirs of a teenage amnesiac (for the 4th time XD) +

LSS: naiyou no nai tegami - NEWS +

PEEPS: NewS--tegoshi, massu, notti, shige + OTP-RyoTego + yaMaki + maki + YongSeo +

MOVIES
+ the nightmare before christmas + harry potter + romeo and juliet + city of angels + now and then + moulin rouge + chocolat + from hell + the neverending story + the labyrinth + a walk to remember + the chocolate factory (willy wonka and charlie versions) + the secret garden + snow white: a tale of terror + great expectations + don juan de marco + napoleon dynamite + sleepover + sleepy hollow + centerstage + the sisterhood of the travelling pants + tuck everlasting + what a girl wants + casper + bourne identity + ocean's eleven + mr. bean + the abyss + deep blue sea + ghost ship + titanic + jurassic park (1,2&3) + resident evil (1,2&3) + the land of the dead + the dawn of the dead + ella enchanted + shrek (1,2&3) + face off + con air + the x-files + coach carter + time machine + the land before time + mulan + hocus pocus + interview with a vampire + practical magic + princess diaries + miss congeniality + queen of the damned + romeo must die + the others + thumbelina + ever after + breakfast at tiffany's + gone with the wind + west side story + bridget joneses diary (1&2) + brokedown palace + darkness falls + valentine + the exorcism of emily rose + witches + the count of monte cristo + shakespeare in love + love actually + the man in the iron mask + four weddings and a funeral + the island of dr. moreau + narnia: the lion, the with, and the wardrobe + the cube + the mummy (1&2) + identity + beetlejuice + frequency + phenomenon + the guru + stardust + pursuit of happyness + stardust + coraline + the lake house + the sorcerer's apprentice +
+ the twins effect + the death curse + hero + the house of flying daggers + crouching tiger, hidden dragon + the curse of the golden flower + infernal affairs (1,2&3) + my sassy girl + il mare + the classic + a millionaire's first love + kawi + koma + the uninvited + vacation (dbsk) + 200 pounds beauty + jenny&juno + one missed call (1,2&3) + the phone + the eye + a tale of two sisters + nana + death note1&2 + six + shutter + lovely complex + kanojo to no tadashii asobikata + chinese odyssey + protege de la rose noire + house of fury + spy dad + diva ah-hey + chinese tall story + new police story + 6AM + ab-normal beauty + battle royale + wishing stairs + the red shoes + shissou/dead run + one missed call 2 + attack on the pin-up boys (suju's movie) + cinderella ni naritai + boys love + kurosagi the movie + calling you + L change the world + koizora + crows zero + cyborg girl + tada, kimi wo aishiteru + 4bia/phobia + phobia 2 + coming soon + liar game: the final stage +

BOOKS
+ harry potter (j.k. rowling) + series of unfortunate events (lemony snickett) + stories of eva luna (isabel allende) + daddy long legs (jean webster) + behind the attic wall (sylvia cassedy) + how stella got her groove back (terry mcmillan) + pet sematary (stephen king) + stardust & coraline (neil gaiman) + robert fulghum books + roald dahl + frances hodgson burnett + grimm brothers + hans christian andersen + memeoirs of a teenage amnesia (gabrielle zevin +)

BOOB TUBE
+ csi las vegas + criminal minds + gilmore girls + supernatural + house m.d. + oprah + will and grace + extreme makeover (home edition) + charmed + joan of arcadia + dark angel + tru calling + angel + monk + the pretender + moonlight + i survived a japanese game show +

<3DRAMAS
+ beautiful days + love letter + winter sonata + my name is kim sam soon + my sassy girl chun-hyang + sweet 18 + meteor garden1&2 + dbsk's banjun drama + full house + goong + hana yori dango + bad family + nobuta wo produce + proposal daisakusen + kurosagi + my boss my hero + dragon zakura + hana yori dango2 + 1 litre of tears + 1 litre of tears sp + gachi baka + papa to musume no nanokakan + hanazakari no kimitachi e + himitsu no hanazono + tsubasa no oreta tenshitachi - season 1 + tsubasa no oreta tenshitachi - season 2 + tantei gakuen Q + liar game + shabake + sore wa totsuzen, arashi no you ni + sugata sanshirou + yukan club + deru toko demashou + lost time life (kei's episode) + waraeru koi wa shitakunai + anego + kakure karakuri + car radio ga owareba + last friends + absolute boyfriend + what's up, fox? + binbou danshi + 14 sai no haha + code blue + ryusei no kizuna + atashinchi no danshi + koishite akuma + buzzer beat + guests of room zero (koyama's & shige's episodes) + orthros no inu + you're beautiful + hidarime tantei eye + troubleman + sunao ni narenakute + loss time life + hyoten +

ANIME
+ fushigi yuugi + master of mosquiton + monster rancher + doraemon + fruits basket + trigun + sugar sugar rune + alice academy + cardcaptor sakura + time quest + ranma 1/2 + lovecom + gravitation + black blood brothers + ouran high host club + yamato nadeshiko shichi henge (the wallflower) + howl's moving castle + spirited away + kimi ni todoke +

UNFAITHFUL
+ chad michael murray + vincent kartheiser + jensen ackles + wentworth miller + james franco + sean faris + joseph fiennes + ewan mcgregor + ethan hawke + drew fuller + christopher gorham + channing tatum + liam aiken + topher grace + dhani lennevald + brad renfro + ralph fiennes + nicolas cage + jason statham + hugh jackman + diego luna + adam garcia + david duchovny + enrique iglesias + will estes + colin firth + dougray scott + antonio sabato jr. + alex o'loughlin + luke grimes +
++ jang woohyuk (h.o.t.) + micky yoochun (dbsk) + kim junghoon + jo insung + lee sangwoo + lee junki + kim jihoon + im joohwan + brian joo (ftts) + tablo (epik high) + t.o.p. (big bang) + attack (trax) + jin taehwa (battle) + kim dongwan (shinhwa) + park jinwoo + kim hyeseong + hyunbin + jang geunseok + wonbin (f.t island) + jung yonghwa (cnblue)
+++ tegoshi yuya + shun oguri + hongo kanata + news + kenichi matsuyama + ryo nishikido (news) + kazunari ninomiya (arashi) + matsuda shota + matsuda ryuhei + kaname jun + yamapi (news)+ tatsuya fujiwara + mizushima hiro + tsubasa imai (t&t) + wakaba ryuuya + hiraoka yuuta + tsukamoto takashi + tamayama tetsuji + yonemura daijiro & yodogawa yoshihiro (question?) + arioka daiki & yamada ryousuke (hey!say!) + ohkura tadayoshi (k8) + nakamaru yuichi (kat-tun) + oshinari shugo + tamaki hiroshi + mukai osamu + koide keisuke + miura haruma + seto koji + nakayama yuma + inohara yoshihiko (v6) +
++++ vanness wu (f4) + edison chen + jay chou + kenny kwan (boyz) + daniel wu + stephen fung + ananda everingham + golf + ray macdonald +
+++++ john lloyd cruz + jc de vera + enchong dee + hideaki torio +
LOVE THE MUSIC OF...
+ the corrs + sarah mclachlan + shawn colvin + michelle branch + selena + mariah carey + lee sooyoung + jewel + aaliyah + craig david + jason mraz + josh groban + boa + dbsk + lene marlin + frou frou + enya + leann rimes + big bang + sung sikyung + sg wannabe + se7en + epik high + clazziquai + loveholic + sugababes + all saints + lara fabian + gregorian chant + vonda shepard + foofighters + green day + rachael lampa + bosson + linda ronstadt + the cranberries + the cardigans + india arie + seal + george michael + lighthouse family + sting + garbage + dc talk + duncan sheik + coldplay + jars of clay + blur + third eye blind + john mayer + fiona apple + spice girls + kelly clarkson + utada hikaru + 'd sound + jim croce + david foster + eric clapton + boyz 2 men + babyface + alison krauss + richard marx + the company + jose mari chan + martine mccutcheon + kathy troccoli + jj lin + dream + honeyz + foj + darius + maksim + aaa + haley bennett + perfume + teddy geiger + yui + shimizu shota + kato miliyah + jyongri + coraline soundtrack +

BEAUTIES
+ nicole kidman + charlize theron + sandra bullock + anne hathaway + alexis bledel + evan rachel wood + amanda bynes + alexa vega + rachel mcadams + uma thurman + leelee sobieski + eliza dushku + emily browning + emma watson + dakota fanning + annasophia robb + alicia morton + kate maberly + mia maestro + jennifer connelly + paz vega + emmanuelle chriqui + hilary duff + marisa tomei + helena bonham carter + amber tamblyn + julia stiles + meredith bishop + thora birch + jessica alba + kristin kreuk + sara paxton + monica keena + katie holmes + marley shelton + camilla bell + angelina jolie + milla jovovich + amanda seyfried +
++ choi jiwoo + song hyegyo + jeon jihyun + son yehjin + goo hyejin + park shinhye + go ara + han jimin + lee yeonhee + bae seulgi (the reds) + ayumi (sugar) + song jihyo + yoon eunhye (baby vox) + han chaeyoung + kim taehee + han jihye + park bom + park heebon (milk) + kim bomi (milk) + chaeyeon + nam sangmi + cats + kara + lina and sunday (csjh) + sunye (wg) + kim ah-jung + uhm hyunkyung + yoo hyunyoung + choi sooyoung + han gain + kim junghwa + go eunah + goo hyesun + jung ryeowon (chakra) + kang junghwa + so yihyun + jo jungrin + kim ok-bin + eunseong + min seohyeon +
+++ nakashima mika + aoi miyazaki + horikita maki + toda erika + aragaki yui + shida mirai + uno misako + ueto aya + ueno juri + kashii yu + ito misaki + maya miki + ayase haruka + karina + narumi riko + kato rosa + naka riisa + esumi makiko + ito yuna + mimura + leah dizon + kiritani mirei + aoi yu +
++++ twins + miriam yeung + angelica lee + jolin tsai + rainie yang + niki chow + race wong + yumiko cheng + isabella leong + joey yung + stephy tang + janice wei vidal + vivian hsu +
+++++ maja salvador + erich gonzales + vaness del moral + jennica garcia +

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