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Monday, October 27, 2008
mayonaka noooo~
gah. 'mayonaka no shadow boy' has been on repeat since i woke up. i feel like a pedophile just listening to these boys *acck* but damn, the song is just so addicting~ and i just had to listen to vie when she said i should watch their music station perf esp yamada. i swear that kid is too hot for his own good. and then i went and watched the latest ms perf and hey3x perf and what are they trying to do to, kill me?! now i'm off to watch the making of the pv. why oh why? i really wanna get myself killed. wasn't it just days ago when i said i refused to flail over them? well, i just wanna say how i love chinen's outfit in the pv, and i feel like kyaaa-ing everytime i spot daiki, and i love yuto's voice and how he said 'shadow' is sexy, and how cute ryutaro is, and yamada's smirk in the end asdfghkasdfghk. I LOVE THE SONG!!! I LOVE THE PV!!! I LOVE THE CHOREO!!! SHADOW!!! WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH.
vie will laugh her but off if she reads this *hides in embarrassment* *sigh* my problems still keep piling up. i've realized that even in the days when i was recuperating and regaining my strength, and the last of the medicine's effect starts to wear off completely. problems just seem to have this habit of springing up when you least expect it. i am getting tired. why does the world have to be filled them?
i woke up one day from a bad dream. it had something to do with me taking the lab reviews. it seems like i was constantly being kept in the dark, not knowing where to go and what to do and nobody around me freakin' cares to talk to me and tell what i'm supposed to do. they just go about their own way, passing me by. it sucks, this feeling of helplessness, like you want to scream for them to stop and please look at you, look at how lost you are. it bugs me the whole morning. it worries me and even depresses me. i know that i shouldn't look into in that much. for all i know it was just my paranoid self wanting to go out again. i heard days before that the 4th batch for the lab reviews has started, so i am late again -_-
aside from that i still have my nso and nbi clearance to take care of. i just wanna bonk myself in the head, knowing that i could've taken care of this ages ago but i didn't and wanted to hassle myself by cramming the last minute. and i feel stupid coz i can't even figure out a simple online delivery. i mean, SERIOUSLY!!! why isn't this working? what was it that i didn't do right? am i really that stupid??? gah. and the nbi clearance, ugh. i just wish i can get it at robi's in a breeze, if not, i dunno what i'm gonna do. maybe i'll suddenly throw a tantrum at the mall in utter frustration, what a scene that would be. i really am not handling this how a 24-almost-25 year old would.
i went to the ticketing office to probably get a refund from my previous plane ticket (w/c i was unable to use when i got sick all of a sudden), and to buy a new one. but i didn't get any, because according to them, it was boarded. WTH? how in the world will it be boarded when i'm still right here? who took my place? my ghost?! so there goes my 1600 bucks down the drain. i could've bought a NEWS single with that amount. my heart hurts.
i finished code blue 2 days ago. i cried like 3 times (just about how much i have cried while watching 1LoT). i love it! i have come to love the cast and the issues they have. really nice drama~ and the nurse saejima is so pretty! i could've sworn there was something between her and aizawa (pi's character) but it might be just me. aizawa is too detached/lifeless/indifferent for any romance to develop between him and any female coworker XP
i wanna watch ryusei no kizuna but it's not on mysoju yet :(
i've read fanreports of the sendai 'NEWS winter party diamond' concert. how many times do i have to die of envy? how many concerts do i have to miss? reading reports kill me a little bit inside everytime. how lucky they are, those people who get to go to the concerts. i've always wanted to come to a sendai concert. i seem to be in an impression that sendai concerts are extra fun (not to mention it was also in sendai when ryotego went all rabu2x in their spring 2005 concert XD speaking of which, i want a fancam of it!)
anyways, back to the fanreport. some things i'm looking forward to is: massu's solo masuperman LOL; 'why' perf which they say is really cool and classy (i love the pairings, my otp~~); BAMBINA!!! *DIES* (thru tegoshi's insistence hahahahahaaaaa how can anyone say no to the ero prince? XDD); tegoshi's 'ai no matador' solo (i am very curious, he did one hot song number by himself??? very curious indeed), SNOW EXPRESS *KYAAAAAAAAA*;'say hello' perf (w/c is one of my fave NEWS songs); shige's new solo!!!; forever; ryo's solo 'ordinary' (i hope it's not like 'code' :P); member introduction where ryo wouldn't lose to pi in doing tegoshi's 'tegoshi desu~' handsign (yes pi, ryo just wouldn't lose when it's involving tegoshi. ilu ryo~~ XDD); koyamapi!!! (yes, they're dating!!! hahaha)
bab went back to cebu 2 weeks ago because she's been having contractions this early (i think, i don't remember when genette texted me). that leaves just me, genette and nezie. and jonathan if he decides to room with us. i wanna go hurry up and come back to manila. i have to go back to my books and handouts. i have TONS of catching up to do *panic mode*
yesterday i transcribed one interview (it's extra work my dad gave me). i wasn't really feeling up to it. i know it would be hella boring. and i was right. not only was it boring but i had to strain my ears to hear the voices amidst all the other noise, and on top of that i had to focus even when three different voices keep overlapping each other. and then my brain has to work and translate cebuano/tagalog to english at the same time typing the whole thing which took me about 3 hours *nosebleed* i am so not cut out for this kind of work. this would kill my braincells in a matter of minutes. and the best part is i still have about 15 of them to listen to. i seriously wanna cry. packing my clothes would be better than this -_-
i have been eating mushroom soup for two mornings. i still don't trust myself in eating anything that's fried, the oil in them tends to ick me. i think i'll be safe with soups and light foods. although i think i kind of binged last night and ate donuts. just when i felt like i did lose weight, the pants which used to fit me perfectly is now a little loose around my thighs and butt. but i wonder how long it's gonna last esp when my stomach seems restless these days :P
手越祐也の彼女@9:16 AM
Thursday, October 23, 2008
thankful
today marked my last day of taking my medication for gastroenteritis which struck me last tuesday, on the day when i was scheduled to fly back to manila nonetheless. so naturally, i wasn't able to go and was forced to extend my stay, this time not for vacation purposes anymore. let me tell you it was NASTY!!! it was the most terrible feeling ever. i couldn't imagine how i endured the first 3 days of diarrhea before i finally succumbed to the medication. i think that over the course of 3 days i had almost a total of 30 trips to the bathroom. it came to a point that i thought it was the end of me and in the midst of agony i was saying my goodbyes to everyone and thanking god for the life he gave me (w/c made my dad laugh when the story was related to him by my aunt) of all the days, it had to happen to me at this period of time? -_-
now i feel like i don't have enough time to study since i didn't do any reading the whole time i was here in cebu. i feel anxious now and in a bit of panic. i wanted to go back to manila as soon as possible. even though i still feel weak right now and i still go to occasional trips to the bathroom. i have also been dizzy brought about by the drug's side effects (w/c also alarmed me days before when i started salivating too much and being my paranoid self and overthinking everything). only later did i realize that i only developed a dislike of the drug, so much that my body started manifesting signs too. that was taken cared of (or rather i had to grit my teeth and live with the awful taste of my saliva the whole time).
although now i am feeling a little better, it still worries me that i would wake up sometime in the night or early morning and feel myself a little hot. i hope it's not something serious bcoz i can't handle another disease right now. the last one almost killed me. at least that's how it felt like. but i'm not dead and i'm thankful. thank you lord for still keeping me alive! i know i don't show my appreciation often but i am hella glad to find myself still breathing and waking up in the morning.
i don't think i'll ever be the same again. i think i have developed a dislike of eating fatty oily food, pork, or just merely don't have an appetite anymore. at the time when i was sick, eating was a sort of necessity, not something i wanted to do, but had to do. and even now that i feel almost okay, i still don't feel like eating much, but had to. i can't afford to starve myself and deal with hyperacidity or worse ulcer. i guess the time has come for me to ditch my days of gluttony and stop being such a food lover. wah. and i learned how to never say never. bcoz i used to say that i'll probably never lose weight. but then this happened and now i think it's a possibility. i think that's a tad bit cruel way of making me stop and watch my diet, don't you think?
so, you out there! i suggest you be extra careful with what you eat. make sure it's clean coz you can never be too safe. my dad told me he had similar cases from eating at a fastfood, so yikes. we really are not safe anywhere. makes me wanna stop eating entirely, seriously! once you had gastroenteritis, you kind of develop a phobia. and once you had it, it never leaves you. it waits until you make the same mistake again and it'll strike again. now tell me that doesn't make you wanna stop eating. it made me appreciate how well my body functions for me before this whole thing happened. only when something wrong happens do you realize that and i'm thankful that what happened to me wasn't something irreversible. my stomach has become sensitive after. i don't want it getting uncomfortable or heavy or taking in too much food. nowadays, i just want to take in light food. god forbid i turn vegetarian!!!
but despite all that i still managed to join tegoshi's birthday project. w/c is so weird coz i rarely do this kind of stuff. my fangirling has boundaries and it doesn't usually include me joining birthday projects or parties or what-have-yous. i didn't know why i did it this time. i guess i was feeling a little bit cynical at the time and wanted to do something i don't normally do, if it's the last thing i do on earth before i die (yeah, i really felt like i was dying at that time, so :P) i took a picture of myself doing the 'tegoshi desu!' pose. i would've written a personal message too but the one i did never turned out clear enough for my liking and i wasn't in the mood to make use of the scanner. so i ended up submitting just my picture. i almost failed to mention how i was wearing the ugliest shirt (well, i was feeling weak and sick and i wasn't up for changing into fancier clothes LOL i really have zero for effort, huh? hiding behind the excuse of being sick XD)
i hope it reaches him though. the NEWS concert tour might have started at this time now. so they'll be pretty busy. i wonder when exactly it will reach him (or if it will even actually reach him, if kei's mother will be kind enough to accept it, if the girl in charge will have no problems and get to japan and into kei's mom's ramen shop). i wonder if he'll mention it on one of his interviews or kei's radioshow. my mind will be buzzing with anticipation.
news of leah dizon getting married and being 4 months on the fanily way shocked me when irene texted me. that was so out of the blue. who would've thought? the first thing we thought about was how ryo must've felt. he must've been crushed, right? good thing he still has tegonyan ne XD as for leah, i dunno whether i should feel disappointed (bcoz she was so young and she's got things going for her) or surprisingly relieved (that maybe, just maybe ryo will stop fanboying about her and move to other girls, or better yet just focus on tegonyan :P) or mad that she has practically thrown her career away. i mean it's as good as dead, right? once you get married your popularity goes down bcoz your single image is now no more and people might not admit it but they are possessive like that. or maybe she could still make it. who knows?
back to babbling about my last day of medication. i wanted to tell you how i spent it. reading one of the longest and most depressing fics i have ever read in my life. conversations between us. i finally decided to finish reading it. i told myself i won't rest until i'm done with it. it was a way to take my mind off my yucky meds. so i spend the WHOLE day and half the day before that reading the 2nd half of the fic (coz i had it cut to 4 parts to fit into my phone). OMG now i am depressed. why why whyyyyyyyyyy? and i thought i wouldn't cry bcoz i have stopped being a crybaby from reading stories but there i was crying nonetheless when it ended. tragic. gah, i hate sad endings. it kinda makes me think about how scary being inlove is, how you put yourself out there, vulnerable to all the kinds of pain that it can bring. i don't wanna be inlove if i had to end up like may. i don't think i can take that kind of blow. this will torture me for the next few days. GAAAAAAAAAH T.T
i still feel dizzy. like i spent the night riding the rollercoaster @_@
and gwen had kittens. again XD
手越祐也の彼女@9:41 PM
Monday, October 13, 2008
i've been surprisingly busy these past days, what with my clearance still not over and done with. my problems just keep piling up. why can't things go smoothly for me? -_-
i went to bon-bon's wedding. stayed at a pension house near the docks for two nights with charo, palmer, and grizzel. i realized how much i miss doing this kind of stuff with them. it's always a lot of fun. with them, i don't need to pretend or worry about how i'm going be, i'm being myself (and it takes a lot for me to be myself around people) and it's great! BUT i was forced to wear a dress (and a tube at that) at the wedding day. i thought i was going to die. i don't like wearing skirts or shorts in public! -_- but it's an occasion anyway so i guess i can bear it (just like i beared with singing the responsorial psalm in the mass). it's all for bon-bon and i love her *chants* oh, and i didn't know she has a cutie brother *ajumma gets shot*
what made me happier was the fact that when i showed my friends the ryotego rabuness in my phone while we were in the van headed home was that they said that those two were totally inlove kyahahaaaaaaa and i keep on telling them tegoshi can't be gay coz he's the one i like in NEWS but i can't convince them esp when they saw this gif and commented on why tegoshi looked so...just see for yourself!
i had been occupied with filling my motorola phone with vids (mostly of tegoshi's/NEWS) in the past few days: NEWS pvs, some NEWS interviews, all of the NEWS lawson cms, some of my favorite itteQ clips (speaking of which, i can't wait for the thailand episode!). i think i'm getting addicted to HSJ's 'mayonaka no shadow boy'. it's all vie's fault, she mentioned she was getting addicted to it (or was it just getting addicted to ryosuke? XDD) so i decided to check it out. but surprisingly i really liked the new pv. and here i thought i'll never go crazy over them, ever. i even like takaki in here, and keito doesn't irritate me that much. why do they all look hot??? daikiiiiiiiii~ yamadaaaa~ i even went as far as looking for the lyrics so i can sing along LOL and i've been watching the pv over and over again. but it doesn't mean i'll be fangirling them aside from the pv, ne. it might be temporary :P but darn, yamada has such a sexy smile, for someone who is ten years younger than me *acck* *fights the urge to make screencaps*
i've practically have almost all my fave ryotego fics on my phone too. it feels like i've started collecting stuff on them all over again. not on purpose but maybe i was unconsciously doing it in preparation for something in the future. speaking of the future, november's just around the corner, soon itll be ryotego's birthdays. i hope irene and i could finally meet up as planned to celebrate it together. i know it'll be a lot of fun, even if it'll be just us two LOL
finally managed to dl the whole pacific con dvd. imo it wasn't as great as N.E.W.S. but i still have my fave moments-the ai no matador perf, tegoshige hotel room bit (i love seeing the 2 together, y'know both the same age but totally different levels of maturity-one an old man, the other a baby XDD) and the ryotegoness all over (snow express perf omgthelookontegoshi'sface XD, change the world, encore). also caught up with the updating on NEWS, it was a long and bloody process LOL i only have some photoshoots left to dl (i hope).
but of course i have to pic my faves from the recent pics i've seen of them:
^ this isn't new but totally squee-and-droolworthy. this is by far my fave shige pic!!! hot!!!
^ another very nice pic of pi (one of my faves)
^ just bcoz ryo looks like a hustler in this pic
^ tegomass kawaii!!! (LOL at massu's bunny-face)
^ me likes this pic (esp the shiny apple and the cutie holding it) :3
^ kyaaaaaaaaaaaa~ it's the asian willy wonka! :P
^ rawrrrr~
^ not you too, koyama!!! *dies* too many hotties in NEWS!
^ he looks good even with shorts!!! *envious*
*runs out of words to say and air to breathe*
^ asdfghjkasdfghjkasdfghjk he looks effin hot-pretty-hot
^ CDTV perf where my otp wore the same clothes (it's that serious, huh?) XD
^ not new but i LOVE where ryo's hand is XDD
^ poor tegoshi, being force-fed. ryo's tough love plus koyama helps out in the name of member-ai, ne? XD
i'm still on RyoTego high. there's been a lot of RyoTego lately, starting from the happy birthday pv to magazines and videos. irene finally managed to upload the fanvid she made :DD and then i found that video where ryo was babbling about how he loves Zutto and adores tegoshi *kyaaaaaaaaaa* oh and i see someone is still 'irked' with my OTP. well, ryotego fans will not lose to anyone esp when we know we kick ass and 'irk' people XP i think i'm getting addicted to that word :P
i went to carmen to render free dental services again. had the chance to finally go to intosan resort, and even got to swim (w/c i'm thankful i did coz the next day my period came and now i'm feeling all grumpy). my dad made me sing in front of visitors yet again (he always does that -_-). but it's fine since i was mistaken for a 14 year-old (that is like the nicest compliment anyone can give me) LOL and sharmaine arnaiz came up again. do i really look like her???
kame rant: i can't stand kame anymore. everytime i see him i keep asking myself why i ever made him my ichiban back then. his voice makes my ears bleed, his face annoys me, his sexy photoshoots (does he even have something to show?), esp when he's trying to act all sexy *gags herself* omg i'm bashing my wifey. gomen gomen, i'm not actually like this y'know. i guess the irkiness rubbed off on me a bit XDD just steer clear from me, kame, and we'll be fine XD
NEWS has a new album coming up!!! album title: COLOR and snow express is in the line-up (OMG SNOW EXPRESS FINALLY!!!!!!) *flails* by the time i'll be capable to buy JE merchandise from my own income i'll be as poor as a rat. yay. don't we just love them for robbing our money? XD
i'm finding tegomass cute these days (nandeeeeeeeeeeee?) i swear i'm getting weirder.
i tinkered with my phone again last night :P
^ can i really pass up as a 14 yr-old? XD
^ this pic creeped me out. i look like an alien, my eyes look weird LOL
^ i broke my neck. jk!
手越祐也の彼女@12:57 AM
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
it's tegoshi everywhere!!!
but first let me rant.
i was planning on retiring early to bed but i ended up staying till 3am chatting with irene. we haven't talked for a while since she moved and got into college and took a while to get internet, so i really missed talking to her. as usual we were going on and on about how our otp is love, but eventually we came to the topic of someone disliking our otp. no wait not dislike, it IRKS her. then we launched into defensive mode. we were just so pissed at that person who has issues with our otp and we even thought she was friendly, she would even join in our otp talk then and it turns out she'd been having these ill feelings. how fake can she get?
at first irene said she was just offended since she was obviously more friends with her (since they share a lot more in common, having the same ichiban in NEWS and all) but when she got to know what i thought and felt about it, she discovered that she was actually mad at that girl. why wouldn't we react this way? here we were, living peacefully, loving our otp and then we see someone purposely hating on our otp (and probably hating on us too). what hurts us is that we don't even mess with her and her otp and we suddenly see her proclaiming she hates ryotego. i mean wtf did ryotego ever do to you? just bcoz people are naturally drawn to the pairing and your otp is dying (at least imo or else why do you have to go to such lengths to promote them) you can take it out on other pairings. and here i thought you were nice and rational. i guess i thought wrong. even if it wasn't your intention (or maybe it was), you have harbored enemies just bcoz you can't keep your opinions to yourself. you started this war (yes WAR). it's just sad when i keep my mouth shut on all the issues i have with the other pairings just so i won't hurt anyone's effin feelings bcoz i want to be in good therms with everyone as much as possible. but what do i get in return? just GAH. you disappoint me. i don't think i ever want to see your face again or talk to you or even hear your name. i don't need this kind of stress in my life.
ok. end rant. i just had to let that out of my system.
anyways, irene and i decided to leave her alone if she's happy with hating our otp. we won't stoop down to her level and fight back the way she did. we'll just continue as if everything's normal and not bother with her. we'll just concentrate on being better RyoTego supporters coz we will always be RyoTego fangirls no matter what happens. and that's why i love my otp, no other pairing has loyal and dedicated (not to mention crazy) fangirls like me and irene (plus all the other fangirls in the ryotego lj community) :P the next morning, i find a new RyoTego clip subbed by newshfan. tegoshi talked about spending the night with his rumored bf nishikido ryo (i think i died right here) for the first time. this is quoted from the radioshow: [the first one is about the hot night with his rumored boyfriend in cold hokkaido. what this is about is that the other day, i, tegoshi yuuya, got to spend my first night in the same hotel room as nishikido-kun. now, well in public, it seems that nishikido-kun and i are in love-love, that we're involved with each other. to tell the truth, we both got strangely shy and didn't talk much. and in the end we went to some other members' rooms. we chatted with yamashita-kun and kusanotti, all four of us. we were only alone to sleep. but i fell asleep first and before i knew it, it was morning and nishikido-kun was awake. it felt like i'd experienced the awkward shyness of a first date.] teehee~
what a way to turn my mood around and start my day! plus irene and i continued spazzing as soon as i got back online. she also updated her fic and wrote drabbles for me weeeeeee~ the day was really going great. it made up for the crappy night we had :D
i love newshfan!!! she'd been subbing a lot of tegoshi-related vids lately: -shisshou in montreal (and i thought no one was interested in subbing it but then...YAY~) -the recent NEWS guesting on Hey3X was almost all about tegoshi. he was challenged to do the silly skymoonwalk again (and afterwards he goes to sit beside ryo *kyahahaaaaaa*). then he secretly copies daigo when they were filming the happy birthday pv (tegoshiiiiii~ why are you such a weirdo/cutie??? it just amuses me to no end). and yamapi was hurt bcoz perfume who went to the same school as him and tegoshi only acknowleged tegoshi and ignored him LOL poor pi~ and massu was practically sitting on tegoshi's lap when they were on the tram, plus i kyaa-ed when i finally saw where ryo was, sitting beside tegoshi :DD -some itteQ (tegoshi in guyana, in nazca) clips being subbed YAY!!!
Happy Birthday #1 in the oricon charts! omedetou NEWS!!! another #1, sugoi~~ :DD i feel so guilty coz i didn't have the time to properly talk about the pv (i used to be so gung-ho at it complete with squeals and screencaps LOL), but i love it yo~ esp the part where ryo and tegoshi sings 'wow' woot woot~ and the purple cat! XD
i listened to the coupling songs of the happy birthday single and i love them!!! esp 'game of love' (w/c reminds me of an 80's disco song) ryotego singing the bridge part *dies* and 'push on!' is growing on me too! it's a really cute song~~ i also love the RyoTego pic *weeeeeeee* from all the official happy birthday shop photos (even though ryo was pairing up with everyone LOL i love the ryomassu pic too!)
^ ryoxeveryone...but my favorite is...
*squee* *gets bricked by irked fangirls* XD
gwen's bf gets friendly :D
so i did have patients here at home (just bcoz they were neighbors and old friends with my dad). the kid was a handful, can't help blurting out that i'm never taking pedo specializations. i'll never like dealing with screaming, kicking, running kids -_-
yappari, i can't end this post without posting caps *acck*
^ massu (tegomass) cuteness~ and ryo joining the fun :D
^ just ignore the two old men and focus on ryotego! LOL
^ and look look look at who ryo's looking at, ne~
ryotego ryotego ryotego :P
^ cute expression even when he's doing his stupid monomane again XDD
^ after which he goes to sit next to nishikido-kun~ :D
^ i love kei's hair!
^ tegoshi's wearing that hat again *flail*
^ massu~~~
^ i ROFLed at this, his face is so funny!
^ LOL poor kid, he had tears in his eyes
^ but still looking as cute as ever! *chuu*
手越祐也の彼女@9:41 PM
Welcome
you have stumbled upon my blog~ the chocoholic's refuge
feel free to wander around...
shout-outs are much appreciated :)
and one more thing,
this is my blog
if you don't like what you see
then GET LOST!
why are you here anyways?
>NewS 大好き!!!
>johnny depp
>tegoshi yuya ♥♥♥♥♥
>テゴマス最高!!!
>purple and green
>chocolates, coffee, cheese
>kpop, jpop, cpop, opm classics, oldies
>dramas/series
>horror flicks
>great danes, rottweilers, yorkies, dachshunds, schnauzers
>halloween & christmas
>eeyore & doraemon
>noona songs
>potatoes & buttered toast
>miniatures
>paper & pens
>susan baker tea
>my lola's leche flan
>sleep overs
>ice cream sandwiches
>tumblers & coasters
>pistachios
>purin
>okonomiyaki
>road trips
>picture books
>paisley & velvet
>candied fruits
>old wives' tales
>mang ambo by larry alcala
>pugad baboy by pmjr
>te-no-ma-shi
>jwebs
>RyoTego
>NewS' Never Ending Wonderful Story dvd
>G3-my partners in crime!
Hates
>worms, maggots, caterpillars, etc.
>rainy days and mondays
>math
>cigarette smoke
>fishbones
>frying fish
>household chores
>my sensitive nose -_-
>waiting
>traffic
>two-faced ppl
>spicy food
>clutter
>being pressured
>crappy service
>shopping
>crowded places
>directions
>too much drama
>sad endings
>monthly periods
>backlogging
>chain letters
>exclusivity and all that shit
>backbiters and rumor-mongers
>being binbou -_-
>my full name
>multi-tasking
>arguments
>my brother XP
>delusional fangirls
>unwanted admirers/suitors/textmates (GRRRR!)
>Tegoshi and RyoTego haters
>blondes
>rumors/tabloids
Wishlist
>'MEMOIRS' philippine release
>TegoMass concert dvd
>a Coraline doll
>harry potter and the deathly hallows
>a series of unfortunate events (complete)
>more neil gaiman books
>the adventures of tin-tin
>my own dika
>new celphone
>jenga and twister games
>revel bars!!! *drools*
>body shop's olive oil
>maltese or yorkie
>electronic dictionary
>the nightmare before christmas merchandise
>JE merchandise
>okaneeeeee~
>lose weight overnight
>mole under left eye
>learn how to play violin/cello
>learn how to bake
>bungee jump
>vacation to japan, thailand, korea
>go to a NewS concert
>my own tegoshi yuya XD
>more ryotego fics
>tegoshi singing nino's niji
>watch:
-itteQ-tegoshi eps
-massu's 'musashi'
-pi's 'byakkotai'
-ie ga tooi-news epi
-kei's high school musical
-kei's 'nurse aoi'
-kisarazu cat's eye
-princess d
+ the nightmare before christmas + harry potter + romeo and juliet + city of angels + now and then + moulin rouge + chocolat + from hell + the neverending story + the labyrinth + a walk to remember + the chocolate factory (willy wonka and charlie versions) + the secret garden + snow white: a tale of terror + great expectations + don juan de marco + napoleon dynamite + sleepover + sleepy hollow + centerstage + the sisterhood of the travelling pants + tuck everlasting + what a girl wants + casper + bourne identity + ocean's eleven + mr. bean + the abyss + deep blue sea + ghost ship + titanic + jurassic park (1,2&3) + resident evil (1,2&3) + the land of the dead + the dawn of the dead + ella enchanted + shrek (1,2&3) + face off + con air + the x-files + coach carter + time machine + the land before time + mulan + hocus pocus + interview with a vampire + practical magic + princess diaries + miss congeniality + queen of the damned + romeo must die + the others + thumbelina + ever after + breakfast at tiffany's + gone with the wind + west side story + bridget joneses diary (1&2) + brokedown palace + darkness falls + valentine + the exorcism of emily rose + witches + the count of monte cristo + shakespeare in love + love actually + the man in the iron mask + four weddings and a funeral + the island of dr. moreau + narnia: the lion, the with, and the wardrobe + the cube + the mummy (1&2) + identity + beetlejuice + frequency + phenomenon + the guru + stardust + pursuit of happyness + stardust + coraline + the lake house + the sorcerer's apprentice +
+ the twins effect + the death curse + hero + the house of flying daggers + crouching tiger, hidden dragon + the curse of the golden flower + infernal affairs (1,2&3) + my sassy girl + il mare + the classic + a millionaire's first love + kawi + koma + the uninvited + vacation (dbsk) + 200 pounds beauty + jenny&juno + one missed call (1,2&3) + the phone + the eye + a tale of two sisters + nana + death note1&2 + six + shutter + lovely complex + kanojo to no tadashii asobikata + chinese odyssey + protege de la rose noire + house of fury + spy dad + diva ah-hey + chinese tall story + new police story + 6AM + ab-normal beauty + battle royale + wishing stairs + the red shoes + shissou/dead run + one missed call 2 + attack on the pin-up boys (suju's movie) + cinderella ni naritai + boys love + kurosagi the movie + calling you + L change the world + koizora + crows zero + cyborg girl + tada, kimi wo aishiteru + 4bia/phobia + phobia 2 + coming soon + liar game: the final stage +
BOOKS
+ harry potter (j.k. rowling) + series of unfortunate events (lemony snickett) + stories of eva luna (isabel allende) + daddy long legs (jean webster) + behind the attic wall (sylvia cassedy) + how stella got her groove back (terry mcmillan) + pet sematary (stephen king) + stardust & coraline (neil gaiman) + robert fulghum books + roald dahl + frances hodgson burnett + grimm brothers + hans christian andersen + memeoirs of a teenage amnesia (gabrielle zevin +)
BOOB TUBE
+ csi las vegas + criminal minds + gilmore girls + supernatural + house m.d. + oprah + will and grace + extreme makeover (home edition) + charmed + joan of arcadia + dark angel + tru calling + angel + monk + the pretender + moonlight + i survived a japanese game show +
<3DRAMAS
+ beautiful days + love letter + winter sonata + my name is kim sam soon + my sassy girl chun-hyang + sweet 18 + meteor garden1&2 + dbsk's banjun drama + full house + goong + hana yori dango + bad family + nobuta wo produce + proposal daisakusen + kurosagi + my boss my hero + dragon zakura + hana yori dango2 + 1 litre of tears + 1 litre of tears sp + gachi baka + papa to musume no nanokakan + hanazakari no kimitachi e + himitsu no hanazono + tsubasa no oreta tenshitachi - season 1 + tsubasa no oreta tenshitachi - season 2 + tantei gakuen Q + liar game + shabake + sore wa totsuzen, arashi no you ni + sugata sanshirou + yukan club + deru toko demashou + lost time life (kei's episode) + waraeru koi wa shitakunai + anego + kakure karakuri + car radio ga owareba + last friends + absolute boyfriend + what's up, fox? + binbou danshi + 14 sai no haha + code blue + ryusei no kizuna + atashinchi no danshi + koishite akuma + buzzer beat + guests of room zero (koyama's & shige's episodes) + orthros no inu + you're beautiful + hidarime tantei eye + troubleman + sunao ni narenakute + loss time life + hyoten +
ANIME
+ fushigi yuugi + master of mosquiton + monster rancher + doraemon + fruits basket + trigun + sugar sugar rune + alice academy + cardcaptor sakura + time quest + ranma 1/2 + lovecom + gravitation + black blood brothers + ouran high host club + yamato nadeshiko shichi henge (the wallflower) + howl's moving castle + spirited away + kimi ni todoke +
UNFAITHFUL
+ chad michael murray + vincent kartheiser + jensen ackles + wentworth miller + james franco + sean faris + joseph fiennes + ewan mcgregor + ethan hawke + drew fuller + christopher gorham + channing tatum + liam aiken + topher grace + dhani lennevald + brad renfro + ralph fiennes + nicolas cage + jason statham + hugh jackman + diego luna + adam garcia + david duchovny + enrique iglesias + will estes + colin firth + dougray scott + antonio sabato jr. + alex o'loughlin + luke grimes +
++ jang woohyuk (h.o.t.) + micky yoochun (dbsk) + kim junghoon + jo insung + lee sangwoo + lee junki + kim jihoon + im joohwan + brian joo (ftts) + tablo (epik high) + t.o.p. (big bang) + attack (trax) + jin taehwa (battle) + kim dongwan (shinhwa) + park jinwoo + kim hyeseong + hyunbin + jang geunseok + wonbin (f.t island) + jung yonghwa (cnblue)
+++ tegoshi yuya + shun oguri + hongo kanata + news + kenichi matsuyama + ryo nishikido (news) + kazunari ninomiya (arashi) + matsuda shota + matsuda ryuhei + kaname jun + yamapi (news)+ tatsuya fujiwara + mizushima hiro + tsubasa imai (t&t) + wakaba ryuuya + hiraoka yuuta + tsukamoto takashi + tamayama tetsuji + yonemura daijiro & yodogawa yoshihiro (question?) + arioka daiki & yamada ryousuke (hey!say!) + ohkura tadayoshi (k8) + nakamaru yuichi (kat-tun) + oshinari shugo + tamaki hiroshi + mukai osamu + koide keisuke + miura haruma + seto koji + nakayama yuma + inohara yoshihiko (v6) +
++++ vanness wu (f4) + edison chen + jay chou + kenny kwan (boyz) + daniel wu + stephen fung + ananda everingham + golf + ray macdonald +
+++++ john lloyd cruz + jc de vera + enchong dee + hideaki torio +
LOVE THE MUSIC OF...
+ the corrs + sarah mclachlan + shawn colvin + michelle branch + selena + mariah carey + lee sooyoung + jewel + aaliyah + craig david + jason mraz + josh groban + boa + dbsk + lene marlin + frou frou + enya + leann rimes + big bang + sung sikyung + sg wannabe + se7en + epik high + clazziquai + loveholic + sugababes + all saints + lara fabian + gregorian chant + vonda shepard + foofighters + green day + rachael lampa + bosson + linda ronstadt + the cranberries + the cardigans + india arie + seal + george michael + lighthouse family + sting + garbage + dc talk + duncan sheik + coldplay + jars of clay + blur + third eye blind + john mayer + fiona apple + spice girls + kelly clarkson + utada hikaru + 'd sound + jim croce + david foster + eric clapton + boyz 2 men + babyface + alison krauss + richard marx + the company + jose mari chan + martine mccutcheon + kathy troccoli + jj lin + dream + honeyz + foj + darius + maksim + aaa + haley bennett + perfume + teddy geiger + yui + shimizu shota + kato miliyah + jyongri + coraline soundtrack +
BEAUTIES
+ nicole kidman + charlize theron + sandra bullock + anne hathaway + alexis bledel + evan rachel wood + amanda bynes + alexa vega + rachel mcadams + uma thurman + leelee sobieski + eliza dushku + emily browning + emma watson + dakota fanning + annasophia robb + alicia morton + kate maberly + mia maestro + jennifer connelly + paz vega + emmanuelle chriqui + hilary duff + marisa tomei + helena bonham carter + amber tamblyn + julia stiles + meredith bishop + thora birch + jessica alba + kristin kreuk + sara paxton + monica keena + katie holmes + marley shelton + camilla bell + angelina jolie + milla jovovich + amanda seyfried +
++ choi jiwoo + song hyegyo + jeon jihyun + son yehjin + goo hyejin + park shinhye + go ara + han jimin + lee yeonhee + bae seulgi (the reds) + ayumi (sugar) + song jihyo + yoon eunhye (baby vox) + han chaeyoung + kim taehee + han jihye + park bom + park heebon (milk) + kim bomi (milk) + chaeyeon + nam sangmi + cats + kara + lina and sunday (csjh) + sunye (wg) + kim ah-jung + uhm hyunkyung + yoo hyunyoung + choi sooyoung + han gain + kim junghwa + go eunah + goo hyesun + jung ryeowon (chakra) + kang junghwa + so yihyun + jo jungrin + kim ok-bin + eunseong + min seohyeon +
+++ nakashima mika + aoi miyazaki + horikita maki + toda erika + aragaki yui + shida mirai + uno misako + ueto aya + ueno juri + kashii yu + ito misaki + maya miki + ayase haruka + karina + narumi riko + kato rosa + naka riisa + esumi makiko + ito yuna + mimura + leah dizon + kiritani mirei + aoi yu +
++++ twins + miriam yeung + angelica lee + jolin tsai + rainie yang + niki chow + race wong + yumiko cheng + isabella leong + joey yung + stephy tang + janice wei vidal + vivian hsu +
+++++ maja salvador + erich gonzales + vaness del moral + jennica garcia +
TEGOSHI DESU~~
gwen's bf gets friendly :D
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