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Tuesday, September 30, 2008


i am still-and-very-much alive XDD

aaaaaaaaaah. after weeks of inactivity, i managed to drag my butt, sit and type some words to begin this post. don't get me wrong, i am just as anxious to be posting something after such a long time. i really missed it! at least this time i had a legitimate reason why i got held up. manila, reviews, go figure. my times OL back there were never enough to get me as far as blogposts. heck, it's not even enough to catch up a little on the stuff that's happening to NEWS -_-

i decided to go back to cebu without letting my dad know. i managed to do that for a day and then he calls my aunt and found me out. apparently tito ruel told him since he saw me passing by his house the afternoon when i arrived. he kinda scolded me for not telling him but i know deep inside he missed me so it was okay :D i missed the peace and quiet. manila was a noisy place. and the home-cooked food, or maybe just not having to fetch myself something to eat bcoz someone else does it :D and of course the internet!!! :D

i've been here for a week now and i still am not anywhere near being updated, not that i'm doing a lot since i got here. i dunno what exactly i've been up to but it ate up the hours, to my dismay. it's like helplessly watching time pass in front of you, feeling like it's running out on you yet you're not doing anything about it. reviews are killing the fangirl in me, slowly, mercilessly. could i really last a few more months subjecting myself to this?

and now on to what i came here for -- catching up (at least trying to)

so i finally faced my fears and went to school again, to try my luck on the pending defense again. much to my surprise, my prof found out i already went and took reviews in UE, and naturally told me off. i just broke down once i heard him mention my dad, maybe bcoz i've been really stressed about my situation more than i ever realized, and i was suddenly too tired of everything. i guess i was a little relieved that it's out in the open too, even when the situation looked bad. hiding things from people are really emotionally draining. so, whatever, i threw caution to the wind, and prepared to take anything that he throws at me. i was thinking that things couldn't get any worse coz i'm already in it.

hey, at least he signed my form in the end (despite him looking irritated/pissed at me for doing such underhanded things). i think in the end he decided he had made me suffer quite enough, and he also had my dad in mind (too whom he's friends with, if that's any help/consolation at all. in my case, i didn't think it made any difference, judging at how long he let it drag on), plus the fact that i cried in front of him, something i vowed never to do but still ended up doing -_- (you see, he's notorious at giving students a hard time/making them cry, aside from being a perv). no, this is not a form of bashing.

so now i still have to go back on friday to settle things with him. after that i only have the dean to take care of. i hope she doesn't decide to hold my tor or i'll be dead meat! *prays*

and this foreigner guy asked me about my lovelife all of a sudden?! and when i replied i'm not dating anyone, he asked why. is it so hard to believe i'm single???

i must have perfect timing. when i went over to shadi's to buy local anesthetic solution for my patients the next day, i found out it was her birthday, and i didn't even remember. i just really suck at dates. imagine me looking like an idiot asking her mom what was the celebration for
*facepalm* anyways, so i stayed for a little while longer instead of the initial plan of going home with my brother who was waiting for me back in ayala. and i managed to have a glimpse of shadi's own clinic ^^

-recap-

during the theory reviews, i found out some of the UE lecturers had further studies in japan (by an application program, i think). it was amusing to hear them blurting out japanese words out of the blue. it definitely brightened up a bit those very boring periods of time. i wonder if i could have a chance on further studies too. i promise to focus on what i'm supposed to be there for *liar* XDD

things in the dorm had gotten better. not that smooth, but we managed to find equilibrium at least. we don't feel the urge to wring each other's neck or stab each other in our minds LOL but there are still times when you wake up on the wrong side of the bed and everything just irritates you. it's always constant adjustment. but it's comforting to say the good times outnumber the bad. i hope we'd get along better in the future.

i finally had my first meeting with the jcers, and it was not what i expected.
i'm not gonna be a hypocrite here and say that i wasn't disappointed. this is my blog and i want to be able to say anything that's on my mind. i dunno, i guess i really should get rid of my habit of expecting too much, so as not to be let down. they did try to include me in what was going on, but the feeling of being out of place was inevitable. plus the fact that i dunno half of the people who came (and i'm not very good with strangers, or maybe it depends on the person). well, what did i expect? i was the one who strayed away and i can't blame them for my shortcomings. i feel like a 'you know this was gonna happen' was appropriate at that time but i simply refuse to beat myself up for that. i made my choice, there should be no regrets, not that i had any in the first place. it (my suju fandom) was good while it lasted, but now i have moved on to other things. some people change. this may be harsh to say but i didn't have the feeling of wanting to see them again after that, but then they might be thinking the same way about me as well, idek *shrugs*

took advantage of my days off to go visit my aunt and her family in antipolo. the last time i saw my cousins they were still very young, and i used to be so mean to them *acck* and now they're all grown up. gembong is in college and ren2x in high school, and i feel so old. gah.


gembong (left) reminds me of manang jan2x (another cousin living in davao). and i found out ren2x (right) is fond of hongo kanata (ryoma echizen in 'prince of tennis'). fangirling runs in the family :D so i stayed there overnight and was busy playing with their nameless cat (since i missed my cat back in cebu). i planned on going back there sometime in december, maybe after the exams.

i also met up with sakuya, dan, gerty, and justin (w/c i met before). since i was still discontented with the previous jcer meet up, i wasn't really looking forward to it and had actually contemplated not coming (since i'll be going straight from reviews). but i was glad i came bcoz it was much better than the first one. i felt more comfortable with this group of jcers. dan was sweet, she brought me homemade chocolates. gerty, although she didn't talk much was funny (and pretty!). sakuya, i love her! nothing changed even after we met. and justin was starting to talk more (since the last time i was a bit bothered at how he doesn't really talk much and sakuya told me he doesn't really talk esp when it's with people he's not close to). they also had a bit of conflict among themselves bcoz the some of the people are not in good terms with each other *coughdandonnaekahcough*, so it's a bit complicated and sad. but 'i had fun' was an understatement, even if we only got the chance to talk for a few hours. i am definitely looking forward to seeing them again next time.

i also had a chance to go to a JE gathering and i was initially shocked seeing a mass of screaming-dancing-singing fangirls/fanboys kowaaaaaaai~ i know i'm crazy but i'm not that crazy. or maybe i'm just not used to it yet :P
after i got over the shock of it, i found myself getting bored easily. i didn't expect to go home so early. the only fun thing was being able to spazz a little about tegoshi and ryotego with mayne, but aside from that i was basically left with myself, not very good when you're the type of person who's shy with strangers and takes longer to warm up. it sucks coz irene wasn't there! -_- but i did meet some tegoshi-lovers and they're all pretty! birds of the same feather, ne? XD oh how i envy all the uchiwas and shop photos! i hear there's gonna be another gathering but i don't feel so excited about it. i'll go if it means i'll be able to meet irene and spazz with her about our OTP. other than that, there's really no reason for me anymore. i don't like going out of my comfort zone that much.

the first time i had pistachio ice cream, it was raining outside and the ice cream landed on my sweater XP and after that i kind of got addicted to it, enough to make the guy at the ice cream station at st. thomas square would light up his eyes whenever i pass by LOL

i met with sakuya the day i went and bought a temporary phone for my mp3's etc. basically we just sat in mcdo's and chatted the hours away until i had to will myself to go or my roommates will skin me for being late. we hugged before we parted ways and i gotta say that simple gesture really made me smile. i didn't expect it but it was a pleasant surprise :D a few days after, i met with sakuya, justin and aly (another jcer who still keeps in touch with me thru blogger) again. it wasn't really planned. justin and aly just happened to be around the neighborhood and i needed a break from being cooped up in my room and studying the whole day. and i witnessed a more talkative and funny justin. whoever adopts neighbors? LOL it suits him more, being funny that is. plus aly said tegoshi's cute weeeeeeeee!!!
i had no idea she knew him! she wasn't that much of a suju fan anymore too. i tried not to talk about jpop coz the only thing sakuya knew about it was olivia and kuraki mai, anime versions of 'nana' and 'death note', aly was only into it bcoz of tohoshinki, and justin would start acting funny again XDD

incidentally i managed to watch 'water boys' (w/c i had been planning to watch on crunchyroll bcoz of eita). i didn't realize until i was actually watching that yamada takayuki (the one in 'crows zero' with shun oguri), tamaki hiroshi (nodame's chiaki-sempaaaaai but he was dorky and less hot in here :P), kashii yu were there too, hehe. the scene where they were performing was really sugoi~ and i was yet distracted from studying XD

i dreamed of yuya, massu, and shige singing 'ai nante' (ryo where are you???). they were performing at the top of the stairs of a stadium and i (along with packs of screaming fangirls) was just 3 steps of stairs below them. i could reach tegoshi if i stretched my arms forward. but stupid me, i didn't do anything and just stood there entranced by the song and his mere presence in front of me, you know those times when you can't believe what was happening and you want to pinch yourself to see if it's real or you're just dreaming. i could have pounced on him and all that but i let my chance go by. before i knew it, they were gone -_-

i've been noticing massu lately, whether it's their photoshoots, or videos, or songs. nandeeeeeeeee?

joy found me on friendster!!! my friend whom i haven't heard from for over a year. she married a japanese guy and is now living in japan with her kids (twins). i was kinda sad that i didn't know what was happening in her life anymore, so i was really glad when she found me.

days ago i was in a foul mood bcoz of that (rather old) nasty ryo rumor i read. acck~ this is what i get for not updating for weeks! and the rumor was just disgusting. i don't know how other people could think of it as funny coz i didn't think it was funny at all. it was cheap and so not believable but it made my blood boil for some reason. why am i even wasting my time with this nonsense?

i finally managed to haul some of my camewhoreness out of my phone. prepare to get flooded wuhahaaaaa

jcers (sakuya, chonsa, ekah, and may)~




happy donuts day (a.k.a. bab's birthday)~



my roommates genette and nezie~
(poolgirls)



ui backview mwahahaaaaa

late night in transit (picture-taking sa LRT)~



manila (view from the top) and my massu-kei dinner with pao~



why does my hair have to grow? -_-




*sadako mode* (ain't i scary? XD)

(i missed my bathroom a.k.a. recording studio :P)


MY HAIR IS LONG(ER) GRRRRRRRRR

i'm still addicted to imogen heap. this time it's speeding cars/the walk/come here boy~ and i'm currently on singing mode with jojo's how to touch a girl:

I think I could like you
I already do
Feelings can grow but

They can go away too

You're takin my hand

Lookin into my eyes
Don't be in a rush to
Get me tonight

Feel somethin happenin

Could this be a spark?
To satisfy me baby

Gotta satisfy my heart

Do you know how to touch a girl?

If you want me so much

First I have to know

Are you thoughtful and kind?

Do you care what's on my mind?

Or am I just for show?
You'll go far in this world

If you know how to touch a girl




手越祐也の彼女@5:05 PM


Welcome

you have stumbled upon my blog~ the chocoholic's refuge
feel free to wander around...
shout-outs are much appreciated :)
and one more thing,
this is my blog
if you don't like what you see
then GET LOST!
why are you here anyways?

all about moi


/lying in the gloom of my lonely room/ thinking of how to reach you, dreaming of having you/ i believe in dreams and i believe in miracles/ i believe that toy balloons can reach and touch the moon/

~ x o x o x o x o x ~

_me_moi_wo_na_atashi_ako_ _nadem janeo carpintero_ nadz_dem_tata_tatski_nadzkie_ korean: han jeonhee_ japanese: hamano ayumi_ 12/15/83_ cebu city, philippines_insomniac_ sagittarian_moody_dreamer_ 90% fangirl 10% unknown_ adik_dakilang tamad_ extremely short memory_ nocturnal_pessimist_OC_ clutter queen_ sucks at games/puzzles/sports_ gets bored easily_paranoid_ uberjealous_hae's ex-wife_
手越祐也の彼女と将来の妻♥~
増田貴久の食事パートナー~
加藤茂明の双子の妹~
錦戸亮のライバル~
小山慶一郎の妹~
山下智久の隣人~

Loves

>NewS 大好き!!!
>johnny depp
>tegoshi yuya
♥♥♥♥♥
>テゴマス最高!!!
>purple and green
>chocolates, coffee, cheese
>kpop, jpop, cpop, opm classics, oldies
>dramas/series
>horror flicks
>great danes, rottweilers, yorkies, dachshunds, schnauzers
>halloween & christmas
>eeyore & doraemon
>noona songs
>potatoes & buttered toast
>miniatures
>paper & pens
>susan baker tea
>my lola's leche flan
>sleep overs
>ice cream sandwiches
>tumblers & coasters
>pistachios
>purin
>okonomiyaki
>road trips
>picture books
>paisley & velvet
>candied fruits
>old wives' tales
>mang ambo by larry alcala
>pugad baboy by pmjr
>te-no-ma-shi
>jwebs
>RyoTego
>NewS' Never Ending Wonderful Story dvd
>G3-my partners in crime!

Hates

>worms, maggots, caterpillars, etc.
>rainy days and mondays
>math
>cigarette smoke
>fishbones
>frying fish
>household chores
>my sensitive nose -_-
>waiting
>traffic
>two-faced ppl
>spicy food
>clutter
>being pressured
>crappy service
>shopping
>crowded places
>directions
>too much drama
>sad endings
>monthly periods
>backlogging
>chain letters
>exclusivity and all that shit
>backbiters and rumor-mongers
>being binbou -_-
>my full name
>multi-tasking
>arguments
>my brother XP
>delusional fangirls
>unwanted admirers/suitors/textmates (GRRRR!)
>Tegoshi and RyoTego haters
>blondes
>rumors/tabloids

Wishlist

>'MEMOIRS' philippine release
>TegoMass concert dvd
>a Coraline doll
>harry potter and the deathly hallows
>a series of unfortunate events (complete)
>more neil gaiman books
>the adventures of tin-tin
>my own dika
>new celphone
>jenga and twister games
>revel bars!!! *drools*
>body shop's olive oil
>maltese or yorkie
>electronic dictionary
>the nightmare before christmas merchandise
>JE merchandise
>okaneeeeee~
>lose weight overnight
>mole under left eye
>learn how to play violin/cello
>learn how to bake
>bungee jump
>vacation to japan, thailand, korea
>go to a NewS concert
>my own tegoshi yuya XD
>more ryotego fics
>tegoshi singing nino's niji
>watch:
-itteQ-tegoshi eps
-massu's 'musashi'
-pi's 'byakkotai'
-ie ga tooi-news epi
-kei's high school musical
-kei's 'nurse aoi'
-kisarazu cat's eye
-princess d

my feature

fave song from my fave movie

ai nante (live) - tegoshi solo <33333

shout-outs


intertwine

marga + jaika + ekah + donna alliza + jenn
jhocel + rica + may
edz + christeuk + dan
honeyz + dia + angel + aly
rachelle + yayoh + ken
alejandra + joyce + ri-chan
jann + akemipi + stevany
irene + vie + marian + rui
miru + toyo + jerevy
mi-chan

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i love my OTP!
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***yaMaki***

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ah gill & ah sa

MY MESS :P
news profs + boys_paper + lj:pichan_daccha + pi_jweb + magpie + pi_teppen + tegoshidaily + misoyo + kamifics + ri_ryotego + tibbietego + tego-shiroi_fuyu + tego-konnichiwaa + yuuya_lj + massuki + massu_alliance + shigesuki + pb-shige + kusapin + gakki + johnnysparadise + tengoku_miso + bns_forum + nomanymore + lj:newsdls + heroismine + tsutaete + goro-chanlyrics + yamaki fanfic + fics + lj:ikemen paradise + jwebs + lj:tomohiro + lj:tomohiro2 + randomxanga + bianca + ala + newsscans + newsdls + newsdvd + newsdvdsummary + newsabake + tgQ6a + tgQ6b + newstexticons + kamenriders + blogcrew + yayayahdls + sore wa dls + summarydls + personalitytest +

CURRENTLY...
WATCHING: greek + dexter + soukon + shining inheritance + rescue + nodame cantabile + maou + osen + sushi oji + isshun no kaze ni nare + densha otoko + hachimitsu to kuroba + yamada taro monogatari + detective academy Q + dance drill + princess princess d + hanaukyo maid + coffee prince + tatta hitotsu no koi + kamen rider kabuto + sapuri + stand up + prince of tennis + cartoon kat-tun + busu no hitomi ni koishiteru + lunch queen + battle royale2 + dasepo naughty girls + thai horror movies +

READING: lonely planet japanese phrasebook + memoirs of a teenage amnesiac (for the 4th time XD) +

LSS: naiyou no nai tegami - NEWS +

PEEPS: NewS--tegoshi, massu, notti, shige + OTP-RyoTego + yaMaki + maki + YongSeo +

MOVIES
+ the nightmare before christmas + harry potter + romeo and juliet + city of angels + now and then + moulin rouge + chocolat + from hell + the neverending story + the labyrinth + a walk to remember + the chocolate factory (willy wonka and charlie versions) + the secret garden + snow white: a tale of terror + great expectations + don juan de marco + napoleon dynamite + sleepover + sleepy hollow + centerstage + the sisterhood of the travelling pants + tuck everlasting + what a girl wants + casper + bourne identity + ocean's eleven + mr. bean + the abyss + deep blue sea + ghost ship + titanic + jurassic park (1,2&3) + resident evil (1,2&3) + the land of the dead + the dawn of the dead + ella enchanted + shrek (1,2&3) + face off + con air + the x-files + coach carter + time machine + the land before time + mulan + hocus pocus + interview with a vampire + practical magic + princess diaries + miss congeniality + queen of the damned + romeo must die + the others + thumbelina + ever after + breakfast at tiffany's + gone with the wind + west side story + bridget joneses diary (1&2) + brokedown palace + darkness falls + valentine + the exorcism of emily rose + witches + the count of monte cristo + shakespeare in love + love actually + the man in the iron mask + four weddings and a funeral + the island of dr. moreau + narnia: the lion, the with, and the wardrobe + the cube + the mummy (1&2) + identity + beetlejuice + frequency + phenomenon + the guru + stardust + pursuit of happyness + stardust + coraline + the lake house + the sorcerer's apprentice +
+ the twins effect + the death curse + hero + the house of flying daggers + crouching tiger, hidden dragon + the curse of the golden flower + infernal affairs (1,2&3) + my sassy girl + il mare + the classic + a millionaire's first love + kawi + koma + the uninvited + vacation (dbsk) + 200 pounds beauty + jenny&juno + one missed call (1,2&3) + the phone + the eye + a tale of two sisters + nana + death note1&2 + six + shutter + lovely complex + kanojo to no tadashii asobikata + chinese odyssey + protege de la rose noire + house of fury + spy dad + diva ah-hey + chinese tall story + new police story + 6AM + ab-normal beauty + battle royale + wishing stairs + the red shoes + shissou/dead run + one missed call 2 + attack on the pin-up boys (suju's movie) + cinderella ni naritai + boys love + kurosagi the movie + calling you + L change the world + koizora + crows zero + cyborg girl + tada, kimi wo aishiteru + 4bia/phobia + phobia 2 + coming soon + liar game: the final stage +

BOOKS
+ harry potter (j.k. rowling) + series of unfortunate events (lemony snickett) + stories of eva luna (isabel allende) + daddy long legs (jean webster) + behind the attic wall (sylvia cassedy) + how stella got her groove back (terry mcmillan) + pet sematary (stephen king) + stardust & coraline (neil gaiman) + robert fulghum books + roald dahl + frances hodgson burnett + grimm brothers + hans christian andersen + memeoirs of a teenage amnesia (gabrielle zevin +)

BOOB TUBE
+ csi las vegas + criminal minds + gilmore girls + supernatural + house m.d. + oprah + will and grace + extreme makeover (home edition) + charmed + joan of arcadia + dark angel + tru calling + angel + monk + the pretender + moonlight + i survived a japanese game show +

<3DRAMAS
+ beautiful days + love letter + winter sonata + my name is kim sam soon + my sassy girl chun-hyang + sweet 18 + meteor garden1&2 + dbsk's banjun drama + full house + goong + hana yori dango + bad family + nobuta wo produce + proposal daisakusen + kurosagi + my boss my hero + dragon zakura + hana yori dango2 + 1 litre of tears + 1 litre of tears sp + gachi baka + papa to musume no nanokakan + hanazakari no kimitachi e + himitsu no hanazono + tsubasa no oreta tenshitachi - season 1 + tsubasa no oreta tenshitachi - season 2 + tantei gakuen Q + liar game + shabake + sore wa totsuzen, arashi no you ni + sugata sanshirou + yukan club + deru toko demashou + lost time life (kei's episode) + waraeru koi wa shitakunai + anego + kakure karakuri + car radio ga owareba + last friends + absolute boyfriend + what's up, fox? + binbou danshi + 14 sai no haha + code blue + ryusei no kizuna + atashinchi no danshi + koishite akuma + buzzer beat + guests of room zero (koyama's & shige's episodes) + orthros no inu + you're beautiful + hidarime tantei eye + troubleman + sunao ni narenakute + loss time life + hyoten +

ANIME
+ fushigi yuugi + master of mosquiton + monster rancher + doraemon + fruits basket + trigun + sugar sugar rune + alice academy + cardcaptor sakura + time quest + ranma 1/2 + lovecom + gravitation + black blood brothers + ouran high host club + yamato nadeshiko shichi henge (the wallflower) + howl's moving castle + spirited away + kimi ni todoke +

UNFAITHFUL
+ chad michael murray + vincent kartheiser + jensen ackles + wentworth miller + james franco + sean faris + joseph fiennes + ewan mcgregor + ethan hawke + drew fuller + christopher gorham + channing tatum + liam aiken + topher grace + dhani lennevald + brad renfro + ralph fiennes + nicolas cage + jason statham + hugh jackman + diego luna + adam garcia + david duchovny + enrique iglesias + will estes + colin firth + dougray scott + antonio sabato jr. + alex o'loughlin + luke grimes +
++ jang woohyuk (h.o.t.) + micky yoochun (dbsk) + kim junghoon + jo insung + lee sangwoo + lee junki + kim jihoon + im joohwan + brian joo (ftts) + tablo (epik high) + t.o.p. (big bang) + attack (trax) + jin taehwa (battle) + kim dongwan (shinhwa) + park jinwoo + kim hyeseong + hyunbin + jang geunseok + wonbin (f.t island) + jung yonghwa (cnblue)
+++ tegoshi yuya + shun oguri + hongo kanata + news + kenichi matsuyama + ryo nishikido (news) + kazunari ninomiya (arashi) + matsuda shota + matsuda ryuhei + kaname jun + yamapi (news)+ tatsuya fujiwara + mizushima hiro + tsubasa imai (t&t) + wakaba ryuuya + hiraoka yuuta + tsukamoto takashi + tamayama tetsuji + yonemura daijiro & yodogawa yoshihiro (question?) + arioka daiki & yamada ryousuke (hey!say!) + ohkura tadayoshi (k8) + nakamaru yuichi (kat-tun) + oshinari shugo + tamaki hiroshi + mukai osamu + koide keisuke + miura haruma + seto koji + nakayama yuma + inohara yoshihiko (v6) +
++++ vanness wu (f4) + edison chen + jay chou + kenny kwan (boyz) + daniel wu + stephen fung + ananda everingham + golf + ray macdonald +
+++++ john lloyd cruz + jc de vera + enchong dee + hideaki torio +
LOVE THE MUSIC OF...
+ the corrs + sarah mclachlan + shawn colvin + michelle branch + selena + mariah carey + lee sooyoung + jewel + aaliyah + craig david + jason mraz + josh groban + boa + dbsk + lene marlin + frou frou + enya + leann rimes + big bang + sung sikyung + sg wannabe + se7en + epik high + clazziquai + loveholic + sugababes + all saints + lara fabian + gregorian chant + vonda shepard + foofighters + green day + rachael lampa + bosson + linda ronstadt + the cranberries + the cardigans + india arie + seal + george michael + lighthouse family + sting + garbage + dc talk + duncan sheik + coldplay + jars of clay + blur + third eye blind + john mayer + fiona apple + spice girls + kelly clarkson + utada hikaru + 'd sound + jim croce + david foster + eric clapton + boyz 2 men + babyface + alison krauss + richard marx + the company + jose mari chan + martine mccutcheon + kathy troccoli + jj lin + dream + honeyz + foj + darius + maksim + aaa + haley bennett + perfume + teddy geiger + yui + shimizu shota + kato miliyah + jyongri + coraline soundtrack +

BEAUTIES
+ nicole kidman + charlize theron + sandra bullock + anne hathaway + alexis bledel + evan rachel wood + amanda bynes + alexa vega + rachel mcadams + uma thurman + leelee sobieski + eliza dushku + emily browning + emma watson + dakota fanning + annasophia robb + alicia morton + kate maberly + mia maestro + jennifer connelly + paz vega + emmanuelle chriqui + hilary duff + marisa tomei + helena bonham carter + amber tamblyn + julia stiles + meredith bishop + thora birch + jessica alba + kristin kreuk + sara paxton + monica keena + katie holmes + marley shelton + camilla bell + angelina jolie + milla jovovich + amanda seyfried +
++ choi jiwoo + song hyegyo + jeon jihyun + son yehjin + goo hyejin + park shinhye + go ara + han jimin + lee yeonhee + bae seulgi (the reds) + ayumi (sugar) + song jihyo + yoon eunhye (baby vox) + han chaeyoung + kim taehee + han jihye + park bom + park heebon (milk) + kim bomi (milk) + chaeyeon + nam sangmi + cats + kara + lina and sunday (csjh) + sunye (wg) + kim ah-jung + uhm hyunkyung + yoo hyunyoung + choi sooyoung + han gain + kim junghwa + go eunah + goo hyesun + jung ryeowon (chakra) + kang junghwa + so yihyun + jo jungrin + kim ok-bin + eunseong + min seohyeon +
+++ nakashima mika + aoi miyazaki + horikita maki + toda erika + aragaki yui + shida mirai + uno misako + ueto aya + ueno juri + kashii yu + ito misaki + maya miki + ayase haruka + karina + narumi riko + kato rosa + naka riisa + esumi makiko + ito yuna + mimura + leah dizon + kiritani mirei + aoi yu +
++++ twins + miriam yeung + angelica lee + jolin tsai + rainie yang + niki chow + race wong + yumiko cheng + isabella leong + joey yung + stephy tang + janice wei vidal + vivian hsu +
+++++ maja salvador + erich gonzales + vaness del moral + jennica garcia +

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