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Sunday, November 11, 2007
hatachi!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, TEGOSHI!!!
zomg. i can't believe he has finally turned 20. he still looks like a pretty 12-yr old to me XD
but this pic still makes me wanna glomp him~
yappari, i wasn't able to make those pancakes i planned to whip up for yuya...aaah i'm so lame...and lazy :P
手越祐也の彼女@10:29 PM
Friday, November 9, 2007
temporarily unavailable
that goes for both me and sakurakouji (my pc). apparently, when my body decided to succumb to flu, the pc also decided to get sick. so we got sick at the same time. sakurakouji loves me too much he wants to share the sickness too, harhar.
手越祐也の彼女@11:23 PM
Sunday, November 4, 2007
allergies again -_-
i feel like some major headache is coming my way. i have again been sneezing the whole day, so now my runny nose feels stuffed. it feels like it's ten times it's normal size, from all the throbbing. i couldn't even sniff properly or it would tickle my nose enough to send me on another sneezing spell. my throat feels itchy, as if i have swallowed a handful of little feathers. my soft palate is itchy and sore. darn this hay fever. i wish i could switch noses w/ someone. i really need to stock up w/ antihistamines for next time. i wonder how pi overcomes this kind of thing. it's really annoying.
belated HAPPY BIRTHDAY, RYO!!! whoa, i'm happy that both him and koyama are the same age as me, even if it's only for a few months, as december is not so far away. short-lived but it makes me sorta happy nonetheless, in that way i don't feel so inappropriate, and it gives me a reason to stay and fangirl over NewS, LOL.
yaaaaaah, why do i always choose to be absent at times when things are happening? i remember i was away when suju's teukie, shindong, hyuk, and kyuhyun had an accident. then yesterday w/c was ryo's birthday, not to mention the leaking of the weeeek single and pacific album + mag scans (from potato, duet, wink up, oricon style, etc etc). so i had yet again went back a few (or not so very few) pages just to find everything i was looking for, great. i wasn't expecting any of this so soon, but i'm glad i emptied some space on my hd days before.
kyaaaaaa~ everytime i see tegoshi, it seems like he's looking more and more prettier, making it harder for me to fangirl over him as a guy *flails* why? why are you going on the wrong direction? i want you to look more like a guy, not a girl dammit XD
i love this night. some of my favorite scary movies being aired on tv (ghost ship, sleepy hollow, shutter). and what's greater is i'm all alone at home :D my parents have gone to carmen again w/ my brother but will be back home again tomorrow.
gah, i really have to get moving on 'harry potter and the deathly hallows' before my bestfriend claims it back. i'm not even halfway done yet -_-
and also, before this leaves my mind completely...advanced HAPPY 2nd ANNIVERSARY, SUPER JUNIOR!!! i hope i'll still be a suju fan when the 3rd anniversary comes :)
hmmm, i've noticed there are a lot of tegoshi-ers coming out (in terms of joining the forum). it kinda reminds me of that time when donghae-ers kept appearing on the sjphils forum. errr, why am i stuck w/c ichibans who are most of the time the most appealling? sure yamapi is popular, but tegoshi is like coming at a close second. *sigh* i wish i have different tastes for guys, those who really don't attract that many girls, so i could have them all to myself LOL but unluckily, i'm always finding myself in the midst of a rather big (and sometimes annoying, sometimes scary) group of fellow-fans -_-
ahhh, it's time to murder my ipod :D
手越祐也の彼女@11:50 PM
Friday, November 2, 2007
a little bit scared?!
uhhhh, just now the dogs in the neighborhood all went and howled together. it lasted for about a minute, and i swear it freaked me out O.O what is it? did they see lost souls passing by?
earlier, i was feeling a bit lonely bcoz all my dogs have abandoned me (haven't seen them at all today) or did they do their own trick-or-treating since they feel so neglected by me whenever they're around? even my cat, gwen, who's main goal in life is piss me off by triggering my allergic attacks or meowing for food every 5 seconds and grazing my feet to get me to grant her request, and even taking post sitting on my slipper was nowhere to be found (maybe she succeeded on preying on an unlucky mouse or something similar). the house was dead silent except for the humming of the cpu. i suddenly had this crazy thought that some ghost would just suddenly pass through the wall (more like a window w/ wooden railings on the 2nd floor) and send shivers up my spine. yaaaaaah, i am actually feeling a little creeped out? majide? me, who loves to watch horror movies?! haha, i should not let my imagination run wild again.
as i have mentioned in my earlier posts, i am still home alone, on day 3 now. the only talk i even have is with my cat, haha. i feel like i'm living the single life nowadays (you know, like actually living away from parents kind of thing, total independence). i manage my own time and don't live for others. i wake up whenever i want. i cook and eat whenever i feel hungry (and it doesn't necessarily mean i eat on time and don't skip meals, haha). i'm loving it. i feel like i'm looking at my future self (and again i can't see myself not being alone LOL). being single is so much fun as it is :P
became a little emo earlier after i had the 'shissou' talk w/ pao over at ym. i have seen the movie months ago but it's effect still hasn't diminished. when pao started to mention the scenes, it all just came back to me in a wave, and i couldn't help feeling depressed again. the movie moves me in such a way. it makes me reflect on life and it's harsh realities. plus seeing shuuji lying, dying on the road is too heartbreaking (and it's not just because tegoshi's playing the role). it made me wanna bawl my eyes out again and drown in evanescence's songs T_T
and it's not helping either that i was missing bacolod from all the visiting-cemeteries talk i've been reading. i never thought i would be envying going to the graveyard coz i never really enjoyed that before. it just made me feel how alone and apart i was from my relatives. i'm pretty sure my lola has prepared food for the departed again (w/c we apos always end up eating). she always does that, pay respect to those who have passed. and that just made me miss her terribly. i haven't called her in two months, i feel like i should be burned for being a bad granddaughter -_-
when i woke up earlier the first thing i did was find that link on the JE hatefest. if i wasn't mistaken it was born out of that JE secrets meme, only it's the more blown-out-of-proportion version. seriously, some fans just need to chill and stop harboring too much hate. they complain over the littlest and stupidest things it was enough to keep me amused and un-bored. they can bash all the want (coz hey they even did tegoshi a number of times, and omg tegomass and massu?! majide!) and it wouldn't even change how i feel. altho i admit, there were some truths here and there (most of w/c i just loled at). i generally just don't like anything that originates from hate, but i always try to keep an open mind as there will always be haters in this world.
so much for retiring to bed early. i mean how can i, when the utaban and other interviews have come out of nowhere, up for dls? and i feel like my hd is dying little by little.
NewS on utaban!!! i've only seen the perf part (still waiting for MF links bcoz MU hates me nowadays -_-) and some parts from the talk (massu and his pajamas, jumping rope). the perf was great! the boys were bouncing and all genki, random member-ai all around (koyatego, shigemassu, ryoshige~~~ aklkgjlkasffhg), and ryo grabbing koyama's hair (evilryo is backkkkk), and the best part is they were singing live, even pi! YAY~ plus the zoom in preview (where we see pi's pissed look after being called 'yamada' and shige desperately trying to hide his laugh/smile after his eyes met tego's, and i dunno why shige just looks oh-so-hot-i-wanna-pounce-on-him lately) was subbed like in a flash!!! and the NewS pacific cm as well. HAPPY DESU~
one more day to go before ryotan's birthday!
手越祐也の彼女@12:57 AM
Welcome
you have stumbled upon my blog~ the chocoholic's refuge
feel free to wander around...
shout-outs are much appreciated :)
and one more thing,
this is my blog
if you don't like what you see
then GET LOST!
why are you here anyways?
>NewS 大好き!!!
>johnny depp
>tegoshi yuya ♥♥♥♥♥
>テゴマス最高!!!
>purple and green
>chocolates, coffee, cheese
>kpop, jpop, cpop, opm classics, oldies
>dramas/series
>horror flicks
>great danes, rottweilers, yorkies, dachshunds, schnauzers
>halloween & christmas
>eeyore & doraemon
>noona songs
>potatoes & buttered toast
>miniatures
>paper & pens
>susan baker tea
>my lola's leche flan
>sleep overs
>ice cream sandwiches
>tumblers & coasters
>pistachios
>purin
>okonomiyaki
>road trips
>picture books
>paisley & velvet
>candied fruits
>old wives' tales
>mang ambo by larry alcala
>pugad baboy by pmjr
>te-no-ma-shi
>jwebs
>RyoTego
>NewS' Never Ending Wonderful Story dvd
>G3-my partners in crime!
Hates
>worms, maggots, caterpillars, etc.
>rainy days and mondays
>math
>cigarette smoke
>fishbones
>frying fish
>household chores
>my sensitive nose -_-
>waiting
>traffic
>two-faced ppl
>spicy food
>clutter
>being pressured
>crappy service
>shopping
>crowded places
>directions
>too much drama
>sad endings
>monthly periods
>backlogging
>chain letters
>exclusivity and all that shit
>backbiters and rumor-mongers
>being binbou -_-
>my full name
>multi-tasking
>arguments
>my brother XP
>delusional fangirls
>unwanted admirers/suitors/textmates (GRRRR!)
>Tegoshi and RyoTego haters
>blondes
>rumors/tabloids
Wishlist
>'MEMOIRS' philippine release
>TegoMass concert dvd
>a Coraline doll
>harry potter and the deathly hallows
>a series of unfortunate events (complete)
>more neil gaiman books
>the adventures of tin-tin
>my own dika
>new celphone
>jenga and twister games
>revel bars!!! *drools*
>body shop's olive oil
>maltese or yorkie
>electronic dictionary
>the nightmare before christmas merchandise
>JE merchandise
>okaneeeeee~
>lose weight overnight
>mole under left eye
>learn how to play violin/cello
>learn how to bake
>bungee jump
>vacation to japan, thailand, korea
>go to a NewS concert
>my own tegoshi yuya XD
>more ryotego fics
>tegoshi singing nino's niji
>watch:
-itteQ-tegoshi eps
-massu's 'musashi'
-pi's 'byakkotai'
-ie ga tooi-news epi
-kei's high school musical
-kei's 'nurse aoi'
-kisarazu cat's eye
-princess d
+ the nightmare before christmas + harry potter + romeo and juliet + city of angels + now and then + moulin rouge + chocolat + from hell + the neverending story + the labyrinth + a walk to remember + the chocolate factory (willy wonka and charlie versions) + the secret garden + snow white: a tale of terror + great expectations + don juan de marco + napoleon dynamite + sleepover + sleepy hollow + centerstage + the sisterhood of the travelling pants + tuck everlasting + what a girl wants + casper + bourne identity + ocean's eleven + mr. bean + the abyss + deep blue sea + ghost ship + titanic + jurassic park (1,2&3) + resident evil (1,2&3) + the land of the dead + the dawn of the dead + ella enchanted + shrek (1,2&3) + face off + con air + the x-files + coach carter + time machine + the land before time + mulan + hocus pocus + interview with a vampire + practical magic + princess diaries + miss congeniality + queen of the damned + romeo must die + the others + thumbelina + ever after + breakfast at tiffany's + gone with the wind + west side story + bridget joneses diary (1&2) + brokedown palace + darkness falls + valentine + the exorcism of emily rose + witches + the count of monte cristo + shakespeare in love + love actually + the man in the iron mask + four weddings and a funeral + the island of dr. moreau + narnia: the lion, the with, and the wardrobe + the cube + the mummy (1&2) + identity + beetlejuice + frequency + phenomenon + the guru + stardust + pursuit of happyness + stardust + coraline + the lake house + the sorcerer's apprentice +
+ the twins effect + the death curse + hero + the house of flying daggers + crouching tiger, hidden dragon + the curse of the golden flower + infernal affairs (1,2&3) + my sassy girl + il mare + the classic + a millionaire's first love + kawi + koma + the uninvited + vacation (dbsk) + 200 pounds beauty + jenny&juno + one missed call (1,2&3) + the phone + the eye + a tale of two sisters + nana + death note1&2 + six + shutter + lovely complex + kanojo to no tadashii asobikata + chinese odyssey + protege de la rose noire + house of fury + spy dad + diva ah-hey + chinese tall story + new police story + 6AM + ab-normal beauty + battle royale + wishing stairs + the red shoes + shissou/dead run + one missed call 2 + attack on the pin-up boys (suju's movie) + cinderella ni naritai + boys love + kurosagi the movie + calling you + L change the world + koizora + crows zero + cyborg girl + tada, kimi wo aishiteru + 4bia/phobia + phobia 2 + coming soon + liar game: the final stage +
BOOKS
+ harry potter (j.k. rowling) + series of unfortunate events (lemony snickett) + stories of eva luna (isabel allende) + daddy long legs (jean webster) + behind the attic wall (sylvia cassedy) + how stella got her groove back (terry mcmillan) + pet sematary (stephen king) + stardust & coraline (neil gaiman) + robert fulghum books + roald dahl + frances hodgson burnett + grimm brothers + hans christian andersen + memeoirs of a teenage amnesia (gabrielle zevin +)
BOOB TUBE
+ csi las vegas + criminal minds + gilmore girls + supernatural + house m.d. + oprah + will and grace + extreme makeover (home edition) + charmed + joan of arcadia + dark angel + tru calling + angel + monk + the pretender + moonlight + i survived a japanese game show +
<3DRAMAS
+ beautiful days + love letter + winter sonata + my name is kim sam soon + my sassy girl chun-hyang + sweet 18 + meteor garden1&2 + dbsk's banjun drama + full house + goong + hana yori dango + bad family + nobuta wo produce + proposal daisakusen + kurosagi + my boss my hero + dragon zakura + hana yori dango2 + 1 litre of tears + 1 litre of tears sp + gachi baka + papa to musume no nanokakan + hanazakari no kimitachi e + himitsu no hanazono + tsubasa no oreta tenshitachi - season 1 + tsubasa no oreta tenshitachi - season 2 + tantei gakuen Q + liar game + shabake + sore wa totsuzen, arashi no you ni + sugata sanshirou + yukan club + deru toko demashou + lost time life (kei's episode) + waraeru koi wa shitakunai + anego + kakure karakuri + car radio ga owareba + last friends + absolute boyfriend + what's up, fox? + binbou danshi + 14 sai no haha + code blue + ryusei no kizuna + atashinchi no danshi + koishite akuma + buzzer beat + guests of room zero (koyama's & shige's episodes) + orthros no inu + you're beautiful + hidarime tantei eye + troubleman + sunao ni narenakute + loss time life + hyoten +
ANIME
+ fushigi yuugi + master of mosquiton + monster rancher + doraemon + fruits basket + trigun + sugar sugar rune + alice academy + cardcaptor sakura + time quest + ranma 1/2 + lovecom + gravitation + black blood brothers + ouran high host club + yamato nadeshiko shichi henge (the wallflower) + howl's moving castle + spirited away + kimi ni todoke +
UNFAITHFUL
+ chad michael murray + vincent kartheiser + jensen ackles + wentworth miller + james franco + sean faris + joseph fiennes + ewan mcgregor + ethan hawke + drew fuller + christopher gorham + channing tatum + liam aiken + topher grace + dhani lennevald + brad renfro + ralph fiennes + nicolas cage + jason statham + hugh jackman + diego luna + adam garcia + david duchovny + enrique iglesias + will estes + colin firth + dougray scott + antonio sabato jr. + alex o'loughlin + luke grimes +
++ jang woohyuk (h.o.t.) + micky yoochun (dbsk) + kim junghoon + jo insung + lee sangwoo + lee junki + kim jihoon + im joohwan + brian joo (ftts) + tablo (epik high) + t.o.p. (big bang) + attack (trax) + jin taehwa (battle) + kim dongwan (shinhwa) + park jinwoo + kim hyeseong + hyunbin + jang geunseok + wonbin (f.t island) + jung yonghwa (cnblue)
+++ tegoshi yuya + shun oguri + hongo kanata + news + kenichi matsuyama + ryo nishikido (news) + kazunari ninomiya (arashi) + matsuda shota + matsuda ryuhei + kaname jun + yamapi (news)+ tatsuya fujiwara + mizushima hiro + tsubasa imai (t&t) + wakaba ryuuya + hiraoka yuuta + tsukamoto takashi + tamayama tetsuji + yonemura daijiro & yodogawa yoshihiro (question?) + arioka daiki & yamada ryousuke (hey!say!) + ohkura tadayoshi (k8) + nakamaru yuichi (kat-tun) + oshinari shugo + tamaki hiroshi + mukai osamu + koide keisuke + miura haruma + seto koji + nakayama yuma + inohara yoshihiko (v6) +
++++ vanness wu (f4) + edison chen + jay chou + kenny kwan (boyz) + daniel wu + stephen fung + ananda everingham + golf + ray macdonald +
+++++ john lloyd cruz + jc de vera + enchong dee + hideaki torio +
LOVE THE MUSIC OF...
+ the corrs + sarah mclachlan + shawn colvin + michelle branch + selena + mariah carey + lee sooyoung + jewel + aaliyah + craig david + jason mraz + josh groban + boa + dbsk + lene marlin + frou frou + enya + leann rimes + big bang + sung sikyung + sg wannabe + se7en + epik high + clazziquai + loveholic + sugababes + all saints + lara fabian + gregorian chant + vonda shepard + foofighters + green day + rachael lampa + bosson + linda ronstadt + the cranberries + the cardigans + india arie + seal + george michael + lighthouse family + sting + garbage + dc talk + duncan sheik + coldplay + jars of clay + blur + third eye blind + john mayer + fiona apple + spice girls + kelly clarkson + utada hikaru + 'd sound + jim croce + david foster + eric clapton + boyz 2 men + babyface + alison krauss + richard marx + the company + jose mari chan + martine mccutcheon + kathy troccoli + jj lin + dream + honeyz + foj + darius + maksim + aaa + haley bennett + perfume + teddy geiger + yui + shimizu shota + kato miliyah + jyongri + coraline soundtrack +
BEAUTIES
+ nicole kidman + charlize theron + sandra bullock + anne hathaway + alexis bledel + evan rachel wood + amanda bynes + alexa vega + rachel mcadams + uma thurman + leelee sobieski + eliza dushku + emily browning + emma watson + dakota fanning + annasophia robb + alicia morton + kate maberly + mia maestro + jennifer connelly + paz vega + emmanuelle chriqui + hilary duff + marisa tomei + helena bonham carter + amber tamblyn + julia stiles + meredith bishop + thora birch + jessica alba + kristin kreuk + sara paxton + monica keena + katie holmes + marley shelton + camilla bell + angelina jolie + milla jovovich + amanda seyfried +
++ choi jiwoo + song hyegyo + jeon jihyun + son yehjin + goo hyejin + park shinhye + go ara + han jimin + lee yeonhee + bae seulgi (the reds) + ayumi (sugar) + song jihyo + yoon eunhye (baby vox) + han chaeyoung + kim taehee + han jihye + park bom + park heebon (milk) + kim bomi (milk) + chaeyeon + nam sangmi + cats + kara + lina and sunday (csjh) + sunye (wg) + kim ah-jung + uhm hyunkyung + yoo hyunyoung + choi sooyoung + han gain + kim junghwa + go eunah + goo hyesun + jung ryeowon (chakra) + kang junghwa + so yihyun + jo jungrin + kim ok-bin + eunseong + min seohyeon +
+++ nakashima mika + aoi miyazaki + horikita maki + toda erika + aragaki yui + shida mirai + uno misako + ueto aya + ueno juri + kashii yu + ito misaki + maya miki + ayase haruka + karina + narumi riko + kato rosa + naka riisa + esumi makiko + ito yuna + mimura + leah dizon + kiritani mirei + aoi yu +
++++ twins + miriam yeung + angelica lee + jolin tsai + rainie yang + niki chow + race wong + yumiko cheng + isabella leong + joey yung + stephy tang + janice wei vidal + vivian hsu +
+++++ maja salvador + erich gonzales + vaness del moral + jennica garcia +
♥♥♥♥♥
