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Friday, July 3, 2009
gah. haven't been online for weeks. i sorely miss NEWS. i have no idea what's been up with them anymore. but i'm so happy now that i'm browsing though news_jpop and once again updating myself with any stuff that's related to NEWS. i wanted to gobble up tegoshi's caps from itteQ XDD
2NE1's fire and wg's nobody in the myx countdown *shock* cebu inmates dancing to suju's sorry sorry (and wg's nobody?! accdng to genette). 'nobody' finally hit philippines, i even heard it while passing colon a week ago. i guess i shouldn't have been too surprised. i should have expected something like this to happen after 2NE1's growing popularity.
i'm excited to go home to bacolod on the 14th. i'll be absent from work for 5 days (w/c means i'll have no salary for 5 days T_T but wth i haven't seen my mom for two years, plus i'll get to spend time with my cousins.
the orthros no inu cm looks really cool. can't wait for it!!! takki looks evil and ryo looks like an angel. mizukawa asami (who played eri with ryo in last friends) is in it too!
atashinchi no danshi episodes 8-11 are up! yay! now i'll be able to watch it to the end (when i have more time the next time i go online *acck*)
and i just found out that the rosary tegoshi was seen wearing quite a lot from dolce and gabbana! *whistle*
chocodreamer@6:31 PM
Saturday, June 20, 2009
achoo~
uwaaaaaaah. i miss going OL and checking stuff. i miss NEWS and tegoshi. i went home last last week on my day-off only to find out that something had gone wrong with our computer again (it keeps saying a wire has been disconnected so we didn't have internet. i went home for nothing. i was planning to dl songs, update my ipod and watch 'atashinchi no danshi' and that movie with kenichi matsuyama where he played a 19 yr-old student who falls for a 40-yr old art teacher.
even the pouring rain wasn't nice to me. my clothes were still wet by the time i had to leave for work the next day. speaking of days when nothing comes your way.
ryo has new drama special for 24HR tv 'niini no koto wasurenaide' (don't forget about niini), with yamada ryosuke as his younger brother (kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ryo and ryosuke as brothers!!!). ryo plays as a guy who found out he has a brain tumor and dies at 23. his dad will be played by the same guy who played as aya's dad in 1 litre of tears. saw the making, ryo looks younger and adorably cute in his yellow t-shirt.
son and dad (pic borrowed from '1 litre of tears', hehe)
saw the preview for tegomass' new pv tanabata matsuri. the song reminds me a bit of miso soup, it has a country feel. massu looked thinner. yada, i'm not used to seeing massu without the full cheeks. i wish tegoshi would ditch his perm already -_-
jessica jung's sister krystal (who is 6 years younger) who appeared on several cms and SHINee's juliette mv looks more like yoona to me. she even looks older than jessica to me.
june 6 - dreamt me and my friends were on a vacation someplace rural with this one notorious gang who were in the same class we were. two of the guys (one of them is the leader) in the gang like me and the girls who like them (also members of the gang) are hate me. kowai~ they seem like the kind of people who wouldn't be scared of hurting (or killing?) other people O.O
i'm currently loving david archuleta's touch my hand. ---------------
spent another day off at home. thank goodness the internet's fixed again. but i was sneezing the whole day bcoz of our darn cat.
watched 'atashinchi no danshi' until the 7th episode (the last episode that was uploaded online). i'm loving it more and more. i kept on guessing who will develop romantic feelings for chisato. i was kinda surprised when satoru told her he loves her (isn't he too young for chisato?). even masaru who has a fear of women likes her (or does he like satoru more?). even the eldest fuu asked her to be his pretend girlfriend. but i'm still for chisato-sho. i finally got to the part where they accidentally kissed (trying to catch sleeping akira's fall). even the guy who works at the manga store is cute. there're so many scenes i like. and i couldn't help making caps again (satoru-biased, i can't help it he's too pretty XD)
^ satoru vs masaru - who gets to 'revive' chisato?
sho's smile~~ ^ another satoru-masaru face-off?
i like his make-up~ ^ satoruuuuuuuuuuuuu
^ satoru giving evils and an oblivious masaru XD
just before the kiss kyaaaaaaaaaaaa~
also finished watching the movie 'don't laugh at my romance' which i started about two weeks ago. i wanted to watch it mainly because of kenichi matsuyama and aoi yu. i still can't believe he chose to love the older (not to mention married) woman over aoi yu. even up until the end yu ended up with oshinari shugo instead. mirume baka! it's kinda pathetic watching him fall apart whenever the older woman (who loves disappearing on him) would leave him. it almost seems like she was just playing with him or never really took him seriously from the start -_-
1 litre of tears' ended tonight. it felt too soon, or maybe i didn't notice how time flew. i've accumulated some caps from watching it every night.
smiling aya, very pretty smiling haruto (very rare) XD ako teasing her dad
angsty haruto (that's more like it) XD when aya broke up with him T_T i've become a regular at work. it also meant i got a raise (and that now my salary will be deducted due to sss, philhealth and pag-ibig). it's not much but it's better than nothing, right? and tomorrow is payday.
i discovered another artist today, teddy geiger. i accidentally dled one of his songs i mistook for someone else's song. but when i listened to it i instantly fell in love once the first note played. he sounds a bit like john mayer, only younger.
chocodreamer@12:49 AM
Thursday, June 4, 2009
tegomass will be having a new single (tanabata matsuri released 7/08/2009) AND an album (tegomasu no uta) finally!!! released 7/15/2009. massu talked about 'chicken boy' (lyrics by massu, music composed by tegoshi) and (outdoor) pv-making (tegoshi wanting skull patterns in his yukata LOL pasaway ka tego! XD). i wanna buy~~ -_-
had lunch with papa and tita ann last sunday. i was in sm for the day and they surprised me. the benefits of working inside a shopping mall. finally had the chocolate marjolaine i was craving for for days. and somewhere along the way, boyfriend (or lack of it) issues were brought up. gah, they're pressuring me to have a boyfriend already, saying i'm not getting any younger. maybe i should place myself up for a public announcement or wear a placard saying: 'wanted: boyfriend' LOL
just days after i mentioned how hayden's scandal reminds me of edison, i saw it on the local news. people were indeed comparing the 2 situations. tsk tsk.
mae likes haruto! :D and people over at work likes the drama. as the days go by, ryo's voice-over becomes a little bit bearable. i'm guilty of taking many screencaps instead of watching the show properly XD
lola mary (the sister of my paternal grandfather) passed away T_T i wish i could go home to attend her funeral but i don't think it's possible, not with the current situation at work. it's sad, who would've thought that the time i visited would be the last i'd get to see her and talk to her...
work was more bearable this past week. my relationship with the other dentists was better compared to the last time i confided about it. maybe i was really just having pms (which explains my being oversensitive and too emotional). i told myself that i'd give this another chance.
yamapi's new drama finally has a definite title: 'buzzer beat'. his gf will be played by aibu saki (i lover her!), keiko's female friend played by kanjiya shihori (the girl tegoshi kissed in 'hyoten' -_-), and maya miki will play as pi's mother. nice cast, hope the story's good enough to keep me interested (or just keep me watching). i want a funny pi character so bad, i'm missing akira (the best role he ever had imo).
can't stay long like i usually do. i just went home to update my ipod (and hopefully update a fic), then i'll be back in the city for a dental appointment. i'm getting my front teeth filled. i'm getting paranoid at the minute caries i have, although i'm positive that the sensitivy i sometimes have (usually after drinking cold) is not just my imagination. so i'm getting it fixed tomorrow. what i'm worried about as well is after the treatment. will it be more sensitive (just like what happened to my friend)? will it look natural? it all depends on how thoroughly my teeth will be filled. any microleakage can cause sensitivity. but i hope everything goes well after the appointment. *cross fingers*
was early at work, camwhoring before changing into scrubs XD i was wearing one of my favorite blouses (bcoz it makes me look respectable and people will actually believe i'm a dentist :P)
and killing time at emall
more luke grimes caps from last week's episode of 'brothers and sisters'
found some mukai osamu icons *flail* he's hot~~ i kinda miss him, i tend to neglect my other idols (including him) when i don't have enough time (which meant more time to spare after i update with NEWS) on days when i have work. i wanna watch dramas by eita, ueno juri, horikita maki, oguri shun, narumi riko (and the list goes on), and horror movies too.
i decided to watch 'atashinchi no danshi' (the guys of my house) today mainly bcoz of maki and realized that some of my fave boys are in it too (kaname jun, mukai osamu, yamamoto yusuke) and that seto koji (who played kikumaru eiji in 'the prince of tennis' with hongo kanata and shirota yuu, and who is very cute) is in it too. maki plays the mother to an old man's adopted family composed of six sons.
kaname jun as ohkura fuu (the eldest)
yamamoto yusuke as ohkura masaru (the 4th son)
seto koji as ohkura satoru (the 5th son)
okayama tomoka as ohkura akira (the youngest son)
horikita maki as mineta chisato and mukai osamu as ohkura sho (the 3rd son)
this is going to be fun. i wonder if maki will develop romantic feelings towards any of the older sons (except for yusuke in his gay role XD)...
...that was before i saw this gif
ASDFGHJKASDFGHJKASDFGHJKASDFGHJK *dies* more seto koji pics
(he reminds me of my cousin in this shot)
chocodreamer@11:26 PM
Thursday, May 28, 2009
instead of writing fics i found myself on a dl spree *acck* i'm loving miliyah kato & shota shimizu's love forever, suju's love disease, and it's you (*waaaaaaah*), w-inds ft g-dragon in rain is falling, SHINee's juliette (i'm inlove with key and taemin~), yui, jyongri (her voice sounds western and she plays piano in almost all her songs/pvs) her song 'possession' is so addicting!
the biggest controversy in our country right now, hayden kho's sex video scandal reminds me of edison chen's scandal which rocked hongkong some time ago.
2NE1's minzy in the fire inkigayo debut perf reminds me of SHINee's taemin, the magnaes who dance the best. and taemin's hair is curly in their juliette mv. why is everyone jumping into the perm bandwagon??? -_-
tegoshi on dreamboys with kame and subaru. i totally didn't see that coming but weeeeeeeee~
chocodreamer@6:45 PM
i've been watching 1 litre of tears since it started airing on tv last monday (even though the dubbing sucks, ryo's voice-over *acckgay*). i squee everytime 'konayuki' plays in the background. the recent one was on that part where they found a stray puppy. *points down to the cuteness*
(hey, i just noticed it's the same breed as the puppy maru saved on 'rescue') i really hope it gets good ratings here...
boys over flowers was moved to an earlier time slot so i couldn't watch it anymore. i might just continue watching it online after all. and all those other dramas i have to finish watching.
i was lucky enough to catch 'brothers & sisters' on tv again. i love this series. it's too bad i can't always watch it. and luke grimes! i'm more convinced that he will make a betterlooking edward cullen XP
i love the part where he was debating with kitty (played by calista flockhart) about politics. i wonder if he's developing feelings for rebecca (played by emily vancamp)?
yay~ i didn't miss kingdom hospital's 2nd week.
read the schedule of the tegomass concert tour all over japan. bah, it's not like i can go watch, but i'm happy they're having a concert.
people have been getting their hair done at tony & jackey's. i'm envious, just of the fact that their hairs are getting makeovers as compared to mine (which is a year old since i had it rebonded), not really bcoz of the salon itself. i still prefer bench fix to do my hair. if only i had the money right now. i so miss the short hair. i'm thinking of having a cut like maki's. just a few days ago mafel and i were strolling at the department store killing time before our shifts end. we saw some nice wigs and one that resembles maki's hair. i so wanted to take the wig home, but sadly i don't even have money for such luxuries. we ended up at the cosmetic section, and chatted up with the salesgirl at the perfume section, contemplated buying some, but in the end we didn't bcoz they were too expensive. but at least we got a spritz of anna sui perfume. the saleslady was pretty nice, a rarity among her kind i might add.
some of my maki-hair picks: (will be the basis of my next salon trip)
and she's so pretty in this pic (when is she not?)
and she can be an ikemen too!
i miss watching her dramas...
some problems/conflicts have arised at work and suddenly i'm thinking that i don't wanna work there anymore (if the uncomfortable atmosphere continues). the other day i found myself on the verge of tears bcoz of it and thought why the hell would i subject myself to such sacrifices that aren't even worth the money i was getting. but i wanna give it one more chance. i still have a lot to learn from that place. but i surely am not gonna stay for long. i will go and build myself a clinic in the near future.
citydent people:
^ me and ruby (assistant and roommate)
^ me and mafel
^ addicted to eyeliner XD
^ ring-shot :P
chatted with vie. told her i was getting depressed with the lack of ryotego lately. she asked me if she could help me in anyway, so of course i said yes, by writing me some ryotego LOL i sound like a 5 yr old asking for candy XDD shame on you, oneechan! :P and how i can't seem to update my fics, me thinking of quitting writing (since i don't do much of that anyways). i'm surprised at how much vie was opposed to it. i didn't really think that someone might even care if i write or not. hmm, sometimes i tend to think only of myself and not even realizing that some people might be affected by my actions/decisions...well, nothing's final yet. i still have to finish all my pending fics at the least. i hate leaving things hanging. then maybe i can think about the subject of quitting again.
so now that i am back home, preparing to spend my whole day off on the computer, i'll try my best to do what i had planned to do--write.
happy birthday nanay pesyang! i miss her and her leche flan.
chocodreamer@1:08 AM
Thursday, May 21, 2009
the internet at the house was fixed, YAY~ actually i'm here since last night. i wonder if this'll be a routine, me going home the night before my day off, then spending the next day just lazing around the house (or more like going online). i never really could completely update at the netcafe.
and everyone arrived later tonight, so i'm not alone anymore :)
irene called five days ago. it was at midnight and i was actually preparing for bed, but what a pleasant surprise. i was feeling a little down for not being able to go online as much in the past days. i am touched at how she tells me she misses me and wishes i'm back in manila whenever we have a chance to talk. we talked about whatever we can think of. of course RyoTego was first on the list, that's always an sop :P or more like the lack of them. ryo's drama, we're both looking forward to it. the tegojin war/drama, oh yes the DRAMA (and then i read something about tegoshi having the same ill-feelings towards jin, i don't like it at all T_T). please guys, make love not war! (i don't mean that literally) XD 1 litre of tears that will air starting monday, irene said ryo's voice over sounded gay *waaaaaaaaah* this is exactly what i dreaded will happen. we both don't like suju anymore, i'm convinced that i have really abandoned the suju fandom and will never go back to them. i'm done being nice, i'll just be honest with myself. and then i ranted about my ryoda incident again, even now i'm still pissed off when i think about it (i really hope that girl got the message and not bother me with that sh*t or i dunno what i'll do the next time). but our talk was mostly 50 percent RyoTego. the call lasted for half an hour (which was clearly not enough bcoz we were still babbling until it was cut LOL).
i'm thinking if i really couldn't make it to japan with her this year, at least i'll take a trip to manila and spend some time with her before she leaves for japan, maybe we can work out on some favors. gah, just thinking that i really can't go just makes me wanna cry. but i really think it's impossible for me to go (yet, this year) TT__TT
something interesting has happened at the clinic lately. it involves a guy and his being shady, and his girlifriend suspecting something amiss. there's a possibility of a third party involved but i'm not really sure (as i haven't witnessed any of it, i'm always the last to know). if there's anything more into that, i think it'll be trouble. it's disappointing to hear, i would've expected them to use their heads. some people have expressed their dismay about it too. a lesson learned: never do something you'll regret later, and don't get caught LOL i think that whatever the outcome, they did it to themselves. they shouldn't blame anyone for it. gah, i have to stop being so judgemental. they're not even found guilty yet. maa, it's really not my business anyway.
hyungjun of ss501, jeajoong, and snsd girls on the posters of the salon tony and jackey's at sm!!! and it's been like that for months and i haven't even noticed, just right beside our clinic! -_-''
jaejoong snsd mafel finds jessica really pretty my fave seohyun i like hyoyeon's hair if i have an unlucky shirt, i also have unlucky shoes. they're not ugly, in fact it's the opposite (they're gold doll shoes) but the one time i decided to wear them (after putting it off for weeks i don't even know why, i guess i was waiting for the right mood or ensemble of clothes), it rains hard. it's been raining a lot lately.
i dunno what's gotten into me. i've been getting more and more interested with make-up nowadays (eye make-up specifically). i'm loving eyeliners and mascaras! i'm concerned with prettifying my eyes since people say it's my best feature. i'm even thinking of buying some eyebag eliminator, and possibly some eyeshadow and a lip&cheek tint too O_O all of this is not bcoz of a guy, hontou! i have to at least look good since i'm dealing with patients (some high end) with my kind of work.
camwhoring at the dorm so early in the morning (but my make-up isn't even obvious, i look the same! *sigh*)
stress + pms = zitface!
dreams: may 18 - dreamt about taking revenge on people who had done me wrong, a syndicate of murderers. a very well thought plan, like those movies that impress me so much with the brilliant plot/way of how the protagonists will have their sweet revenge. may 19 - dreamt i was on vacation, onboard a floating cottage or boat with my cousins, and eating fruit (i chose mango over watermelon) with ice (like snowcones) afterwards. this just goes to show how frustrated i was that i didn't get to have some days off to spend in bacolod.
that connection between my dream (about my front teeth falling off) had something to do with my aunt's miscarriage, according to my roommate, though i still don't believe in such things.
i'm tired of all the tegomass-ai post, like seriously. must they post almost like everyday? there are actually people who don't like them being paired romantically (like moi). not like i don't like tegomass the duo (bcoz i do in fact, i was a tegomass fan first before i finally got into NEWS). most of the times, it's the fans' doing that annoy the hell out of me. i tend to be like that when it's being rubbed on my face at every chance.
^in white - i love tegomass! (i repeat, as a duo, not a couple!)
tegoshi will appear at a drama sp ('dareka ga uso wo tsuiteiru') as the lead guy's son. a more mature coz for one he's working here, a bunch of jobs it seems, including being a host *falls off the chair laughing* finally!!! a role that suit him so well XDD
^the picture on the left looks a bit weird, is the dad supposed to be drunk here? and tegoshi's hostface XD
^he looks cute (and younger) here. i miss his hair like this. i wonder if this was the reason why he had his hair permed. if it was, then i hope he'll go back to the pretty, straight and dark hair soon.
i finally saw a clip from shige's butai Seminar, and his sizzling (and i mean REALLY) kissing scene ASDFGHJKASDFGHJKL i can't believe shige can kiss like that~ must not think dangerous thoughts!
*flailing all over the place* *diesdiesdies*
yamapi's summer drama with kitagawa keiko ('match point') is finally confirmed. about time, since rumors surrounding this drama had been going for weeks. the plot doesn't seem very promising to me though. i hope it won't be boring, i would feel bad for pi, he deserves more interesting roles/dramas.
pics of kei-chan's nephews:
haruto
^so adorable! i wonder if uncle kei teaches him how to pose cutely
^ he looks korean here! just like his uncle XD but he has double eyelids! haha~ sorry kei, i think your nephew will be more goodlooking than you *pats* LOL
the younger one, ren (which looks like kei more)
kawaaaaaaaaaaii
i happened to chance upon another good series on studio 23: 'kingdom hospital' adapted from stephen king's book (and it was the pilot episode, just my luck!). i think i'm gonna be addicted to it for a while. most of my faves i discovered accidentally. haven't felt this way since 'moonlight'. hooked on the outro as well.
i think i'm getting addicted to 2NE1's song 'fire'. the chorus is catchy enough, something like a cross between wg (the beat) and snsd (the repetitive words reminiscent of 'gee gee gee gee baby baby'). i still wished park bom went solo XP
kris allen wins american idol!!! *woot* my bet since the beginning of the competition won :D
^what a cutie~~
^my love jason mraz was even there! :D
i failed to update my fics yet again =_=
chocodreamer@9:44 PM
Friday, May 15, 2009
the wonder of color
hmm, it's not everyday when i have nothing in my mind at all. i just arrived at the dorm from pit-os. i went there thursday night to just update my ipod. sure enough the house is still empty, even though papa and tita have gotten back from bacolod (they headed straight to carmen). at least gwen and jan2x were there, i wasn't completely alone. my poor room, it's a bit dusty since the last time i was home. normally i would've enjoyed being all alone, but somehow this time it was different. i guess i was too used to not bothering to cook for myself. to put it simply, i underwent some kind of a hunger strike and i dragged my pets along with it XD i never thought i would ever feel relieved to be back at the dorm.
now i'm at the netcafe but i couldn't even save anything bcoz the stupid computer won't read my usb -_-
at the wake of watching kanjani8's new pvs i stumbled upon a slideshow of ryo and subaru's kiss. waaaaaaaaaaaaaah. i'm such a loser, just seeing the pics now when the kiss happened ages ago. ryo really kisses boys LOL i wonder if he kissed tegoshi yet (i'd love to think that he has :P)
plus i saw hiro and ayaka's marriage news too. so it really was the ayaka who sang okaeri for zettai kareshi. hmm, she looks okay. i'm not so crazy about her though, what with getting one of the hottest guys in japan. but i don't feel like hating her either. hiro must been really in love with her enough to propose to her after only 4 months of dating.
boys over flowers started airing on abs on monday. as expected, they're the hottest thing here right now. LOL brings back memories.
and what's this about jin snubbing tegoshi at some club? i didn't know jin didn't like tegoshi, so much that he would be rude to him in public D: it's sad, if that's true (maybe mainly bcoz he snubbed tegoshi of all the JE people). i wanna know why jin hates him in the first place. amidst all the depressing news, somehow it started a tegojin craze among fans. what a fandom.
pi watched a tohoshinki concert with rina and their mom. i wonder what pi thinks about them. they are after all the best boyband in asia. i wonder if it means pi's a tohoshinki fan. was he addicted to mirotic too? LOL it's kind of funny when i think about pi fanboying XD
i read ryo has a new drama with takki ('orthros no inu'). it involves them having supernatural powers. very interesting. ryo seems to get really good dramas (which i think he deserves). i'm definitely looking forward to this!
and to connect with the title of this post, i just had to rant about this blue shirt i have. it's so unflattering. i look absolutely ugly in it, no matter what i do, which is a shame bcoz i like the print on that shirt. but gah, it's just not doing me any good. so why do i still keep wearing it? haha. and then on the other side i have my favorite pieces too, like the light blue paisley shirt i have, which makes me look good. now why can't all my clothes suit me like that paisley shirt? i wish i'm like those people who look good even if they're wearing rags -_-
i wonder if i could still write a fic. the ideas are starting to pile up. i swear my mind would explode with them one of these days.
chocodreamer@8:16 PM
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
postponement and zeroes
my days at work are lazy lately. yesterday, i had to deal with mostly postponements and reschedule patients, each with it's own unique reason. and today i didn't have even one patient. i dunno, the least i can say is that for one, it was definitely boring. just imagine killing 8 hours of your time doing nothing but wander around the clinic.
last saturday i went karaoke-ing with my co-workers at citydent. we sang for 2 hours and decided to call it a night. i hated how i was forced to drink beer after ages of not drinking anything with alcohol. and sure enough i had a headache the next morning and i was burping alcohol essence, yuck!
i saw yamapi's mola perf on sc and kyaaaaaaa~ he is so effin' hot! i love the way his hair was styled (or maybe i have a bias on ponytailed hair). i love the dance steps, and his chest looks better compared to the moobs he had then. it's a good thing he got into boxing. i swear he looks tons better. he looks like he lost weight though.
i wish people would stop wanting to let me read fics with one of my otp being paired with other people. i honestly don't take it well. i will always ne a ryotego fan and will stay loyal to them. sometimes when i'm not in the mood to decline politely, i tend to be bitchy. i wish they knew when to stop pushing. my patience has a limit, and i will not be very nice when i'm annoyed.
watched kanjani's latest pvs starting with glorious pv: ryo in the morning (he looks like an angel!!!), serious baru, tacchon doing all the things i imagine he would normally do (being all preppy and proper).
^what a lovely sight~
yasu and yoko's kicyu pv, like cute cartoon cut-outs with lips flying all around. and maru and shingo's you can see pv (that i surprisingly love. why did shingo get all handsome in my eyes all of a sudden o.O)
this day ended with christina aguilera. there's this cd back in the clinic, and with the lack of anything to do, we settled to watching it. i don't mind really, christina had been one of the singers i liked back in the days (i totally picked her over britney). the netcafe was even playing her songs, and now i'm on a dl spree.
my phone's wallpaper is a hit! i get compliments like 'hey, he's so handsome' hehe. if anyone's wondering who it is, it's my niiban kusano. i used my (current) fave pic of him.
<333
chocodreamer@9:20 PM
Friday, May 8, 2009
belated happy birthday kei-chan!!!
(my all time favorite kei-chan pic~~)
i totally forgot may 1 was his bday. gomen ne! maybe it was also bcoz i was too occupied with the fact that it was my day off, and it was labor day so i don't get to have double pay bcoz it's my freaking day off. and i'm back home again. and saw the new daybed in our basement/tv room.
Koi no ABO was #1 on the oricon weekly again! *woot* i hope this number one streak will keep going for ten, twenty, thirty more years :D
may 2: it was tita ann's bday. they went to emall so we could have lunch together. i managed to be clumsy and spilled halo-halo on my scrubs *acck* papa's right cheek was swollen, poor him. i x-rayed the offending area, the cause wasn't dental. i think that's just how nature goes when you grow old, just like how gums recede as people age. i hope the swelling went down now. i went to ayala after my shift ended where we had dinner with karlo and tita neneng (finally had the baked scallops i was craving for). but we cancelled the movie plans because it was too late. we could always watch on another day. i'm not a fan of cinemas anyways.
the next day i dreamed i was i was in an unfamiliar place (still in the philippines, but you know how this country has too many islands). so we came washed up the shore LOL and we saw a house and decided to trespass, or more like check if there's anyone in there. and then the people regarded us as criminals just because we trespassed once. i got offended and decided to leave, towards the sea again (i dunno what the deal is with me and the sea for i'm not really fond of the sea). i feel like i'm forced but i had no choice coz i'm stuck with a companion who does as she pleases and she wanted to go walk the sea at low tide, so. we arrived at another island. i had a feeling the inhabitants there were cannibals. yikes! is this the effect of watching gory movies at the clinic?
when i got out from dreamland, i woke up early and headed to tian sian temple for the free clinic. every 1st or 2nd sunday of the month, citydent takes part with the free clinic, sending one dentist from the company, and it was my turn. i just noticed that the cds bus was made in nagano (the same place where my bestfriend joy lives). and the dentists kept talking about the latest pacquiao match (which happened that day, and ended too early in everyone's opinion). i don't like watching someone getting beaten up, unless it's a very evil, vicious antagonist who deserved it.
i also dreamed i was back in manila. went to the japanese district with irene and ekah (weird how ekah is there of all people, i mean what's a kpop fan doing with 2 jpop fans?) irene and i were talking as we were heading to the mrt station. it's as if ekah wasn't even there. then when we arrived at the station it was only to see ekah off. then irene and i walked towards another train station. WAH. i think this tells me how i really miss irene so bad -_-
irene texted me an old trans that hinted TegoMass vs RyoTego. of course ryo wins ne *biased* lately it's koyatego, tegomass, ryoshige, koyategopi, tegopi *frowns*
really excited for 1 litre of tears on tv. they keep on showing the trailer nowadays. i wonder when it'll exactly be aired *frowns at gma* enough with the suspense already!!!
Koi no ABO dvd. i DIED when tegoshi starting smooching the camera *points down* asdgkgljasdfghjk *dies again*
and shigelujah chance. yamapi still does it so well. i LOLed when shige and massu went 'EH?' at the same time. massu is so funny without even trying. and everyone was ganging up on shige again!
may 4: surprisingly i liked how the day ended. even though it started pretty bad with me having migraine attacks that wasn't solved with painkillers. basically i was feeling like crap the whole duration of my shift. i felt shaky and at times nauseous but i have to keep working. i swear i keep feeling sick these days -_- i had patients non-stop, that was a first. but i enjoyed it. everything went well, especially the extractions. i felt like i was doing something right, like this is exactly what i was supposed to be doing. i welcome the feeling of being busy and getting harried, even though i had my lunch way later than usual (4pm-ish). it's really fine!
NEWS on shounen club, LOL dorks. i'm so happy they did abake again even though i felt it was kinda short. kei made it up getting lost to his seat trying to deny that he's the one talking (bcoz it really wasn't him, it was tegoshi XD) ROFL. i love ryo's eaction when shige said kei is perfectly handsome from 50 meters away LMAO and shige being ganged up on again XD
^ my fave cap, hot ryo~~
these past few times irene and i have talked on ym, we've grumbled at the lack of ryotego lately. and we both missed reading and writing fics, finding ourselves stuck and can't seem to finish with our fics. i can't seem to find the either the right (or long enough) time or mood for my fics. i can't write happy ending when i'm depressed -_-
may 5: i dreamt my front tooth got chipped off and the one beside it (which had a jacket crown?!) got removed too! and none of my (dentist) friends are available to fix me up. it made me realize that even though we're good friends, there will be some instances that they won't abandon everything at a drop of a hat for me. that kinda made me sad. does this say something about my current relationship with my friends? i haven't seen them for almost a month now. i suddenly miss them.
kaloi is in bacolod. so is tita neneng. and tita and papa. wth. this means i'm the only one left here in cebu while everyone else went back home to negros T____T i'm so envious! i wanna go home too. i miss nanay and mae, and our house. the cons of having work, i can't go home to bacolod whenever i wish -_- sometimes i wonder if my sacrifices are even worth it.
dled k-chan news. i can't believe i managed to not notice it. tegoshi was the guest, and there was a ryotego hint in the end *kyaaa* i really missed the kissing situations. just like kei said (a genius when it comes to the kissing situations, according to him), tegoshi really does it best, it's his corner yo~ there was a part where kei was teasing tegoshi about a supposedly similar incident that took place in ueno park, but tegoshi completely denied it! but i can't help wondering if it really isn't true the way tegoshi reacted (he was laughing kinda fakely, and sounded cornered/murderous) in the end he whined how he doesn't want to be in k-chan news anymore, that the mc is cruel, hahaha. i want a soundbyte of whining tegoshi!!! XD and yeah, the ryotego bit was how ryo and tegoshi went together to watch kei's butai Call (tegoshi: sou dayo, futari de) i love the sound of that. THEY WERE OUT ON A DATE!!! haha. beat that, ryotego antis! that's 1000000x better than any fanservice :D and they're hinting a winter party diamond dvd, yay!
saw some Koi no ABO shop photos and i got a good look at tegoshi and noticed he had his shirt open in two of the picture. NANDE??? and i think i saw a hint of a happy trail (omfg he has a happy trail O.O) *nosebleed* are you trying to kill me, tegoshi?!
Koi no ABO pv making: ryo looked so cute being all shy. i love how shige looked so cutely embarrassed when he realized the camera was on him while he was dozing off. and massu messing up the dance steps. tegoshi being his usual self, annoying koyamama.
shige's diary (i dunno when or why they've suddenl revived this, but i'm not complaining at all): shige sounded like a kid, getting fascinated with origami (his says 'nandeyanen' every time you touch it's stomach). i admit it is cute. and him feeling left out when everybody (in his current butai) gets along without him, that's so me!!! i get out of place so easily, and sometimes it makes me build up a wall around me, and people think i'm being distant on purpose. yappari, shige and i are really alike, like twins :P
lately, i've been addicted to taylor swift and shimizu shota songs. strange combination, i know. taylor swift's such a pretty pretty girl and i think she looks genuinely sweet enough. her 'you beling with me' is my favorite song at the moment. as for shimizu shota, i still couldn't believe that a voice like that belonged to a guy (even though i knew shota was a guy's name). i like his rnb type of japanese songs. i admit irene influenced me in this, which started when she showed me a tribute video for her ichiban yamapi. the bg song was 'sorezore' and it was like love at first sound. i also love 'aishiteru'. looking back, i think i have seen him on music station (NEWS was performing that same day too). i vaguely remember him being interviewed and the camera showing his mom in the audience, crying tears of joy. but at that time i really didn't care about anything other than NEWS. so i brushed off a really good artist :P
i saw big bang's new mv featuring 2NE1. i'm surprised at how sandara improved. i actually liked her singing, and her dancing looks okay. and the song's catchy enough (even though the repetitive 'lolli lolli lollipop' struck me as stupid-bubblegummy pop at first). love park bom's voice. they're ok, i guess. nothing that remarkable. but they sure are lucky rubbing elbows with big bang.
bought a haruki murakami book (blind willow, sleeping woman). i think i'm kind of infatuated with his writing.
oh, and by the way, i forgot to say i love massu's new hair :D it's not so drastic, but at least he ventured into dyeing it, ne. and i'm really loving pi's ponytailed hair *kyaaaa*
chocodreamer@10:20 PM
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
NEWS will be hosting 24hr tv. i'm really glad. i think it's about time. omedetou NEWS~~ next thing you know it'll be HeySayJUMP's turn :P
NEWS on hey3x - tegoshi's monomane turned out to be a rehash of what he did on k-chan news a year (or couple of years?) back. it seems like tegoshi really likes singing this song. but i think the one on k-chan news is funnier, because he's annoying koyama and how he switched from 'sen no kaze ni natte' to 'hoshi wo mezashite' still in opera style XD i love listening to it everytime.
i think tegoshi shouldn't outgrow his hyperness and being annoying XD it's his charm! it's one of the many reason why i love him so much.
we also found out the reason behind ryo jumping off that tower in macau. it's because he keeps putting off going to the dentist. LOL why ryo? we don't bite XD gah, i wish i was a JE dentist...
and we hear how shige debuted in fishing. the picture with ohno is too funny, shige and his nervous-awkward smile.
^ my current fave RyoTego pic: i didn't notice at first that ryo had his arm on tegoshi's leg and tegoshi's hand was on his shoulder (i am blind!!!) but when i finally did (i was at work) i couldn't help flailing all over the place. they might think i'm getting giggly bcoz of a guy, but what they didn't know is that i'm flailing over two guys in a different way XD
chocodreamer@8:59 PM
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all about moi
~ x o x o x o x o x ~
_me_moi_wo_na_atashi_ako_
_nadem janeo carpintero_
nadz_dem_tata_tatski_nadzkie_
korean: han jeonhee_
japanese: hamano ayumi_
12/15/83_
cebu city, philippines_insomniac_
sagittarian_moody_dreamer_
90% fangirl 10% unknown_
adik_dakilang tamad_
extremely short memory_
nocturnal_pessimist_OC_
sucks at games/puzzles/sports_
gets bored easily_paranoid_
uberjealous_hae's ex-wife_
yuu-chan's gf_
>worms, maggots, caterpillars, etc.
>rainy days and mondays
>math
>fishbones
>frying fish
>household chores
>my sensitive nose -_-
>waiting
>two-faced ppl
>spicy food
>clutter
>being pressured
>crappy service
>wearing makeup
>shopping
>crowded places
>directions
>too much drama
>sad endings
>monthly periods
>backlogging
>chain letters
>exclusivity and all that shit
>being binbou -_-
>my full name
>multi-tasking
>arguments
>my brother XP
>delusional fangirls
>unwanted admirers/suitors/textmates (GRRRR!)
>Tegoshi and RyoTego haters
Wishlist
>harry potter and the deathly hallows
>a series of unfortunate events (complete)
>lonely planet's japanese phrasebook
>ipod nano
>my own dika
>new celphone
>jenga
>revel bars!!! *drools*
>body shop's olive oil
>maltese like hae's
>electronic dictionary
>digital picture frame
>the nightmare before christmas merchandise
>JE & SME merchandise
>okaneeeeee~
>lose weight overnight
>mole under the eye
>learn how to play violin/cello
>learn how to bake
>vacation to korea, japan, thailand
>go to a NewS concert
>see SuJu perform
>park bom's debut
>good pics of notti
>my own tegoshi yuya XD
>notti back in NewS
>more ryotego fics
>tegoshi singing nino's niji
>watch:
-itteQ-tegoshi eps
-massu's 'musashi'
-pi's 'byakkotai'
-ie ga tooi-news epi
-kei's high school musical
-kei's 'nurse aoi'
-tego's 'hyoten'
-kisarazu cat's eye
-princess d
WATCHING: rescue + nodame cantabile + loss time life + maou + osen + sushi oji + isshun no kaze ni nare + densha otoko + hachimitsu to kuroba + yamada taro monogatari + ouran high host club + detective academy Q + dance drill + princess princess d + hanaukyo maid + coffee prince + tatta hitotsu no koi + kamen rider kabuto + sapuri + stand up + prince of tennis + fruits basket + cartoon kat-tun + busu no hitomi ni koishiteru + lunch queen + battle royale2 + dasepo naughty girls + one missed call final (again, hehe) + thai horror movies +
READING: korean phrasebook + (my aunt's) japanese course handbook + NewS fics + new moon +
LSS: shingiru - loveholic + seeing you - smash + beautiful days - arashi +
+ the nightmare before christmas + harry potter + romeo and juliet + city of angels + now and then + moulin rouge + chocolat + from hell + the neverending story + the labyrinth + a walk to remember + the chocolate factory (willy wonka and charlie versions) + the secret garden + snow white: a tale of terror + great expectations + don juan de marco + napoleon dynamite + sleepover + sleepy hollow + centerstage + the sisterhood of the travelling pants + tuck everlasting + what a girl wants + casper + bourne identity + ocean's eleven + mr. bean + the abyss + deep blue sea + ghost ship + titanic + jurassic park (1,2&3) + resident evil (1,2&3) + the land of the dead + the dawn of the dead + ella enchanted + shrek (1,2&3) + face off + con air + the x-files + coach carter + time machine + the land before time + mulan + hocus pocus + interview with a vampire + practical magic + princess diaries + miss congeniality + queen of the damned + romeo must die + the others + thumbelina + ever after + breakfast at tiffany's + gone with the wind + west side story + bridget joneses diary (1&2) + brokedown palace + darkness falls + valentine + the exorcism of emily rose + witches + the count of monte cristo + shakespeare in love + love actually + the man in the iron mask + four weddings and a funeral + the island of dr. moreau + narnia: the lion, the with, and the wardrobe + the cube + the mummy (1&2) + identity + beetlejuice + frequency + phenomenon + the guru + stardust + pursuit of happyness +
+ the twins effect + the death curse + hero + the house of flying daggers + crouching tiger, hidden dragon + the curse of the golden flower + infernal affairs (1,2&3) + my sassy girl + il mare + the classic + a millionaire's first love + kawi + koma + the uninvited + vacation (dbsk) + 200 pounds beauty + jenny&juno + one missed call (1,2&3) + the phone + the eye + a tale of two sisters + nana + death note1&2 + six + shutter + lovely complex + kanojo to no tadashii asobikata + chinese odyssey + protege de la rose noire + house of fury + spy dad + diva ah-hey + chinese tall story + new police story + 6AM + ab-normal beauty + battle royale + wishing stairs + the red shoes + shissou/dead run + one missed call 2 + attack on the pin-up boys (suju's movie) + cinderella ni naritai + boys love + kurosagi the movie + calling you + L change the world + koizora + crows zero + cyborg girl + tada, kimi wo aishiteru +
BOOKS
+ harry potter + series of unfortunate events + stories of eva luna (isabel allende) + daddy long legs (jean webster) + behind the attic wall (sylvia cassedy) + how stella got her groove back (terry mcmillan) + pet sematary (stephen king) + robert fulghum books + roald dahl + frances hodgson burnett + grimm brothers + hans christian andersen +
BOOB TUBE
+ csi las vegas + criminal minds + gilmore girls + supernatural + house m.d. + oprah + will and grace + extreme makeover (home edition) + charmed + joan of arcadia + dark angel + tru calling + angel + monk + moonlight +
<3DRAMAS
+ beautiful days + love letter + winter sonata + my name is kim sam soon + my sassy girl chun-hyang + sweet 18 + meteor garden1&2 + dbsk's banjun drama + full house + goong + hana yori dango + bad family + nobuta wo produce + proposal daisakusen + kurosagi + my boss my hero + dragon zakura + hana yori dango2 + 1 litre of tears + 1 litre of tears sp + gachi baka + papa to musume no nanokakan + hanazakari no kimitachi e + himitsu no hanazono + tsubasa no oreta tenshitachi - season 1 + tsubasa no oreta tenshitachi - season 2 + tantei gakuen Q + liar game + shabake + sore wa totsuzen, arashi no you ni + sugata sanshirou + yukan club + deru toko demashou + lost time life (kei's episode) + waraeru koi wa shitakunai + anego + kakure karakuri + car radio ga owareba + last friends + absolute boyfriend + what's up, fox? + binbou danshi + 14 sai no haha + code blue + ryusei no kizuna +
ANIME
+ fushigi yuugi + master of mosquiton + monster rancher + doraemon + fruits basket + trigun + sugar sugar rune + alice academy + cardcaptor sakura + time quest + ranma 1/2 + lovecom + gravitation + black blood brothers +
UNFAITHFUL
+ chad michael murray + vincent kartheiser + jensen ackles + wentworth miller + james franco + sean faris + joseph fiennes + ewan mcgregor + ethan hawke + drew fuller + christopher gorham + channing tatum + liam aiken + topher grace + dhani lennevald + brad renfro + ralph fiennes + nicolas cage + jason statham + hugh jackman + diego luna + adam garcia + david duchovny + enrique iglesias + will estes + colin firth + dougray scott + antonio sabato jr. + alex o'loughlin +
++ jang woohyuk (h.o.t.) + micky yoochun (dbsk) + kim junghoon + jo insung + lee sangwoo + lee junki + kim jihoon + im joohwan + brian joo (ftts) + tablo (epik high) + t.o.p. (big bang) + attack (trax) + jin taehwa (battle) + kim dongwan (shinhwa) + park jinwoo + kim hyeseong + hyunbin + jang geunseok + wonbin (f.t island) +
+++ tegoshi yuya + shun oguri + hongo kanata + kamenashi kazuya (kat-tun) + news + kenichi matsuyama + ryo nishikido (news) + kazunari ninomiya (arashi) + matsuda shota + matsuda ryuhei + kaname jun + yamapi (news)+ tatsuya fujiwara + matsumoto jun (arashi) + takizawa hideaki (t&t) + mizushima hiro + nagase tomoya (tokio) + tsubasa imai (t&t) + wakaba ryuuya + ikuta toma + nakajima yuto (jj express) + hiraoka yuuta + kimura takuya + tsukamoto takashi + tamayama tetsuji + yonemura daijiro & yodogawa yoshihiro (question?) + yamada ryousuke + takaki yuya + ohkura tadayoshi (k8) + nakamura yuichi + kamakari kenta + oshinari shugo + tamaki hiroshi + mukai osamu + saito takumi + miura haruma +
++++ vanness wu (f4) + edison chen + jay chou + kenny kwan (boyz) + daniel wu + stephen fung + ananda everingham + ray macdonald +
LOVE THE MUSIC OF...
+ the corrs + sarah mclachlan + shawn colvin + michelle branch + selena + mariah carey + lee sooyoung + jewel + aaliyah + craig david + jason mraz + josh groban + boa + dbsk + lene marlin + frou frou + enya + leann rimes + big bang + sung sikyung + sg wannabe + se7en + epik high + clazziquai + loveholic + sugababes + all saints + lara fabian + gregorian chant + vonda shepard + foofighters + green day + rachael lampa + bosson + linda ronstadt + the cranberries + the cardigans + india arie + seal + george michael + lighthouse family + sting + garbage + dc talk + duncan sheik + coldplay + jars of clay + blur + third eye blind + john mayer + fiona apple + spice girls + kelly clarkson + utada hikaru + 'd sound + jim croce + david foster + eric clapton + boyz 2 men + babyface + alison krauss + richard marx + the company + jose mari chan + martine mccutcheon + kathy troccoli + jj lin + dream + honeyz + foj + darius + maksim + aaa + haley bennett + perfume +
BEAUTIES
+ nicole kidman + charlize theron + sandra bullock + anne hathaway + alexis bledel + evan rachel wood + amanda bynes + alexa vega + rachel mcadams + uma thurman + leelee sobieski + eliza dushku + emily browning + emma watson + dakota fanning + annasophia robb + alicia morton + kate maberly + mia maestro + jennifer connelly + paz vega + emmanuelle chriqui + hilary duff + marisa tomei + helena bonham carter + amber tamblyn + julia stiles + meredith bishop + thora birch + jessica alba + kristin kreuk + sara paxton + monica keena + katie holmes + marley shelton + camilla bell + angelina jolie + milla jovovich +
++ choi jiwoo + song hyegyo + jeon jihyun + son yehjin + goo hyejin + park shinhye + go ara + han jimin + lee yeonhee + bae seulgi (the reds) + ayumi (sugar) + song jihyo + yoon eunhye (baby vox) + han chaeyoung + kim taehee + han jihye + park bom + park heebon (milk) + kim bomi (milk) + chaeyeon + nam sangmi + cats + kara + lina and sunday (csjh) + sunye (wg) + kim ah-jung + uhm hyunkyung + yoo hyunyoung + choi sooyoung + han gain + kim junghwa + go eunah + goo hyesun + jung ryeowon (chakra) + kang junghwa + so yihyun + jo jungrin + kim ok-bin + eunseong + min seohyeon +
+++ nakashima mika + aoi miyazaki + horikita maki + toda erika + aragaki yui + shida mirai + uno misako + ueto aya + ueno juri + kashii yu + ito misaki + maya miki + ayase haruka + karina + narumi riko + katou rosa + naka riisa + esumi makiko + ito yuna + mimura + leah dizon + kiritani mirei +
++++ twins + miriam yeung + angelica lee + jolin tsai + rainie yang + niki chow + race wong + yumiko cheng + isabella leong + joey yung + stephy tang + janice wei vidal + vivian hsu +
fuu suddenly kissed chisato
shocked chisato
satoru's smirk *flail*
sho's smile~~
i like his make-up~
just before the kiss
smiling aya, very pretty
smiling haruto (very rare) XD
ako teasing her dad
when aya broke up with him T_T
(he reminds me of my cousin in this shot)
jaejoong
snsd
mafel finds jessica really pretty
my fave seohyun
i like hyoyeon's hair
belated happy birthday kei-chan!!!
