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Sunday, August 17, 2008


surviving the first week

today marks my 7th day in manila. it doesn't seem a long time, but i feel like i did a huge adjustment, with regards to making myself get used to waking up early and attend the reviews. then came the challenge of keeping myself awake during the lectures (w/c totals 7 hours every day, sometimes 8 hours depending on the lecturer). the past two days i've really been struggling with sleepiness during lectures. it's not even bcoz it's boring, but i just couldn't keep myself awake and kept nodding off =_= i have to keep my coffee intake down or else i'll be a bundle of nerves come december, but nothing else keeps me awake. pinching myself doesn't work. i tried, and all i got were red skin marks on my arms -_-

things haven't been good in the dorm too. we've been having problems getting along with one of our roommates. i could say that the atmosphere is not that nice and i can feel the tension between people. it's really not a good feeling. i'd rather be else where than be subjected to such drama. unfortunately i have nowhere else to go. but i think yesterday we have started stepping up and learning how not to always take the heat, and stand up for ourselves as long as we know we're not doing anything wrong. we have to feel free and comfortable in our own rooms, deshou?

now on to fangirling XD weeeeeeeee i finally watched the pacific con dvd - shock me vs devil or angel (tegoshi kyaaaaaaaa), snow express (ryotego exchanging smiles) and change the world (ryotego skinship) plus koyashige's hotel room madness (shige getting hotter and kei acting like a retard XD), shige stripping again, and NEWS in the bathhouse *nosebleed*, and tegoshige moments (kyaaaaaaa~ tegoshi looks so pretty when he was talking to the camera, he has really pretty eyes *envious* then shige suddenly squished and tickled him, hahaha), i love ai no matador!!! (koyama's hip swivel!!! *dead*) i wanna learn the steps, it looks so elegant/cool/hot, esp at the part where they were flapping their coats rawrrrrrr~

i saw pics of tegoshi at the airport in thailand. waaaaaaaaah he looks good tanned. he's looking more like a guy ne~ *acck* i hope it continues XD i read he's going to be on 24hr tv again!!! also saw a pic from shabake's 2nd season. should i expect a more adventurous ichitarou here? well, i'm happy to see tegoshi's been busy with work :D gambatte ne, tegoshi!!!

here's the pic, by the way, bald tesshi ftw~ XD



i read that koyategomass interview trans and LOL i just had to say that tegoshi didn't change at all, still the same harmlessly self-centered lovable brat XD johnny-san, give tegomass their own concert yo~ and koyashige their own show too, kthnx!!! XDD

*sigh* i love NEWS :D i heard they're having a new song ("happy birthday" something, not sure) for a new cm. looking forward to it!

i'm still on frou frou mode~~ here's another song from her (my current fave out of all her songs):

~Hide and Seek~

Where are we?

What the hell is going on?
The dust has only just begun to fall
Crop circles in the carpet
Sinking feeling

Spin me around again and rub my eyes
This can't be happening
When busy streets a mess with people
Would stop to hold their heads heavy

Hide and seek
Trains and sewing machines
All those years
They were here first

Oily marks appear on walls
Where pleasure moments hung before
The takeover, the sweeping insensitivity
Of this still life

Hide and seek
Trains and sewing machines
Blood and tears
They were here first

Mm what'cha say?
Mm, that you only meant well
Well of course you did

Mm what'cha say?
Mm that it's all for the best
Of course it is

Mm what'cha say?
Mm that it's just what we need
You decided this?

Mm what'cha say?
Mm what did you say?

Ransom notes keep falling out your mouth
Mid-sweet-talk newspaper word cutouts (paper word cutouts)
Speak no feeling; no, I don't believe you
You don't care a bit
You don't care a bit
~~~

we don't have classes tomorrow since it's a holiday. i'll be meeting up with pao for okonomiyaki, after i get acquainted with 168 mall (to buy some clothes). i just hope i won't get lost along the way, since i haven't attempted any forms of transportation around here, and my father had warned me enough of the scares and dangers of manila and how i shouldn't come off as an idiot so i won't attract swindlers/deceivers/criminals. but what can i do if it's implanted in me? -_-

i hope i could meet with irene and mayne, and queen and cherry soon~

mama called twice to tell me that she's sending some stuff (mainly food, hehe). out of the blue, she goes and talks about planning on buying me an iphone!!! kyaaaaaaaaa~ and i wasn't esxpecting anything close to that at all. i was thinking that maybe at this time, she'd get tired of getting me anything since i'm always so careless. i am now unnecessarily excited, even though it might not even happen, since she said she won't be able to buy until october, and it's such a long time away, a lot could happen with the days in-between. but i really really really hope she'd buy me one :P



手越祐也の彼女@8:06 PM


Tuesday, August 12, 2008


hello manila

arrived in manila a few days ago. it was weird at first coz i feel like there's something wrong, like i somehow shouldn't be doing this, like i'm making a big mistake. and i get emotional at the most unlikely times, like when i was at the airport lounge waiting to board the plane, and they were showing past olympic moments, or when i was on the plane, looking out the islands below, thinking that this looks a whole lot different from cebu, and i felt homesick. homesick on the first day already, i really wasn't feeling that happy, instead i felt alone even with my roommates around. it's different when you're here with friends. at least i'm getting along with my roommates and that we got the best room, and i got the best bed, if that's any consolation.

i still think manila's too crowded. as i was looking out from the window of the taxi, i thought the whole place was just confusing, with it's numerous signs all over, and a sea of people walking to all directions. i felt small, and i wanted to retreat inside my shell. but i know that i have to deal with things in a grown-up way. i can't forever stay in my comfort zone. i have to experience these things so i would grow. life isn't always easy. now i'm learning how to interact and adjust with people, and i had to eat regular meals now, and do my laundry, and take turns washing the dishes. *sigh* i've never lived in a dorm before so i didn't have to encounter things like these, always being constantly aware and considerate of other people. i miss my room, and my ryotego fics on print. i miss my OTP terribly =_=

anyways, i have started attending reviews the day after i arrived. not that it's boring, but attention spans tend to wander after just a few hours and we're supposed to have lectures from 8-5pm. naturally, people get into episodes of severe sleepiness. as for me, candies don't even help that much. but i have to endure it, just for at least 5 more weeks.

i wasn't able to go the the newsph anniversary gathering T.T hopefully i can go to the next ones. which reminds me, i still haven't contacted pao and queen (not that i'll even have the time to meet them now anyways).



tegoshi has a new hairstyle asdfghjkasdfghjk i still haven't decided whether i like it or not. i mean, it's not hideous, but it looks weird, or maybe bcoz it's new and i have to get used to it first. he looks like a 12 yr-old again *acck*, and he reminds me of johnny depp again *flail* and i read he went to thailand to film itteQ and some fangirls got to meet him!!! i wanna see him too~~

previews of pacific con dvd are leaking out!!! too bad can't watch or dl anything right now -_-



手越祐也の彼女@12:21 AM


Thursday, August 7, 2008


like goodbye

it really is. i have a feeling i won't be seeing a computer for the following days or weeks even. and i'm excited and a bit afraid for tomorrow to come as well. there's still the defense w/c i still haven't studied for *acck* and i still dunno where the hell i'm gonna leave my suitcase while i'm in school. if i don't find a place soon, then i might not be able to go to the sleepover (or if i did, i would be hella late). so i'm still in a dilemma.

the new russ-k pic is asdfghjksdfghjk ryo~~ massu~~ shige~~ (too bad i can't post the pic here, my computer's acting stupid again grrrrrr)

i read the trans to yuya's part in myojo's sept2008 issue where he talked about his artistic disability and how he's proud of it XP it's one thing to suck in drawing but to think it's the opposite is just hilarious. yuya has perfect vision thanks to eye surgery ^^

koyashige on the latest SC (aug3). shige really looks good in blonde. finally, a NEWS guy who suits that haircolor. he even looks hotter (badass???) XD i have yet to watch the whole episode (esp shige doing a 'sayaendou' solo)

today, i went out and bought a temporary mp3 player. i also had a chance to squeeze in meeting marga. i'm glad that we were able to talk again (after months) before i leave. she's using our aiaigasa collab as her ringtone!!! *acck* well, i might as well have a copy too XD

i'm getting addicted to frou frou again. i just love her voice and her type of music, plus her lyrics are so well written. as of the moment, this song's been playing in my head: (this song is heartbreaking~)


I join the queue on your answer phone
And all I am is holding breath
Just pick up I know you're there
Can't you hear? I'm not myself

Well, go ahead and lie to me
You could say anything, small talk will be just fine
Your voice is everything, we owe it to love
And it all depends on you

So listen up, the sun hasn't set
(I refuse to believe that it's only me feeling)
Just hear me out, I'm not over you yet
(It’s love on the line, can you handle it?)

So how do I do normal?
A smile I fake the permanent way
Cue cards and fix-it kits
Can't you tell? I'm not myself

I'm a slow motion accident
Lost in coffee rings and fingerprints
I don't wanna feel anything but I do
And it all comes back to you

So listen up, the sun hasn't set
(I refuse to believe that it's only me feeling)
Just hear me out, I'm not over you yet
(It’s love on the line, can you handle it?)

So listen up, look at me straight
Just hear me out, don't make me wait
I'm not myself, I can't take this
Love's on the line, is that your final answer?

I join the queue on your answer phone
And all I am is holding breath
But just pick up, I know you're there

So listen up, the sun hasn't set
(I refuse to believe that it's only me feeling)
Just hear me out, I'm not over you yet
(It’s love on the line, can you handle it?)
Yeah, yeah

So listen up, the sun hasn't set
(I refuse to believe that it's only me feeling)
Just hear me out, I'm not over you
(It’s love on the line, can you handle it?)

So listen up, the sun hasn't set
(I refuse to believe that it's only me feeling)
Just hear me out, I'm not over you
(It’s love on the line, can you handle it?)

-----

i still have to do my last minute panic-packing. i still have tons of stuff on my list of things to bring, mostly clothes (i haven't sorted out my pajamas yet!!!) and books and materials to bring. i hope i don't bring a lot, but then i have the tendency to overpack -_- i'm gonna miss gwen (my cat) and jan2x (my dog)~~ but i'm looking forward to seeing malcolm again, and tita tina's family (whom i haven't seen in more than 10 years, i think). hopefully i can stay for a few days in angono after i finish my reviews. a chance to go to enchanted kingdom again!!! haunted house, here i come~~

i'm starting to like SS501. it's a good thing i decided to listen to their songs/watch their mvs one more time (thanks to leader-sshi who is a NEWS/yamapi fan, hehe. it somehow made me feel a lot better/friendlier towards them :P) and now i'm addicted to 'deja vu' and 'song calling for you' (the mv is so funny/cute!!!) i like jungmin (who reminds me of suju's kangin) the most.

HAPPY FIRST ANNIVERSARY NEWS PH!!! here's to one crazy NEWS-dominated year, to fellow fangirls that i have grown to love, and the forum that has been a part of my OL routine. may we have more anniversaries to come (and i hope i can go to the future gatherings).



手越祐也の彼女@6:49 PM


Wednesday, August 6, 2008


a series of unfortunate events

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAH MABUANG KO!!! TT___________________TT

fried ipod nano, anyone? what would you feel if you go home and found your beloved mp3 player burned inside out? and when this happens to someone who almost eats, drinks, breathes, sleeps with her ipod attached to her ears, i think you'd have an idea of what i'm feeling right now. plus, this has to happen just 2 days before i'm scheduled to fly to manila (meaning no more chances to update my computer, no dling stuff, no watching doramas till wee hours). i feel so down right now. some of you might think i'm overreacting but that's how i'm feeling. it's like someone ripped my heart out and i'm left with a hole in my chest. when i first noticed my ipod's poor state sitting there on the dock, my heart felt like it dropped to the floor =_=

it's that stupid blackout's fault. and my stupidity i think (although i still refuse to admit it. since i've done it so many times before and nothing bad happened). so it's still the stupid blackout's fault. i feel like cursing those guys from veco grrrrr

now i'm forced to go out tomorrow to buy myself a cheap mp3 player (for temporary use, until i get myself a new ipod nano, to not render the dock useless, and bcoz course ipod still is the best for me) but the cheaper mp3 player has to do, at least for the 5 months i'm going to stay in manila for the board exams. GAH, why does this have to happen right now, when i have a pile of things to worry about, when i'm so close to saturday, thus prone to panicking, last minute errands, neverending packing suitcases??? =_=

and if that's not enough, i still am depressed at how i can't make my defense on time. i guess it's no one's fault but mine. i know. i should've gone earlier, if only i could turn back time, i'll really do it properly *sigh* but i don't wanna dwell on things that let me down. it's not gonna change anyways, whether i sulk or not, so why choose the negative, right? it's now more than ever that i have to live up to my sign, being optimistic and all, as they say.

it's also the reason why i refuse to cry over my ipod's death (and it's not even bcoz i don't feel like bawling my eyes out. weirdly, the tears won't come, although i did wail for a few minutes after i got over the initial shock of seeing it burned and opened, murdered), but i can't say yet, since i feel like i'm gonna cry any time now. gah, this is so tragic for me.

R.I.P. MY IPOD NANO. thanks for making me happy for almost 3 years. i'm sorry i wasn't able to take care of you better. mama, i'm sorry too. i know you worked hard so i can have one (again, after my ipod shuffle got stolen) T.T

and while we're on the subject, i've seen/heard too many animal deaths lately. a few weeks ago, i was waiting for the jeep i was on to get going. then, just as it was going this puppy suddenly crossed the street. BAM! the next thing i saw was the puppy lying motionless on the street after the jeep ran it over. and no one else in that jeep even noticed it. i was the only one who saw the whole thing -_- i just hope that the puppy only suffered minor injuries.

then another bad news came. my cousin in bacolod told me that lyka (the dachshund we both love so much) died due to hard labor (it was just her first pregnancy, why???). a few days after her puppies followed her to dog-heaven. and i was so excited to see them, and their mommy but now they're all gone TT_TT my cousin told me she cried the first few nights after it happened. i understand coz they really love lyka, she even lets it sleep on their bed. waaaaaaaaaaah no more lyka to greet me and follow me everywhere whenever i come to their house in libertad.

that's not all. a month ago, i mentioned that our cat gwen, here in cebu had 2 kittens. well, a week ago, i heard from my cousins (who live just two houses from us) that the kittens were killed by the neighbor's dogs. aaaaaaaaaaargh!!! no wonder i haven't seen them for days. just when they we're getting bigger, and more playful =_=

also, my portable dvd player seems to be broken. i guess it got exhausted from my aunt watching too much movies. in the end it gave up and won't play anything at all. it's overworked yo~ my aunt should buy me a new one (w/c would not likely happen since she doesn't even feel like it's her fault) next time, i'm not lending any of my stuff!

why does it seem like things aren't turning out the way i hoped they would? i feel a lot like being punished, like everything that's been happening the past days are telling me one thing, that i don't deserve to go to manila, despite all my efforts. my defense is still pending, but i have no choice but leave on saturday bcoz i ran out of alibis and my dad would start suspecting if i postponed my flight again. and i can't even get thru to the UE dental review department so i could plead to be taken in the first batch of reviews. i still had to call them again tomorrow (preferably, as soon as they open). i swear if this doesn't go well too, i don't know what i'm gonna do with myself. i think this is reason enough to be suicidal. how much more can a person take, honestly? is this the price i have to pay for wanting to be happy? is it wrong to be happy, is it too much, that i have to suffer in return?



手越祐也の彼女@9:48 PM


Monday, August 4, 2008


last days of fangirling

i probably won't be able to blog properly after this, since i'm going away for 5 months. i decided to put off (or at least tone down being a fangirl) and instead focus more on studying for the board exams (although i still can't guarantee it. it'll be hard when you have 90% of your brain occupied by them XP). but i owe it to my dad to finish everything. until then i can't go and do as i wish, yet.

i'm proud to say that i've had my first ever experience on the paranormal/unexplained: while i was on the computer, jane our househelp was cooking dinner and my aunt was on the dining area, talking about my aunt who died a few years ago from a vehicular accident, the laundry basket suddenly fell on the floor. actually it was as if someone had thrown it to the floor from the sound of the fall. if it fell normally, it would sound, but at that time it sounded forced (literally fell with a bang). and what was stranger was that the basket was securely on top of a wooden chair, so it's impossible for it to fall since it wasn't even on the verge of falling in the first place. it's also impossible for something (like a cat maybe) to pass by it and accidentally knock it over (since it's not even it's usual route). it couldn't be the wind either since it's inside the house, and even a slight breeze can't make the basket fall anyways.

so naturally, since my aunt and jane believe in what you call 'ghosts' they automatically speculated that it must have been a ghost. even i, who is a non-believer had my heart racing at that time and had goosebumps. it's not very ridiculous, now that i have that kind of experience firsthand, and that no matter how i rationalize things, i couldn't cross out the possibility that it might have been a ghost. but we left it at that.

i watched code blue episode 3 and wasn't that satisfied. i felt like something was missing in that episode and i kept on waiting for it but then the ending came, and it didn't come -_- at least that megane intern still amuses me :P

i've been seeing a lot of kei-chan's perfs on SC lately. 'private hearts' seems to be the perfect solo song for him ne~ and he's getting hotter every time i see him (KEI-CHAN!!! WHAT ARE YOU DOING SWIVELING YOUR HIPS LIKE YOU'RE A CROSS BETWEEN YAMAPI AND AKANISHI???) *dead* do i really want another hot guy in NEWS? XD

i finally read the trans for those two k-chan news episodes (thank you, daelite!!!). one was the episode where kei and tegoshi mentioned ryo molesting tegoshi backstage XD and the other one was when kei and tegoshi were doing 'kissing situations' and how tegoshi was so serious in acting out all the scenes, not getting embarrassed by the fact that other people were in the booth with them. tegoshi just goes and simply acts his parts out, like an obedient kid. i think kei was even embarrassed for him, and said that if he was with shige it had long turned into a laughtrip, and that if it were massu, he definitely can't do it at all! oh tegoshi, you really are one hell of a guy XD but then if you were any different, i wouldn't have liked you as much as i do, deshou? :D


i love sujuH!!! their 'cooking? cooking!' mv is so cute/funny. they're being tortured with crappy food XD kangin looks so handsome with his hair styled like that. my fave song is 'sunny' i couldn't get it out of my head for a week. it's just too cute~~ i miss eunhyuk, my monkey!!!

TM on SC (7/13/2008) performing aiaigasa and weeeek (with kei). for once i like what tegoshi was wearing (compared to what he wore in the past perfs). he looks just the way he should look, like a guy XD but omg, who picked massu's outfit? LOL that person should get fired. it's one of the worst costumes he's had (he looked like he's going to choke, got lost from the carnival) ROFL the talk part was so funny with massu and maru being their usual selves, dorks~

ryo's going to be in a drama "ryusei no kizuna' (meteor bond) with nino and toda erika YAY!!! they'll play siblings who seek revenge for the death of their parents, and become a team of swindlers. i'm excited!!! ryo doing a new drama. i like nino. i love erika. the fact that they're going to be swindlers (it'll be like kurosagi all over again) and ryo's in charge of disguises asdjfjhkasdfghk


i finally finished watching 'binbou danshi'!!! weeeeeeee~ i love it so much! and to think i kept on putting it off (it took me a while to finish watching episode 1) bcoz i found it kinda stupid at first. but i was glad i went and watched it and shortly after i grew to love it. i love everything about it, which rarely happens to me (because? no one from JE was in this, i didn't use to like yamada yu before this, i even came to like megane-sempai, hehe, ayumi of sugar was even in this! and of course the ost :D) i love oguri shun's role in this. i noticed he plays very different roles in movies and dramas which displays just how good he is as an actor, very versatile. even in cosplaying *points down*


^ he can even pull of looking like a girl! ROFL he's amazing ne~~


^ i love his expression *has BAKA written all over his face* XD


i was on haruma-mode for a few days. it all started after i finished 'binbou danshi' and i still couldn't get over how adorable he was in it. then vie-chan mentioned him quite a lot saying she wanted to watch 'koizora' since i kept raving about haruma. i guess it fueled me to see more of him. and it got me to finishing '14 sai no haha' even making a new pic folder just for him and saved a bunch of pictures, and even reading his profile on wiki, watching random vids of him on youtube (where i found out he loves aojiru *makes a face...at the aojiru, not haruma* XD) and that he loves animals (has cats and dogs), plus he looks so dashing on camera, esp on interviews when he can show more of his true self *jealous of that obasan who gets to raid his bag, and i mean really raiding his stuff, even looking into his wallet *acck*) but he's so nice all throughout the interview *kyaaaa* acck~ i shouldn't be kyaa-ing over someone who's 7 years younger than me! i also watched 'akibahara@deep' movie (with narimiya hiroki, yamada yu, oshinari shugo) just bcoz he was there. and i wanted to watch more of his movies/dramas (like 'catch a wave', 'negative happy chainsaw edge' where he sang omghecansing!!!, 'naoko' with ueno juri). lastly, WHY DOES HE HAVE TO HAVE A MOLE ON HIS CHIN???) darn, why must i have this weakness?


^ haruma and yui in 'koizora'


^ in '15 sai no haha'


^ in 'gokusen 3'


^ he reminds me of this guy (matsuyama keniichi) in some angles


^ just random tegoshi caps. one of my faves coz he looks more like a guy (i swear he reminds me of johnny depp sometimes) with his cap on backwards, and acting goofy. now why can't he stay like this?


^ a hot shige paparazzi pic rawrrrrrrr~

i've spent the past 2 weekends playing badminton with my two cousins. i wanted to do something different from the daily routine of just bumming and not getting any exercise. i was feeling sore the week after i started playing (maybe bcoz i practically played the whole day. if didn't get too dark, i think we wouldn't have stopped palying XD naturally, the next days i feel like all the muscles in my body were screaming in pain. badminton's kind of addicting.

my roommates in manila have arrived. it felt nice that they were thinking of me when they went to buy plates and cutlery. our guy roommate arrived a few days after (i wonder how it's going to be living with a guy who's nothing more but an acquaintance. what's worse, i have a very secret crush on him, yikes!). but it's kind of a relief to know that he's only going to stay for a month (his mother told him to go room with his fellow guys. maybe she's afraid that her son's going to be raped, hahaha. isn't it supposed to be the other way around? talk about irony) anyways, i'm the only one who's missing, i'm really excited to go!!!

and oh yeah, i got my mouse back! :D



手越祐也の彼女@8:55 PM


Welcome

you have stumbled upon my blog~ the chocoholic's refuge
feel free to wander around...
shout-outs are much appreciated :)
and one more thing,
this is my blog
if you don't like what you see
then GET LOST!
why are you here anyways?

all about moi


/lying in the gloom of my lonely room/ thinking of how to reach you, dreaming of having you/ i believe in dreams and i believe in miracles/ i believe that toy balloons can reach and touch the moon/

~ x o x o x o x o x ~

_me_moi_wo_na_atashi_ako_ _nadem janeo carpintero_ nadz_dem_tata_tatski_nadzkie_ korean: han jeonhee_ japanese: hamano ayumi_ 12/15/83_ cebu city, philippines_insomniac_ sagittarian_moody_dreamer_ 90% fangirl 10% unknown_ adik_dakilang tamad_ extremely short memory_ nocturnal_pessimist_OC_ clutter queen_ sucks at games/puzzles/sports_ gets bored easily_paranoid_ uberjealous_hae's ex-wife_
手越祐也の彼女と将来の妻♥~
増田貴久の食事パートナー~
加藤茂明の双子の妹~
錦戸亮のライバル~
小山慶一郎の妹~
山下智久の隣人~

Loves

>NewS 大好き!!!
>johnny depp
>tegoshi yuya
♥♥♥♥♥
>テゴマス最高!!!
>purple and green
>chocolates, coffee, cheese
>kpop, jpop, cpop, opm classics, oldies
>dramas/series
>horror flicks
>great danes, rottweilers, yorkies, dachshunds, schnauzers
>halloween & christmas
>eeyore & doraemon
>noona songs
>potatoes & buttered toast
>miniatures
>paper & pens
>susan baker tea
>my lola's leche flan
>sleep overs
>ice cream sandwiches
>tumblers & coasters
>pistachios
>purin
>okonomiyaki
>road trips
>picture books
>paisley & velvet
>candied fruits
>old wives' tales
>mang ambo by larry alcala
>pugad baboy by pmjr
>te-no-ma-shi
>jwebs
>RyoTego
>NewS' Never Ending Wonderful Story dvd
>G3-my partners in crime!

Hates

>worms, maggots, caterpillars, etc.
>rainy days and mondays
>math
>cigarette smoke
>fishbones
>frying fish
>household chores
>my sensitive nose -_-
>waiting
>traffic
>two-faced ppl
>spicy food
>clutter
>being pressured
>crappy service
>shopping
>crowded places
>directions
>too much drama
>sad endings
>monthly periods
>backlogging
>chain letters
>exclusivity and all that shit
>backbiters and rumor-mongers
>being binbou -_-
>my full name
>multi-tasking
>arguments
>my brother XP
>delusional fangirls
>unwanted admirers/suitors/textmates (GRRRR!)
>Tegoshi and RyoTego haters
>blondes
>rumors/tabloids

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>'MEMOIRS' philippine release
>TegoMass concert dvd
>a Coraline doll
>harry potter and the deathly hallows
>a series of unfortunate events (complete)
>more neil gaiman books
>the adventures of tin-tin
>my own dika
>new celphone
>jenga and twister games
>revel bars!!! *drools*
>body shop's olive oil
>maltese or yorkie
>electronic dictionary
>the nightmare before christmas merchandise
>JE merchandise
>okaneeeeee~
>lose weight overnight
>mole under left eye
>learn how to play violin/cello
>learn how to bake
>bungee jump
>vacation to japan, thailand, korea
>go to a NewS concert
>my own tegoshi yuya XD
>more ryotego fics
>tegoshi singing nino's niji
>watch:
-itteQ-tegoshi eps
-massu's 'musashi'
-pi's 'byakkotai'
-ie ga tooi-news epi
-kei's high school musical
-kei's 'nurse aoi'
-kisarazu cat's eye
-princess d

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CURRENTLY...
WATCHING: greek + dexter + soukon + shining inheritance + rescue + nodame cantabile + maou + osen + sushi oji + isshun no kaze ni nare + densha otoko + hachimitsu to kuroba + yamada taro monogatari + detective academy Q + dance drill + princess princess d + hanaukyo maid + coffee prince + tatta hitotsu no koi + kamen rider kabuto + sapuri + stand up + prince of tennis + cartoon kat-tun + busu no hitomi ni koishiteru + lunch queen + battle royale2 + dasepo naughty girls + thai horror movies +

READING: lonely planet japanese phrasebook + memoirs of a teenage amnesiac (for the 4th time XD) +

LSS: naiyou no nai tegami - NEWS +

PEEPS: NewS--tegoshi, massu, notti, shige + OTP-RyoTego + yaMaki + maki + YongSeo +

MOVIES
+ the nightmare before christmas + harry potter + romeo and juliet + city of angels + now and then + moulin rouge + chocolat + from hell + the neverending story + the labyrinth + a walk to remember + the chocolate factory (willy wonka and charlie versions) + the secret garden + snow white: a tale of terror + great expectations + don juan de marco + napoleon dynamite + sleepover + sleepy hollow + centerstage + the sisterhood of the travelling pants + tuck everlasting + what a girl wants + casper + bourne identity + ocean's eleven + mr. bean + the abyss + deep blue sea + ghost ship + titanic + jurassic park (1,2&3) + resident evil (1,2&3) + the land of the dead + the dawn of the dead + ella enchanted + shrek (1,2&3) + face off + con air + the x-files + coach carter + time machine + the land before time + mulan + hocus pocus + interview with a vampire + practical magic + princess diaries + miss congeniality + queen of the damned + romeo must die + the others + thumbelina + ever after + breakfast at tiffany's + gone with the wind + west side story + bridget joneses diary (1&2) + brokedown palace + darkness falls + valentine + the exorcism of emily rose + witches + the count of monte cristo + shakespeare in love + love actually + the man in the iron mask + four weddings and a funeral + the island of dr. moreau + narnia: the lion, the with, and the wardrobe + the cube + the mummy (1&2) + identity + beetlejuice + frequency + phenomenon + the guru + stardust + pursuit of happyness + stardust + coraline + the lake house + the sorcerer's apprentice +
+ the twins effect + the death curse + hero + the house of flying daggers + crouching tiger, hidden dragon + the curse of the golden flower + infernal affairs (1,2&3) + my sassy girl + il mare + the classic + a millionaire's first love + kawi + koma + the uninvited + vacation (dbsk) + 200 pounds beauty + jenny&juno + one missed call (1,2&3) + the phone + the eye + a tale of two sisters + nana + death note1&2 + six + shutter + lovely complex + kanojo to no tadashii asobikata + chinese odyssey + protege de la rose noire + house of fury + spy dad + diva ah-hey + chinese tall story + new police story + 6AM + ab-normal beauty + battle royale + wishing stairs + the red shoes + shissou/dead run + one missed call 2 + attack on the pin-up boys (suju's movie) + cinderella ni naritai + boys love + kurosagi the movie + calling you + L change the world + koizora + crows zero + cyborg girl + tada, kimi wo aishiteru + 4bia/phobia + phobia 2 + coming soon + liar game: the final stage +

BOOKS
+ harry potter (j.k. rowling) + series of unfortunate events (lemony snickett) + stories of eva luna (isabel allende) + daddy long legs (jean webster) + behind the attic wall (sylvia cassedy) + how stella got her groove back (terry mcmillan) + pet sematary (stephen king) + stardust & coraline (neil gaiman) + robert fulghum books + roald dahl + frances hodgson burnett + grimm brothers + hans christian andersen + memeoirs of a teenage amnesia (gabrielle zevin +)

BOOB TUBE
+ csi las vegas + criminal minds + gilmore girls + supernatural + house m.d. + oprah + will and grace + extreme makeover (home edition) + charmed + joan of arcadia + dark angel + tru calling + angel + monk + the pretender + moonlight + i survived a japanese game show +

<3DRAMAS
+ beautiful days + love letter + winter sonata + my name is kim sam soon + my sassy girl chun-hyang + sweet 18 + meteor garden1&2 + dbsk's banjun drama + full house + goong + hana yori dango + bad family + nobuta wo produce + proposal daisakusen + kurosagi + my boss my hero + dragon zakura + hana yori dango2 + 1 litre of tears + 1 litre of tears sp + gachi baka + papa to musume no nanokakan + hanazakari no kimitachi e + himitsu no hanazono + tsubasa no oreta tenshitachi - season 1 + tsubasa no oreta tenshitachi - season 2 + tantei gakuen Q + liar game + shabake + sore wa totsuzen, arashi no you ni + sugata sanshirou + yukan club + deru toko demashou + lost time life (kei's episode) + waraeru koi wa shitakunai + anego + kakure karakuri + car radio ga owareba + last friends + absolute boyfriend + what's up, fox? + binbou danshi + 14 sai no haha + code blue + ryusei no kizuna + atashinchi no danshi + koishite akuma + buzzer beat + guests of room zero (koyama's & shige's episodes) + orthros no inu + you're beautiful + hidarime tantei eye + troubleman + sunao ni narenakute + loss time life + hyoten +

ANIME
+ fushigi yuugi + master of mosquiton + monster rancher + doraemon + fruits basket + trigun + sugar sugar rune + alice academy + cardcaptor sakura + time quest + ranma 1/2 + lovecom + gravitation + black blood brothers + ouran high host club + yamato nadeshiko shichi henge (the wallflower) + howl's moving castle + spirited away + kimi ni todoke +

UNFAITHFUL
+ chad michael murray + vincent kartheiser + jensen ackles + wentworth miller + james franco + sean faris + joseph fiennes + ewan mcgregor + ethan hawke + drew fuller + christopher gorham + channing tatum + liam aiken + topher grace + dhani lennevald + brad renfro + ralph fiennes + nicolas cage + jason statham + hugh jackman + diego luna + adam garcia + david duchovny + enrique iglesias + will estes + colin firth + dougray scott + antonio sabato jr. + alex o'loughlin + luke grimes +
++ jang woohyuk (h.o.t.) + micky yoochun (dbsk) + kim junghoon + jo insung + lee sangwoo + lee junki + kim jihoon + im joohwan + brian joo (ftts) + tablo (epik high) + t.o.p. (big bang) + attack (trax) + jin taehwa (battle) + kim dongwan (shinhwa) + park jinwoo + kim hyeseong + hyunbin + jang geunseok + wonbin (f.t island) + jung yonghwa (cnblue)
+++ tegoshi yuya + shun oguri + hongo kanata + news + kenichi matsuyama + ryo nishikido (news) + kazunari ninomiya (arashi) + matsuda shota + matsuda ryuhei + kaname jun + yamapi (news)+ tatsuya fujiwara + mizushima hiro + tsubasa imai (t&t) + wakaba ryuuya + hiraoka yuuta + tsukamoto takashi + tamayama tetsuji + yonemura daijiro & yodogawa yoshihiro (question?) + arioka daiki & yamada ryousuke (hey!say!) + ohkura tadayoshi (k8) + nakamaru yuichi (kat-tun) + oshinari shugo + tamaki hiroshi + mukai osamu + koide keisuke + miura haruma + seto koji + nakayama yuma + inohara yoshihiko (v6) +
++++ vanness wu (f4) + edison chen + jay chou + kenny kwan (boyz) + daniel wu + stephen fung + ananda everingham + golf + ray macdonald +
+++++ john lloyd cruz + jc de vera + enchong dee + hideaki torio +
LOVE THE MUSIC OF...
+ the corrs + sarah mclachlan + shawn colvin + michelle branch + selena + mariah carey + lee sooyoung + jewel + aaliyah + craig david + jason mraz + josh groban + boa + dbsk + lene marlin + frou frou + enya + leann rimes + big bang + sung sikyung + sg wannabe + se7en + epik high + clazziquai + loveholic + sugababes + all saints + lara fabian + gregorian chant + vonda shepard + foofighters + green day + rachael lampa + bosson + linda ronstadt + the cranberries + the cardigans + india arie + seal + george michael + lighthouse family + sting + garbage + dc talk + duncan sheik + coldplay + jars of clay + blur + third eye blind + john mayer + fiona apple + spice girls + kelly clarkson + utada hikaru + 'd sound + jim croce + david foster + eric clapton + boyz 2 men + babyface + alison krauss + richard marx + the company + jose mari chan + martine mccutcheon + kathy troccoli + jj lin + dream + honeyz + foj + darius + maksim + aaa + haley bennett + perfume + teddy geiger + yui + shimizu shota + kato miliyah + jyongri + coraline soundtrack +

BEAUTIES
+ nicole kidman + charlize theron + sandra bullock + anne hathaway + alexis bledel + evan rachel wood + amanda bynes + alexa vega + rachel mcadams + uma thurman + leelee sobieski + eliza dushku + emily browning + emma watson + dakota fanning + annasophia robb + alicia morton + kate maberly + mia maestro + jennifer connelly + paz vega + emmanuelle chriqui + hilary duff + marisa tomei + helena bonham carter + amber tamblyn + julia stiles + meredith bishop + thora birch + jessica alba + kristin kreuk + sara paxton + monica keena + katie holmes + marley shelton + camilla bell + angelina jolie + milla jovovich + amanda seyfried +
++ choi jiwoo + song hyegyo + jeon jihyun + son yehjin + goo hyejin + park shinhye + go ara + han jimin + lee yeonhee + bae seulgi (the reds) + ayumi (sugar) + song jihyo + yoon eunhye (baby vox) + han chaeyoung + kim taehee + han jihye + park bom + park heebon (milk) + kim bomi (milk) + chaeyeon + nam sangmi + cats + kara + lina and sunday (csjh) + sunye (wg) + kim ah-jung + uhm hyunkyung + yoo hyunyoung + choi sooyoung + han gain + kim junghwa + go eunah + goo hyesun + jung ryeowon (chakra) + kang junghwa + so yihyun + jo jungrin + kim ok-bin + eunseong + min seohyeon +
+++ nakashima mika + aoi miyazaki + horikita maki + toda erika + aragaki yui + shida mirai + uno misako + ueto aya + ueno juri + kashii yu + ito misaki + maya miki + ayase haruka + karina + narumi riko + kato rosa + naka riisa + esumi makiko + ito yuna + mimura + leah dizon + kiritani mirei + aoi yu +
++++ twins + miriam yeung + angelica lee + jolin tsai + rainie yang + niki chow + race wong + yumiko cheng + isabella leong + joey yung + stephy tang + janice wei vidal + vivian hsu +
+++++ maja salvador + erich gonzales + vaness del moral + jennica garcia +

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