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Saturday, February 28, 2009
i'll go to sleep over at merrill's, with leny and palmer. it might be my last shot at freedom in the next months so of course i had to come. i miss spending time with those three.
i wish i have more days to spend until i start working. still haven't cleaned my room yet -_-
vie wrote a new ryotego fic. i inspired jealous!tegoshi LOL i'm so glad to have a friend like her, someone who never leaves you and always cares. it's amazing how we're still close after 2 years :) it's weird to call her 'friend' sometimes, i've gotten so used to calling her my imouto :P
i really will try to update some of my fics when i get back from the sleepover.
i dreamt i saw tegoshi's grandmother (or was it his mother?) but then i instantly forgot her face when i woke up. hmm, maybe it's bcoz i really wanted to see his mom, i've been wondering about how she looks...
手越祐也の彼女@4:59 PM
Friday, February 27, 2009
i officially got my work uniform. 2 sets of scrubs. i start work on monday. yikes~
listened to a k-chan news episode with tegoshi. they talked about how tegoshi cosplayed for murarisuto in the con, and they even stuff him with breasts LOL
i also dled an old NEWS party time radioshow with ryo, where ryo picked tegoshi as a gf and they talked about how ryo really adores tegoshi. kei also further confirmed by telling everyone how ryo goes all 'aishiteru~ aishiteru~' to tegoshi on backstages.
vie-chan wrote another ryotego fic again! yay~ it's been a while since she last wrote one. it's really sweet of her to dedicate the fic to me. maybe she's still feeling a little bad about what i wrote in the previous post (totally unintentional) but i'm really glad i have such a good friend/imouto in her. sometimes i feel like i don't deserve it *acck*
then vie just told me that ryo and tegoshi went to kei's butai together!!! KYAAAAAAAAAAAAA~ i know shige went with another NEWS member (was it massu?) instead of pi, and that NEWS moms went too (i love NEWS moms, they're so supportive, i can feel the member-ai). but ryotego went together!!! prior to that i didn't know whether tegoshi came (coz he seems to be really busy nowadays) and ryo too. but them together was something i didn't expect AT ALL!!! so now i think i'm dying here. i can't stop grinning like an idiot. thanks for the wonderful news, vie-chan!!! :D i just needed to be reassured that my otp's doing fine every now and then XD
the search for the 'memoirs of a teenage amnesiac' book still continues. i'll have to count on miru to reserve the book for me coz it can't be found here in cebu -_- and i think i'll go listen to the audiobook again (for the third time XD)
itteQ in wisconsin will be aired on march 29. the previews are hilarious esp when they tried to catch him with a net LOL what is he, a fish? ROFL
i hate periods!!! =_=
手越祐也の彼女@3:28 PM
Monday, February 23, 2009
just updates:
koyama and shige on 'kiseki no kizuna' tv documentary this march: koyama will mc while shige will go to bangladesh as a reporter to cover yamaguchi eriko who is a bag designer. sugoi ne? i'm so proud of koyashige~~
ryo's hairstyle is getting dorkier XD
NEWS has a new russ-k poster!!!
^ ryo's hand O.O
i listened to 'memoirs of a teenage amnesiac' again XD
i checked the imdb cast list for 'memoirs' (i know it's not all that reliable) emma roberts rumored to play alice, ace zuckerman by anton yelchin, naomi porter changed into naomi sukuse, james larkin changed into yuji miwa LOL
i found my edward!!! luke grimes is hotter and would suit the role more than robert pattinson :P now i only have to picture luke's face the next time i continue reading 'new moon'. he reminds me of a younger version of johnny deep.
手越祐也の彼女@6:36 PM
Friday, February 20, 2009
i dreamt of falling inlove with a person when i'm not supposed to. getting hurt of him actually thinking i was a criminal (thief). wanting to leave as soon as possible. avoiding him as much as possible. refusing his good intentions, and his gifts. but couldn't help falling for it anyways. trying hard not to cry in front of him and keeping a brave front.
and then suddenly i'm married. right after the wedding, i went out with my friends. wth.
i finished listening 'memoirs of a teenage amnesiac' today. i spent 3 days max (not continuous) listening to the audiobook. now i'm certain i'm in love with will. i was kyaa-ing at the part where will said he was in love with naomi, and naomi admitting to herself later on that she's in love with will. plus will's song for naomi ('i will' by the beatles). i'm a little relieved too that will and winnie's relationship didn't really last that long, and that they didn't have that many sweet moments (actually, none at all, except for the prom scene w/c wasn't all that sweet). i wanna listen to it again! XD
i really really hope the movie lives up to my expectations. i'm a bit worried coz i have this gut feeling that they'll deviate from the original story. remind myself not to expect so much, since i tend to get really depressed when things don't turn out the way i want them to. i don't like the naomiXjames pairing :P if naomi ends up with james and not with will, i swear i'll cry.
fic ideas: i wanna write massu in a very different (rebellious/bad boy maybe?) role. and tesshi as a murderer. XDD
watched hokaben. i still cringe seeing shige act, like i'm afraid he's gonna mess up anytime. his acting is still a bit fake/overdone.
and i noticed it again, shige's teeth when he was young was really fugly!!! i'm so glad he got it fixed.
vie read my blog and that part where i was ranting about her kpop addiction and my insecurities *acck* i didn't mean to make her feel guilty/bad. i was just pouring out my thoughts in the raw, and now i feel a little guilty. i mean, there's absolutely nothing wrong with her fangirling over suju. it's just me and the many issues i have.
a little bird came to our house! i was in front of the computer as usual, and suddenly this bird comes in through the window behind me, flying just a little over my head. i ran down quite panicking afraid that it would claw at me. unfortunately it followed me all the way down and perched on one of our wooden chairs. we wondered if it was injured or something. we were surprised that it was kind of tame, it allowed us to hold and pet. in the end, we finally let it go.
手越祐也の彼女@9:18 PM
Thursday, February 19, 2009
i actually feel a little warm/sick. felt drained after the job interview. it somehow feels scary imagining myself finally working, having to get along with everybody and encountering challenging patients, and also not being confident with my skills -_-
pms sucks. my body feels all kinds of sensitive. any time now...
i saw itteQ pics in winconsin. vid clip of the lumberjack part LOL it looks so silly. and tegoshi's name got misspelled (again!!! last time he was takeshi XDD) from the new richmond local reports XD
i think i'm on massu-mode. watched his guestings (146 push-ups in one minute!!!), massu parts in the winter party diamond pamphlet. i'm starting to accept massu's hair. i'm also amazed at how maru could get serious in 'rescue'. he is the lead after all so he gets a lot of spotlight. my image of him being an idiot changed XD and he looks cute in his new haircut. plus he impressed me with the chin-ups, i never really saw him as someone who is fit enough and could do such things aka a wimp XDD and 'rescue' has a lot of hotties in the cast: kaname jun, daito shunshuke, ichiguro hideo, yamamoto yusuke, asari yosuke...and i love the ending theme!!! rescue by KAT-TUN. well i'm actually kinda torn between massu and maru so i guess it's more approprite to say i'm on massu-maru-mode XD
ryo won best supporting actor for RnK in tvlife drama grand pix awards. yamapi only got 9th place for code blue. maou won the best drama award, really have to continue watching that drama.
yay~ i found an audiobook for 'memoirs of a teenage amnesiac' at least, until i could find the book. it was better than not knowing the story at all. so i started listening to it last night and *kyaaaaaaaa* i love will (tegoshi's role in 'nakushita kioku')!!! i love how nerdy will is, and how he knows naomi so well. i'm really excited to see how tegoshi would act his role out.
pi wrote about celebrating a friend's birthday recently. although it might be another person, i really really want to believe it was kusano. KusaPi is alive! :D
saw some HSJ clips o.O ryutaro is growing up!!! he's seriously one smart and witty kid. love how his voice is changing. yamada is just cute whatever he does :P
heard a rumor: new NEWS single coming out in april. it has to be, right? i really haven't heard much about them lately, so they have to be working on something.
i feel sorry for hating my once favorite KT member ueda. it's mostly because i hate the ryoda pairing being thrown at my face (i told you i get really protective of my otp, and as a result get annoyed at potential threats LOL). and because of that i kinda forgot facts about him too (like how he's from kanagawa, and that he has a sweet tooth like me!). but aside from that i realized i still like/has a soft spot for ueda after all. and he also has this body fat % going, just like tegoshi. i personally think japan's a tad bit too obsessed with these kinds of statistics ne. it seems kinda ridiculous to me :P i think that guesting in hanamaru (or any show really) alone is a great idea to get to know more about ueda, since he doesn't really talk much when he's with KT. the milk crepe that he loves looks so yummy! now i want to go that that crepe place in ayala -_- ahhhh ueda's smile is so pretty~ and his laugh too! and he cared for his teeth pretty well! he's promoting his butai 'romeo and juliet' (omg romeo-ueda, i wanna watch~~~)
and i read about tegoshi cosplaying again. then yamapi thought it'd be funny to go around the jimusho and see if they could fool anyone into thinking tegoshi's a girl. and they did, poor juniors! LOL tegoshi could really pass up as a girl *acck*
NEWS moms watched kei's butai 'call'. it's so nice to hear them going together again. i can feel the member-mama-ai~~
手越祐也の彼女@1:27 AM
Sunday, February 15, 2009
it's kusa-bear day!
OTANJOUBI OMEDETOU, KUSANOTTI!!!
yaaaah, i almost forgot that it's his birthday. sorry, my niiban!!! you know ilu and imu very much. i hope you'd hurry up and come back to Pi NewS~
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after mulling over how i sorely miss kusano's singing, his dancing, his energy and baka-ness, and lastly his moles XDD, i spent most of the day with the business of saving his pics...which soon turned to kusapi. i even went as far as join a kusapi site, and looking for more kusapi-related stuff afterwards. i learned quite some things about them. i knew they were kinda close back then (and have been a KusaPi fan) but i didn't fully realize just how close they were until this day. they have chemistry, and their relationship is the easygoing type, like how at ease they can quickly get around each other.
and they're just like RyoTego, they have special nicks for each other too! tetsu (kusa) and tomo-san/chie-san (pi). i wonder where those names are from...but anyways, it's so *kyaaa* i really enjoyed reading old NewS interview esp all the KusaPi-ness, but it also made me miss kusano more. he really made things a lot more fun back then (when most of the members are still not so close back when they were still starting out and are awkward around each other. tegoshi barely says anything, still shy among everyone else who are in fact his senpais).
right now i'm on the hunt for more KusaPi fics (mind, i couldn't find a lot so it's a but hard). lately i've been thinking of possibly writing a KusaPi fic. this pairing needs more love~
jerevy got me hooked on craig david's insomnia. the chorus did remind me of neyo's closer but both songs are just awesome. plus i missed hearing craig david.
i'm so happy coz 'Ryusei no Kizuna' won most of the awards at the recent 12th nikkan sports drama grand prix (i know i'm very late), even debuting with 21% viewer rating. omedetou to everyone in RnK!!! i can't wait for any new dramas by nino, ryo, and erika.
from one erika to another erika (sawajiri). i just found out she already got married last month! to a guy 22 years older! who's not even goodlooking :P but she looks like she's happy, so *shrugs*
more loveholic greatness. i just found this out (i know it's not new, i vaguely remember hearing it while watching 'coffee prince' by accident), but my god, why are they so good at making sad songs that i helplessly get addicted to?
"flowerpot" (translation)
far, far, you come from a distance how must my quivering heart speak? from the very start, you took my heart I couldn’t recover from the illness you gave me I want to become a flower pot I constantly pray
I want to become a flowerpot at your small window even if I won’t be able to say anything from time to time, I’ll receive your smiles and touch and I could watch your sleeping face endlessly
far away, far away, you’re going somewhere far away How must I stop these falling tears from the very start, you stole my heart and made me suffer from an illness I couldn’t recover from I want to become a flower pot I constantly pray
I want to become a flowerpot at your small window even if I won’t be able to say anything from time to time, I’ll receive your smiles and touch and I could watch your sleeping face endlessly
*sniffs* as if i'm not emo enough to begin with. alex of clazziquai did a cover of this song, and it was equally beautiful, alex and his amazingly soothing voice. it moves me to tears, esp when i saw that vid from 'we got married' and he was singing to shin-ae and she looked sad. hmm, maybe i should go watch that show. it has hyungjun (of SS501), kangin (of superjunior), taeyeon (of snsd), and solbi after all. but then i still have tons of jdramas i should finish.
手越祐也の彼女@3:52 PM
Saturday, February 14, 2009
Valentine's day and i'm lonely...
...NOT!!! XDD
honestly, this is one occasion i could do without, spoken like a loyal member of the 'no boyfriend since birth' society LOL i don't see it as anything special, really. just another excuse for hallmark and chocolate companies, and flower shops, and restaurants to earn more. maybe i'm just bitter, maybe i'm not. it's not as if i didn't have my chance at love. but as i have said so many times before, i simply wasn't interested. it wasn't worth my time and energy.
so how do i spend this day? for starters, it had been raining lately. i heard from the news that it's a typhoon, signal #1. that alone is enough to keep me at home. if you know me, you'll understand that i have never been good friends with rain. i try to stay away as much as i can. and i've had my share of wet and cold moments yesterday. it's enough to last me until the next year. coincidentally, i was in the same situation, the same day last year. that was one of my shittiest days in history, one i'd rather not remember.
so it seems like i wasn't really meant to enjoy V-day. it has always been coupled with rain.
besides, who needs a valentine when i've got RyoTego with me 24/7? all i need is a dose of their rabu and i'm in cloud nine again. my OTP is the BEST. that's worth celebrating, if not for anything else :P
*kyaaaaaaa*
i lazed around in bed for most of the day. sometimes it's just nice to not do anything but sleep. plus the weather's perfect for pulling up your sweater and wearing socks and hiding under the blanket. i'm having a date with my pillows, and tegoshi in my dreams...or is it really tegoshi? lately, massu's been occupying my thoughts. wth??? why am i even daydreaming about him?
if i'm in this state, i might as well get up and maybe a fic would come out of it. that's my philosophy ne, do something related to what you're currently into. and right now, i'm into massu. let's see if i can make something out of it. pray i won't get lazy or distracted.
i'm rather bored. it's one of those days when i don't feel the need to go online. yes, as shocking as it may seem, i do have days like that LOL
i finally passed my application letter to Citydent. now all i have to do is wait for them to call me for the interview. i'm kinda nervous, i was never good at interviews. what if i stutter?
^ i feel like a girl wearing shirts like this, so unlike me :P
and i bought cake. i told you i was craving for marjolaine, and i couldn't help myself. i went and bought a whole cake all to myself. this is my weird way of coping with the valentine blues (not that i'm depressed or anything). i somehow felt like i should celebrate it at least. or maybe it really is just my excuse to indulge myself. me and my twisted mind XD
^ yummy!!!
i was listening to arashi songs lately, it's bcoz of Ryusei no Kizuna, ne. but no matter what i do, i still can't seem to really like them (except nino). their songs are not that special (i only like 4 at the most). NEWS songs are much much better, imo. what i don't understand is why they're so popular. they have the most number of fans in the philippines (and i think in all of JE, not including the older groups of course). some say it's bcoz of jun and his dramas. i still refuse to believe he's gotten THAT popular. maa, i've never liked him so i really wouldn't understand :P and ohno, my gawd, i still dunno what he's doing in JE *evil*
jun has a new drama 'smile' with gakki where his character is half-filipino o.O i don't think his looks could pass as a half-blood (but then my bestfriend's kids are filipino-japanese and look japanese only). i wonder if they're gonna film in the philippines for that, and learn some tagalog? i'm intrigued despite myself *acck* this might be just the first step for JE to pay attention to us ne~ i can't help but feel a little hopeful.
i've sorted out clothes i couldn't wear anymore, to give to the kids in carmen. but it didn't get so far. my spinster aunt and our housekeeper rummaged through it and almost took everything XD it was sad to part with them. some of it i haven't worn yet, but wouldn't fit anymore. damn this appetite of mine. it didn't take me so long to recover from the gastroenteritis scare after all.
after almost four months i'm still inlove with 'neoro boinda' by SMASH. segye and hanbang's voice owned the song. i just found the english translation a week ago and it's so heartbreaking T.T
i also have been addicted to loveholic's shingiru for weeks now. it started when i chanced upon the anime 'black blood brothers' on local tv. the moment i heard the ending theme, i knew it was loveholic (one of my favorite korean bands)! it just had to be, and i was right. it's just absolutely beautiful, even though it's a sad song. i love it even more when i read the translations. jisun's voice is the best~ it's a shame they disbanded. they were one of the best korean musicians out there.
lastly, this song from the bird and the bee is stuck in my head:
"Again and Again"
Again & again & again & again Do it again, do it again, again & again
It's a shame, it's a shame, it's a perfect shame Creep under my door and we do it again, oh, oh It's so easy and easy and easy and easy And creepy and creepy and creepy and creepy, oh Again, again, again
Again & again & again & again Do it again, do it again Again & again & again & again Do it again, do it again, again & again
Say my name, say my name, say my stupid name It's stupid how we always seem to do it again, oh, oh It's so stupid and perfect and stupid and perfect I hate you, I want you, I hate you, I hate you, oh Again, again, again
Again & again & again & again Do it again, do it again Again & again & again & again Do it again, do it again, again & again
Again & again & again & again Do it again, do it again Again & again & again & again Do it again, do it again
Again & again & again & again Do it again, do it again Again & again & again & again Do it again, do it again
Again & again & again & again Do it again, do it again, again & again
and i find myself getting addicted to the bossa nova version as well! now i miss clazziquai's cat bossa...
^ john-john (named after johnny kitagawa, jk!!!) our casanova of a dog, even came home for V-day! XD
^ i'm an aunt!!! (davao-based manang january's pretty girls maffy and her sister whose name i forgot *acck*)
手越祐也の彼女@5:40 PM
Thursday, February 12, 2009
christmas, new year, and pre-Vday all in one
ever since the excitement and stress of the board exams wore off, i've been busy going here and there. nanay arrived in manila to visit her relatives and spent christmas in cavite. i had a chance to meet queen at shangri-la mall before going to antipolo to spend christmas with tita tina and her family. i wasn't able to enjoy it much coz i was sick. i had on and off episodes of fever. i even slept through noche buena even though they did try to wake me up. i was dozing off.
^ partners-me and queen
^ sick me, with cousins gembong and ryn2x
^ with tito amay, ryn2x, and tita tina
omg tegoshi wore a miniskirt in their latest con! with matching blonde wig! a NEWS member carried him princess style, and apparently everyone was trying to get a peek at his underwear *dies* what is happening to my ichiban???
^ kissing koyama
i finally got to listen to Tu-Yu's song 'zutto soba ni iru yo'. the pv is cute, massu makes it all worthwhile with his bright smiles :D
pics from 'nakushita kioku' set YAY~
^ tego looks good with glasses
^ i love seeing them together! *glomps*
^ tegoshi and matsuyama kenichi
nanay and i flew to bacolod on the 28th and the whole janeo family was at the airport, seeing niko, jepoy, and karlo's goofy faces. everybody else was in the rented jeep, my cousins mae and peb2x, tita mayette who was home from singapore, tita evy, and tito mon. the scarf that nanay lent me to wear earlier at the airport was passed around. well, it was a cute scarf :P
the next day, papa and tita arrived in bacolod from toboso. they brought che2x with them too. we met with them and tita tata's family at robinson's and proceeded at tita dayen's for dinner. tita inday's family arrived too. it was like an impromptu gathering. after catching up with the latest in everyone's lives, i made my way to the computer where the little kids were playing some word games. soon enough, i was getting hooked too.
^ me and my brother, karlo
^ my cousins jenny and joanne
^ me and cousin joy2x
^ me and shy jenny
^ me and edwin
^ me and michael
^ me and trisha (our singer. yes, i have retired XD)
i finally had my hair dyed brown, since the first attempt in manila didn't have any effect at all. i also painted my nails in dark wine hue. i vowed to myself that as soon as i'm finished with the board exams and all, i'd start experimenting on my looks. and i love my new hair color! it felt nice to do something i wouldn't usually do.
^ yeah!!!
i met the new year in the same fashion as i did on christmas day. i slept through it. i was still sick and didn't manage to get up when the new year came.i stayed over at mae's for a night before heading to our cousins in granada. unfortunately the dajao's weren't there so karlo and i ended up visiting lola lourdes (our paternal grandmother), taking a nap at her little new hut after eating leftovers from the new year's eve party. we went back a few days after, and stayed over at tita tata's for the night, with the dajao's this time.
^ me and cousin gaia (the 4th dajao). they say we look like sisters.
^ me and karen (the 2nd dajao)
^ me and madia (the eldest dajao)
^ me and epi (the 3rd dajao)
the next day we watched the first two episodes of hannah montana (jenny's favorite), and 'ballet shoes' starring emma watson. she's really getting prettier as she grows. the movie was really nice!
irene and i have talked about going to japan later this year, preferably in time for NEWS' winter con tour. but i have to scrape 250 thousand pesos to be able to do that. where on earth am i getting that amount? -_- i really wanna go~
i'm sure most of you have heard the song 'last christmas' by wham. in the wake of jilting someone i remembered that song. yes, it was christmas and i broke someone's heart. it wasn't my fault. we were so 3 years ago, and i didn't expect him to still be hanging on. i would've thought he would get the message when i suddenly just didn't see him anymore. guys can really be dumb sometimes, and here i am assuming they'd be smart enough to get it. i am sorry, for letting 3 years pass before i decided to let him go (according to him). i hope he gets over me fast and move on with his life.
didn't i say i'm not cut out for relationships? that i won't settle for anything less? not when my heart's not in it 100%? so there, i am single by choice!
something good came out of going with tita mayette to leah's clinic. i found out joy (one of my high school bestfriends) was in bacolod. we haven't seen each other for 2 years. i had missed her terribly! naturally, we were eager to catch up on each other's lives. her kids twins ryu and rei, were now 2 and a half years old and very active. i also found out in the same night i slept over at their house (coz joy won't let me go home*acck*) that her sister bhem married a japanese too! i was shocked.
i told her about my plans to go to japan later this year, even jokingly asked if i could stay at their place in nagano (so i won't spend on hotels). and she said yes! i am not about to take back my request. it's a little sacrifice (nagano is far from tokyo, 3 hrs by car, or was it by train?), but i don't mind as long as i have a free place to stay :P
i asked joy and bhem to give me japanese lessons so i could at least say something tegoshi/NEWS would understand when i go to their concert (i mean i wish i could, hehe) but they teached me stuff like 'atashi to kimi yaritai' and 'hoteru ikou' *flails* DAME YO~
i wonder if wanting to go to japan to watch some boyband in concert sound really foolish. seems like it from people's reactions when i tell them it's part of my list of things to do in the future. is it really being childish of me? sometimes it makes me sad that people might think i'm immature. i'm very capable of acting my age as well. it's just that i chose not to. this is what makes me happy, spazzing over cute guys who sing in a different language. what is so wrong with that? maa, whatever. i'm an alien anyways. i even look like one :P
i saw tita mayette off the airport. she was finally going back to singapore and i just felt like i had to see her off. she had been a very nice aunt to me, and it's the least i could do. joy was nice enough to offer taking us to the airport which was now in silay (a litle further away compared to the old airport). i almost cried but held back. damn, i'm born too emotional.
new additions to the 'nakushita kioku' cast: kiritani mirei. i thought she'd probably take the role of winnie. i liked her since 'hana kimi' and wouldn't mind at all if she plays winnie. i find her really pretty. but kylee got the role of winnie. she's so young! she's a singer. honestly, i didn't know anything about her before this. well, at least she's cute and she doesn't get on my nerves :P
ok, i have to admit. edward cullen in the book is waaaaaaay better than in the movie. i think i fell for him for a while XD now i'm reading 'new moon' but i got stuck (bcoz of this and that). things in the real world kept me busy.
i had a little reunion with my high school bestfriends (just me, joy, and jessy). jessy now works as a teacher at a local public high school. and she's getting married this august. that leaves me and marilou (whom i haven't seen in years!) the only single ones left. somehow i feel pressured when i shouldn't. it was so nice hanging out with them again, just like how we used to back then. but of course it's different now with joy married and jessy engaged. we had coffee at bo's, talking mostly about joy, how she ended up being married, etc. strolling, joy and i ended up singing utada hikaru's first love. she knows a lot of japanese songs (duh?) but nothing from JE :( i still want her to teach me anyways.
we ended up at the karaoke corner of the mall. i got perfect score for the very first time! i think we kicked major ass coz we were one of the singers back in high school. i miss hearing them sing. jessy made us promise to come to her wedding and joy made us swear on our pinkies, which was quite amusing since it's something teenage girls would do, not adult women XDD but it gave me a warm feeling, just being with them. i wished that night wouldn't come to an end. but of course it did. we had to go back to our individual lives, jessy with her work, and joy with her kids.
^ joy and jessy
^ me and jessy
^ me and joy
i found a lonely planet japanese phrasebook at the sm branch of the national bookstore! i had a korean phrasebook which i bought back in hongkong. i'm so gonna buy it before someone beats me to it.
i went back to manila for the oathtaking. nezie and i tried our luck with commuting. we didn't have that much luggage anyways and we are both stingy, hehe. i stayed at may anne's place (which was across my old dorm). i figured it was preferable than having to stay all the way in antipolo.the oathtaking was held at the manila hotel. nothing exciting happened. we said our vows, then went home. we didn't feel up for celebrating, haha. we must seem so boring.
^ souvenir program
^ me and nezie
^ new friend, yay~
^ proof!
^ with daryl
^ with aileen
^ with ayn (no, he's not my dad LOL)
^ pose with the manila hotel sign
i spent the night at antipolo again. i was surprised that ryn2x still likes yamada and massu. she even had print outs of massu and tegoshi. i did too! but i left the pics at may anne's. i didn't think the need to show them off would come, hehe. but yeah, she totally digs massu! and because of her i was on HSJ-mode for a while (mainly daiki, but still i've spent time on them i normally wouldn't unless i really like a certain group) from dling all their pvs so i could show them to her. i swear i almost completely fell for it. but it was short-lived as well. but i still like daiki a lot. and i still have their pvs on my phone :P
^ daiki and daichii is love~
i finally went to have okonomiyaki at little tokyo with irene!!! it was really delicious, even though i was struggling with the chopsticks XD while waiting for the food, we busied ourselves by inspecting the restaurant's interior, filled with tiger beer bottles, and a japanese lantern, some souvenir items by a famous japanese baseball team like baseballs and little figures of baseball players. the tv was also showing random japanese shows, and we kept seeing nakai (of smap) everywhere! and even saw maki in one of the shows! so pretty~ it took me forever to finish with my okonomiyaki, maybe bcoz i was talking in between mouthfuls.
after that we decided to just go around, checking out japanese grocery stores, looking for stuff that NEWS endorsed. and we did! we found P's weider in jelly and mow, massu's tu-yu noodles (which i just found out is a maru-chan brand. i love the cup noodles!). we settled for shakes at sango's to try out the mow ice cream. i felt so bloated after, having consumed ice cream and shake. we planned on a sleepover at irene's in dasma but it didn't happen. honestly, until now i still didn't know why. i don't want to be too nosy and ask irene what happened that day. maybe she was just busy with school.
^ the merchandise
^ crazy over mow~
^ going gaga over jelly~~
then i was back in cebu. i finally watched 'ryusei no kizuna'. ryo was so adorable as taisuke, cosplaying and all. nino was cute/funny, weird at times, but i have to agree when people say he's a really good actor. and erika too! i love her acting. plus kaname jun and nakashima mika were in it too!
finally had time to catch up on dling tego's parts in itteQ. the thailand episode was funny, plus i had the chance to see tego taking a bath XDD the summertime pv part was hilarious, mainly bcoz the two other men were protesting, haha~ but he's so cool it's almost funny. and LOL at that episode where imoto brought tegoshi's pic to a sybil XDD good thing tego's a good sport.
*kyaaaaaaaa*
it seems like during the time i was away, vie has caught the kpop bug. soon enough she was spazzing over suju boys on lj. it somehow makes me feel lonely, imagining her going off to gush over guys i have left for NEWS. i'm trying to be rational here, but i still can't fight my selfish feelings. it's like having someone close to you get snatched away, feeling them slipping away. it kinda hurts, to know that we are not in the same place, may not be sharing the same interests and feelings on things anymore. i had been so used to talking to her and then this happens. i dunno what to think or feel exactly. i guess this is what i get for always letting people get too close to me. it makes me too vulnerable that even things that might mean nothing at all could affect me in a great way. i just wish i would get over this feeling, the sooner the better.
and so i have been having a hard time updating my fics. i'm too depressed to actually get a move on, even though i wanted to update so bad. i actually started on that yamapi het fic but my parents arrived so i had to stop -_-
the charger for my motorola v3i phone seems to be broken. had no choice but to use the other phone temporarily, until i get a new charger (or at least i hope it's the charger that's not working and not the battery itself).
i met with genette a few days ago. i gave her the refund for the dorm. and i conveniently forgot to bring the reviewers so we have to meet again. we have talked about planning to work in manila. i'm relieved. at least i now have someone to live with when i do finally decide to work in manila. but she has yet to pass the board exams. in the meantime, i'm planning to work here in cebu for experience. it better than not doing anything. besides, i have to earn. i have goals to reach, and all of them involve money.
my friends are also teasing me to join the next pinoy dream academy or philippine idol auditions LOL i dunno if they're serious or not. but i might just consider...XD
tegoshi was recently in wisconsin (why not the philippines??? -_-) for another episode of itteQ.
i love final fantasy advent children!!! cloud is so freaking hot! so is reno, vincent valentine, rufus shinra, even kadaj and yazoo!
^ zomg yaoi~~ XD kadajXcloud
^ more yaoiness (my brother and cousin niko sleeping rofl)
^ chibi naruto! i need my dose of ryotego rabu~~
^ kei, why are you always butting in???
i almost died when i watched the 2006 spring con, when tego almost kissed koyama! *flails* bad tesshi!!!
^ my hair as of feb 8, 2009 (unkempt!!!)
^ zoom in on the earring. it's designed like a forceps :P
lalala~ i'm a camwhore~ :P
i have been craving for red ribbon's marjolaine cake for days. someone stop me from buying one!!!
save for: -japan trip and NEWS concert tickets and goods -a maltese/yorkie/both -digicam -laptop -iPod -new phone (SE or nokia) -dumaguete trip, food trip with grizzel
i should really sleep now. i'm planning to pass my application to citydent tomorrow. i hope i get hired. the pay's not bad, for a training period. besides, mama did say she's willing to send me money if the salary's not enough :D
手越祐也の彼女@5:25 PM
Welcome
you have stumbled upon my blog~ the chocoholic's refuge
feel free to wander around...
shout-outs are much appreciated :)
and one more thing,
this is my blog
if you don't like what you see
then GET LOST!
why are you here anyways?
>NewS 大好き!!!
>johnny depp
>tegoshi yuya ♥♥♥♥♥
>テゴマス最高!!!
>purple and green
>chocolates, coffee, cheese
>kpop, jpop, cpop, opm classics, oldies
>dramas/series
>horror flicks
>great danes, rottweilers, yorkies, dachshunds, schnauzers
>halloween & christmas
>eeyore & doraemon
>noona songs
>potatoes & buttered toast
>miniatures
>paper & pens
>susan baker tea
>my lola's leche flan
>sleep overs
>ice cream sandwiches
>tumblers & coasters
>pistachios
>purin
>okonomiyaki
>road trips
>picture books
>paisley & velvet
>candied fruits
>old wives' tales
>mang ambo by larry alcala
>pugad baboy by pmjr
>te-no-ma-shi
>jwebs
>RyoTego
>NewS' Never Ending Wonderful Story dvd
>G3-my partners in crime!
Hates
>worms, maggots, caterpillars, etc.
>rainy days and mondays
>math
>cigarette smoke
>fishbones
>frying fish
>household chores
>my sensitive nose -_-
>waiting
>traffic
>two-faced ppl
>spicy food
>clutter
>being pressured
>crappy service
>shopping
>crowded places
>directions
>too much drama
>sad endings
>monthly periods
>backlogging
>chain letters
>exclusivity and all that shit
>backbiters and rumor-mongers
>being binbou -_-
>my full name
>multi-tasking
>arguments
>my brother XP
>delusional fangirls
>unwanted admirers/suitors/textmates (GRRRR!)
>Tegoshi and RyoTego haters
>blondes
>rumors/tabloids
Wishlist
>'MEMOIRS' philippine release
>TegoMass concert dvd
>a Coraline doll
>harry potter and the deathly hallows
>a series of unfortunate events (complete)
>more neil gaiman books
>the adventures of tin-tin
>my own dika
>new celphone
>jenga and twister games
>revel bars!!! *drools*
>body shop's olive oil
>maltese or yorkie
>electronic dictionary
>the nightmare before christmas merchandise
>JE merchandise
>okaneeeeee~
>lose weight overnight
>mole under left eye
>learn how to play violin/cello
>learn how to bake
>bungee jump
>vacation to japan, thailand, korea
>go to a NewS concert
>my own tegoshi yuya XD
>more ryotego fics
>tegoshi singing nino's niji
>watch:
-itteQ-tegoshi eps
-massu's 'musashi'
-pi's 'byakkotai'
-ie ga tooi-news epi
-kei's high school musical
-kei's 'nurse aoi'
-kisarazu cat's eye
-princess d
+ the nightmare before christmas + harry potter + romeo and juliet + city of angels + now and then + moulin rouge + chocolat + from hell + the neverending story + the labyrinth + a walk to remember + the chocolate factory (willy wonka and charlie versions) + the secret garden + snow white: a tale of terror + great expectations + don juan de marco + napoleon dynamite + sleepover + sleepy hollow + centerstage + the sisterhood of the travelling pants + tuck everlasting + what a girl wants + casper + bourne identity + ocean's eleven + mr. bean + the abyss + deep blue sea + ghost ship + titanic + jurassic park (1,2&3) + resident evil (1,2&3) + the land of the dead + the dawn of the dead + ella enchanted + shrek (1,2&3) + face off + con air + the x-files + coach carter + time machine + the land before time + mulan + hocus pocus + interview with a vampire + practical magic + princess diaries + miss congeniality + queen of the damned + romeo must die + the others + thumbelina + ever after + breakfast at tiffany's + gone with the wind + west side story + bridget joneses diary (1&2) + brokedown palace + darkness falls + valentine + the exorcism of emily rose + witches + the count of monte cristo + shakespeare in love + love actually + the man in the iron mask + four weddings and a funeral + the island of dr. moreau + narnia: the lion, the with, and the wardrobe + the cube + the mummy (1&2) + identity + beetlejuice + frequency + phenomenon + the guru + stardust + pursuit of happyness + stardust + coraline + the lake house + the sorcerer's apprentice +
+ the twins effect + the death curse + hero + the house of flying daggers + crouching tiger, hidden dragon + the curse of the golden flower + infernal affairs (1,2&3) + my sassy girl + il mare + the classic + a millionaire's first love + kawi + koma + the uninvited + vacation (dbsk) + 200 pounds beauty + jenny&juno + one missed call (1,2&3) + the phone + the eye + a tale of two sisters + nana + death note1&2 + six + shutter + lovely complex + kanojo to no tadashii asobikata + chinese odyssey + protege de la rose noire + house of fury + spy dad + diva ah-hey + chinese tall story + new police story + 6AM + ab-normal beauty + battle royale + wishing stairs + the red shoes + shissou/dead run + one missed call 2 + attack on the pin-up boys (suju's movie) + cinderella ni naritai + boys love + kurosagi the movie + calling you + L change the world + koizora + crows zero + cyborg girl + tada, kimi wo aishiteru + 4bia/phobia + phobia 2 + coming soon + liar game: the final stage +
BOOKS
+ harry potter (j.k. rowling) + series of unfortunate events (lemony snickett) + stories of eva luna (isabel allende) + daddy long legs (jean webster) + behind the attic wall (sylvia cassedy) + how stella got her groove back (terry mcmillan) + pet sematary (stephen king) + stardust & coraline (neil gaiman) + robert fulghum books + roald dahl + frances hodgson burnett + grimm brothers + hans christian andersen + memeoirs of a teenage amnesia (gabrielle zevin +)
BOOB TUBE
+ csi las vegas + criminal minds + gilmore girls + supernatural + house m.d. + oprah + will and grace + extreme makeover (home edition) + charmed + joan of arcadia + dark angel + tru calling + angel + monk + the pretender + moonlight + i survived a japanese game show +
<3DRAMAS
+ beautiful days + love letter + winter sonata + my name is kim sam soon + my sassy girl chun-hyang + sweet 18 + meteor garden1&2 + dbsk's banjun drama + full house + goong + hana yori dango + bad family + nobuta wo produce + proposal daisakusen + kurosagi + my boss my hero + dragon zakura + hana yori dango2 + 1 litre of tears + 1 litre of tears sp + gachi baka + papa to musume no nanokakan + hanazakari no kimitachi e + himitsu no hanazono + tsubasa no oreta tenshitachi - season 1 + tsubasa no oreta tenshitachi - season 2 + tantei gakuen Q + liar game + shabake + sore wa totsuzen, arashi no you ni + sugata sanshirou + yukan club + deru toko demashou + lost time life (kei's episode) + waraeru koi wa shitakunai + anego + kakure karakuri + car radio ga owareba + last friends + absolute boyfriend + what's up, fox? + binbou danshi + 14 sai no haha + code blue + ryusei no kizuna + atashinchi no danshi + koishite akuma + buzzer beat + guests of room zero (koyama's & shige's episodes) + orthros no inu + you're beautiful + hidarime tantei eye + troubleman + sunao ni narenakute + loss time life + hyoten +
ANIME
+ fushigi yuugi + master of mosquiton + monster rancher + doraemon + fruits basket + trigun + sugar sugar rune + alice academy + cardcaptor sakura + time quest + ranma 1/2 + lovecom + gravitation + black blood brothers + ouran high host club + yamato nadeshiko shichi henge (the wallflower) + howl's moving castle + spirited away + kimi ni todoke +
UNFAITHFUL
+ chad michael murray + vincent kartheiser + jensen ackles + wentworth miller + james franco + sean faris + joseph fiennes + ewan mcgregor + ethan hawke + drew fuller + christopher gorham + channing tatum + liam aiken + topher grace + dhani lennevald + brad renfro + ralph fiennes + nicolas cage + jason statham + hugh jackman + diego luna + adam garcia + david duchovny + enrique iglesias + will estes + colin firth + dougray scott + antonio sabato jr. + alex o'loughlin + luke grimes +
++ jang woohyuk (h.o.t.) + micky yoochun (dbsk) + kim junghoon + jo insung + lee sangwoo + lee junki + kim jihoon + im joohwan + brian joo (ftts) + tablo (epik high) + t.o.p. (big bang) + attack (trax) + jin taehwa (battle) + kim dongwan (shinhwa) + park jinwoo + kim hyeseong + hyunbin + jang geunseok + wonbin (f.t island) + jung yonghwa (cnblue)
+++ tegoshi yuya + shun oguri + hongo kanata + news + kenichi matsuyama + ryo nishikido (news) + kazunari ninomiya (arashi) + matsuda shota + matsuda ryuhei + kaname jun + yamapi (news)+ tatsuya fujiwara + mizushima hiro + tsubasa imai (t&t) + wakaba ryuuya + hiraoka yuuta + tsukamoto takashi + tamayama tetsuji + yonemura daijiro & yodogawa yoshihiro (question?) + arioka daiki & yamada ryousuke (hey!say!) + ohkura tadayoshi (k8) + nakamaru yuichi (kat-tun) + oshinari shugo + tamaki hiroshi + mukai osamu + koide keisuke + miura haruma + seto koji + nakayama yuma + inohara yoshihiko (v6) +
++++ vanness wu (f4) + edison chen + jay chou + kenny kwan (boyz) + daniel wu + stephen fung + ananda everingham + golf + ray macdonald +
+++++ john lloyd cruz + jc de vera + enchong dee + hideaki torio +
LOVE THE MUSIC OF...
+ the corrs + sarah mclachlan + shawn colvin + michelle branch + selena + mariah carey + lee sooyoung + jewel + aaliyah + craig david + jason mraz + josh groban + boa + dbsk + lene marlin + frou frou + enya + leann rimes + big bang + sung sikyung + sg wannabe + se7en + epik high + clazziquai + loveholic + sugababes + all saints + lara fabian + gregorian chant + vonda shepard + foofighters + green day + rachael lampa + bosson + linda ronstadt + the cranberries + the cardigans + india arie + seal + george michael + lighthouse family + sting + garbage + dc talk + duncan sheik + coldplay + jars of clay + blur + third eye blind + john mayer + fiona apple + spice girls + kelly clarkson + utada hikaru + 'd sound + jim croce + david foster + eric clapton + boyz 2 men + babyface + alison krauss + richard marx + the company + jose mari chan + martine mccutcheon + kathy troccoli + jj lin + dream + honeyz + foj + darius + maksim + aaa + haley bennett + perfume + teddy geiger + yui + shimizu shota + kato miliyah + jyongri + coraline soundtrack +
BEAUTIES
+ nicole kidman + charlize theron + sandra bullock + anne hathaway + alexis bledel + evan rachel wood + amanda bynes + alexa vega + rachel mcadams + uma thurman + leelee sobieski + eliza dushku + emily browning + emma watson + dakota fanning + annasophia robb + alicia morton + kate maberly + mia maestro + jennifer connelly + paz vega + emmanuelle chriqui + hilary duff + marisa tomei + helena bonham carter + amber tamblyn + julia stiles + meredith bishop + thora birch + jessica alba + kristin kreuk + sara paxton + monica keena + katie holmes + marley shelton + camilla bell + angelina jolie + milla jovovich + amanda seyfried +
++ choi jiwoo + song hyegyo + jeon jihyun + son yehjin + goo hyejin + park shinhye + go ara + han jimin + lee yeonhee + bae seulgi (the reds) + ayumi (sugar) + song jihyo + yoon eunhye (baby vox) + han chaeyoung + kim taehee + han jihye + park bom + park heebon (milk) + kim bomi (milk) + chaeyeon + nam sangmi + cats + kara + lina and sunday (csjh) + sunye (wg) + kim ah-jung + uhm hyunkyung + yoo hyunyoung + choi sooyoung + han gain + kim junghwa + go eunah + goo hyesun + jung ryeowon (chakra) + kang junghwa + so yihyun + jo jungrin + kim ok-bin + eunseong + min seohyeon +
+++ nakashima mika + aoi miyazaki + horikita maki + toda erika + aragaki yui + shida mirai + uno misako + ueto aya + ueno juri + kashii yu + ito misaki + maya miki + ayase haruka + karina + narumi riko + kato rosa + naka riisa + esumi makiko + ito yuna + mimura + leah dizon + kiritani mirei + aoi yu +
++++ twins + miriam yeung + angelica lee + jolin tsai + rainie yang + niki chow + race wong + yumiko cheng + isabella leong + joey yung + stephy tang + janice wei vidal + vivian hsu +
+++++ maja salvador + erich gonzales + vaness del moral + jennica garcia +
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