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Saturday, May 17, 2008


tegomass songs are back to fill my ears :D

ahhhh, i love this day (even though the computer's not behaving the way i want it to). i'm listening to the full version of 'ai ai gasa' and a preview version of 'moshimo boku ga pochi dattara' (ripped from massu's radioshow) while it's raining outside. tegomass' songs have this kind of calming and warming effect on me. i don't mind that i hate rain and in other occasions will be pissed at how it is the rainy season and i will be dealing with it more frequently than i would've wanted. but hearing their songs floating in my ears, how can i stay in a bad mood? i guess it's ok for now, at least i'm inside the house instead of being trapped outside, wet and shivering. i can fall asleep like this, they're lulling me~ the translations are always sweet, in this case, it makes me wish i had that special someone i could share my umbrella with. somehow it feels different when you have someone by your side, you'll see rain as something romantic. but since i don't have that someone, i still have a negative reaction to it :P

aaaaaaaaaah~ i lovelovelove 'ai ai gasa' so much i went and did my own romanizations (though i suck at it), i hope i'm hearing things right:

yamanai ame ga ne
kimi wa utsumuita
sono kata ga nurenai you
gasa wo kata muketa

kimi wa boku ni age
sukoshi yori sotta ne
egao no mama ude wo daite
chiisaku furuete iru

chanto kyou wa
kono omoiyo tsutaerunda
kimi no koto (kimi no koto)
akireru hodo suki ni natta

ai ai gasa no naka de
komotta kanjou mo
sunao ni tsutaenai mama
owari ni shinai you ni
toorisugiru ame kase ga shiteru
chikazuita futari no amakui

mou sugu ie ga ne
kimi wa utsumuita
namae yonde negatte mo
ienai koto ga aru yo

chanto kyou wa
kono omoiyo tsutaerunda
kimi no koto (kimi no koto)
akireru hodo suki ni natta

ashita mo ame ga fureto negatte shimau
boku no kakera mo usojanai kara
hikari na koboreta toki
toorisugiru ame kawaratteru yo
modo kashi futari no amakui

na na na na na na
oh oh oh oh oh oh oh

ai ai gasa no naka de
komotta kanjou mo
sunao ni tsutaenai mama
owari ni shinai you ni
toorisugiru ame kase ga shiteru
chikazuita futari no amakui

yeah yeah, oh yeah
ooh~

*****

i can't wait for tegomass' single to come out this june~~ it reminds me why i got hooked into them way before i got into NEWS. they're the best, as far as talent/voice is concerned :3

i was supposed to post last night but it was a combination of me being lazy and getting sleepy from listening to my own voice singing to 'ai nante' (w/c i got hooked on again after jina gave me a copy of the karaoke version). darn that girl, she beat me into taking tegoshi's parts!!! haha~


i have been home alone again for four days straight now. this time, my parents brought my brother and the other kid with them back to carmen (thank goodness! peace and quiet at last). i missed spending days alone. they won't be back till the 19th, and although the internet connection's being a pain in the neck, it's still better than having nothing (so what if i can't watch on streaming sites? *cries*)

i started watching 'zettai kareshi' last week but then this week came. it got removed from crunchyroll, then the crappy connection happened. now i can't watch anything on streaming sites coz the loading is driving me crazy, keeps on stopping at certain points, and in the end all i got was a fairly irritated mood. i am not going anywhere with my doramas -_-

i only got as far as episode 2, it's pathetic. it makes me wanna cry in frustration. the same goes for 'last friends'. and as if the crappy connection isn't too much of a headache already, the computer would just shut itself off at certain times, right when i'm in the middle of doing something -_-

i went to the mall last weekend to buy groceries. i let my brother go home with it, and went to i.t. park. it's the only time i could go there, after some business at the mall. and it's about once a month. my friends were complaining that i don't go out much. so i stayed and hung out after almost 3 hours in the netcafe (there was no internet at home at that time) eating meringue till my tongue hurt. we had dinner (beef stroganov and strawberry milkshake for me, yum~) then had our usual brownie cup at la marea.

i went to maze to look for new 'nightmare before christmas' merchandise but there wasn't any. i couldn't find the purple canvas shoes i was looking for either. maybe i should go check sm, after all i'm planning on buying a micro sd, so might as well. i haven't seen tina for a while too, so i should drop by their clinic too. i hope the price for the micro sd is still the same. i am really on a tight budget. then i'll be able to flood my phone with NEWS stuff XD

i can't help but cap ryo's randomness in the osama no brunch interview :P



^ i just noticed ryo has a habit of touching that side of his face while talking~


^ coz he did the same thing in utaban (and other shows i failed to cap :P)

right in the middle of being interviewed, ryo blurted out to the host: 'you're beautiful' wahahaaaaa~
LOL ryo and his killer comments XD





poor (or should i say lucky? XD) girl! but i agree she was pretty (altho imo cute would've been more suitable :P) she has a cute smile ^^
i have to confess i was amused to see that ryo's type has somewhat changed, but i'm glad to know he's capable of liking nice (or goody-two-shoes types of girls). sorry for thinking you're shallow, ryo-chan XD

and i couldn't resist this funny MassuPi moment. this is such a Pi reaction ROFL~ (and pi looks reaaaaaaaally good in yellow...and massu in orange ^^)





^ massu got whacked in the head ROFL~

i couldn't remember anything after that except for shige's yummeh body

*ogles*
*drools*
*GLOMPAGE*

shigeeeeeeeee~ why did i make you my twin??? -_-

the only downside was tegoshi didn't say anything throughout the whole interview. and he seemed like he's not genki. yes, he smiles and laughs, but it doesn't seem genuine. i wonder if there's something wrong. here i go again, i always over analyze things when it comes to him. can't help it, i've been paranoid for the longest time. having said that, i am worried. tegoshi~~ please be ok, ok? :P

omedetou NEWS!!! for topping the oricon charts for the summertime single on it's first week of release. yappari number one again :D

oh~ i just noticed tegoshi was wearing a purple belt for his summertime outfit

pardon my purple-obsession XD

and i finally cooked using that vermont house curry mix tegoshi promoted. it was delicious but i'm afraid i cooked too much when i was the only one at home -_-


^ tegoshi looks so cute in this cm :D


lately i've gotten hooked on Moonlight. purely coincidental, i didn't know why i wasn't in the mood to go OL, and instead camped out in front of the tv. i usually just watch whatever show is on, i've gone too tired of following time slots. it just happened that that was the show that was on, so i watched, nonchalantly at first, then i found it interesting. and the rest they say is history XD i love the cast (even though i only knew shannyn sossamon at first), i'm drawn to mick and beth's roles, not to mention joseph is cute!!! i do hope there's a second season. it's too good not to continue. modern day vampires rule!!!

i've been bored these past days. vie-chan and i haven't talked the way we usually do, we both have crappy internet connections now. and irene's not around that much either. so i'm feeling a bit lonely :(

that left me with nothing to do, so i just got my fill of ryotego rabu from cropping pics of them together. but i won't spam right now, maybe on the next post. a kind of purezento for irene-chan when she gets back to wherever it is she went to.

i almost forgot, i dreamt of ryo a few days after i had that ryotego dream. seriously, why is it always ryo??? he's always in my fics, and now invading my dreams as well??? and he's not even my ichiban -_-

in my dream we were in a field trip, it started with me going on the bus with my stroller. i went to the end of the bus and sat down. i noticed a guy sitting opposite me. it was ryo. i was certain that i only met him at that time but he looked familiar (or rather the feeling was familiar. it was like we knew each other before that, and we were sort of buddies). we arrived at an old hospital building, it was historical according to the guide and i went out to talk to the nurse who was at the entrance. then the bus started to move, i had to run to catch up to it. i was out of breath as i got to my seat and i saw ryo laughing at me. i got annoyed at how he found my situation amusing and threw a box of cookies at him, but he caught it with ease. then poof~ i'm back to the real world.

and my two faves are going to battle it out in the final american idol showdown!!! david vs. david :D i have a feeling archuleta's gonna win it, but we'll never know.

last but not the least--i think i'm starting to like hayami mocomichi!!! i wonder if it's true that he really has filipino blood, w/c would explain why he's tanned, unlike most japanese guys..and he does look pinoy at some angles....




hooray for messy posts!!! XD



手越祐也の彼女@7:26 PM


Thursday, May 8, 2008


my OTP dream ^^

for the first time since i became a RyoTego-shipper, i had a dream about them!!! i dunno why it never occurred to me, i never gave it as much as a second of thought. me--a sucker for dreams that i sometimes use for fics, never pondered why i never dreamed about my OTP, only until it had actually happened.

demo, this isn't the kind of fic i would have hoped for. i had wanted something light and fluffy. but i guess i really just have an affinity for the dark and heavy and dramatic/angsty, whatever you may call it. and it's even kind of supernatural, if it isn't, then i would've wondered why the hell tegoshi's called 'the one'

basically, my dream was just snippets of a possible fic idea LOL tegoshi and his mom gets a visitor one day. it's tegoshi's estranged grandmother (his dad's mother), a very rich woman living alone. and as she says she was dying soon, she wanted an heir, wanted tegoshi to inherit all her possessions. so, tegoshi and his mom goes to live in his grandmother's mansion. there, he meets shady people, one of them is nishikido ryo, whose job is to guard tegoshi (tegoshi wonders why it was necessary). it becomes apparent later that tegoshi's life is in constant danger (bcoz he seemed to have some kind of power that bad people wanted to have), hence ryo becoming his bodyguard. but along the way, ryo falls in love with yuya, and this is where i started to kyaaaaaaa~ ryo looks so handsome/dark/mysterious in my dream, hidden behind an alley in the rain, watching yuya *kyaaaaaaaaa* he's like a modern day knight~~~

hmm, i might get motivated to turn this into a fic, but i can't say for sure. i still have 2 fics left hanging...but i'm glad vie-chan wrote a one-shot! and shace is still writing RyoTego fics :D

yeah, and i just had to post this up, since i've been feeling lovesick again lately (since irene-chan had problems with her pc -_-)...



^ gawd, i love my OTP~

after almost three years of hopeless searching, i finally found out the name of that girl in lee sooyoung's 'grace' mv, who was also in the gunpla cf with kibum!!! weeeeeeee~ it's all thanks to calvin, who came back to the news forum ^^


^ yay! min seohyeon :D
(she reminds me of my good friend razzhel btw~)

that wasn't the only dream i had last night. i also had another one, w/c looked like a cross between survivor and the amazing race. 3 couples battling it out in an island, w/c involved climbing trees, avoiding huge beetles, and a big white hostile stallion (or was it a unicorn?). that left me feeling weird O_O



手越祐也の彼女@4:38 PM


Monday, May 5, 2008


caffeine for pain

ugh. i've been having this terrible headache the whole day. not a capsule of mef or taking a nap could take it away. i was getting irritated as the day wore on. then i finally remembered coffee! if it works on my cramps then it definitely would work on my headache too, after all, they're both under 'pain' and finally after the 2nd cup, i can feel the headache starting to go away. i'm again back to my genki state :P

so now, on to updating (since this might be the last time i can be OL this much)...

i had an encounter with my friend, mr. caterpillar again *flail* it was sitting on my windowsill while i was cutting my nails. i practically jumped a few feet away when i saw it!!! good thing, i caught myself before i could even scream! then i remembered shige-kun, and how he also hates caterpillars (and that maybe we were twins in the past life). so i was panicking and starting to get sweaty, eyeing mr. caterpillar going about his business on my windowsill, thinking that i have to get rid of it but i can't bear go near it. in the end, i gathered up all the courage and took a bond paper and folded it in half (i had to make sure i have enough clearance, you know, if something unexpected happens). there was a moment when it jumped and i thought of retracting my hand back but gritted my teeth and tried again, silently praying that it would detach itself from the wall and land on the goddamn paper already! only after i had finally thrown it out the window was i able to breathe normally again ^^;;

on my first red day of this month, i wanted nothing but to stay in bed and writhe in pain and dream of warm compresses, but instead there i was, doing the laundry, skipping lunch. i didn't have an appetite anyways, i always feel nauseous on my first day. but i was starving nonetheless, so much i am ready to keel over. it almost feels like i'm punishing myself, doing the one chore that i absolutely hate on a day when i feel like crap. and it's not even as easy as pushing buttons on the washing machine, coz there isn't even one to begin with. yes, we're primitive like that, as expected of a farmhouse. i couldn't exactly complain, since it's been the only form of exercise i get around the house. my dad says we never move our butts enough anyways.

mama's package :D yes! i finally went to i.t. park and got it from palmer. i'm such an idiot, getting high over packs of chocolates and new shirts LOL I LOVE THE SHIRTS!!! :P when i got home, my brother and i tinkered with the camcorder. i'm glad, i wanted a dika originally, but i guess a camcorder is not that bad either, at least it has a lot of purpose. now if only the usb works, grrrr~ i hate installing shit, i dunno what to do when they don't work, and it just pisses me off. and i'm afraid my mom now got me hooked on pistachios :P

of course, my mom had to call and ask about it, and i was still on a high, telling her i love everything. i think she's glad too, that all her efforts and good intentions paid off. after all, that's what parents really aim for, right? for their children to always be happy, whether it's with material things or other things. and my mom has always been the one to provide me with all the luxuries (my dad rarely does).

my mom also told me of tito mon's plans of moving his family to sum-ag, and of his plans to buy a mini-truck with tita mayet, since niko's apparently going to live in sum-ag too once he starts college this june. weeee~ that made me so happy!!! now, everyone's going to live in our place. we own the lot, and i don't mind it if they all live there. after all, filipinos are known for their extended families. at least i won't have to ask my cousins to come visit me every time i come home for a vacation. they'll be living right next to us!!! it's fantastic~ i had always been closer to my maternal relatives. and the thought of everyone in one place is...ureshii :D

i just realized that i kind of have a J-fixation: since johnny depp, i have also liked joseph fiennes, jensen ackles, james franco, josh duhamel, jared padalecki, jonathan jackson, jared leto, jason statham, kim junghoon, kim jihoon, jim caviezel, john travolta, jeremy irons, and most of the artists i love too--josh groban, jason mraz, john mayer...and of course there's the world of JE XD

vie-chan and i talked about my recurring feelings for my hubby and then about yuya's feelings. she opened my eyes to some things i never would have realized. i am so selfish that i never even considered how the two guys must be feeling. wondering what yuya might be thinking about me not wanting to leave hae, and that maybe i'm not taking things between us seriously, and that maybe he might be entertaining thoughts of leaving me in the future *cries* it never really occured to me before, and now that it was pointed out to me, i felt sorry and scared that it might happen. but i just can't leave hae, he doesn't deserve any of this. that would make me feel like the meanest person. i just hope that yuya understand that and is still willing to stay -_-

i don't like tegoshi's current hair D: we really can't agree when it comes to hair matters.

there's been a discussion in the forum about shige wanting to go to the philippines to prove that the people aren't bad. i admire shige for having that kind of thought, to actually want to prove others wrong. it's just sad to know that we project that kind of negative image to the world. we haven't even had time to defend ourselves, yet we have already been judged and viewed as such -_- i guess it was really spawned mostly out of ignorance. and i admire people who go out of their way to find out the truth themselves. from that old shiget together episode, shige did mention the philippines a lot. i remembered i smiled a lot from hearing it. go shige, prove them wrong. come here soon, and better yet bring all the NEWS guys with you. i'm sure you'll like it here :D

oh and i've read some NEWS mangascans (thanks to vie) last week, and i love the RyoTego moments...esp this part:


i hope vie doesn't kill me for this *sweats*

and i still have hey3x hangover XD starting with pi's gorgeousness...


*mouth hanging open* how can someone like him exist???

and tegoshi's monomane - the skymoonwalk *dies from tegoshi's weirdness* XD



but dang~ he really looks good with that hat :3

then the nattou-pudding part...


^ poor tegoshi, bullied again *pats*



^ i love his reaction!!! *glomps*


^ and i love how kei was looking after him (ilu koyamama!!!)

but tegoshi still had the last laugh! he actually liked it and everybody went 'EHHHH?' *amazed* mwahaha~

and shige looks so asdgfhjhk good in this!!! blue really looks good on him~





and tanimura nana is pretty (not to mention the g-cups LOL) she goes to the same university as shige *turns green*

plus random moments during pi's wii fit thingy :P


^ ryo getting pissed *serious face* hahah~


^ get off me, you old man!!! *flail* XD



^ gawd, i love his grin, it's so psycho-sexy~


^ and tegoshi looking quite...uhhh...WTH~ *glomps*

i love pi's reaction!!! (and massu looks so cute beside him) :D




but it's okay since he totally kicked everyone's butts XD

last but not the least, i wanna watch 'zettai kareshi'!!! i've been missing this guy...


HIRO~~~

-end fangirling mode-
haha~



手越祐也の彼女@9:38 PM


Friday, May 2, 2008


missing my hubby-hae

i dunno why i started missing him since yesterday. i feel guilty for not getting updated with suju (or even just him) anymore. it made me look for random suju vids again, and watching his monologue, crying when he came to the part where he talked about his dad and how he misses him TT_TT i can never stand seeing him cry, it breaks my heart. i can't imagine just how much he misses his dad, can't imagine the feeling of wanting to see someone you can never meet again. i know his dad was a big part of his fame right now, being supportive when donghae decided he finally wanted to be a singer. and donghae really wanted his dad to watch him on their concerts, huhu~

i miss how fun it was, when my world used to revolve around him, and i never thought i could feel like that for anyone else. but then it happened when tegoshi came. very regrettable but i couldn't resist it. like a brand new, more interesting toy, i was drawn, and didn't notice just how far i have strayed from donghae.

even now that my feelings for him have mellowed, it had started to be a kind of comfortable feeling almost akin to having a best bestfriend, i still can't bear the thought of leaving him. it's like i just wanted to stay like this, happy with tegoshi, but still having donghae too. i'm selfish, ne? -_- but i can't chose, i won't. i don't want to give either one up. i'm not being fair, i know...*sigh*

hehe, this is me on pms XP

anyways, happy birthday to my stepmom, tita annabelle! ^^
i'm glad she and my dad made up (they had a fight the day before, as my father confided to me, plus he went on talking about his rebellious days during the marcos reign, and his failed marriage with my mom, being a dv guy, and omgod i didn't know my brother was an unwanted child *sad*), coz it sucks to not be on speaking terms esp on your special day (by the way, i noticed they always have fights on special occasions LOL no sense of timing, those two). i tried to lighten the mood too, opened the conversation positively and thankfully, they weren't too stubborn and let their pride aside and talked as if nothing happened, hehe. gawd, i can't believe i did something to make them be okay again. what's happening to me? i'm going soft on them!!! where did all the resentment go? on hiatus? *acck*

yay~ the whole staff of the orphanage is going to negros for 4 days for a retreat. i wanna go with them, they're going to mambucal on their second day. but it means more days spent at home without them, so i'm happy too :P

palmer arrived yesterday from the pda manila convention, with the goodies from my mom. i'm excited! i'm gonna go see her tomorrow so i could claim the package, i wonder what other things my mom sent me. i know there were shirts, chocolates, and camcorder, and as palmer said, there were also cookies and pistachios(???) but other than that, i don't know anymore. well, i'll find out tomorrow, just a few more hours, hehe.



手越祐也の彼女@9:47 PM


Thursday, May 1, 2008


HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEI-CHAN!!!

(you're finally the same age as me again XD)

i hope you continue being the loving and caring person that you are, untiring in looking after the other members and always promoting the member-ai.
luvya kei~ so does pi, ryo, shige, massu, and tegoshi~
have a good one, ne? ^^



手越祐也の彼女@4:39 AM


Welcome

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feel free to wander around...
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and one more thing,
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if you don't like what you see
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why are you here anyways?

all about moi


/lying in the gloom of my lonely room/ thinking of how to reach you, dreaming of having you/ i believe in dreams and i believe in miracles/ i believe that toy balloons can reach and touch the moon/

~ x o x o x o x o x ~

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加藤茂明の双子の妹~
錦戸亮のライバル~
小山慶一郎の妹~
山下智久の隣人~

Loves

>NewS 大好き!!!
>johnny depp
>tegoshi yuya
♥♥♥♥♥
>テゴマス最高!!!
>purple and green
>chocolates, coffee, cheese
>kpop, jpop, cpop, opm classics, oldies
>dramas/series
>horror flicks
>great danes, rottweilers, yorkies, dachshunds, schnauzers
>halloween & christmas
>eeyore & doraemon
>noona songs
>potatoes & buttered toast
>miniatures
>paper & pens
>susan baker tea
>my lola's leche flan
>sleep overs
>ice cream sandwiches
>tumblers & coasters
>pistachios
>purin
>okonomiyaki
>road trips
>picture books
>paisley & velvet
>candied fruits
>old wives' tales
>mang ambo by larry alcala
>pugad baboy by pmjr
>te-no-ma-shi
>jwebs
>RyoTego
>NewS' Never Ending Wonderful Story dvd
>G3-my partners in crime!

Hates

>worms, maggots, caterpillars, etc.
>rainy days and mondays
>math
>cigarette smoke
>fishbones
>frying fish
>household chores
>my sensitive nose -_-
>waiting
>traffic
>two-faced ppl
>spicy food
>clutter
>being pressured
>crappy service
>shopping
>crowded places
>directions
>too much drama
>sad endings
>monthly periods
>backlogging
>chain letters
>exclusivity and all that shit
>backbiters and rumor-mongers
>being binbou -_-
>my full name
>multi-tasking
>arguments
>my brother XP
>delusional fangirls
>unwanted admirers/suitors/textmates (GRRRR!)
>Tegoshi and RyoTego haters
>blondes
>rumors/tabloids

Wishlist

>'MEMOIRS' philippine release
>TegoMass concert dvd
>a Coraline doll
>harry potter and the deathly hallows
>a series of unfortunate events (complete)
>more neil gaiman books
>the adventures of tin-tin
>my own dika
>new celphone
>jenga and twister games
>revel bars!!! *drools*
>body shop's olive oil
>maltese or yorkie
>electronic dictionary
>the nightmare before christmas merchandise
>JE merchandise
>okaneeeeee~
>lose weight overnight
>mole under left eye
>learn how to play violin/cello
>learn how to bake
>bungee jump
>vacation to japan, thailand, korea
>go to a NewS concert
>my own tegoshi yuya XD
>more ryotego fics
>tegoshi singing nino's niji
>watch:
-itteQ-tegoshi eps
-massu's 'musashi'
-pi's 'byakkotai'
-ie ga tooi-news epi
-kei's high school musical
-kei's 'nurse aoi'
-kisarazu cat's eye
-princess d

my feature

fave song from my fave movie

ai nante (live) - tegoshi solo <33333

shout-outs


intertwine

marga + jaika + ekah + donna alliza + jenn
jhocel + rica + may
edz + christeuk + dan
honeyz + dia + angel + aly
rachelle + yayoh + ken
alejandra + joyce + ri-chan
jann + akemipi + stevany
irene + vie + marian + rui
miru + toyo + jerevy
mi-chan

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WATCHING: greek + dexter + soukon + shining inheritance + rescue + nodame cantabile + maou + osen + sushi oji + isshun no kaze ni nare + densha otoko + hachimitsu to kuroba + yamada taro monogatari + detective academy Q + dance drill + princess princess d + hanaukyo maid + coffee prince + tatta hitotsu no koi + kamen rider kabuto + sapuri + stand up + prince of tennis + cartoon kat-tun + busu no hitomi ni koishiteru + lunch queen + battle royale2 + dasepo naughty girls + thai horror movies +

READING: lonely planet japanese phrasebook + memoirs of a teenage amnesiac (for the 4th time XD) +

LSS: naiyou no nai tegami - NEWS +

PEEPS: NewS--tegoshi, massu, notti, shige + OTP-RyoTego + yaMaki + maki + YongSeo +

MOVIES
+ the nightmare before christmas + harry potter + romeo and juliet + city of angels + now and then + moulin rouge + chocolat + from hell + the neverending story + the labyrinth + a walk to remember + the chocolate factory (willy wonka and charlie versions) + the secret garden + snow white: a tale of terror + great expectations + don juan de marco + napoleon dynamite + sleepover + sleepy hollow + centerstage + the sisterhood of the travelling pants + tuck everlasting + what a girl wants + casper + bourne identity + ocean's eleven + mr. bean + the abyss + deep blue sea + ghost ship + titanic + jurassic park (1,2&3) + resident evil (1,2&3) + the land of the dead + the dawn of the dead + ella enchanted + shrek (1,2&3) + face off + con air + the x-files + coach carter + time machine + the land before time + mulan + hocus pocus + interview with a vampire + practical magic + princess diaries + miss congeniality + queen of the damned + romeo must die + the others + thumbelina + ever after + breakfast at tiffany's + gone with the wind + west side story + bridget joneses diary (1&2) + brokedown palace + darkness falls + valentine + the exorcism of emily rose + witches + the count of monte cristo + shakespeare in love + love actually + the man in the iron mask + four weddings and a funeral + the island of dr. moreau + narnia: the lion, the with, and the wardrobe + the cube + the mummy (1&2) + identity + beetlejuice + frequency + phenomenon + the guru + stardust + pursuit of happyness + stardust + coraline + the lake house + the sorcerer's apprentice +
+ the twins effect + the death curse + hero + the house of flying daggers + crouching tiger, hidden dragon + the curse of the golden flower + infernal affairs (1,2&3) + my sassy girl + il mare + the classic + a millionaire's first love + kawi + koma + the uninvited + vacation (dbsk) + 200 pounds beauty + jenny&juno + one missed call (1,2&3) + the phone + the eye + a tale of two sisters + nana + death note1&2 + six + shutter + lovely complex + kanojo to no tadashii asobikata + chinese odyssey + protege de la rose noire + house of fury + spy dad + diva ah-hey + chinese tall story + new police story + 6AM + ab-normal beauty + battle royale + wishing stairs + the red shoes + shissou/dead run + one missed call 2 + attack on the pin-up boys (suju's movie) + cinderella ni naritai + boys love + kurosagi the movie + calling you + L change the world + koizora + crows zero + cyborg girl + tada, kimi wo aishiteru + 4bia/phobia + phobia 2 + coming soon + liar game: the final stage +

BOOKS
+ harry potter (j.k. rowling) + series of unfortunate events (lemony snickett) + stories of eva luna (isabel allende) + daddy long legs (jean webster) + behind the attic wall (sylvia cassedy) + how stella got her groove back (terry mcmillan) + pet sematary (stephen king) + stardust & coraline (neil gaiman) + robert fulghum books + roald dahl + frances hodgson burnett + grimm brothers + hans christian andersen + memeoirs of a teenage amnesia (gabrielle zevin +)

BOOB TUBE
+ csi las vegas + criminal minds + gilmore girls + supernatural + house m.d. + oprah + will and grace + extreme makeover (home edition) + charmed + joan of arcadia + dark angel + tru calling + angel + monk + the pretender + moonlight + i survived a japanese game show +

<3DRAMAS
+ beautiful days + love letter + winter sonata + my name is kim sam soon + my sassy girl chun-hyang + sweet 18 + meteor garden1&2 + dbsk's banjun drama + full house + goong + hana yori dango + bad family + nobuta wo produce + proposal daisakusen + kurosagi + my boss my hero + dragon zakura + hana yori dango2 + 1 litre of tears + 1 litre of tears sp + gachi baka + papa to musume no nanokakan + hanazakari no kimitachi e + himitsu no hanazono + tsubasa no oreta tenshitachi - season 1 + tsubasa no oreta tenshitachi - season 2 + tantei gakuen Q + liar game + shabake + sore wa totsuzen, arashi no you ni + sugata sanshirou + yukan club + deru toko demashou + lost time life (kei's episode) + waraeru koi wa shitakunai + anego + kakure karakuri + car radio ga owareba + last friends + absolute boyfriend + what's up, fox? + binbou danshi + 14 sai no haha + code blue + ryusei no kizuna + atashinchi no danshi + koishite akuma + buzzer beat + guests of room zero (koyama's & shige's episodes) + orthros no inu + you're beautiful + hidarime tantei eye + troubleman + sunao ni narenakute + loss time life + hyoten +

ANIME
+ fushigi yuugi + master of mosquiton + monster rancher + doraemon + fruits basket + trigun + sugar sugar rune + alice academy + cardcaptor sakura + time quest + ranma 1/2 + lovecom + gravitation + black blood brothers + ouran high host club + yamato nadeshiko shichi henge (the wallflower) + howl's moving castle + spirited away + kimi ni todoke +

UNFAITHFUL
+ chad michael murray + vincent kartheiser + jensen ackles + wentworth miller + james franco + sean faris + joseph fiennes + ewan mcgregor + ethan hawke + drew fuller + christopher gorham + channing tatum + liam aiken + topher grace + dhani lennevald + brad renfro + ralph fiennes + nicolas cage + jason statham + hugh jackman + diego luna + adam garcia + david duchovny + enrique iglesias + will estes + colin firth + dougray scott + antonio sabato jr. + alex o'loughlin + luke grimes +
++ jang woohyuk (h.o.t.) + micky yoochun (dbsk) + kim junghoon + jo insung + lee sangwoo + lee junki + kim jihoon + im joohwan + brian joo (ftts) + tablo (epik high) + t.o.p. (big bang) + attack (trax) + jin taehwa (battle) + kim dongwan (shinhwa) + park jinwoo + kim hyeseong + hyunbin + jang geunseok + wonbin (f.t island) + jung yonghwa (cnblue)
+++ tegoshi yuya + shun oguri + hongo kanata + news + kenichi matsuyama + ryo nishikido (news) + kazunari ninomiya (arashi) + matsuda shota + matsuda ryuhei + kaname jun + yamapi (news)+ tatsuya fujiwara + mizushima hiro + tsubasa imai (t&t) + wakaba ryuuya + hiraoka yuuta + tsukamoto takashi + tamayama tetsuji + yonemura daijiro & yodogawa yoshihiro (question?) + arioka daiki & yamada ryousuke (hey!say!) + ohkura tadayoshi (k8) + nakamaru yuichi (kat-tun) + oshinari shugo + tamaki hiroshi + mukai osamu + koide keisuke + miura haruma + seto koji + nakayama yuma + inohara yoshihiko (v6) +
++++ vanness wu (f4) + edison chen + jay chou + kenny kwan (boyz) + daniel wu + stephen fung + ananda everingham + golf + ray macdonald +
+++++ john lloyd cruz + jc de vera + enchong dee + hideaki torio +
LOVE THE MUSIC OF...
+ the corrs + sarah mclachlan + shawn colvin + michelle branch + selena + mariah carey + lee sooyoung + jewel + aaliyah + craig david + jason mraz + josh groban + boa + dbsk + lene marlin + frou frou + enya + leann rimes + big bang + sung sikyung + sg wannabe + se7en + epik high + clazziquai + loveholic + sugababes + all saints + lara fabian + gregorian chant + vonda shepard + foofighters + green day + rachael lampa + bosson + linda ronstadt + the cranberries + the cardigans + india arie + seal + george michael + lighthouse family + sting + garbage + dc talk + duncan sheik + coldplay + jars of clay + blur + third eye blind + john mayer + fiona apple + spice girls + kelly clarkson + utada hikaru + 'd sound + jim croce + david foster + eric clapton + boyz 2 men + babyface + alison krauss + richard marx + the company + jose mari chan + martine mccutcheon + kathy troccoli + jj lin + dream + honeyz + foj + darius + maksim + aaa + haley bennett + perfume + teddy geiger + yui + shimizu shota + kato miliyah + jyongri + coraline soundtrack +

BEAUTIES
+ nicole kidman + charlize theron + sandra bullock + anne hathaway + alexis bledel + evan rachel wood + amanda bynes + alexa vega + rachel mcadams + uma thurman + leelee sobieski + eliza dushku + emily browning + emma watson + dakota fanning + annasophia robb + alicia morton + kate maberly + mia maestro + jennifer connelly + paz vega + emmanuelle chriqui + hilary duff + marisa tomei + helena bonham carter + amber tamblyn + julia stiles + meredith bishop + thora birch + jessica alba + kristin kreuk + sara paxton + monica keena + katie holmes + marley shelton + camilla bell + angelina jolie + milla jovovich + amanda seyfried +
++ choi jiwoo + song hyegyo + jeon jihyun + son yehjin + goo hyejin + park shinhye + go ara + han jimin + lee yeonhee + bae seulgi (the reds) + ayumi (sugar) + song jihyo + yoon eunhye (baby vox) + han chaeyoung + kim taehee + han jihye + park bom + park heebon (milk) + kim bomi (milk) + chaeyeon + nam sangmi + cats + kara + lina and sunday (csjh) + sunye (wg) + kim ah-jung + uhm hyunkyung + yoo hyunyoung + choi sooyoung + han gain + kim junghwa + go eunah + goo hyesun + jung ryeowon (chakra) + kang junghwa + so yihyun + jo jungrin + kim ok-bin + eunseong + min seohyeon +
+++ nakashima mika + aoi miyazaki + horikita maki + toda erika + aragaki yui + shida mirai + uno misako + ueto aya + ueno juri + kashii yu + ito misaki + maya miki + ayase haruka + karina + narumi riko + kato rosa + naka riisa + esumi makiko + ito yuna + mimura + leah dizon + kiritani mirei + aoi yu +
++++ twins + miriam yeung + angelica lee + jolin tsai + rainie yang + niki chow + race wong + yumiko cheng + isabella leong + joey yung + stephy tang + janice wei vidal + vivian hsu +
+++++ maja salvador + erich gonzales + vaness del moral + jennica garcia +

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