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Saturday, November 28, 2009


i love rpg!

talked to miru on ym again. she's my twinnie in the newsph forum. we also consider shige as our twin, so technically we're triplets but we like calling each other twinnie more :P massu and i are bestfriends. KiTa is miru and massu's son.

it may be weird for some people to talk about entertainers like they're just your nextdoor neighbors but when you're in the fandom (esp asian pop) it's perfectly normal XD

so currently the situation between miru and massu are messed up since miru finally told massu about what happened to her and shige when they got drunk one night and that she had shige's baby. she told me that on our last conversation and i scolded her saying that she knew better, shige and her we're twins for pete's sake! and i'm still mad at tegoshi due to the blondie rumors and i was staying at massu's.

this is a part of our conversation:

miru.milklover: *gives you nobuino* cuddle up to the guy oki? :3 he'll take care of you~

nadz: who's nobuino?
miru.milklover: my stat pic. XD
miru.milklover: yung doll na binigay skn ni massu dti. c:
nadz: pwede c ruka na lang? pakagat ako sa kanya wahahaaaaa
miru.milklover: chotto who's ruka again?
nadz: my stat pic, c nakayama yuma
miru.milklover: omg c yuma yan!?
miru.milklover: why doesnt he look like himself.
nadz: yup, he looks effin hot tlga in koishite akuma
miru.milklover: ibang iba O:
nadz: kung ganyan itsura ni edward matagal na akong nagpabiktima hahaha
nadz: he looks mature na noh? tama ang paglaki nya di tulad ng ibang taga JE LOL
miru.milklover: *nods*
nadz: kmusta na kayo ni massu? nasabi mo na ba sa kanya ang tungkol sa inyo ni shige?
miru.milklover: *sigh*
miru.milklover: he's not talking to me
miru.milklover: i did. i did tell him.
nadz: how long has it been?
miru.milklover: 2 weeks.
miru.milklover: well honestly
miru.milklover: 1st week he was still minding me. pero nung 2nd week.. it's like i
nadz: di naman kayo nag away?
nadz: how did he take it when you told him?
miru.milklover: no shouts.
miru.milklover: he... he stormed out.
nadz: at least he's not one of those guys na dv dba?
miru.milklover: no... *sigh*
miru.milklover: im just scared
miru.milklover: he's always wearing long sleeves nowadays
miru.milklover: is he there?
nadz: well, i'm back at my own house now. haven't talked to massu for a while na rin...
miru.milklover: *sigh*.... im scared. i cut all connections with shige. moved out of the share house me, shige,rui and keii lived in.
miru.milklover: kamusta na kau ni tegonyan?
nadz: tama na you moved out of the house. bakit di na lang kayo dun tumira ni KiTa kina massu?
miru.milklover: kasi he's been ignoring me >.<
miru.milklover: i visited his house 2 days ago
nadz: ewan, di ko pa rin xa mapatawad but i can't stay away forever. may karapatan din naman ako sa bahay namin...
nadz: i mean even before that incident. you could've stayed at massu's when you had KiTa
nadz: kaya nga nagbakasyon muna ako
miru.milklover: mmm. why not you and tego have a date tonight?
miru.milklover: ah before? shige called me to help him out. kasi rui and keii are too high on their libido's they need baby sitters *lol*
miru.milklover: apparently, something else happened *sighed*
nadz: for what? nakakainis kc he's not even making the effort to make up with me or even ask what the problem is
miru.milklover: how long have u not talked to each other?
nadz: i don't know, almost a month i think
miru.milklover: omg.
miru.milklover: wait
miru.milklover: didnt u move out?
miru.milklover: coz of the blondie thing?
nadz: i didn't. i stayed at massu's for a while lang bcoz i was so depressed and i needed someone to cheer me up and keep my mind away from my problems
miru.milklover: i see... he didnt come to visit?
nadz: nope. it makes me wonder if i should stay in the relationship...
miru.milklover: O_____O
nadz: parang ako lang ang namomroblema palagi...
miru.milklover: you should!
miru.milklover: problems happen twinnie! >.<
nadz: para kcing ako lang ang nag eeffort...
miru.milklover: ah when i called tego he was asking where you were. ghad i forgot to tell u that. @_@;
miru.milklover: twinnie.
miru.milklover: u know ur man's ego.
nadz: bakit di na lang nya ako tinawagan?
nadz: *SIGH*
miru.milklover: EGO
miru.milklover: he knew massu was at home
nadz: sarap nyang batukan minsan
miru.milklover: kasi he just visted massu's house
miru.milklover: he was looking for you there.
nadz: massu didn't say anything to me...
nadz: now tell me how am i supposed to feel?
miru.milklover: nostalgic.
miru.milklover: like the rest of us.
nadz: mas ok pa noon nung friends pa lang tayo lahat, walang drama...
miru.milklover: T_T
miru.milklover: but i know one thing
miru.milklover: im not giving up on massu.
miru.milklover: you shouldn't either
nadz: i don't wanna give up either but it's so hard sometimes
nadz: lalo na when i feel like he doesn't care T_T
miru.milklover: then we wont
miru.milklover: trust me twinnie
miru.milklover: i know he cares.
miru.milklover: i can check is condo out right now
miru.milklover: and see if he's still in the right state.
miru.milklover: diba tego's a dirty person?
nadz: ewan ko na lang talaga. i never cried this much over a guy before...
nadz: dirty person?!
miru.milklover: DIRTY in a way
miru.milklover: makalat
miru.milklover: not green girty.
nadz: ah. nagreact tlga, haha
miru.milklover: anyway
miru.milklover: db he's not that neat?
miru.milklover: makalat xa right?
nadz: oo nga makalat yun, feeling ko nga minsan maid nya lang ako >_>
miru.milklover: ayt.
miru.milklover: you haven't seen each other for a month?
miru.milklover: ill head to his apartment now.
nadz: so?
nadz: for what?
miru.milklover: i'll find out if he's crazy over worrying
miru.milklover: or indifferent to your whole situation.
miru.milklover: give me 20 mins.
nadz: ok...
miru.milklover: BACK.
miru.milklover: anyway
miru.milklover: status report: his house is SHINY-- it was scary
miru.milklover: no i mean its CLEANER than Massu's.
miru.milklover: everything's so shiny-- it's crazy.
miru.milklover: he's going crazy.
nadz: anong pumasok sa ulo nya?
miru.milklover: you.
miru.milklover: and your whereabouts?
miru.milklover: i dunno kasi he's cleaning when I came there
miru.milklover: his eyes were dark.
miru.milklover: he doesnt look like he was eating well.
nadz: mabuti nga yun he can't expect me to clean his mess, esp if we break up...
miru.milklover: his voice was hoarse..
nadz: nagkasakit pa ako dahil sa kanya
miru.milklover: sb nea " Is Nadz doing well?"
miru.milklover: oo ako.
nadz: i bet he doesn't even know i'm sick
miru.milklover: "tell her I miss her."
miru.milklover: he looks really sickly.
miru.milklover: yeah i dont think he knows.
nadz: pareho pa kaming may sakit nagyon...
miru.milklover: love sick?
miru.milklover: yeez.
nadz: why don't he call his blondie to take care of him?
miru.milklover: coz he doesnt have a blondie lover.
miru.milklover: cousin's friend.
nadz: oh really. ang close naman nila ng friend ng cousin nya.
nadz: everytime na maalala ko yung articles abwt them naiiyak ako...
miru.milklover: well
miru.milklover: you know him. he gets sweet pag dating sa opposite sex.
nadz: ni hindi man lang nya ako kinausap para mag explain, hinayaan nya lang akong isipin na ganun nga...
nadz: alam naman nyang selosa ako...
miru.milklover: did you show him na nagseselos ka?
nadz: you know me pag nagtatampo tahimik lang
miru.milklover: un nga eh
miru.milklover: thing is why didnt he notice it?
miru.milklover: *sigh*
nadz: insensitive cya
miru.milklover: he'll talk to you soon.
miru.milklover: but im sure
miru.milklover: he really really misses u
miru.milklover: no joke.
nadz: eh bakit wala cyang ginagawa?? T_T
miru.milklover: EGO.
miru.milklover: but his ego
miru.milklover: will soon break
nadz: he should make the first move
miru.milklover: 1 month without you
miru.milklover: i know he can't take it.
nadz: damn his ego
miru.milklover: yiiz.
miru.milklover: so dont worry twinnie
miru.milklover: it will work out for the both of you
miru.milklover: im very sure
nadz: i'm not sure if i should tell you this...
miru.milklover: what??
nadz: wag kang magalit twinnie ha...
miru.milklover: ???
nadz: bsta promise me wag kang magagalit...
miru.milklover: i cant promise anything
miru.milklover: kasi i cant control my emotions properly..
miru.milklover: but go
nadz: o cge di ko na lang sasabihin...
miru.milklover: nooo
miru.milklover: tell me T__T
miru.milklover: hindi ako magagalit SAyo
nadz: but do you have a kutob what i'm gonna tell you abwt?
miru.milklover: yes.
nadz: sure ka na di ka magagalit sa akin? promise tlga?
miru.milklover: yes.
miru.milklover: kasi sa naiisip ko
miru.milklover: ngaun
miru.milklover: i think magagalit ako sa lalaki.
nadz: uwaaaa~ i think correct yung kutob mo
nadz: di ko yata kayang sabihin...
miru.milklover: there's a reason why we're twins.
miru.milklover: i dont think magagalit rin ako sa guy...
miru.milklover: tho..
miru.milklover: kung tama.
miru.milklover: kasi i love him.
miru.milklover: just tell me
nadz: OMG. you know? O.O
miru.milklover: i dont.
miru.milklover: these are all my kutobs.
nadz: ok, but it's not as bad as you think...
miru.milklover: i hope not.
nadz: teka tell me muna kung ano sa tingin mo yung sasabihin ko sayo?
miru.milklover: its either:
miru.milklover: a.) you and massu did something together that couple should do.
miru.milklover: b.) he told you he loves you.
miru.milklover: c.) you told massu you love him
miru.milklover: d.) all.
nadz: what would you prefer if you had to choose?
miru.milklover: e.) you love tegoshi and massu forgave miru. you went back to live with tegonyan and you guys had a baby.
miru.milklover: .....
miru.milklover: e
nadz: hindi, seryoso, if you really had to choose from a b c d?
miru.milklover: c.
nadz: talagang inignore ko ang e, haha
miru.milklover: kasi massu could reject you... if he really does love me...
nadz: twinnie naman, ako pa ang gagawa nun? *hurt*
miru.milklover: *sigh*
miru.milklover: eh under the situation now
miru.milklover: anything can happen eh
miru.milklover: ok so i have this feeling
miru.milklover: its B.
nadz: you know i'm madly crazy inlove with tego T_T
nadz: actually it's....
miru.milklover: i see...
miru.milklover: A...
nadz: yeah...
nadz: BUT!
miru.milklover: ....
miru.milklover: oh.
nadz: let me finish first
nadz: i think that was the first week after you told him abwt you and shige, i'm just assuming since massu didnt tell me anything
nadz: but napansin ko na he's not himself na
miru.milklover: so its all my fault.
miru.milklover: why did i grow up an idiot
miru.milklover: with no self control? T_T
miru.milklover: i lost my lover..
miru.milklover: incest n nga ako..
miru.milklover: T_T
nadz: he tried to, you know, make advances but i think naman he was under the influence of alcohol that time so he's not entirely himself
nadz: and i didn't let anything happen twinnie, in the end we talked over coffee
nadz: kc nga i love him as a friend and only as a friend
miru.milklover: thats still
miru.milklover: my fault
miru.milklover: he doesnt drink
nadz: and i know he loves you and i love tegoshi
miru.milklover: enough to get drunk so much.
nadz: that's why i moved out on the second week kaya i haven't heard anything from him
miru.milklover: his depression
nadz: i think naiilang kc c massu sa akin ngayon pero i understand him, our situations are sad
miru.milklover: could mean
miru.milklover: a.) my confession
miru.milklover: b.) you moving out
miru.milklover: c.) him trying to sleep with you
miru.milklover: d.) he's blaming himself why i got pregnant with another man.
miru.milklover: e.) all.
nadz: i couldn't stay at his place after what almost happened, and i'm not denying na muntik na akong pumatol sa kanya but it's wrong, kaya
miru.milklover: thanks twinnie.
miru.milklover: buti kpa.
miru.milklover: may self control..
nadz: i mean he's handsome, he's hot, he's mabait, but he's just a friend to me, nothing more. and i think ganun din ang tingin nya sa akin it's just that when you're drunk nawawalan ka ng self-control
miru.milklover: .. or your real emotions come out.
miru.milklover: like shige.
nadz: cguro massu and i could've been lovers before but it's impossible na ngayon dba
miru.milklover: i cant say yes
miru.milklover: i cant say no either..
nadz: iba na yung level of love we feel for each other. we've been friends for years after all
miru.milklover: you guys are closer than we are after all.
nadz: but he's not inlove with me and i'm not inlove with him...
nadz: maybe the attraction is still there but yun lang yun...
nadz: o cge, i'll tell you na i used to have a crush on him before we became friends...
miru.milklover: i know that naman twinnie
miru.milklover: oh well...
nadz: but baka friend lang talaga tingin ni massu sa akin noon, dba. after all these years if he liked me he could've done something dba?
nadz: but he didn't. he liked you.
nadz: i think i need time away from him kc naiilang pa ako. i know he is too...
nadz: but we're gonna be ok. para saan pa na magkaibigan kmi all these years
miru.milklover: i know magbabati kau
miru.milklover: no one can resist you twinnie
nadz: haha, eh bakit c tegoshi -_-
miru.milklover: he cant nga. XD
miru.milklover: he just has big ego
nadz: i hope you're not mad at massu for making a move on me...
miru.milklover: im not
miru.milklover: i know its all my fault
nadz: good
miru.milklover: why else would he drink?
miru.milklover: why else would he look for the company of other women?
nadz: but what would you have done kung may nangyari nga sa amin?
nadz: and say, i got pregnant. parang kayo ni shige
miru.milklover: yes.
miru.milklover: i would have
miru.milklover: i would have most probably tried to commit suicide
miru.milklover: tried
nadz: wag, i'd be guilty for the rest of my life
miru.milklover: oooooooooooooor
miru.milklover: i'll try to get amnesia
nadz: kawawa naman c KiTa
miru.milklover: he has his dad
miru.milklover: im pretty sure
miru.milklover: massu will just one day
miru.milklover: get KiTa away from me...
miru.milklover: one of these days..
nadz: wait, i feel nauseous >.<
miru.milklover: O.o
miru.milklover: O.O
nadz: massu wouldn't do that
nadz: what?
miru.milklover: well
miru.milklover: i never thought massu would try to find comfort from another woman
miru.milklover: so i dunno what to expect any more.
nadz: baka tingin nya sa akin ikaw, haha
miru.milklover: haha sana.
nadz: when he was drunk, he was saying stuff, ewan if i should believe it...
miru.milklover: what was he saying?
nadz: baka dala lang tlaga ng kalasingan...
miru.milklover: just tell me everything
nadz: like matagal na daw cyang may gusto sa akin...stuff like that
nadz: pero di nga ako naniniwala
miru.milklover: ...oh..
miru.milklover: you should believe.
nadz: kc dba he could've told me that when we were in high school
miru.milklover: you of all people should know that he wouldnt say things like that
miru.milklover: not even under the influnce of that damn drink.
nadz: and then sinabi mo pa na type nya mga katulad ko, so i don't know na
miru.milklover: oh...
miru.milklover: so..
miru.milklover: so.. parang panakip butas lang ako sa kanya..
nadz: i dunno, pero natakot ako kay massu when he was flirting with me
miru.milklover: ok im broken.
miru.milklover: both massu's in my life...
miru.milklover: waaa T-T
nadz: kc if he really wanted to do something wala akong kalaban-laban sa kanya, he's strong dba?
miru.milklover: yeah
nadz: pag nagkataon i would've cried the whole night, and i
nadz: i wouldn't be sure if mahaharap ko pa cya...
miru.milklover: wow
miru.milklover: ...
nadz: i'm glad nga na he didn't go through with it. dahil na rin cguro may konting takot kaya i moved out of his house the next day...
nadz: and believe me, he said sorry so many times
nadz: sabi ko naman it's ok, kalimutan na lang namin. pero naiilang pa ako sa kanya, i need time before i can face him again. ganun din cguro cya sa akin. i'm sure we'll miss each other, magbestfriends kaya kami
miru.milklover: he may be sorry for what he has done
miru.milklover: but for what he has said.. i wonder if he said sorry for that too..
nadz: but i know that he loves you.
miru.milklover: maybe he does
miru.milklover: pero not as much as you.
miru.milklover: wow. hindi ko kaya magalit sainyu ha.
miru.milklover: i guess i love you guys so much thats why...
nadz: it's all in the past naman dba, whatever feelings he might have had for me...
miru.milklover: could have gotten stronger,
nadz: i think we're better off as friends lang talaga
miru.milklover: and since i wasnt there most of the time, tas you were always there for him...
nadz: no twinnie, we won't let that happen. you love massu, i love tegoshi, yun dapat
miru.milklover: dapat.
miru.milklover: but ... anything can happen.
nadz: baka he wanted to get back at you and shige but kawawa naman ako nun, parang ginamit nya ako or maybe he didn't do it to get revenge. i dunno basta it wasn't right
miru.milklover: di ko na alam kung paanu ko tatapatin c massu..
miru.milklover: i was planning to go to his house tonight pa naman to get him to talk to me...
miru.milklover: so massu's the wrathful kind pala?
nadz: so talk to him
nadz: wag mong hayaan na mauwi sa wala yung pinagsamahan nyo
nadz: well i dunno. i haven't seen him really angry at someone in the many years we've been friends eh
miru.milklover: i should talk to him
miru.milklover: i dont care
miru.milklover: if he throws a vase at me
miru.milklover: if he hits me
miru.milklover: if he punches me
miru.milklover: gives my cuts
nadz: i don't think he's like that even if he gets mad
miru.milklover: if he stabs me with a knife
miru.milklover: we dunno anything at this point eh
miru.milklover: i just want him
miru.milklover: to pour out his emotions.. ALL.
nadz: *sigh* i wish i could help you, but i can't even fix my own problems...
miru.milklover: its ok twinnie.
nadz: i just wanted to be honest with you kc nga we're twins. you might not know everything but i know may gut feelings ka rin
miru.milklover: now
miru.milklover: kaya we're twins eh
miru.milklover: u know tho..
miru.milklover: i dunno why he's avoiding me
miru.milklover: if its because guilty b xa sa ginawa nea sau..
miru.milklover: or guilty xa dahil he has me...
miru.milklover: or because he doesnt love me anymore, and he wants you.
miru.milklover: my kutob is the 3rd one tho.
nadz: i hope it's the first one
miru.milklover: its really really strong.
nadz: i don't want naman the 2nd and 3rd ones to happen noh, madadagdagan pa problems ko
miru.milklover: im confused.
miru.milklover: i dunno if i should still try to keep up the relationship..
nadz: i don't wanna think na he's confused with his feelings right now -_-
miru.milklover: knowing that massu has feelings for another
miru.milklover: i think he is tho.
miru.milklover: ill let you know.
miru.milklover: ill head to his house
miru.milklover: right now.
nadz: twinnie! those feelings were in the past na. it just so happened na he was drunk kaya nya nasabi sa akin yun
nadz: but i'm sure he doesn't feel that way for me anymore
miru.milklover: we'll never know darling.
miru.milklover: my senses say otherwise.
nadz: cge you two should really talk
nadz: wag mong hayaan na magkalabuan kayo
miru.milklover: when he says he doesnt want me anymore.
nadz: i don't want massu falling for me T_T
nadz: naiiyak ako, i don't want you and massu to break up
nadz: sana pla di ko na lang sinabi sayo -_-
miru.milklover: its better
miru.milklover: naman
miru.milklover: diba
nadz: pinalala ko pa yata ang sitwasyon
miru.milklover: i dunno what your confession has done
miru.milklover: pinalala ba o pinaganda
miru.milklover: pero...
miru.milklover: ill talk to him
miru.milklover: now.
nadz: i hope maayos nyo. sayang naman ilang years na kayong magkasama and you have a child!
miru.milklover: yeah...
miru.milklover: poor KiTa...
miru.milklover: bobo ko tlga
miru.milklover: kasalanan ko toh lahat eh >_<
nadz: kaya nga, ayusin nyo na lang
nadz: for KiTa
nadz: for your love for each other
nadz: you really don't know what you've got till it's gone. totoo pla tlga
nadz: i'm not saying massu's gone, but you know what i mean...
miru.milklover: yeah.. ok ill head to his house now.
miru.milklover: Miru just left
miru.milklover: you are talking to her alter person, chesca.
miru.milklover: same person different lives.
miru.milklover: confusing? yes.
nadz: cge. update me na lang kung ano ang nangyari.
nadz: i think i need to go to the doctor tomorrow. dumadalas na akong feeling nauseous...
miru.milklover: aah? bkt gnun?
nadz: i dunno...
miru.milklover: have u been eating well?
nadz: i don't wanna think it's bcoz i'm... >.<
nadz: i don't think i'm ready right now...
miru.milklover: buti nalang wala c MIru yo. >.<
nadz: matatagalan pa cguro yun
nadz: kawawa naman if i got a baby tapos nagkakalabuan kami ng daddy nya
miru.milklover: dapat mag bati n kayo ni yuuya eh
miru.milklover: -_-
miru.milklover: tingnan mo your pregnant ata tas di keo bati
miru.milklover: bad effects sa baby kahit na nanjan pa xa sa tum tum mo
nadz: eh di pa naman ako sure. baka naman i'm sick lang bcoz i'm depressed. lalo akong nadepress after what happened to massu and me...kaya wala akong gana kumain lately
miru.milklover: i see.
nadz: tapos minsan lang tayo nagkakausap, i miss you and shige ---
nadz: i used to want to have a baby but with the situation right now, kawawa if i get pregnant this time
miru.milklover: yeah (we) I miss you too
miru.milklover: oonga
miru.milklover: wag now
nadz: buti pa when we were kids, wala tayong pinoproblema. we were happy...
miru.milklover: everything normal
miru.milklover: ai
miru.milklover: ang galing galing ng
miru.milklover: itunes ko.
miru.milklover: broken-hearted girl - beyonce
miru.milklover: *kicks itunes*
nadz: haha, ayaw mo nun, nakikibagay sa mood mo? LOL
miru.milklover: oh oh my alter person is back.
nadz: ang bilis ah
miru.milklover: I HAD TO USE YOUR VOICE SO THAT HE'D OPEN UP THE DOOR.
miru.milklover: when he did..
miru.milklover: he.. let me in.
miru.milklover: we were just sitting there
miru.milklover: face to face
nadz: eh? you know how to sound like me??
miru.milklover: not saying a word.
miru.milklover: Yes i do. i play pranks on tego before >.<
nadz: why did you have to do that naman?
nadz: i'm sure massu would open the door just the same
miru.milklover: anyway >.<
nadz: cge continue
nadz: wow, pwede na tayong gumawa ng fic nito, haha
nadz: why did you have to do that naman?
miru.milklover: Kasi!
miru.milklover: i was knocking
miru.milklover: abusing his doorbell
miru.milklover: shouting na
miru.milklover: but he didnt open up.
miru.milklover: i waited 10 mins
miru.milklover: bumalik ako nagdoorbell ako then I used your voice.
miru.milklover: he immediately opened up.
miru.milklover: aun
miru.milklover: so i wanted to ask him "Tell me everything you feel right now."
miru.milklover: pero nung magsasalita ako ang sinabi nea agad "Why are you here." a statement, not a question.
miru.milklover: masakit sa puso un ah kumirot puso ko..
nadz: omg. i'm so sad reading that. bakit ganun c massu?
nadz: bakit ganun?? -_-
miru.milklover: i dont know
miru.milklover: but i told you
miru.milklover: my kutob was strong
miru.milklover: i couldnt take it
nadz: naiiyak ako
miru.milklover: after he said why are you here
miru.milklover: i just said "I love you." then left him.
nadz: bakit ka umalis agad?
miru.milklover: i couldnt take it
miru.milklover: his glare was intense..
miru.milklover: scary..
miru.milklover: have u seen it?
miru.milklover: the intense glare?
nadz: well, he was staring at me after we had the talk after the incident. kaya nga i decided it's best if i moved out. he was scaring me.
nadz: but he wasn't glaring at me naman
miru.milklover: this was a glare.
nadz: i don't know what to say...
miru.milklover:

miru.milklover: it was LIKE THAT.
miru.milklover: it was anger...
miru.milklover: pero parang... he was sad more than angry.
miru.milklover: ang sakit.
nadz: i think he just wanted to say sorry to me again kaya he opened the door when he thought it was me who was knocking...
miru.milklover: so means
miru.milklover: he wants to see you more than he sees me.
miru.milklover: heh. i understand..
miru.milklover: i guess.
nadz: only bcoz he feels guilty
miru.milklover: anyway.. i wont force massu if he doesnt want to see me.
miru.milklover: well actually i dont.
miru.milklover: ill pretend to understand
nadz: waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah
nadz: i don't like what's happening -_-
miru.milklover: tomorrow... ill talk to him n tlga.
miru.milklover: i will
miru.milklover: aausin ko toh
nadz: he's been sending me messages everyday saying sorry. i keep telling me he doesn't have to say it again and again. but when it continued i decided to just ignore them...i guess he really is guilty and sorry abwt what happened...
nadz: i understand naman, hinahayaan ko na lang cya
nadz: omg, he looks scary and funny in the pic, haha
nadz: yeah, don't give up twinnie
miru.milklover: naiinggit ako sau twin
miru.milklover: at least he texts u
miru.milklover: he doesnt reply to my calls
miru.milklover: to my messages
nadz: eh kc nga he did something inappropriate to me
miru.milklover: he could at least mind me
miru.milklover: db
miru.milklover: reply
miru.milklover: once in awhile.
miru.milklover: im starting to think im not important to him.
miru.milklover: he wants you to reply to his messages
nadz: nuuuuuuu
miru.milklover: pero pag ako ok lang maignore?
nadz: i'll talk to him for you
nadz: i think we need to talk again, before things get worse...
nadz: i can't just ignore him din naman dba
miru.milklover: yeah
miru.milklover: u should
miru.milklover: he wants to talk to you and clear it up with you more than he wants to clear it up with me..
nadz: don't say that.
nadz: but i think i really have to face massu again...
nadz: i want things between us to go back to the way they used to be...

that was the end. i think she got dc. and then i got dc. rpg is fun! XD with vie it's like ryo-her, tegoshi-me, ryo-tegoshi. with irene it's ryotego rpg all the way, sometimes irene-pi :P

--edit--

miru.milklover: twinnie
miru.milklover: *gives letter* bigay ni tegonyan
miru.milklover: pnapabigay nea.
nadz: ehhhh? nagkita kayo?
nadz: alam mo ginawan ko pa ng post sa blog yung chat natin kanina, haha
miru.milklover: really?? cool i wanna see~!
miru.milklover: well yes
miru.milklover: i was headed to massu's house, tinawagan nea ko
miru.milklover: emergency daw -_-;
nadz: ano naman pumasok sa ulo nya at naisipan nyang magsulat ng letter >_>
miru.milklover: read it
miru.milklover: its kinda sorta long
miru.milklover: *4 pages*
nadz: http://mychocolateobssession.blogspot.com/2009/11/i-love-rpg.html
miru.milklover: i havent blogged in awhile o.o
miru.milklover: i should blog.
miru.milklover: ill follow u twinnie~
nadz: hmm, can you just read it for me? i'm kinda still mad at him
nadz: i love blogging. dun ko lang talaga nasasabi lahat ng gusto ko
miru.milklover: i already read it
miru.milklover: touching.
nadz: ang bilis ah! haha
miru.milklover: yes thats true
miru.milklover: nabubuhos ko lahat lahat dun.
nadz: pinost ko pa nga yung glaring pic ni massu kanina, haha
nadz: ang adik ko tlga magblog XD
nadz: well, did he say that he'
nadz: he's breaking up with me na?
miru.milklover: no.
miru.milklover: TOUCHING NGA EH
miru.milklover: ANUNG TOUCHING SA BREAK UP
nadz: malay ko dinaan pa nya sa drama makikipagbreak na nga lang sa akin -_-
nadz: at ano yung emergency na sinasabi nya??
miru.milklover: the letter.
miru.milklover: -_-;
miru.milklover: he looked fresh and happy when he gave it to me tho.
miru.milklover: Ahaha nakakaaliw naman yung rpg natin twin~! XD
nadz: masaya naman pala xa eh, baka mas masaya xa pag wala na kami T_T
nadz: kaya nga pinost ko eh, haha
nadz: ano ba tlga sinabi nya sa sulat?
miru.milklover: his explanations
miru.milklover: his sorry's
miru.milklover: his love for you
miru.milklover: its so sweet.
miru.milklover: READ IT NAO.
nadz: ha! ano naman ang explanations nya aber?
nadz: why is it so hard for me to believe him na?
miru.milklover: oh his explanation?
miru.milklover: anyway
miru.milklover: his explanation was
miru.milklover: it was a whole misunderstanding
miru.milklover: and that he didnt know how to approach you
miru.milklover: he didnt know if you wanted to talk
miru.milklover: or if a hug would solve everything.
miru.milklover: he didnt mean to flirt; he just misses u daw.
miru.milklover: he wants u to know
miru.milklover: that his heart belongs to you
miru.milklover: and that if u let it go
miru.milklover: he goes away with it (he'll die)
miru.milklover: basta ang cheesy nea! >.<
nadz: ewwwwwwwww ang corny nya
nadz: but kinilig ako na naiiyak at the same time
miru.milklover: eh
miru.milklover: u like that corny man naman
nadz: oo nga, haha
nadz: i dunno if that letter's enough to fix everything
miru.milklover: it wont fix everything
miru.milklover: YES THATS WRITTEN IN THE LETTER
miru.milklover: he hopes that it would clear up some things.
miru.milklover: he turned off his phone
miru.milklover: kasi he was afraid if u call he wont seem manly enough when he talks to you..
miru.milklover: that he'll seddenly burst into tears
miru.milklover: you wont love him na daw
miru.milklover: *KERENGKENG MO TEGO*
miru.milklover: he just wishes itll fix at least 1/4 of the problem
miru.milklover: followed u na~
nadz: puahahaaaaaaaaaa ur so girly talaga tego XDD
miru.milklover: ikr
miru.milklover: XD
nadz: hmm, i have to think about what i should do about us. tumagal pa kc eh at lumaki. dapat di na tumagal.
miru.milklover: iexactly
nadz: where is he now? not that i'll go to him, hmpf~
miru.milklover: at home
nadz: just wondering kc sabi mo kanina he looks so fresh ba yun?
nadz: well, magkikita at magkikita tlga kami kc nga i went back home na rin from massu's dba
miru.milklover: yes
miru.milklover: good luck twinnie~!
nadz: but i'm staying in the attic
miru.milklover: i know you guys will be good
miru.milklover: WAG NA.
miru.milklover: he wont allow u
miru.milklover: im sure.
nadz: ah talaga, anong gagawin nya he will barricade the door to the attic?
miru.milklover: he'll drag you to the room and make sure you stay there.
nadz: try nya lang, dadanak ang dugo
nadz: LOL
miru.milklover: he'll do it
miru.milklover: in another way
nadz: pag ayoko, ayoko tlga
miru.milklover: sure kang ayaw mo?
miru.milklover: mageefort n nga xa eh
miru.milklover: ikaw pa tong umaayaw *tsk*
nadz: magdusa xa, dapat sa kanya pinapahirapan muna
nadz: OMG naging S na ako! haha
miru.milklover: oooo
miru.milklover: S twinnie
miru.milklover: XD
nadz: pano nangyari yun eh M ako, kaya nga ako natawag na martyr
miru.milklover: times changed
nadz: malaki ang kasalanan nya kaya dapat paghirapan nya yung forgiveness ko
miru.milklover: i understand u
miru.milklover: *sigh* I see what im going to go through >.<

ang adik namin, noh? XDD



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Loves

>NewS 大好き!!!
>johnny depp
>tegoshi yuya
♥♥♥♥♥
>テゴマス最高!!!
>purple and green
>chocolates, coffee, cheese
>kpop, jpop, cpop, opm classics, oldies
>dramas/series
>horror flicks
>great danes, rottweilers, yorkies, dachshunds, schnauzers
>halloween & christmas
>eeyore & doraemon
>noona songs
>potatoes & buttered toast
>miniatures
>paper & pens
>susan baker tea
>my lola's leche flan
>sleep overs
>ice cream sandwiches
>tumblers & coasters
>pistachios
>purin
>okonomiyaki
>road trips
>picture books
>paisley & velvet
>candied fruits
>old wives' tales
>mang ambo by larry alcala
>pugad baboy by pmjr
>te-no-ma-shi
>jwebs
>RyoTego
>NewS' Never Ending Wonderful Story dvd
>G3-my partners in crime!

Hates

>worms, maggots, caterpillars, etc.
>rainy days and mondays
>math
>cigarette smoke
>fishbones
>frying fish
>household chores
>my sensitive nose -_-
>waiting
>traffic
>two-faced ppl
>spicy food
>clutter
>being pressured
>crappy service
>shopping
>crowded places
>directions
>too much drama
>sad endings
>monthly periods
>backlogging
>chain letters
>exclusivity and all that shit
>backbiters and rumor-mongers
>being binbou -_-
>my full name
>multi-tasking
>arguments
>my brother XP
>delusional fangirls
>unwanted admirers/suitors/textmates (GRRRR!)
>Tegoshi and RyoTego haters
>blondes
>rumors/tabloids

Wishlist

>'MEMOIRS' philippine release
>TegoMass concert dvd
>a Coraline doll
>harry potter and the deathly hallows
>a series of unfortunate events (complete)
>more neil gaiman books
>the adventures of tin-tin
>my own dika
>new celphone
>jenga and twister games
>revel bars!!! *drools*
>body shop's olive oil
>maltese or yorkie
>electronic dictionary
>the nightmare before christmas merchandise
>JE merchandise
>okaneeeeee~
>lose weight overnight
>mole under left eye
>learn how to play violin/cello
>learn how to bake
>bungee jump
>vacation to japan, thailand, korea
>go to a NewS concert
>my own tegoshi yuya XD
>more ryotego fics
>tegoshi singing nino's niji
>watch:
-itteQ-tegoshi eps
-massu's 'musashi'
-pi's 'byakkotai'
-ie ga tooi-news epi
-kei's high school musical
-kei's 'nurse aoi'
-kisarazu cat's eye
-princess d

my feature

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ai nante (live) - tegoshi solo <33333

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MY MESS :P
news profs + boys_paper + lj:pichan_daccha + pi_jweb + magpie + pi_teppen + tegoshidaily + misoyo + kamifics + ri_ryotego + tibbietego + tego-shiroi_fuyu + tego-konnichiwaa + yuuya_lj + massuki + massu_alliance + shigesuki + pb-shige + kusapin + gakki + johnnysparadise + tengoku_miso + bns_forum + nomanymore + lj:newsdls + heroismine + tsutaete + goro-chanlyrics + yamaki fanfic + fics + lj:ikemen paradise + jwebs + lj:tomohiro + lj:tomohiro2 + randomxanga + bianca + ala + newsscans + newsdls + newsdvd + newsdvdsummary + newsabake + tgQ6a + tgQ6b + newstexticons + kamenriders + blogcrew + yayayahdls + sore wa dls + summarydls + personalitytest +

CURRENTLY...
WATCHING: greek + dexter + soukon + shining inheritance + rescue + nodame cantabile + maou + osen + sushi oji + isshun no kaze ni nare + densha otoko + hachimitsu to kuroba + yamada taro monogatari + detective academy Q + dance drill + princess princess d + hanaukyo maid + coffee prince + tatta hitotsu no koi + kamen rider kabuto + sapuri + stand up + prince of tennis + cartoon kat-tun + busu no hitomi ni koishiteru + lunch queen + battle royale2 + dasepo naughty girls + thai horror movies +

READING: lonely planet japanese phrasebook + memoirs of a teenage amnesiac (for the 4th time XD) +

LSS: naiyou no nai tegami - NEWS +

PEEPS: NewS--tegoshi, massu, notti, shige + OTP-RyoTego + yaMaki + maki + YongSeo +

MOVIES
+ the nightmare before christmas + harry potter + romeo and juliet + city of angels + now and then + moulin rouge + chocolat + from hell + the neverending story + the labyrinth + a walk to remember + the chocolate factory (willy wonka and charlie versions) + the secret garden + snow white: a tale of terror + great expectations + don juan de marco + napoleon dynamite + sleepover + sleepy hollow + centerstage + the sisterhood of the travelling pants + tuck everlasting + what a girl wants + casper + bourne identity + ocean's eleven + mr. bean + the abyss + deep blue sea + ghost ship + titanic + jurassic park (1,2&3) + resident evil (1,2&3) + the land of the dead + the dawn of the dead + ella enchanted + shrek (1,2&3) + face off + con air + the x-files + coach carter + time machine + the land before time + mulan + hocus pocus + interview with a vampire + practical magic + princess diaries + miss congeniality + queen of the damned + romeo must die + the others + thumbelina + ever after + breakfast at tiffany's + gone with the wind + west side story + bridget joneses diary (1&2) + brokedown palace + darkness falls + valentine + the exorcism of emily rose + witches + the count of monte cristo + shakespeare in love + love actually + the man in the iron mask + four weddings and a funeral + the island of dr. moreau + narnia: the lion, the with, and the wardrobe + the cube + the mummy (1&2) + identity + beetlejuice + frequency + phenomenon + the guru + stardust + pursuit of happyness + stardust + coraline + the lake house + the sorcerer's apprentice +
+ the twins effect + the death curse + hero + the house of flying daggers + crouching tiger, hidden dragon + the curse of the golden flower + infernal affairs (1,2&3) + my sassy girl + il mare + the classic + a millionaire's first love + kawi + koma + the uninvited + vacation (dbsk) + 200 pounds beauty + jenny&juno + one missed call (1,2&3) + the phone + the eye + a tale of two sisters + nana + death note1&2 + six + shutter + lovely complex + kanojo to no tadashii asobikata + chinese odyssey + protege de la rose noire + house of fury + spy dad + diva ah-hey + chinese tall story + new police story + 6AM + ab-normal beauty + battle royale + wishing stairs + the red shoes + shissou/dead run + one missed call 2 + attack on the pin-up boys (suju's movie) + cinderella ni naritai + boys love + kurosagi the movie + calling you + L change the world + koizora + crows zero + cyborg girl + tada, kimi wo aishiteru + 4bia/phobia + phobia 2 + coming soon + liar game: the final stage +

BOOKS
+ harry potter (j.k. rowling) + series of unfortunate events (lemony snickett) + stories of eva luna (isabel allende) + daddy long legs (jean webster) + behind the attic wall (sylvia cassedy) + how stella got her groove back (terry mcmillan) + pet sematary (stephen king) + stardust & coraline (neil gaiman) + robert fulghum books + roald dahl + frances hodgson burnett + grimm brothers + hans christian andersen + memeoirs of a teenage amnesia (gabrielle zevin +)

BOOB TUBE
+ csi las vegas + criminal minds + gilmore girls + supernatural + house m.d. + oprah + will and grace + extreme makeover (home edition) + charmed + joan of arcadia + dark angel + tru calling + angel + monk + the pretender + moonlight + i survived a japanese game show +

<3DRAMAS
+ beautiful days + love letter + winter sonata + my name is kim sam soon + my sassy girl chun-hyang + sweet 18 + meteor garden1&2 + dbsk's banjun drama + full house + goong + hana yori dango + bad family + nobuta wo produce + proposal daisakusen + kurosagi + my boss my hero + dragon zakura + hana yori dango2 + 1 litre of tears + 1 litre of tears sp + gachi baka + papa to musume no nanokakan + hanazakari no kimitachi e + himitsu no hanazono + tsubasa no oreta tenshitachi - season 1 + tsubasa no oreta tenshitachi - season 2 + tantei gakuen Q + liar game + shabake + sore wa totsuzen, arashi no you ni + sugata sanshirou + yukan club + deru toko demashou + lost time life (kei's episode) + waraeru koi wa shitakunai + anego + kakure karakuri + car radio ga owareba + last friends + absolute boyfriend + what's up, fox? + binbou danshi + 14 sai no haha + code blue + ryusei no kizuna + atashinchi no danshi + koishite akuma + buzzer beat + guests of room zero (koyama's & shige's episodes) + orthros no inu + you're beautiful + hidarime tantei eye + troubleman + sunao ni narenakute + loss time life + hyoten +

ANIME
+ fushigi yuugi + master of mosquiton + monster rancher + doraemon + fruits basket + trigun + sugar sugar rune + alice academy + cardcaptor sakura + time quest + ranma 1/2 + lovecom + gravitation + black blood brothers + ouran high host club + yamato nadeshiko shichi henge (the wallflower) + howl's moving castle + spirited away + kimi ni todoke +

UNFAITHFUL
+ chad michael murray + vincent kartheiser + jensen ackles + wentworth miller + james franco + sean faris + joseph fiennes + ewan mcgregor + ethan hawke + drew fuller + christopher gorham + channing tatum + liam aiken + topher grace + dhani lennevald + brad renfro + ralph fiennes + nicolas cage + jason statham + hugh jackman + diego luna + adam garcia + david duchovny + enrique iglesias + will estes + colin firth + dougray scott + antonio sabato jr. + alex o'loughlin + luke grimes +
++ jang woohyuk (h.o.t.) + micky yoochun (dbsk) + kim junghoon + jo insung + lee sangwoo + lee junki + kim jihoon + im joohwan + brian joo (ftts) + tablo (epik high) + t.o.p. (big bang) + attack (trax) + jin taehwa (battle) + kim dongwan (shinhwa) + park jinwoo + kim hyeseong + hyunbin + jang geunseok + wonbin (f.t island) + jung yonghwa (cnblue)
+++ tegoshi yuya + shun oguri + hongo kanata + news + kenichi matsuyama + ryo nishikido (news) + kazunari ninomiya (arashi) + matsuda shota + matsuda ryuhei + kaname jun + yamapi (news)+ tatsuya fujiwara + mizushima hiro + tsubasa imai (t&t) + wakaba ryuuya + hiraoka yuuta + tsukamoto takashi + tamayama tetsuji + yonemura daijiro & yodogawa yoshihiro (question?) + arioka daiki & yamada ryousuke (hey!say!) + ohkura tadayoshi (k8) + nakamaru yuichi (kat-tun) + oshinari shugo + tamaki hiroshi + mukai osamu + koide keisuke + miura haruma + seto koji + nakayama yuma + inohara yoshihiko (v6) +
++++ vanness wu (f4) + edison chen + jay chou + kenny kwan (boyz) + daniel wu + stephen fung + ananda everingham + golf + ray macdonald +
+++++ john lloyd cruz + jc de vera + enchong dee + hideaki torio +
LOVE THE MUSIC OF...
+ the corrs + sarah mclachlan + shawn colvin + michelle branch + selena + mariah carey + lee sooyoung + jewel + aaliyah + craig david + jason mraz + josh groban + boa + dbsk + lene marlin + frou frou + enya + leann rimes + big bang + sung sikyung + sg wannabe + se7en + epik high + clazziquai + loveholic + sugababes + all saints + lara fabian + gregorian chant + vonda shepard + foofighters + green day + rachael lampa + bosson + linda ronstadt + the cranberries + the cardigans + india arie + seal + george michael + lighthouse family + sting + garbage + dc talk + duncan sheik + coldplay + jars of clay + blur + third eye blind + john mayer + fiona apple + spice girls + kelly clarkson + utada hikaru + 'd sound + jim croce + david foster + eric clapton + boyz 2 men + babyface + alison krauss + richard marx + the company + jose mari chan + martine mccutcheon + kathy troccoli + jj lin + dream + honeyz + foj + darius + maksim + aaa + haley bennett + perfume + teddy geiger + yui + shimizu shota + kato miliyah + jyongri + coraline soundtrack +

BEAUTIES
+ nicole kidman + charlize theron + sandra bullock + anne hathaway + alexis bledel + evan rachel wood + amanda bynes + alexa vega + rachel mcadams + uma thurman + leelee sobieski + eliza dushku + emily browning + emma watson + dakota fanning + annasophia robb + alicia morton + kate maberly + mia maestro + jennifer connelly + paz vega + emmanuelle chriqui + hilary duff + marisa tomei + helena bonham carter + amber tamblyn + julia stiles + meredith bishop + thora birch + jessica alba + kristin kreuk + sara paxton + monica keena + katie holmes + marley shelton + camilla bell + angelina jolie + milla jovovich + amanda seyfried +
++ choi jiwoo + song hyegyo + jeon jihyun + son yehjin + goo hyejin + park shinhye + go ara + han jimin + lee yeonhee + bae seulgi (the reds) + ayumi (sugar) + song jihyo + yoon eunhye (baby vox) + han chaeyoung + kim taehee + han jihye + park bom + park heebon (milk) + kim bomi (milk) + chaeyeon + nam sangmi + cats + kara + lina and sunday (csjh) + sunye (wg) + kim ah-jung + uhm hyunkyung + yoo hyunyoung + choi sooyoung + han gain + kim junghwa + go eunah + goo hyesun + jung ryeowon (chakra) + kang junghwa + so yihyun + jo jungrin + kim ok-bin + eunseong + min seohyeon +
+++ nakashima mika + aoi miyazaki + horikita maki + toda erika + aragaki yui + shida mirai + uno misako + ueto aya + ueno juri + kashii yu + ito misaki + maya miki + ayase haruka + karina + narumi riko + kato rosa + naka riisa + esumi makiko + ito yuna + mimura + leah dizon + kiritani mirei + aoi yu +
++++ twins + miriam yeung + angelica lee + jolin tsai + rainie yang + niki chow + race wong + yumiko cheng + isabella leong + joey yung + stephy tang + janice wei vidal + vivian hsu +
+++++ maja salvador + erich gonzales + vaness del moral + jennica garcia +

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