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Tuesday, October 20, 2009
highs and lows
i haven't updated for over a month. perfect. and i've pressing myself to update but things happen and before i knew it a month had passed.
updates will be from the oldest to the most recent:
finally tried watching movies in 3D (yeah, it's a first, can you believe it? hehe). i watched 'up' with mafel. i was kind of disappointed and felt like i was tricked into paying a lot more when i didn't see that much difference in the 3D and the normal movie screen. i'll just charde it to experience, saying at least i have tried watching 3D...
i just found out i'm allergic to rubber gloves (or is it a specific brand that causes my allergies?) the whole back of my hand that's contacted with the gloves are red and very itchy. i wonder if i should tell my boss about this and if she will be considerate and make me use hypoallergenic gloves...
then i bumped against the whiteboard and earned a bleeding elbow in the end -_-
typhoons ondoy and pepeng did a lot of damage especially in the luzon area. floods destroying homes, people on their roof waiting to be rescued. and now leptospirosis incidence went high due to the dirty flood waters. thankfully, the most we had here in cebu was rain. and our relatives who live in antipolo were fine too.
while typhoon ondoy was still wreaking havoc in luzon sakuya texted me out of the blue and told me that ft island was in cebu stranded. they were supposedly there to shoot an mv. even though i'm not an ft island fan it still makes me want to see them in person hehe. too bad sakuya didn't know where exactly in cebu the group was.
finally a winter party diamond dvd will be released in november! yamapi will also have a new solo single 'loveless' and concert out also in november. so i guess this means NEWS won't probably be having a winter concert this year...maybe a spring or autumn concert next year.
haha, you must think this is late, why i haven't realized it yet that wonder girls are getting all over the world when i saw a video of them singing an english version of 'nobody' as an opening act for the jonas brothers. i still dunno why my fondness for them never really grew even when i'm hearing them almost every 5 minutes on the radio. i still love snsd (and even kara) more inspite my lack of will to update on their careers :P
one day on my way to work i lost my id's (which i need to gain entry to both sm and emall). so you can imagine how inconvenient it was for me losing those. i had been thinking about having to go through all the hassles of getting new ids again (e.g. the long lines). good thing some good samaritan found it and wanted to return it to me. i mean why go through all the trouble, right? if it were me i don't think i'd even bothering returning lost items (in my current way of thinking). maybe because the guy was a policeman and as someone in that line of work you're trained to exercise righteousness and do what should be done. so i'm grateful that i got it back.
watched massu on shounen club premium. i admire his optimism and the different he views things and how he's thankful with everything when other people would even pity themselves (i know that's what i would've done if i were in his place). i'm amazed by him. this boy (haha, why can't i even call him a guy?? XD) had endured a lot and yet he can still smile that bright smile of him that brightens me up instantly when i'm in a depressed mood (like i am right now -_- sometimes too there's just nothing that could pick me up from feeling down especially when it's about rumors involving tegoshi. okay back to the topic!! hehe). i just had to rewind the part when i thought i heard him call jin bakanishi. hahaha, maji? on national tv? just rofl. maybe they're pretty close enough for him to use such nickname ne, hehe. ryo's next, finally! can't wait~~
oct 2 - dreamt i was in a hotel near the beach. i saw a kid who looked like ryo. ther's a killer on the loose. whut.
i was in a bad mood when i found out there's no internet connection at home (up until now but at least i was able to surf using the laptop) especially on the fisrt time i went home and had nothing to do (naturally i felt so restless). stupid desktop, i dunno what's wrong with it. maa, as long as i can still my ipod then i don't totally hate it. instead i ended up watching tv detachedly until i saw this cute japanese kid in master showman named hideaki, if i'm not mistaken. he's just so kulit. he was singing 'otanjoubi omedetou' to kuya germs, of course that caught my attention.
also watched some parts of the 24hr tv show. massu just cracks me up with his failed mc-ing. he got someone's name wrong and called becky with -kun puahahaaaaaaa. it really is true that he's bad at interviews, he really proved it ne XDD but that's what makes him so adorable and loveable. i wouldn't like if he isn't what he is, along with all his flaws. and the same goes for the other NEWS members (i think :P) yamapi and ryo went to the darts trip separately (they throw a dart onto a map and they go to the place where the dart landed. i forgot the plces pi and ryo went to. i watched ryo's darts trip (having watched pi's trip a week earlier). what i can remember most about it was ryo having a tomato-eating experience haha, and the grandma not knowing NEWS at all XD
watched orthros no inu episode 7 and koishite akuma episode 8. seeing yokoyama yu as a vampire just made me laugh for about a minute about i got over the surprise of seeing him red-eyed, with fangs and apparently hypnotizing everybody. seeing him all serious just makes me laugh even more when i've been used to seeing him all goofy with kanjani8.
i lost weight!!! i saw the weighing scale and thought i'd just see how heavy i have gotten. i've been a little bit bummed the last time i weighed 55 kilos. the scale said i was 52 kilos. of course i couldn'y believe it at first and wondered if it was broken. but i wasn't really hung up on it. the next time a saw a weighing scale i again went and wighed myself, another shock i'm a kilo lighter that the last. the recent one said i was 49 kilos. wow, i never thought there's hope for me losing weight considering my huge appetite LOL hmm, is this the effect of not eating rice for dinner? i wasn't doing it with the reason of losing weight in mind. i haven't thought of it at all! but sometimes good things unexpectedly happen as a result of something you've done.
i saw these cute carvings at the grocery store when i went down with ate maricel to buy snacks for the clinic
doc loida's ladybug cake (october 12)
i was on on duty at the emall branch with mafel and we both went out to buy lunch, a rarity since mafel almost go out of the mall to buy lunch bcoz it's too hot according to her. i don't mind though it's just across the street, 10 seconds and i don't feel the hot sun anymore. what's 10 seconds when it can save me money? anyways back to the topic (gomen! i always get sidetracked XD) mafel and i were on descending down the stairs when we saw this guy kind of in a hurry heading to our direction. we didn't know it but at that time i was checking him out, mafel was also doing the same thing! and we even talked at the same time about the same guy. to make it short, we both found him really cute, hehe. for me he kind of looked a little like joe jonas, and he was tall. *sigh* what are the odds of seeing him again?
i was sent to the free clinic again. why me??? why do i have to be subjected to half a day of extracting people's teeth? it's not like i don't to be of any help to poor people but even after all this time i still get nervous and unsure of myself when it comes to that even though i know that i can handle every situation. i just am normally a scaredy-cat sometimes. but since it was an order from the bosses, who am i to say no. it's part of my work.
^ sian tian temple (where the free clinic was held)
i was surprised to see posters of snsd, shinee and superjunior at odyssey. i never thought the day would come when i'd actually see suju's cds being soold here. a fews ago that was almost impossible. just proves that there's no such thing as impossible ne, but i can't help but think otherwise when it involves tegoshi...i hope i'd see NEWS cds and dvds soon. i'm happy to find out that suju's song 'neorago' is doing really well right now. the last time i watched myx hit chart they were at the #2 spot. i'm happier now since i like 'neorago' better that 'sorry sorry.' i'm hoping to see snsd on myx soon too.
my ipod stuff got broken one by one fron the earphones to the casing. so i had no choice but to buy new ones even though they're not cheap. investing isn't bad, esp when it affects your happiness. a person like me couldn't survive without an ipod for one day. i think i'd get used to it somehow but i'll surely have withdrawal syndrome the first few days or weeks or months :P
finally i read some news about tegoshi and maki's movie, mainly that they changed the title from ' nakushita kioku' (lost memories) to 'dareka ga watashi ni kiss wo shite' (who did i kiss?). whut, i liked the first title waaaaaaay better than the new one -_- i hope that's the only thing they changed ne (hint: please not the ending. ONEGAI.)
it was superjunior's (my ex-hubby XD) lee donghae's birthday last october 15. saengil chukkae donghae-sshi~~~ i miss you sometimes, you know, especially when tegoshi's making me sad...hehe, i wish you'd be always healthy and happy, fishie~~
you might have noticed me inserting tegoshi's name in the earlier paragraphs. well, i'm pretty depressed right now. just when i was feeling a little okay, i go online and the first thing that greeted me was the rumor of tegoshi and that blonde girl from the bar incident from the first rumor, seen walking together happily. i felt like my heart dropped to the floor. it's such a depressing news and at the same time i'm mad at the circumstances (for letting me read this when i know it always crushes my spirit and hope) and myself (for feeling and acting this way when really if i was a good fan i should just be happy that he's found someone he's happy with, but dammit i can't help it if it hurts) TT________TT i'd prefer not to know anything related to tegoshi and his relationships. at least what i don't know won't hurt me. why do i always fall inlove with people who are impossible to reach? i'm not ready to see tego dating yet. when i'll be ready, i don't know. maybe in a year or two or maybe a decade.
mae's as crazy as i am about NEWS (and most especially tegoshi) LOL. i've been answering her NEWS-related questions, ralating any info i know, updating her with the latest in NEWS, recommending songs, kyaaing with her over tego XD i never thought she'd be crushing on idols, i didn't think she was that kind of girl but surprise! she's becoming competition now XD not that i mind, at least we'll share tegoshi. and i can never be selfish of tegoshi with her. she's like the sister i never had after all. i was just too thrilled to know that i have someone i can comfortably gush with about tegoshi :D and i can share my depression with her too, hehe. and we both have tegoshi wallies on our celphones! (well, i used to have it :P) i think it's her current wallpaper the last time we talked. we have talked a lot these past few weeks, something we didn't do then, and it's all because of NEWS and tegoshi :D
i've been watching shining inheritance every weeknight whenever i can. i like the storyline, i'd like to see inah get reunited with her father and brother.
some weeks ago marga invited me to watched rakugo (a japanese comedy storytelling) at ayala. marga was so good with speaking japanese, i envied her! then she introduced me to her sensei hino like 'tomodachi. NEWS...tegoshi fan' hehe then i added 'kawaii. kodomo mitai' and he just nodded and went 'hmm, tegoshi, huh?' in japanese of course XD i can't wait until i'm as good as marga in speaking japanese.
^ katsura-san, the rakugo artist
^ goofing around with the fans
^ the host/mc nagasawa-san
oh and omedetou tegomass!!! i read tanabata matsuri was gold in sweden ^^
手越祐也の彼女@7:51 PM
Welcome
you have stumbled upon my blog~ the chocoholic's refuge
feel free to wander around...
shout-outs are much appreciated :)
and one more thing,
this is my blog
if you don't like what you see
then GET LOST!
why are you here anyways?
>NewS 大好き!!!
>johnny depp
>tegoshi yuya ♥♥♥♥♥
>テゴマス最高!!!
>purple and green
>chocolates, coffee, cheese
>kpop, jpop, cpop, opm classics, oldies
>dramas/series
>horror flicks
>great danes, rottweilers, yorkies, dachshunds, schnauzers
>halloween & christmas
>eeyore & doraemon
>noona songs
>potatoes & buttered toast
>miniatures
>paper & pens
>susan baker tea
>my lola's leche flan
>sleep overs
>ice cream sandwiches
>tumblers & coasters
>pistachios
>purin
>okonomiyaki
>road trips
>picture books
>paisley & velvet
>candied fruits
>old wives' tales
>mang ambo by larry alcala
>pugad baboy by pmjr
>te-no-ma-shi
>jwebs
>RyoTego
>NewS' Never Ending Wonderful Story dvd
>G3-my partners in crime!
Hates
>worms, maggots, caterpillars, etc.
>rainy days and mondays
>math
>cigarette smoke
>fishbones
>frying fish
>household chores
>my sensitive nose -_-
>waiting
>traffic
>two-faced ppl
>spicy food
>clutter
>being pressured
>crappy service
>shopping
>crowded places
>directions
>too much drama
>sad endings
>monthly periods
>backlogging
>chain letters
>exclusivity and all that shit
>backbiters and rumor-mongers
>being binbou -_-
>my full name
>multi-tasking
>arguments
>my brother XP
>delusional fangirls
>unwanted admirers/suitors/textmates (GRRRR!)
>Tegoshi and RyoTego haters
>blondes
>rumors/tabloids
Wishlist
>'MEMOIRS' philippine release
>TegoMass concert dvd
>a Coraline doll
>harry potter and the deathly hallows
>a series of unfortunate events (complete)
>more neil gaiman books
>the adventures of tin-tin
>my own dika
>new celphone
>jenga and twister games
>revel bars!!! *drools*
>body shop's olive oil
>maltese or yorkie
>electronic dictionary
>the nightmare before christmas merchandise
>JE merchandise
>okaneeeeee~
>lose weight overnight
>mole under left eye
>learn how to play violin/cello
>learn how to bake
>bungee jump
>vacation to japan, thailand, korea
>go to a NewS concert
>my own tegoshi yuya XD
>more ryotego fics
>tegoshi singing nino's niji
>watch:
-itteQ-tegoshi eps
-massu's 'musashi'
-pi's 'byakkotai'
-ie ga tooi-news epi
-kei's high school musical
-kei's 'nurse aoi'
-kisarazu cat's eye
-princess d
+ the nightmare before christmas + harry potter + romeo and juliet + city of angels + now and then + moulin rouge + chocolat + from hell + the neverending story + the labyrinth + a walk to remember + the chocolate factory (willy wonka and charlie versions) + the secret garden + snow white: a tale of terror + great expectations + don juan de marco + napoleon dynamite + sleepover + sleepy hollow + centerstage + the sisterhood of the travelling pants + tuck everlasting + what a girl wants + casper + bourne identity + ocean's eleven + mr. bean + the abyss + deep blue sea + ghost ship + titanic + jurassic park (1,2&3) + resident evil (1,2&3) + the land of the dead + the dawn of the dead + ella enchanted + shrek (1,2&3) + face off + con air + the x-files + coach carter + time machine + the land before time + mulan + hocus pocus + interview with a vampire + practical magic + princess diaries + miss congeniality + queen of the damned + romeo must die + the others + thumbelina + ever after + breakfast at tiffany's + gone with the wind + west side story + bridget joneses diary (1&2) + brokedown palace + darkness falls + valentine + the exorcism of emily rose + witches + the count of monte cristo + shakespeare in love + love actually + the man in the iron mask + four weddings and a funeral + the island of dr. moreau + narnia: the lion, the with, and the wardrobe + the cube + the mummy (1&2) + identity + beetlejuice + frequency + phenomenon + the guru + stardust + pursuit of happyness + stardust + coraline + the lake house + the sorcerer's apprentice +
+ the twins effect + the death curse + hero + the house of flying daggers + crouching tiger, hidden dragon + the curse of the golden flower + infernal affairs (1,2&3) + my sassy girl + il mare + the classic + a millionaire's first love + kawi + koma + the uninvited + vacation (dbsk) + 200 pounds beauty + jenny&juno + one missed call (1,2&3) + the phone + the eye + a tale of two sisters + nana + death note1&2 + six + shutter + lovely complex + kanojo to no tadashii asobikata + chinese odyssey + protege de la rose noire + house of fury + spy dad + diva ah-hey + chinese tall story + new police story + 6AM + ab-normal beauty + battle royale + wishing stairs + the red shoes + shissou/dead run + one missed call 2 + attack on the pin-up boys (suju's movie) + cinderella ni naritai + boys love + kurosagi the movie + calling you + L change the world + koizora + crows zero + cyborg girl + tada, kimi wo aishiteru + 4bia/phobia + phobia 2 + coming soon + liar game: the final stage +
BOOKS
+ harry potter (j.k. rowling) + series of unfortunate events (lemony snickett) + stories of eva luna (isabel allende) + daddy long legs (jean webster) + behind the attic wall (sylvia cassedy) + how stella got her groove back (terry mcmillan) + pet sematary (stephen king) + stardust & coraline (neil gaiman) + robert fulghum books + roald dahl + frances hodgson burnett + grimm brothers + hans christian andersen + memeoirs of a teenage amnesia (gabrielle zevin +)
BOOB TUBE
+ csi las vegas + criminal minds + gilmore girls + supernatural + house m.d. + oprah + will and grace + extreme makeover (home edition) + charmed + joan of arcadia + dark angel + tru calling + angel + monk + the pretender + moonlight + i survived a japanese game show +
<3DRAMAS
+ beautiful days + love letter + winter sonata + my name is kim sam soon + my sassy girl chun-hyang + sweet 18 + meteor garden1&2 + dbsk's banjun drama + full house + goong + hana yori dango + bad family + nobuta wo produce + proposal daisakusen + kurosagi + my boss my hero + dragon zakura + hana yori dango2 + 1 litre of tears + 1 litre of tears sp + gachi baka + papa to musume no nanokakan + hanazakari no kimitachi e + himitsu no hanazono + tsubasa no oreta tenshitachi - season 1 + tsubasa no oreta tenshitachi - season 2 + tantei gakuen Q + liar game + shabake + sore wa totsuzen, arashi no you ni + sugata sanshirou + yukan club + deru toko demashou + lost time life (kei's episode) + waraeru koi wa shitakunai + anego + kakure karakuri + car radio ga owareba + last friends + absolute boyfriend + what's up, fox? + binbou danshi + 14 sai no haha + code blue + ryusei no kizuna + atashinchi no danshi + koishite akuma + buzzer beat + guests of room zero (koyama's & shige's episodes) + orthros no inu + you're beautiful + hidarime tantei eye + troubleman + sunao ni narenakute + loss time life + hyoten +
ANIME
+ fushigi yuugi + master of mosquiton + monster rancher + doraemon + fruits basket + trigun + sugar sugar rune + alice academy + cardcaptor sakura + time quest + ranma 1/2 + lovecom + gravitation + black blood brothers + ouran high host club + yamato nadeshiko shichi henge (the wallflower) + howl's moving castle + spirited away + kimi ni todoke +
UNFAITHFUL
+ chad michael murray + vincent kartheiser + jensen ackles + wentworth miller + james franco + sean faris + joseph fiennes + ewan mcgregor + ethan hawke + drew fuller + christopher gorham + channing tatum + liam aiken + topher grace + dhani lennevald + brad renfro + ralph fiennes + nicolas cage + jason statham + hugh jackman + diego luna + adam garcia + david duchovny + enrique iglesias + will estes + colin firth + dougray scott + antonio sabato jr. + alex o'loughlin + luke grimes +
++ jang woohyuk (h.o.t.) + micky yoochun (dbsk) + kim junghoon + jo insung + lee sangwoo + lee junki + kim jihoon + im joohwan + brian joo (ftts) + tablo (epik high) + t.o.p. (big bang) + attack (trax) + jin taehwa (battle) + kim dongwan (shinhwa) + park jinwoo + kim hyeseong + hyunbin + jang geunseok + wonbin (f.t island) + jung yonghwa (cnblue)
+++ tegoshi yuya + shun oguri + hongo kanata + news + kenichi matsuyama + ryo nishikido (news) + kazunari ninomiya (arashi) + matsuda shota + matsuda ryuhei + kaname jun + yamapi (news)+ tatsuya fujiwara + mizushima hiro + tsubasa imai (t&t) + wakaba ryuuya + hiraoka yuuta + tsukamoto takashi + tamayama tetsuji + yonemura daijiro & yodogawa yoshihiro (question?) + arioka daiki & yamada ryousuke (hey!say!) + ohkura tadayoshi (k8) + nakamaru yuichi (kat-tun) + oshinari shugo + tamaki hiroshi + mukai osamu + koide keisuke + miura haruma + seto koji + nakayama yuma + inohara yoshihiko (v6) +
++++ vanness wu (f4) + edison chen + jay chou + kenny kwan (boyz) + daniel wu + stephen fung + ananda everingham + golf + ray macdonald +
+++++ john lloyd cruz + jc de vera + enchong dee + hideaki torio +
LOVE THE MUSIC OF...
+ the corrs + sarah mclachlan + shawn colvin + michelle branch + selena + mariah carey + lee sooyoung + jewel + aaliyah + craig david + jason mraz + josh groban + boa + dbsk + lene marlin + frou frou + enya + leann rimes + big bang + sung sikyung + sg wannabe + se7en + epik high + clazziquai + loveholic + sugababes + all saints + lara fabian + gregorian chant + vonda shepard + foofighters + green day + rachael lampa + bosson + linda ronstadt + the cranberries + the cardigans + india arie + seal + george michael + lighthouse family + sting + garbage + dc talk + duncan sheik + coldplay + jars of clay + blur + third eye blind + john mayer + fiona apple + spice girls + kelly clarkson + utada hikaru + 'd sound + jim croce + david foster + eric clapton + boyz 2 men + babyface + alison krauss + richard marx + the company + jose mari chan + martine mccutcheon + kathy troccoli + jj lin + dream + honeyz + foj + darius + maksim + aaa + haley bennett + perfume + teddy geiger + yui + shimizu shota + kato miliyah + jyongri + coraline soundtrack +
BEAUTIES
+ nicole kidman + charlize theron + sandra bullock + anne hathaway + alexis bledel + evan rachel wood + amanda bynes + alexa vega + rachel mcadams + uma thurman + leelee sobieski + eliza dushku + emily browning + emma watson + dakota fanning + annasophia robb + alicia morton + kate maberly + mia maestro + jennifer connelly + paz vega + emmanuelle chriqui + hilary duff + marisa tomei + helena bonham carter + amber tamblyn + julia stiles + meredith bishop + thora birch + jessica alba + kristin kreuk + sara paxton + monica keena + katie holmes + marley shelton + camilla bell + angelina jolie + milla jovovich + amanda seyfried +
++ choi jiwoo + song hyegyo + jeon jihyun + son yehjin + goo hyejin + park shinhye + go ara + han jimin + lee yeonhee + bae seulgi (the reds) + ayumi (sugar) + song jihyo + yoon eunhye (baby vox) + han chaeyoung + kim taehee + han jihye + park bom + park heebon (milk) + kim bomi (milk) + chaeyeon + nam sangmi + cats + kara + lina and sunday (csjh) + sunye (wg) + kim ah-jung + uhm hyunkyung + yoo hyunyoung + choi sooyoung + han gain + kim junghwa + go eunah + goo hyesun + jung ryeowon (chakra) + kang junghwa + so yihyun + jo jungrin + kim ok-bin + eunseong + min seohyeon +
+++ nakashima mika + aoi miyazaki + horikita maki + toda erika + aragaki yui + shida mirai + uno misako + ueto aya + ueno juri + kashii yu + ito misaki + maya miki + ayase haruka + karina + narumi riko + kato rosa + naka riisa + esumi makiko + ito yuna + mimura + leah dizon + kiritani mirei + aoi yu +
++++ twins + miriam yeung + angelica lee + jolin tsai + rainie yang + niki chow + race wong + yumiko cheng + isabella leong + joey yung + stephy tang + janice wei vidal + vivian hsu +
+++++ maja salvador + erich gonzales + vaness del moral + jennica garcia +
♥♥♥♥♥
