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Monday, October 27, 2008
mayonaka noooo~
gah. 'mayonaka no shadow boy' has been on repeat since i woke up. i feel like a pedophile just listening to these boys *acck* but damn, the song is just so addicting~ and i just had to listen to vie when she said i should watch their music station perf esp yamada. i swear that kid is too hot for his own good. and then i went and watched the latest ms perf and hey3x perf and what are they trying to do to, kill me?! now i'm off to watch the making of the pv. why oh why? i really wanna get myself killed. wasn't it just days ago when i said i refused to flail over them? well, i just wanna say how i love chinen's outfit in the pv, and i feel like kyaaa-ing everytime i spot daiki, and i love yuto's voice and how he said 'shadow' is sexy, and how cute ryutaro is, and yamada's smirk in the end asdfghkasdfghk. I LOVE THE SONG!!! I LOVE THE PV!!! I LOVE THE CHOREO!!! SHADOW!!! WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH.
vie will laugh her but off if she reads this *hides in embarrassment* *sigh* my problems still keep piling up. i've realized that even in the days when i was recuperating and regaining my strength, and the last of the medicine's effect starts to wear off completely. problems just seem to have this habit of springing up when you least expect it. i am getting tired. why does the world have to be filled them?
i woke up one day from a bad dream. it had something to do with me taking the lab reviews. it seems like i was constantly being kept in the dark, not knowing where to go and what to do and nobody around me freakin' cares to talk to me and tell what i'm supposed to do. they just go about their own way, passing me by. it sucks, this feeling of helplessness, like you want to scream for them to stop and please look at you, look at how lost you are. it bugs me the whole morning. it worries me and even depresses me. i know that i shouldn't look into in that much. for all i know it was just my paranoid self wanting to go out again. i heard days before that the 4th batch for the lab reviews has started, so i am late again -_-
aside from that i still have my nso and nbi clearance to take care of. i just wanna bonk myself in the head, knowing that i could've taken care of this ages ago but i didn't and wanted to hassle myself by cramming the last minute. and i feel stupid coz i can't even figure out a simple online delivery. i mean, SERIOUSLY!!! why isn't this working? what was it that i didn't do right? am i really that stupid??? gah. and the nbi clearance, ugh. i just wish i can get it at robi's in a breeze, if not, i dunno what i'm gonna do. maybe i'll suddenly throw a tantrum at the mall in utter frustration, what a scene that would be. i really am not handling this how a 24-almost-25 year old would.
i went to the ticketing office to probably get a refund from my previous plane ticket (w/c i was unable to use when i got sick all of a sudden), and to buy a new one. but i didn't get any, because according to them, it was boarded. WTH? how in the world will it be boarded when i'm still right here? who took my place? my ghost?! so there goes my 1600 bucks down the drain. i could've bought a NEWS single with that amount. my heart hurts.
i finished code blue 2 days ago. i cried like 3 times (just about how much i have cried while watching 1LoT). i love it! i have come to love the cast and the issues they have. really nice drama~ and the nurse saejima is so pretty! i could've sworn there was something between her and aizawa (pi's character) but it might be just me. aizawa is too detached/lifeless/indifferent for any romance to develop between him and any female coworker XP
i wanna watch ryusei no kizuna but it's not on mysoju yet :(
i've read fanreports of the sendai 'NEWS winter party diamond' concert. how many times do i have to die of envy? how many concerts do i have to miss? reading reports kill me a little bit inside everytime. how lucky they are, those people who get to go to the concerts. i've always wanted to come to a sendai concert. i seem to be in an impression that sendai concerts are extra fun (not to mention it was also in sendai when ryotego went all rabu2x in their spring 2005 concert XD speaking of which, i want a fancam of it!)
anyways, back to the fanreport. some things i'm looking forward to is: massu's solo masuperman LOL; 'why' perf which they say is really cool and classy (i love the pairings, my otp~~); BAMBINA!!! *DIES* (thru tegoshi's insistence hahahahahaaaaa how can anyone say no to the ero prince? XDD); tegoshi's 'ai no matador' solo (i am very curious, he did one hot song number by himself??? very curious indeed), SNOW EXPRESS *KYAAAAAAAAA*;'say hello' perf (w/c is one of my fave NEWS songs); shige's new solo!!!; forever; ryo's solo 'ordinary' (i hope it's not like 'code' :P); member introduction where ryo wouldn't lose to pi in doing tegoshi's 'tegoshi desu~' handsign (yes pi, ryo just wouldn't lose when it's involving tegoshi. ilu ryo~~ XDD); koyamapi!!! (yes, they're dating!!! hahaha)
bab went back to cebu 2 weeks ago because she's been having contractions this early (i think, i don't remember when genette texted me). that leaves just me, genette and nezie. and jonathan if he decides to room with us. i wanna go hurry up and come back to manila. i have to go back to my books and handouts. i have TONS of catching up to do *panic mode*
yesterday i transcribed one interview (it's extra work my dad gave me). i wasn't really feeling up to it. i know it would be hella boring. and i was right. not only was it boring but i had to strain my ears to hear the voices amidst all the other noise, and on top of that i had to focus even when three different voices keep overlapping each other. and then my brain has to work and translate cebuano/tagalog to english at the same time typing the whole thing which took me about 3 hours *nosebleed* i am so not cut out for this kind of work. this would kill my braincells in a matter of minutes. and the best part is i still have about 15 of them to listen to. i seriously wanna cry. packing my clothes would be better than this -_-
i have been eating mushroom soup for two mornings. i still don't trust myself in eating anything that's fried, the oil in them tends to ick me. i think i'll be safe with soups and light foods. although i think i kind of binged last night and ate donuts. just when i felt like i did lose weight, the pants which used to fit me perfectly is now a little loose around my thighs and butt. but i wonder how long it's gonna last esp when my stomach seems restless these days :P
手越祐也の彼女@9:16 AM
Welcome
you have stumbled upon my blog~ the chocoholic's refuge
feel free to wander around...
shout-outs are much appreciated :)
and one more thing,
this is my blog
if you don't like what you see
then GET LOST!
why are you here anyways?
>NewS 大好き!!!
>johnny depp
>tegoshi yuya ♥♥♥♥♥
>テゴマス最高!!!
>purple and green
>chocolates, coffee, cheese
>kpop, jpop, cpop, opm classics, oldies
>dramas/series
>horror flicks
>great danes, rottweilers, yorkies, dachshunds, schnauzers
>halloween & christmas
>eeyore & doraemon
>noona songs
>potatoes & buttered toast
>miniatures
>paper & pens
>susan baker tea
>my lola's leche flan
>sleep overs
>ice cream sandwiches
>tumblers & coasters
>pistachios
>purin
>okonomiyaki
>road trips
>picture books
>paisley & velvet
>candied fruits
>old wives' tales
>mang ambo by larry alcala
>pugad baboy by pmjr
>te-no-ma-shi
>jwebs
>RyoTego
>NewS' Never Ending Wonderful Story dvd
>G3-my partners in crime!
Hates
>worms, maggots, caterpillars, etc.
>rainy days and mondays
>math
>cigarette smoke
>fishbones
>frying fish
>household chores
>my sensitive nose -_-
>waiting
>traffic
>two-faced ppl
>spicy food
>clutter
>being pressured
>crappy service
>shopping
>crowded places
>directions
>too much drama
>sad endings
>monthly periods
>backlogging
>chain letters
>exclusivity and all that shit
>backbiters and rumor-mongers
>being binbou -_-
>my full name
>multi-tasking
>arguments
>my brother XP
>delusional fangirls
>unwanted admirers/suitors/textmates (GRRRR!)
>Tegoshi and RyoTego haters
>blondes
>rumors/tabloids
Wishlist
>'MEMOIRS' philippine release
>TegoMass concert dvd
>a Coraline doll
>harry potter and the deathly hallows
>a series of unfortunate events (complete)
>more neil gaiman books
>the adventures of tin-tin
>my own dika
>new celphone
>jenga and twister games
>revel bars!!! *drools*
>body shop's olive oil
>maltese or yorkie
>electronic dictionary
>the nightmare before christmas merchandise
>JE merchandise
>okaneeeeee~
>lose weight overnight
>mole under left eye
>learn how to play violin/cello
>learn how to bake
>bungee jump
>vacation to japan, thailand, korea
>go to a NewS concert
>my own tegoshi yuya XD
>more ryotego fics
>tegoshi singing nino's niji
>watch:
-itteQ-tegoshi eps
-massu's 'musashi'
-pi's 'byakkotai'
-ie ga tooi-news epi
-kei's high school musical
-kei's 'nurse aoi'
-kisarazu cat's eye
-princess d
+ the nightmare before christmas + harry potter + romeo and juliet + city of angels + now and then + moulin rouge + chocolat + from hell + the neverending story + the labyrinth + a walk to remember + the chocolate factory (willy wonka and charlie versions) + the secret garden + snow white: a tale of terror + great expectations + don juan de marco + napoleon dynamite + sleepover + sleepy hollow + centerstage + the sisterhood of the travelling pants + tuck everlasting + what a girl wants + casper + bourne identity + ocean's eleven + mr. bean + the abyss + deep blue sea + ghost ship + titanic + jurassic park (1,2&3) + resident evil (1,2&3) + the land of the dead + the dawn of the dead + ella enchanted + shrek (1,2&3) + face off + con air + the x-files + coach carter + time machine + the land before time + mulan + hocus pocus + interview with a vampire + practical magic + princess diaries + miss congeniality + queen of the damned + romeo must die + the others + thumbelina + ever after + breakfast at tiffany's + gone with the wind + west side story + bridget joneses diary (1&2) + brokedown palace + darkness falls + valentine + the exorcism of emily rose + witches + the count of monte cristo + shakespeare in love + love actually + the man in the iron mask + four weddings and a funeral + the island of dr. moreau + narnia: the lion, the with, and the wardrobe + the cube + the mummy (1&2) + identity + beetlejuice + frequency + phenomenon + the guru + stardust + pursuit of happyness + stardust + coraline + the lake house + the sorcerer's apprentice +
+ the twins effect + the death curse + hero + the house of flying daggers + crouching tiger, hidden dragon + the curse of the golden flower + infernal affairs (1,2&3) + my sassy girl + il mare + the classic + a millionaire's first love + kawi + koma + the uninvited + vacation (dbsk) + 200 pounds beauty + jenny&juno + one missed call (1,2&3) + the phone + the eye + a tale of two sisters + nana + death note1&2 + six + shutter + lovely complex + kanojo to no tadashii asobikata + chinese odyssey + protege de la rose noire + house of fury + spy dad + diva ah-hey + chinese tall story + new police story + 6AM + ab-normal beauty + battle royale + wishing stairs + the red shoes + shissou/dead run + one missed call 2 + attack on the pin-up boys (suju's movie) + cinderella ni naritai + boys love + kurosagi the movie + calling you + L change the world + koizora + crows zero + cyborg girl + tada, kimi wo aishiteru + 4bia/phobia + phobia 2 + coming soon + liar game: the final stage +
BOOKS
+ harry potter (j.k. rowling) + series of unfortunate events (lemony snickett) + stories of eva luna (isabel allende) + daddy long legs (jean webster) + behind the attic wall (sylvia cassedy) + how stella got her groove back (terry mcmillan) + pet sematary (stephen king) + stardust & coraline (neil gaiman) + robert fulghum books + roald dahl + frances hodgson burnett + grimm brothers + hans christian andersen + memeoirs of a teenage amnesia (gabrielle zevin +)
BOOB TUBE
+ csi las vegas + criminal minds + gilmore girls + supernatural + house m.d. + oprah + will and grace + extreme makeover (home edition) + charmed + joan of arcadia + dark angel + tru calling + angel + monk + the pretender + moonlight + i survived a japanese game show +
<3DRAMAS
+ beautiful days + love letter + winter sonata + my name is kim sam soon + my sassy girl chun-hyang + sweet 18 + meteor garden1&2 + dbsk's banjun drama + full house + goong + hana yori dango + bad family + nobuta wo produce + proposal daisakusen + kurosagi + my boss my hero + dragon zakura + hana yori dango2 + 1 litre of tears + 1 litre of tears sp + gachi baka + papa to musume no nanokakan + hanazakari no kimitachi e + himitsu no hanazono + tsubasa no oreta tenshitachi - season 1 + tsubasa no oreta tenshitachi - season 2 + tantei gakuen Q + liar game + shabake + sore wa totsuzen, arashi no you ni + sugata sanshirou + yukan club + deru toko demashou + lost time life (kei's episode) + waraeru koi wa shitakunai + anego + kakure karakuri + car radio ga owareba + last friends + absolute boyfriend + what's up, fox? + binbou danshi + 14 sai no haha + code blue + ryusei no kizuna + atashinchi no danshi + koishite akuma + buzzer beat + guests of room zero (koyama's & shige's episodes) + orthros no inu + you're beautiful + hidarime tantei eye + troubleman + sunao ni narenakute + loss time life + hyoten +
ANIME
+ fushigi yuugi + master of mosquiton + monster rancher + doraemon + fruits basket + trigun + sugar sugar rune + alice academy + cardcaptor sakura + time quest + ranma 1/2 + lovecom + gravitation + black blood brothers + ouran high host club + yamato nadeshiko shichi henge (the wallflower) + howl's moving castle + spirited away + kimi ni todoke +
UNFAITHFUL
+ chad michael murray + vincent kartheiser + jensen ackles + wentworth miller + james franco + sean faris + joseph fiennes + ewan mcgregor + ethan hawke + drew fuller + christopher gorham + channing tatum + liam aiken + topher grace + dhani lennevald + brad renfro + ralph fiennes + nicolas cage + jason statham + hugh jackman + diego luna + adam garcia + david duchovny + enrique iglesias + will estes + colin firth + dougray scott + antonio sabato jr. + alex o'loughlin + luke grimes +
++ jang woohyuk (h.o.t.) + micky yoochun (dbsk) + kim junghoon + jo insung + lee sangwoo + lee junki + kim jihoon + im joohwan + brian joo (ftts) + tablo (epik high) + t.o.p. (big bang) + attack (trax) + jin taehwa (battle) + kim dongwan (shinhwa) + park jinwoo + kim hyeseong + hyunbin + jang geunseok + wonbin (f.t island) + jung yonghwa (cnblue)
+++ tegoshi yuya + shun oguri + hongo kanata + news + kenichi matsuyama + ryo nishikido (news) + kazunari ninomiya (arashi) + matsuda shota + matsuda ryuhei + kaname jun + yamapi (news)+ tatsuya fujiwara + mizushima hiro + tsubasa imai (t&t) + wakaba ryuuya + hiraoka yuuta + tsukamoto takashi + tamayama tetsuji + yonemura daijiro & yodogawa yoshihiro (question?) + arioka daiki & yamada ryousuke (hey!say!) + ohkura tadayoshi (k8) + nakamaru yuichi (kat-tun) + oshinari shugo + tamaki hiroshi + mukai osamu + koide keisuke + miura haruma + seto koji + nakayama yuma + inohara yoshihiko (v6) +
++++ vanness wu (f4) + edison chen + jay chou + kenny kwan (boyz) + daniel wu + stephen fung + ananda everingham + golf + ray macdonald +
+++++ john lloyd cruz + jc de vera + enchong dee + hideaki torio +
LOVE THE MUSIC OF...
+ the corrs + sarah mclachlan + shawn colvin + michelle branch + selena + mariah carey + lee sooyoung + jewel + aaliyah + craig david + jason mraz + josh groban + boa + dbsk + lene marlin + frou frou + enya + leann rimes + big bang + sung sikyung + sg wannabe + se7en + epik high + clazziquai + loveholic + sugababes + all saints + lara fabian + gregorian chant + vonda shepard + foofighters + green day + rachael lampa + bosson + linda ronstadt + the cranberries + the cardigans + india arie + seal + george michael + lighthouse family + sting + garbage + dc talk + duncan sheik + coldplay + jars of clay + blur + third eye blind + john mayer + fiona apple + spice girls + kelly clarkson + utada hikaru + 'd sound + jim croce + david foster + eric clapton + boyz 2 men + babyface + alison krauss + richard marx + the company + jose mari chan + martine mccutcheon + kathy troccoli + jj lin + dream + honeyz + foj + darius + maksim + aaa + haley bennett + perfume + teddy geiger + yui + shimizu shota + kato miliyah + jyongri + coraline soundtrack +
BEAUTIES
+ nicole kidman + charlize theron + sandra bullock + anne hathaway + alexis bledel + evan rachel wood + amanda bynes + alexa vega + rachel mcadams + uma thurman + leelee sobieski + eliza dushku + emily browning + emma watson + dakota fanning + annasophia robb + alicia morton + kate maberly + mia maestro + jennifer connelly + paz vega + emmanuelle chriqui + hilary duff + marisa tomei + helena bonham carter + amber tamblyn + julia stiles + meredith bishop + thora birch + jessica alba + kristin kreuk + sara paxton + monica keena + katie holmes + marley shelton + camilla bell + angelina jolie + milla jovovich + amanda seyfried +
++ choi jiwoo + song hyegyo + jeon jihyun + son yehjin + goo hyejin + park shinhye + go ara + han jimin + lee yeonhee + bae seulgi (the reds) + ayumi (sugar) + song jihyo + yoon eunhye (baby vox) + han chaeyoung + kim taehee + han jihye + park bom + park heebon (milk) + kim bomi (milk) + chaeyeon + nam sangmi + cats + kara + lina and sunday (csjh) + sunye (wg) + kim ah-jung + uhm hyunkyung + yoo hyunyoung + choi sooyoung + han gain + kim junghwa + go eunah + goo hyesun + jung ryeowon (chakra) + kang junghwa + so yihyun + jo jungrin + kim ok-bin + eunseong + min seohyeon +
+++ nakashima mika + aoi miyazaki + horikita maki + toda erika + aragaki yui + shida mirai + uno misako + ueto aya + ueno juri + kashii yu + ito misaki + maya miki + ayase haruka + karina + narumi riko + kato rosa + naka riisa + esumi makiko + ito yuna + mimura + leah dizon + kiritani mirei + aoi yu +
++++ twins + miriam yeung + angelica lee + jolin tsai + rainie yang + niki chow + race wong + yumiko cheng + isabella leong + joey yung + stephy tang + janice wei vidal + vivian hsu +
+++++ maja salvador + erich gonzales + vaness del moral + jennica garcia +
♥♥♥♥♥
