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Tuesday, February 19, 2008
i miss fangirling
since i wrote some pretty heavy things in my previous entry, i wanna lighten up the mood. and what best way to do it than to fangirl (again)!!! LOL but seriously it's almost the sole reason why i'm happy nowadays. NEWS = HAPPINESS. yes, i know some ppl might think it's pathetic and i should get out more and have a real life, but i can't help it. they have taken over my system, so much that when i'm not online i'd be thinking about them 90% of the time. i'm in too deep. crazy, i know!
so, moving on to updates...are you ready? this is gonna be long...and messy XP
i had another tegoshi dream again (that makes it 5 all in all, if i remember it right). and once again it involves chocolates *whee* i dreamt he was giving out chocolates to orphans at a church. i wasn't exactly there for it was just a story related to me by a friend who works there. apparently, tegoshi (with some other ppl, i dunno if there were any other NEWS members with him, unlikely) went there weeks before in a vacation-promotion type of thing and gave stuff to less fortunate children. and he had this big smile while handing out goodies to the children, like he's happy that they were all clamoring to him not bcoz he was an idol (i doubt if the locals even knew he was, haha~) but bcoz of what he has to give. for them he was just another generous person who came all the way from japan to give them stuff. it was a nice feeling, being free from fans who would attack him in drones and groups, just standing there, sharing laughs with everyone and truly enjoying the moment.
i've read some of ryo's entries. and i think it wasn't a good idea after all. there was one when he was talking about the family dog who died, and he felt sad for forgetting it for a while. he regrets forgetting...forgetting about things that were once significant in his life, of times when he was so happy. and in the end he was crying coz he suddenly just missed chibi (the dog, god rest his soul) and went over to the altar his father made in chibi's memory (i think he has a great dad, hehe. i think he has a great family, unlike tegoshi's weird family *get's shot by tegoshi's grandma* XD)
then as if i'm not suffering as it is, it's as if my mind has no control of my body as it keeps on exposing itself to more ryo-related stuff (like videos, mag translations, more entries, pictures!!!) i swear i am so dead right now. yappari, i really should stop doing this. it's not helping me in any way. plus, marga's telling me to stay away from 'her ryo-chan' XD
but can i do it? it seems like the more i avoid it, the more it stares me right in the face. and having RyoTego as my OTP makes it harder. and i find myself not just wanting tegoshi to pine on him, but i myself am doing it too! *dead*
i have reason to believe that ryo is evil and he has bewitched me using a really powerful spell XD OMG, this post is totally screaming 'I LOVE RYO'...NO NO NO! i must resist, must resist...think of tegoshi, think of how much you love him, of how cute he is, of the million reasons why he's your ichiban.
a sleeping tegoshi pic, by the way :P dammit, how can he look so cute even in this state? HOW? and the lipssssssss O_O i wonder if ryo-tan didn't feel like kissing him...kyaaaaaa~
but i totally ROFLed when i saw ryo at the march issue of winkup...WTF is up with his hair??? i can't look at the pics too long or i would just break into giggles. curls don't suit him, yo~ and his hair in 'isshun no kaze ni nare' doesn't suit him too LOL i beg you ryo, go get a haircut asap. bring back the sexy osaka man! god knows i don't need more hair-disasters right now. as much as i am so into you, you are not tegoshi, and my tolerance still has a limit. it only amazingly stretches for i don't know how long ONLY when it comes to tegoshi XD
imo, he looks his best in this...short, black, simple. RAWR~ (heehee, he looks like he's gonna kiss someone in this pic)
and another one, still from 1LoT *guilty of impulsively making caps of ryo* (wah~ i can never stand seeing him cry T_T i feel like bashing whoever it was responsible for his sorrow...in this case it was erika, well, her role in the drama that is)
and yeah, a NEWS version of 'taiyou no namida' pv did come out. i love it 10000000x more than the kurosagi movie version. i mean, how can i not? the fact that it's NEWS alone already won me over. plus the pv is my fave of all the pvs they have. all those scenes in the rain (wet NEWS!!! *flails*). for once, tegoshi looks manly (it's the rain yo~) i love the set, the old-looking buliding. everyone looked hot (okay, maybe i was wondering just a little bit why shige looked pissed the whole time :P) and the end is just LMAO~ totally random imo. yamapi-cups' third appearance. amazing how such a thing gets too much attention *i wish i was a styrofor cup* LOL enough talking, i'll just show you pics instead. yes, more pics coz i'm evil like that, bwahaha~ it's ryo's fault, his evilness is contagious XD
fine! just two...i'm not THAT evil after all XP (taiyou no namidaaaaaaaaaaaa~) tegoshi has girly hands ajfhksdgkjlk~ my OT3-ryotegoshige
and speaking of 'taiyou no namida' i just dled ringtones some nights ago. amusing, esp tegoshi's version where he goes 'tegoshi desu! wooooo~' LOL and massu's 'namidaaaaa masudaaaaa~' HAHAHA~ i found the results of the 'CDTV most wanted lover' hilarious. well, it's not that it's a joke (jin won, by the way *omedetou, bakanishi!*) but the fact that massu beat ryo is!!! and massu didn't even do any sexy photoshoots yet! i can just imagine ryo saying 'NANDE OMAE?!' just like that time when he found out shige got more fanmails than him LOL his ego must be deflated a bit, just a bit :P
oh, NEWS has another ero song - 'bambina'. this time with more jaw-dropping lyrics. it's like a sequel to 'ai no matador' and no, i refuse to post the lyrics XP and if that didn't kill me just yet, tegoshi's voice did! gawd, it's too slutty, it would lead you to imagine 'love scenes' in your head *acck*i swear this single is just too different from the previous ones. it's actually the first one where we see a new mature image from NEWS, like they're targeting the older fans this time. but surprisingly they've been getting a lot more of very young fans (as young as 11 LMAO~) ne, i think they should be careful, they have a lot of minors listening to their music, haha~
and i think by now everyone has seen pi's controversial nude AnAn pics. they're good and all, but i'm disappointed. i was kinda hoping that pi won't resort to going that far. it's like he's trying too hard to be liked, it comes out cheap sometimes. i mean there's a limit on how much you're willing to do in the name of fanservice, right? you need not compromise your dignity for it. well, that's what i think. and i like him too much, so it kinda hurts to see him this way. but then he says it's just work (and of course i get that) and it's for self-growth (again, i get that) but still, i would've preferred him not doing the shoot. and it's not even bcoz i'm upset that he's with a naked caucasian woman, bcoz i'm not! oh well, the ppl at AnAn reached their goal, ne? sales shot up bcoz of pi. pi's effect on ppl is AMAZING~ maa, i don't wanna stress over it anymore. he's an adult and he already knows what he's doing. i'll keep on supporting him, as what is expected of a fan (even though i don't approve of some of the things he do)
but it's a different case if it's tegoshi. all hell would break loose if ever he decided to follow pi's example!!! i absolutely won't allow it! (as if i really have any power over him) -_-
*sigh* are my views too conservative?
yay~ tegoshi's haircolor is back to dark!!! *prays it stays that way for a while*
i wanna watch kei's episode in 'lost time life'~~~
and food pwns all of the tacchon-related pairings!!! LOL massu has a buta-brother! whee~ they should go on a double-date...massu with gyoza, and tacchon with riceballs, ahaha~
手越祐也の彼女@4:44 AM
Welcome
you have stumbled upon my blog~ the chocoholic's refuge
feel free to wander around...
shout-outs are much appreciated :)
and one more thing,
this is my blog
if you don't like what you see
then GET LOST!
why are you here anyways?
>NewS 大好き!!!
>johnny depp
>tegoshi yuya ♥♥♥♥♥
>テゴマス最高!!!
>purple and green
>chocolates, coffee, cheese
>kpop, jpop, cpop, opm classics, oldies
>dramas/series
>horror flicks
>great danes, rottweilers, yorkies, dachshunds, schnauzers
>halloween & christmas
>eeyore & doraemon
>noona songs
>potatoes & buttered toast
>miniatures
>paper & pens
>susan baker tea
>my lola's leche flan
>sleep overs
>ice cream sandwiches
>tumblers & coasters
>pistachios
>purin
>okonomiyaki
>road trips
>picture books
>paisley & velvet
>candied fruits
>old wives' tales
>mang ambo by larry alcala
>pugad baboy by pmjr
>te-no-ma-shi
>jwebs
>RyoTego
>NewS' Never Ending Wonderful Story dvd
>G3-my partners in crime!
Hates
>worms, maggots, caterpillars, etc.
>rainy days and mondays
>math
>cigarette smoke
>fishbones
>frying fish
>household chores
>my sensitive nose -_-
>waiting
>traffic
>two-faced ppl
>spicy food
>clutter
>being pressured
>crappy service
>shopping
>crowded places
>directions
>too much drama
>sad endings
>monthly periods
>backlogging
>chain letters
>exclusivity and all that shit
>backbiters and rumor-mongers
>being binbou -_-
>my full name
>multi-tasking
>arguments
>my brother XP
>delusional fangirls
>unwanted admirers/suitors/textmates (GRRRR!)
>Tegoshi and RyoTego haters
>blondes
>rumors/tabloids
Wishlist
>'MEMOIRS' philippine release
>TegoMass concert dvd
>a Coraline doll
>harry potter and the deathly hallows
>a series of unfortunate events (complete)
>more neil gaiman books
>the adventures of tin-tin
>my own dika
>new celphone
>jenga and twister games
>revel bars!!! *drools*
>body shop's olive oil
>maltese or yorkie
>electronic dictionary
>the nightmare before christmas merchandise
>JE merchandise
>okaneeeeee~
>lose weight overnight
>mole under left eye
>learn how to play violin/cello
>learn how to bake
>bungee jump
>vacation to japan, thailand, korea
>go to a NewS concert
>my own tegoshi yuya XD
>more ryotego fics
>tegoshi singing nino's niji
>watch:
-itteQ-tegoshi eps
-massu's 'musashi'
-pi's 'byakkotai'
-ie ga tooi-news epi
-kei's high school musical
-kei's 'nurse aoi'
-kisarazu cat's eye
-princess d
+ the nightmare before christmas + harry potter + romeo and juliet + city of angels + now and then + moulin rouge + chocolat + from hell + the neverending story + the labyrinth + a walk to remember + the chocolate factory (willy wonka and charlie versions) + the secret garden + snow white: a tale of terror + great expectations + don juan de marco + napoleon dynamite + sleepover + sleepy hollow + centerstage + the sisterhood of the travelling pants + tuck everlasting + what a girl wants + casper + bourne identity + ocean's eleven + mr. bean + the abyss + deep blue sea + ghost ship + titanic + jurassic park (1,2&3) + resident evil (1,2&3) + the land of the dead + the dawn of the dead + ella enchanted + shrek (1,2&3) + face off + con air + the x-files + coach carter + time machine + the land before time + mulan + hocus pocus + interview with a vampire + practical magic + princess diaries + miss congeniality + queen of the damned + romeo must die + the others + thumbelina + ever after + breakfast at tiffany's + gone with the wind + west side story + bridget joneses diary (1&2) + brokedown palace + darkness falls + valentine + the exorcism of emily rose + witches + the count of monte cristo + shakespeare in love + love actually + the man in the iron mask + four weddings and a funeral + the island of dr. moreau + narnia: the lion, the with, and the wardrobe + the cube + the mummy (1&2) + identity + beetlejuice + frequency + phenomenon + the guru + stardust + pursuit of happyness + stardust + coraline + the lake house + the sorcerer's apprentice +
+ the twins effect + the death curse + hero + the house of flying daggers + crouching tiger, hidden dragon + the curse of the golden flower + infernal affairs (1,2&3) + my sassy girl + il mare + the classic + a millionaire's first love + kawi + koma + the uninvited + vacation (dbsk) + 200 pounds beauty + jenny&juno + one missed call (1,2&3) + the phone + the eye + a tale of two sisters + nana + death note1&2 + six + shutter + lovely complex + kanojo to no tadashii asobikata + chinese odyssey + protege de la rose noire + house of fury + spy dad + diva ah-hey + chinese tall story + new police story + 6AM + ab-normal beauty + battle royale + wishing stairs + the red shoes + shissou/dead run + one missed call 2 + attack on the pin-up boys (suju's movie) + cinderella ni naritai + boys love + kurosagi the movie + calling you + L change the world + koizora + crows zero + cyborg girl + tada, kimi wo aishiteru + 4bia/phobia + phobia 2 + coming soon + liar game: the final stage +
BOOKS
+ harry potter (j.k. rowling) + series of unfortunate events (lemony snickett) + stories of eva luna (isabel allende) + daddy long legs (jean webster) + behind the attic wall (sylvia cassedy) + how stella got her groove back (terry mcmillan) + pet sematary (stephen king) + stardust & coraline (neil gaiman) + robert fulghum books + roald dahl + frances hodgson burnett + grimm brothers + hans christian andersen + memeoirs of a teenage amnesia (gabrielle zevin +)
BOOB TUBE
+ csi las vegas + criminal minds + gilmore girls + supernatural + house m.d. + oprah + will and grace + extreme makeover (home edition) + charmed + joan of arcadia + dark angel + tru calling + angel + monk + the pretender + moonlight + i survived a japanese game show +
<3DRAMAS
+ beautiful days + love letter + winter sonata + my name is kim sam soon + my sassy girl chun-hyang + sweet 18 + meteor garden1&2 + dbsk's banjun drama + full house + goong + hana yori dango + bad family + nobuta wo produce + proposal daisakusen + kurosagi + my boss my hero + dragon zakura + hana yori dango2 + 1 litre of tears + 1 litre of tears sp + gachi baka + papa to musume no nanokakan + hanazakari no kimitachi e + himitsu no hanazono + tsubasa no oreta tenshitachi - season 1 + tsubasa no oreta tenshitachi - season 2 + tantei gakuen Q + liar game + shabake + sore wa totsuzen, arashi no you ni + sugata sanshirou + yukan club + deru toko demashou + lost time life (kei's episode) + waraeru koi wa shitakunai + anego + kakure karakuri + car radio ga owareba + last friends + absolute boyfriend + what's up, fox? + binbou danshi + 14 sai no haha + code blue + ryusei no kizuna + atashinchi no danshi + koishite akuma + buzzer beat + guests of room zero (koyama's & shige's episodes) + orthros no inu + you're beautiful + hidarime tantei eye + troubleman + sunao ni narenakute + loss time life + hyoten +
ANIME
+ fushigi yuugi + master of mosquiton + monster rancher + doraemon + fruits basket + trigun + sugar sugar rune + alice academy + cardcaptor sakura + time quest + ranma 1/2 + lovecom + gravitation + black blood brothers + ouran high host club + yamato nadeshiko shichi henge (the wallflower) + howl's moving castle + spirited away + kimi ni todoke +
UNFAITHFUL
+ chad michael murray + vincent kartheiser + jensen ackles + wentworth miller + james franco + sean faris + joseph fiennes + ewan mcgregor + ethan hawke + drew fuller + christopher gorham + channing tatum + liam aiken + topher grace + dhani lennevald + brad renfro + ralph fiennes + nicolas cage + jason statham + hugh jackman + diego luna + adam garcia + david duchovny + enrique iglesias + will estes + colin firth + dougray scott + antonio sabato jr. + alex o'loughlin + luke grimes +
++ jang woohyuk (h.o.t.) + micky yoochun (dbsk) + kim junghoon + jo insung + lee sangwoo + lee junki + kim jihoon + im joohwan + brian joo (ftts) + tablo (epik high) + t.o.p. (big bang) + attack (trax) + jin taehwa (battle) + kim dongwan (shinhwa) + park jinwoo + kim hyeseong + hyunbin + jang geunseok + wonbin (f.t island) + jung yonghwa (cnblue)
+++ tegoshi yuya + shun oguri + hongo kanata + news + kenichi matsuyama + ryo nishikido (news) + kazunari ninomiya (arashi) + matsuda shota + matsuda ryuhei + kaname jun + yamapi (news)+ tatsuya fujiwara + mizushima hiro + tsubasa imai (t&t) + wakaba ryuuya + hiraoka yuuta + tsukamoto takashi + tamayama tetsuji + yonemura daijiro & yodogawa yoshihiro (question?) + arioka daiki & yamada ryousuke (hey!say!) + ohkura tadayoshi (k8) + nakamaru yuichi (kat-tun) + oshinari shugo + tamaki hiroshi + mukai osamu + koide keisuke + miura haruma + seto koji + nakayama yuma + inohara yoshihiko (v6) +
++++ vanness wu (f4) + edison chen + jay chou + kenny kwan (boyz) + daniel wu + stephen fung + ananda everingham + golf + ray macdonald +
+++++ john lloyd cruz + jc de vera + enchong dee + hideaki torio +
LOVE THE MUSIC OF...
+ the corrs + sarah mclachlan + shawn colvin + michelle branch + selena + mariah carey + lee sooyoung + jewel + aaliyah + craig david + jason mraz + josh groban + boa + dbsk + lene marlin + frou frou + enya + leann rimes + big bang + sung sikyung + sg wannabe + se7en + epik high + clazziquai + loveholic + sugababes + all saints + lara fabian + gregorian chant + vonda shepard + foofighters + green day + rachael lampa + bosson + linda ronstadt + the cranberries + the cardigans + india arie + seal + george michael + lighthouse family + sting + garbage + dc talk + duncan sheik + coldplay + jars of clay + blur + third eye blind + john mayer + fiona apple + spice girls + kelly clarkson + utada hikaru + 'd sound + jim croce + david foster + eric clapton + boyz 2 men + babyface + alison krauss + richard marx + the company + jose mari chan + martine mccutcheon + kathy troccoli + jj lin + dream + honeyz + foj + darius + maksim + aaa + haley bennett + perfume + teddy geiger + yui + shimizu shota + kato miliyah + jyongri + coraline soundtrack +
BEAUTIES
+ nicole kidman + charlize theron + sandra bullock + anne hathaway + alexis bledel + evan rachel wood + amanda bynes + alexa vega + rachel mcadams + uma thurman + leelee sobieski + eliza dushku + emily browning + emma watson + dakota fanning + annasophia robb + alicia morton + kate maberly + mia maestro + jennifer connelly + paz vega + emmanuelle chriqui + hilary duff + marisa tomei + helena bonham carter + amber tamblyn + julia stiles + meredith bishop + thora birch + jessica alba + kristin kreuk + sara paxton + monica keena + katie holmes + marley shelton + camilla bell + angelina jolie + milla jovovich + amanda seyfried +
++ choi jiwoo + song hyegyo + jeon jihyun + son yehjin + goo hyejin + park shinhye + go ara + han jimin + lee yeonhee + bae seulgi (the reds) + ayumi (sugar) + song jihyo + yoon eunhye (baby vox) + han chaeyoung + kim taehee + han jihye + park bom + park heebon (milk) + kim bomi (milk) + chaeyeon + nam sangmi + cats + kara + lina and sunday (csjh) + sunye (wg) + kim ah-jung + uhm hyunkyung + yoo hyunyoung + choi sooyoung + han gain + kim junghwa + go eunah + goo hyesun + jung ryeowon (chakra) + kang junghwa + so yihyun + jo jungrin + kim ok-bin + eunseong + min seohyeon +
+++ nakashima mika + aoi miyazaki + horikita maki + toda erika + aragaki yui + shida mirai + uno misako + ueto aya + ueno juri + kashii yu + ito misaki + maya miki + ayase haruka + karina + narumi riko + kato rosa + naka riisa + esumi makiko + ito yuna + mimura + leah dizon + kiritani mirei + aoi yu +
++++ twins + miriam yeung + angelica lee + jolin tsai + rainie yang + niki chow + race wong + yumiko cheng + isabella leong + joey yung + stephy tang + janice wei vidal + vivian hsu +
+++++ maja salvador + erich gonzales + vaness del moral + jennica garcia +
(heehee, he looks like he's gonna kiss someone in this pic)
(wah~ i can never stand seeing him cry T_T i feel like bashing whoever it was responsible for his sorrow...in this case it was erika, well, her role in the drama that is)
♥♥♥♥♥
