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Wednesday, February 20, 2008
more yang, less yin, please
this day could've been tolerable, nice even. i woke from another tegoshi dream. my 6th one since i started in the fandom, and that's more than other people could've hoped for, so i have stopped complaining months ago. but then i dunno why i was having allergy attacks again. i mean i was feeling a bit shitty when i got up from bed (understandable since i barely have enough sleep nowadays), but it got worse when i sat down in front of the pc. i'm assuming the cat once again slept on the keyboard last night. hence my sneezing spells and the feeling like my nose has grown as big as nakamaru's. of course there's still the fact that i'm starving more and more as days pass by.
i had been feeling a bit annoyed last night since it has come to a point where there is nothing to eat around here. nothing in the cupboards. nothing in the fridge (except water). nothing. not only that, there's no more shampoo too! so not only was i getting irate from being underfed, but my hair felt stiff and unruly from using liquid soap in lieu of shampoo. for a minute i almost fooled myself into thinking i was using that johnson's baby top-to-toe wash, but went sour again when i felt dry hair in my fingers, GRRRRRR. these things, although they might not bother other people, really piss me off. bcoz i am me, and i tend to stress over things more. like shige does. and that's why i think we could've been twins in the past life.
well, i have almost resigned myself to cooking veggies for dinner. i had thought that the contents of that white plastic bag were stringbeans from the farm back at the orphanage (or it could've also been okra), but lo and behold! i opened it and saw noodles! lots of it. yippee! i have never been this happy to see noodles in my life!!! it's better than stringbeans imo :P so yeah, i have been living off noodles for two days now. and don't start asking me why i'm putting up with it when i could just go to the grocery store. i don't want to. i don't want to go to the grocery store. i'm too comfortable at home that the thought of traveling almost an hour to go to the mall and buy stuff is too distasteful. and i don't like the nearby combinis either. i think i'm too picky. or just plain lazy LOL so i put up with it.
i wish my parents would come home soon. they said they'd be home on monday but i found myself still home alone. i never thought i'd ever say that. only bcoz they usually deal with the grocery-shopping on their way home, w/c saves me a whole lot of trouble. but now that they're a little overdue, i'm starting to feel a little bit neglected. did they forget about me already? hehe. and then all of a sudden my dad shows up at the doorstep, alone. and i get the nerves. my dad has that effect on me. even now when i'm grown up enough to think that he won't eat me alive, i'm still cautious around him. i guess when you have lived with the feeling all your life it just doesn't disappear completely. of course now i am less scared, knowing that i always have an option to run. haha, i make it sound like my dad's a monster or something. he isn't :P he even gave me vaporub since i've been sneezing non-stop. damn cat. i should have owned an imaginary own like my twin shige (ooh, we're twins as of today XD) and his invisible cat wagahai.
still reading fics. my tastes have evolved as i have read more and more along the way. all shapes, sizes, and writing styles, all topics from pre-war era, to fairytale and gravity-defying crack. they keep me amused, entertained, and inspire me to improve myself.
i just had to say my piece about the edison chen sex scandal. i thought something inside me died. it was sad when you see and read degrading stuff like that about idols you once admired, loved even. and what's sadder is that gillian (of twins) was even involved in it TT_TT i mean it's not even THAT bad. but the only mistake they made was being stupid enough (at least on edison's part) not to keep it private. damn those ppl from the computer company who we're responsible for stealing pictures from edison's laptop. it's normal i guess for two ppl to have an intimate relationship. heck, they're just humans after all. but i can never get why some ppl would like their pictures taken while they're doing it. i mean i totally don't see what satisfaction they possibly get from it, and what reason they have for doing such. it's sad. i know edison was a bit of a bad boy, but gillian. i'll never look at her the same way again. but i still love twins. i hope ppl don't beat them up too much bcoz of what happened. it's not as if anybody wanted it to happen. it's just that life's a bitch sometimes.
oh and now i'll blab about miscellaneous stuff (one-liners). it's something i often do :P - that old clip of ryo fanboying over leah, nyahaha~ WIN!!! - ryo fanboying over orlando bloom O_O - clips of jin and maru screaming like girls XD - vid of KAT-TUN performing 'gold' ballad version and jin pulling off a whistle-ala-mariah carey (told you jin's a GIRL) - kim hyunjoong of SS501, a fan of NEWS (yamapi) and KAT-TUN (ueda)!!! it's nice to know when idols like other idols too :D - jin's VERY ticklish - when maru met nicolas cage LMAO~ this is so hilarious!!! - ueda getting bullied by everyone, even kouhais! (why do i have such affinity to bullied ppl? first shige, now ueda. do i have superhero complex???)
oh and today i have been on blog skin/layout sites again. i am slightly getting tired of my current layout, and sometimes when i'm feeling crazy i just wanted to change into a new one. it's like window shopping for a new wallpaper, or curtain, or bedsheets. i am also going to try my best and get in my thick head the steps in using lj layouts coz i'm tired of my lj layout as well. but it may take a little while before i actually change bcoz for me it would demand a huge amount of time and energy. and i don't have both at the moment.
and i just found out today that this certain person at lj (who writes AMAZING fics. she wrote 'taste of cherry'-ryopi, 'april is the cruelest month'-ryoshige, and 'fever and mirrors'-ryoda w/c i loooove so much!!!) is filipino!!! so it started when she noticed me going through her tegomass fics and then she felt like writing me one (awww~ i'm touched) and posted it days ago, w/c i conveniently missed (bcoz it was neither ryotego nor ryoshige *headdesk*). a fic specially made for me (esp coming from her), i feel loved! so now we've friended each other and she promised to write me a ryotego fic! YAYAYAY!!!
so yeah, back to my tegoshi dream. as i have said i felt so happy and dreamy, now i feel like writing another fic again. a het one (AGAIN) this time with tegoshi (duh?) LOL currently working on it. hopefully i'll be able to finish it before i run out of ideas or inspiration. i really like this one, so i hope i'd be able to overcome being a failure at writing for once.
LOL i have strayed too far and now my title doesn't make sense anymore. bah~
手越祐也の彼女@7:01 PM
Welcome
you have stumbled upon my blog~ the chocoholic's refuge
feel free to wander around...
shout-outs are much appreciated :)
and one more thing,
this is my blog
if you don't like what you see
then GET LOST!
why are you here anyways?
>NewS 大好き!!!
>johnny depp
>tegoshi yuya ♥♥♥♥♥
>テゴマス最高!!!
>purple and green
>chocolates, coffee, cheese
>kpop, jpop, cpop, opm classics, oldies
>dramas/series
>horror flicks
>great danes, rottweilers, yorkies, dachshunds, schnauzers
>halloween & christmas
>eeyore & doraemon
>noona songs
>potatoes & buttered toast
>miniatures
>paper & pens
>susan baker tea
>my lola's leche flan
>sleep overs
>ice cream sandwiches
>tumblers & coasters
>pistachios
>purin
>okonomiyaki
>road trips
>picture books
>paisley & velvet
>candied fruits
>old wives' tales
>mang ambo by larry alcala
>pugad baboy by pmjr
>te-no-ma-shi
>jwebs
>RyoTego
>NewS' Never Ending Wonderful Story dvd
>G3-my partners in crime!
Hates
>worms, maggots, caterpillars, etc.
>rainy days and mondays
>math
>cigarette smoke
>fishbones
>frying fish
>household chores
>my sensitive nose -_-
>waiting
>traffic
>two-faced ppl
>spicy food
>clutter
>being pressured
>crappy service
>shopping
>crowded places
>directions
>too much drama
>sad endings
>monthly periods
>backlogging
>chain letters
>exclusivity and all that shit
>backbiters and rumor-mongers
>being binbou -_-
>my full name
>multi-tasking
>arguments
>my brother XP
>delusional fangirls
>unwanted admirers/suitors/textmates (GRRRR!)
>Tegoshi and RyoTego haters
>blondes
>rumors/tabloids
Wishlist
>'MEMOIRS' philippine release
>TegoMass concert dvd
>a Coraline doll
>harry potter and the deathly hallows
>a series of unfortunate events (complete)
>more neil gaiman books
>the adventures of tin-tin
>my own dika
>new celphone
>jenga and twister games
>revel bars!!! *drools*
>body shop's olive oil
>maltese or yorkie
>electronic dictionary
>the nightmare before christmas merchandise
>JE merchandise
>okaneeeeee~
>lose weight overnight
>mole under left eye
>learn how to play violin/cello
>learn how to bake
>bungee jump
>vacation to japan, thailand, korea
>go to a NewS concert
>my own tegoshi yuya XD
>more ryotego fics
>tegoshi singing nino's niji
>watch:
-itteQ-tegoshi eps
-massu's 'musashi'
-pi's 'byakkotai'
-ie ga tooi-news epi
-kei's high school musical
-kei's 'nurse aoi'
-kisarazu cat's eye
-princess d
+ the nightmare before christmas + harry potter + romeo and juliet + city of angels + now and then + moulin rouge + chocolat + from hell + the neverending story + the labyrinth + a walk to remember + the chocolate factory (willy wonka and charlie versions) + the secret garden + snow white: a tale of terror + great expectations + don juan de marco + napoleon dynamite + sleepover + sleepy hollow + centerstage + the sisterhood of the travelling pants + tuck everlasting + what a girl wants + casper + bourne identity + ocean's eleven + mr. bean + the abyss + deep blue sea + ghost ship + titanic + jurassic park (1,2&3) + resident evil (1,2&3) + the land of the dead + the dawn of the dead + ella enchanted + shrek (1,2&3) + face off + con air + the x-files + coach carter + time machine + the land before time + mulan + hocus pocus + interview with a vampire + practical magic + princess diaries + miss congeniality + queen of the damned + romeo must die + the others + thumbelina + ever after + breakfast at tiffany's + gone with the wind + west side story + bridget joneses diary (1&2) + brokedown palace + darkness falls + valentine + the exorcism of emily rose + witches + the count of monte cristo + shakespeare in love + love actually + the man in the iron mask + four weddings and a funeral + the island of dr. moreau + narnia: the lion, the with, and the wardrobe + the cube + the mummy (1&2) + identity + beetlejuice + frequency + phenomenon + the guru + stardust + pursuit of happyness + stardust + coraline + the lake house + the sorcerer's apprentice +
+ the twins effect + the death curse + hero + the house of flying daggers + crouching tiger, hidden dragon + the curse of the golden flower + infernal affairs (1,2&3) + my sassy girl + il mare + the classic + a millionaire's first love + kawi + koma + the uninvited + vacation (dbsk) + 200 pounds beauty + jenny&juno + one missed call (1,2&3) + the phone + the eye + a tale of two sisters + nana + death note1&2 + six + shutter + lovely complex + kanojo to no tadashii asobikata + chinese odyssey + protege de la rose noire + house of fury + spy dad + diva ah-hey + chinese tall story + new police story + 6AM + ab-normal beauty + battle royale + wishing stairs + the red shoes + shissou/dead run + one missed call 2 + attack on the pin-up boys (suju's movie) + cinderella ni naritai + boys love + kurosagi the movie + calling you + L change the world + koizora + crows zero + cyborg girl + tada, kimi wo aishiteru + 4bia/phobia + phobia 2 + coming soon + liar game: the final stage +
BOOKS
+ harry potter (j.k. rowling) + series of unfortunate events (lemony snickett) + stories of eva luna (isabel allende) + daddy long legs (jean webster) + behind the attic wall (sylvia cassedy) + how stella got her groove back (terry mcmillan) + pet sematary (stephen king) + stardust & coraline (neil gaiman) + robert fulghum books + roald dahl + frances hodgson burnett + grimm brothers + hans christian andersen + memeoirs of a teenage amnesia (gabrielle zevin +)
BOOB TUBE
+ csi las vegas + criminal minds + gilmore girls + supernatural + house m.d. + oprah + will and grace + extreme makeover (home edition) + charmed + joan of arcadia + dark angel + tru calling + angel + monk + the pretender + moonlight + i survived a japanese game show +
<3DRAMAS
+ beautiful days + love letter + winter sonata + my name is kim sam soon + my sassy girl chun-hyang + sweet 18 + meteor garden1&2 + dbsk's banjun drama + full house + goong + hana yori dango + bad family + nobuta wo produce + proposal daisakusen + kurosagi + my boss my hero + dragon zakura + hana yori dango2 + 1 litre of tears + 1 litre of tears sp + gachi baka + papa to musume no nanokakan + hanazakari no kimitachi e + himitsu no hanazono + tsubasa no oreta tenshitachi - season 1 + tsubasa no oreta tenshitachi - season 2 + tantei gakuen Q + liar game + shabake + sore wa totsuzen, arashi no you ni + sugata sanshirou + yukan club + deru toko demashou + lost time life (kei's episode) + waraeru koi wa shitakunai + anego + kakure karakuri + car radio ga owareba + last friends + absolute boyfriend + what's up, fox? + binbou danshi + 14 sai no haha + code blue + ryusei no kizuna + atashinchi no danshi + koishite akuma + buzzer beat + guests of room zero (koyama's & shige's episodes) + orthros no inu + you're beautiful + hidarime tantei eye + troubleman + sunao ni narenakute + loss time life + hyoten +
ANIME
+ fushigi yuugi + master of mosquiton + monster rancher + doraemon + fruits basket + trigun + sugar sugar rune + alice academy + cardcaptor sakura + time quest + ranma 1/2 + lovecom + gravitation + black blood brothers + ouran high host club + yamato nadeshiko shichi henge (the wallflower) + howl's moving castle + spirited away + kimi ni todoke +
UNFAITHFUL
+ chad michael murray + vincent kartheiser + jensen ackles + wentworth miller + james franco + sean faris + joseph fiennes + ewan mcgregor + ethan hawke + drew fuller + christopher gorham + channing tatum + liam aiken + topher grace + dhani lennevald + brad renfro + ralph fiennes + nicolas cage + jason statham + hugh jackman + diego luna + adam garcia + david duchovny + enrique iglesias + will estes + colin firth + dougray scott + antonio sabato jr. + alex o'loughlin + luke grimes +
++ jang woohyuk (h.o.t.) + micky yoochun (dbsk) + kim junghoon + jo insung + lee sangwoo + lee junki + kim jihoon + im joohwan + brian joo (ftts) + tablo (epik high) + t.o.p. (big bang) + attack (trax) + jin taehwa (battle) + kim dongwan (shinhwa) + park jinwoo + kim hyeseong + hyunbin + jang geunseok + wonbin (f.t island) + jung yonghwa (cnblue)
+++ tegoshi yuya + shun oguri + hongo kanata + news + kenichi matsuyama + ryo nishikido (news) + kazunari ninomiya (arashi) + matsuda shota + matsuda ryuhei + kaname jun + yamapi (news)+ tatsuya fujiwara + mizushima hiro + tsubasa imai (t&t) + wakaba ryuuya + hiraoka yuuta + tsukamoto takashi + tamayama tetsuji + yonemura daijiro & yodogawa yoshihiro (question?) + arioka daiki & yamada ryousuke (hey!say!) + ohkura tadayoshi (k8) + nakamaru yuichi (kat-tun) + oshinari shugo + tamaki hiroshi + mukai osamu + koide keisuke + miura haruma + seto koji + nakayama yuma + inohara yoshihiko (v6) +
++++ vanness wu (f4) + edison chen + jay chou + kenny kwan (boyz) + daniel wu + stephen fung + ananda everingham + golf + ray macdonald +
+++++ john lloyd cruz + jc de vera + enchong dee + hideaki torio +
LOVE THE MUSIC OF...
+ the corrs + sarah mclachlan + shawn colvin + michelle branch + selena + mariah carey + lee sooyoung + jewel + aaliyah + craig david + jason mraz + josh groban + boa + dbsk + lene marlin + frou frou + enya + leann rimes + big bang + sung sikyung + sg wannabe + se7en + epik high + clazziquai + loveholic + sugababes + all saints + lara fabian + gregorian chant + vonda shepard + foofighters + green day + rachael lampa + bosson + linda ronstadt + the cranberries + the cardigans + india arie + seal + george michael + lighthouse family + sting + garbage + dc talk + duncan sheik + coldplay + jars of clay + blur + third eye blind + john mayer + fiona apple + spice girls + kelly clarkson + utada hikaru + 'd sound + jim croce + david foster + eric clapton + boyz 2 men + babyface + alison krauss + richard marx + the company + jose mari chan + martine mccutcheon + kathy troccoli + jj lin + dream + honeyz + foj + darius + maksim + aaa + haley bennett + perfume + teddy geiger + yui + shimizu shota + kato miliyah + jyongri + coraline soundtrack +
BEAUTIES
+ nicole kidman + charlize theron + sandra bullock + anne hathaway + alexis bledel + evan rachel wood + amanda bynes + alexa vega + rachel mcadams + uma thurman + leelee sobieski + eliza dushku + emily browning + emma watson + dakota fanning + annasophia robb + alicia morton + kate maberly + mia maestro + jennifer connelly + paz vega + emmanuelle chriqui + hilary duff + marisa tomei + helena bonham carter + amber tamblyn + julia stiles + meredith bishop + thora birch + jessica alba + kristin kreuk + sara paxton + monica keena + katie holmes + marley shelton + camilla bell + angelina jolie + milla jovovich + amanda seyfried +
++ choi jiwoo + song hyegyo + jeon jihyun + son yehjin + goo hyejin + park shinhye + go ara + han jimin + lee yeonhee + bae seulgi (the reds) + ayumi (sugar) + song jihyo + yoon eunhye (baby vox) + han chaeyoung + kim taehee + han jihye + park bom + park heebon (milk) + kim bomi (milk) + chaeyeon + nam sangmi + cats + kara + lina and sunday (csjh) + sunye (wg) + kim ah-jung + uhm hyunkyung + yoo hyunyoung + choi sooyoung + han gain + kim junghwa + go eunah + goo hyesun + jung ryeowon (chakra) + kang junghwa + so yihyun + jo jungrin + kim ok-bin + eunseong + min seohyeon +
+++ nakashima mika + aoi miyazaki + horikita maki + toda erika + aragaki yui + shida mirai + uno misako + ueto aya + ueno juri + kashii yu + ito misaki + maya miki + ayase haruka + karina + narumi riko + kato rosa + naka riisa + esumi makiko + ito yuna + mimura + leah dizon + kiritani mirei + aoi yu +
++++ twins + miriam yeung + angelica lee + jolin tsai + rainie yang + niki chow + race wong + yumiko cheng + isabella leong + joey yung + stephy tang + janice wei vidal + vivian hsu +
+++++ maja salvador + erich gonzales + vaness del moral + jennica garcia +
♥♥♥♥♥
