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Tuesday, October 2, 2007
back from the lion's den, barely alive, but still alive!
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah! i wasn't able to go online the whole day yesterday. i wanna strangle our pc for being sooo gay. another day spent staring off in space, bored out of my mind. mondays are just so unlucky for me. now i expect i'm gonna end up w/ a superlong post again -_-
i guess i should just rant about my very scary (LOL, not really) experience w/ the lions so i'd have all the time to fangirl later. well, i did (finally) go see the dean. i firstly wanted to let her know that my dad has decided to make me take the reviews for the december board exams. every alumni has to let the dean know before they go to manila. so i went there (with all the courage i can muster) and guess what--she didn't permit me to go! yay~
i guess i was kinda expecting it to happen, w/ my pending case defense w/ dr. diez, did i really think they let me off the hook that easily? now, i have to go to his office in fuente and settle things, kowai kowai kowai~ he's known to be a big pervert -_-
oh well, i kinda felt relieved in the back of my mind. i really didn't think i was ready for it. and i kinda agree w/ the dean. i prefer to review for a long period of time (me having no confidence in myself at all). so the plan now is to wait for the may 2008 board exams, w/c means i'd likely be in manila as early as january for the review. it gives me ample time to work on my pending cases, and my clearance, and finally get the breakage (w/c i'm thinking is around 8 thousand). now i can pay off larry's laboratory :P
maa, there's nothing i can do about. i certainly won't spend my days getting bummed about it. i'm just too happy to get depressed, even though it's kind of a big thing, my career being on the line here. gah, let me be optimistic for once. after all, it doesn't happen that often that i get to bounce back easily from being let down.
after all that tension going around (me hanging out in the new campus for a few hours--getting updated w/ joyce who has now become a faculty of CDU, getting rid of jojo's scrapbook finally!, seeing dr. diez and all my former professors, and clinicians, talking to the dean) i decided to hang-out at i.t. park for a while (where palmer and charo work, a clinic owned by dr. lavastilla). i ended up being there for 3 consecutive days, just hanging-out, being in a different environment (even had an impromptu 'la marea' date with charo last saturday *brownie cup and apple pie yummy~*) i feel like it wouldn't be the last time i'll be going there, since i'm planning to have my teeth orthodontically fixed by charo. have to have panoramic x-rays and pics before that actually happens.
my dad finally called last saturday (i was painstakingly waiting for it). luckily, there were no angry screams on the other line. he was unexpectedly calm. i just told him the dean wouldn't let me go bcoz she didn't like the fact that i only have two months to review (when all the others were in manila since july), and suggested it would be better if i took the next board exmas instead. i guess he was a bit relieved (considering he didn't have any money now). but then worried again that he'd have to save more money for the may exams if i were to be in manila as early as january next year.
as for me, well i guess i just have to go out there and make use of my hands. either i'm gonna ask dr. nida to be her assistant of some sort, or do some dentures here and there, or hang-out more frequently at i.t. park just so i don't lose my dexterity, go to more free clinics. anything to not make my hands redundant or forget handling dental instruments and procedures. aaaaah, i haven't pulled out teeth in a while, i miss it...
still haven't done the laundry. i was planning on it last sunday but unfortunately i woke up amazingly late (like 6pm), then i found out there was no more laundry soap. i really have to go grocery shopping soon, there's no food in the house as well. parents will be back tomorrow.
chatted w/ G3 again, yay! plus, my cousin whom i didn't text since april sent me an sms days ago. i was really planning on not texting her anymore, since i was obviously hurt when i left bacolod. she was the only cousin who was really close to me (and the last time she made me feel like i wasn't important to her anymore) so i decided to sever the ties (she pushed me into doing it!). anyways, i was just glad that she texted me first (me and my pride). i thought she could stand not keeping in touch w/ me until we die. me and my grudges, i never would've texted her ever again if she didn't contact me first. but still, i can't say we're back to the way we were before, w/c is kinda sad.
this makes me think that i'm such a possessive person. when i love somebody, it's just too serious. maybe that explains why i never had any boyfriends *still denies that the thing between me and warren was meant to be taken seriously LOL* i'm just too much of a jealous type of a girl. i might murder my guy if i see him w/ someone else. they wouldn't even have a chance to explain themselves, haha. and also, i just haven't met a guy that makes me wanna commit. relationships, they seem like a lot of stress to me. i wonder if i'm really destined to have any. *dreams of tegoshi and me down the drain*
surprisingly, things started to look up. it seems like i have been hiding in my hole for a long time i wasn't aware that the world around me is beautiful. even despite of my problems, there are still things worth living for, things that can make me smile. i so agree that life does go on. if one thing doesn't work, then try it again in a different way. ehhhh, it's so weird why i'm suddenly thinking positively (when i'm really a pessimist), but i like it. hmmm, having tegoshi has really made things easier for me, and of course having all my friends who love me around :D
when i went to check TGQ at crunchy, i was too happy to find out that episodes 8, 9, & 10 are up. this is sooo nice, after waiting a while for episode 7 the last time. i really love this series. only one more episode to wait for.
also watched hana-kimi's last episode. aaaaah there were a lot of scenes that i love--the sakura committee keeping mizuki's identity a secret, sano and nakatsu trying to protect mizuki, the maid cafe *roflmao*, the festival w/ all the ikemen dressing up as girls, everyone finally finding out mizuki was a girl, the goodbyes (made me cry a little), kayashima (for knowing mizuki was a girl from the first time and keeping it to himself), sekime (cute crybaby!), nakao (unexpectedly defending mizuki), oscar and hibari, nanba (just being hot all the time, hehe), tennouji (baby!)...and sano kissing mizuki at the airport *squeaaaaaaal* lovelovelove this series! it's kinda sad that it has ended.
found ouran high at veoh! yay, even though veoh's such a pain at times, at least i can finally finish watching this series (i got stuck at episode 16 when it got removed at cr grrrr)
last time i dled 'shissou in montreal'. the whole shissou gang went there for a film festival or something, saw that eri girl again, but mainly just a bunch of tegoshi clips--him wearing a suit, walking the streets, interacting w/ pigeons and a squirrel, talking to the camera (i have no idea what about -_-), just being his cute self. why is he so darn cute?
and bcoz i was thinking of him (and eri -_-) before going to sleep, i dreamt about him. we were at the beach. i was lying on my stomach bcoz i wanted to tan myself (w/c would never happen in real life, i'm tan since birth LOL). so there i was half naked since i don't want tan lines. later i felt a fabric on my back. i turned my head and saw it was tegoshi. apparently he went and covered my back w/ a blanket or a towel (?) maybe he didn't like the fact that i'm half naked in public. haha, such a jealous guy! and to think that eri girl was with him, and it wasn't exactly like we were more than friends in my dream. all the same, i was so happy when i woke up :D
so now that i'm done babbling, i'm gonna go back to crunchyroll. i almost forgot i have a burning business to attend to as well, just in case the pc dies on me again. oh, have to look for koume's ringtone for upload as well. tantei gakuen Q, lovecom, ouran high, himitsu no hanazono, here i come~
手越祐也の彼女@3:51 PM
Welcome
you have stumbled upon my blog~ the chocoholic's refuge
feel free to wander around...
shout-outs are much appreciated :)
and one more thing,
this is my blog
if you don't like what you see
then GET LOST!
why are you here anyways?
>NewS 大好き!!!
>johnny depp
>tegoshi yuya ♥♥♥♥♥
>テゴマス最高!!!
>purple and green
>chocolates, coffee, cheese
>kpop, jpop, cpop, opm classics, oldies
>dramas/series
>horror flicks
>great danes, rottweilers, yorkies, dachshunds, schnauzers
>halloween & christmas
>eeyore & doraemon
>noona songs
>potatoes & buttered toast
>miniatures
>paper & pens
>susan baker tea
>my lola's leche flan
>sleep overs
>ice cream sandwiches
>tumblers & coasters
>pistachios
>purin
>okonomiyaki
>road trips
>picture books
>paisley & velvet
>candied fruits
>old wives' tales
>mang ambo by larry alcala
>pugad baboy by pmjr
>te-no-ma-shi
>jwebs
>RyoTego
>NewS' Never Ending Wonderful Story dvd
>G3-my partners in crime!
Hates
>worms, maggots, caterpillars, etc.
>rainy days and mondays
>math
>cigarette smoke
>fishbones
>frying fish
>household chores
>my sensitive nose -_-
>waiting
>traffic
>two-faced ppl
>spicy food
>clutter
>being pressured
>crappy service
>shopping
>crowded places
>directions
>too much drama
>sad endings
>monthly periods
>backlogging
>chain letters
>exclusivity and all that shit
>backbiters and rumor-mongers
>being binbou -_-
>my full name
>multi-tasking
>arguments
>my brother XP
>delusional fangirls
>unwanted admirers/suitors/textmates (GRRRR!)
>Tegoshi and RyoTego haters
>blondes
>rumors/tabloids
Wishlist
>'MEMOIRS' philippine release
>TegoMass concert dvd
>a Coraline doll
>harry potter and the deathly hallows
>a series of unfortunate events (complete)
>more neil gaiman books
>the adventures of tin-tin
>my own dika
>new celphone
>jenga and twister games
>revel bars!!! *drools*
>body shop's olive oil
>maltese or yorkie
>electronic dictionary
>the nightmare before christmas merchandise
>JE merchandise
>okaneeeeee~
>lose weight overnight
>mole under left eye
>learn how to play violin/cello
>learn how to bake
>bungee jump
>vacation to japan, thailand, korea
>go to a NewS concert
>my own tegoshi yuya XD
>more ryotego fics
>tegoshi singing nino's niji
>watch:
-itteQ-tegoshi eps
-massu's 'musashi'
-pi's 'byakkotai'
-ie ga tooi-news epi
-kei's high school musical
-kei's 'nurse aoi'
-kisarazu cat's eye
-princess d
+ the nightmare before christmas + harry potter + romeo and juliet + city of angels + now and then + moulin rouge + chocolat + from hell + the neverending story + the labyrinth + a walk to remember + the chocolate factory (willy wonka and charlie versions) + the secret garden + snow white: a tale of terror + great expectations + don juan de marco + napoleon dynamite + sleepover + sleepy hollow + centerstage + the sisterhood of the travelling pants + tuck everlasting + what a girl wants + casper + bourne identity + ocean's eleven + mr. bean + the abyss + deep blue sea + ghost ship + titanic + jurassic park (1,2&3) + resident evil (1,2&3) + the land of the dead + the dawn of the dead + ella enchanted + shrek (1,2&3) + face off + con air + the x-files + coach carter + time machine + the land before time + mulan + hocus pocus + interview with a vampire + practical magic + princess diaries + miss congeniality + queen of the damned + romeo must die + the others + thumbelina + ever after + breakfast at tiffany's + gone with the wind + west side story + bridget joneses diary (1&2) + brokedown palace + darkness falls + valentine + the exorcism of emily rose + witches + the count of monte cristo + shakespeare in love + love actually + the man in the iron mask + four weddings and a funeral + the island of dr. moreau + narnia: the lion, the with, and the wardrobe + the cube + the mummy (1&2) + identity + beetlejuice + frequency + phenomenon + the guru + stardust + pursuit of happyness + stardust + coraline + the lake house + the sorcerer's apprentice +
+ the twins effect + the death curse + hero + the house of flying daggers + crouching tiger, hidden dragon + the curse of the golden flower + infernal affairs (1,2&3) + my sassy girl + il mare + the classic + a millionaire's first love + kawi + koma + the uninvited + vacation (dbsk) + 200 pounds beauty + jenny&juno + one missed call (1,2&3) + the phone + the eye + a tale of two sisters + nana + death note1&2 + six + shutter + lovely complex + kanojo to no tadashii asobikata + chinese odyssey + protege de la rose noire + house of fury + spy dad + diva ah-hey + chinese tall story + new police story + 6AM + ab-normal beauty + battle royale + wishing stairs + the red shoes + shissou/dead run + one missed call 2 + attack on the pin-up boys (suju's movie) + cinderella ni naritai + boys love + kurosagi the movie + calling you + L change the world + koizora + crows zero + cyborg girl + tada, kimi wo aishiteru + 4bia/phobia + phobia 2 + coming soon + liar game: the final stage +
BOOKS
+ harry potter (j.k. rowling) + series of unfortunate events (lemony snickett) + stories of eva luna (isabel allende) + daddy long legs (jean webster) + behind the attic wall (sylvia cassedy) + how stella got her groove back (terry mcmillan) + pet sematary (stephen king) + stardust & coraline (neil gaiman) + robert fulghum books + roald dahl + frances hodgson burnett + grimm brothers + hans christian andersen + memeoirs of a teenage amnesia (gabrielle zevin +)
BOOB TUBE
+ csi las vegas + criminal minds + gilmore girls + supernatural + house m.d. + oprah + will and grace + extreme makeover (home edition) + charmed + joan of arcadia + dark angel + tru calling + angel + monk + the pretender + moonlight + i survived a japanese game show +
<3DRAMAS
+ beautiful days + love letter + winter sonata + my name is kim sam soon + my sassy girl chun-hyang + sweet 18 + meteor garden1&2 + dbsk's banjun drama + full house + goong + hana yori dango + bad family + nobuta wo produce + proposal daisakusen + kurosagi + my boss my hero + dragon zakura + hana yori dango2 + 1 litre of tears + 1 litre of tears sp + gachi baka + papa to musume no nanokakan + hanazakari no kimitachi e + himitsu no hanazono + tsubasa no oreta tenshitachi - season 1 + tsubasa no oreta tenshitachi - season 2 + tantei gakuen Q + liar game + shabake + sore wa totsuzen, arashi no you ni + sugata sanshirou + yukan club + deru toko demashou + lost time life (kei's episode) + waraeru koi wa shitakunai + anego + kakure karakuri + car radio ga owareba + last friends + absolute boyfriend + what's up, fox? + binbou danshi + 14 sai no haha + code blue + ryusei no kizuna + atashinchi no danshi + koishite akuma + buzzer beat + guests of room zero (koyama's & shige's episodes) + orthros no inu + you're beautiful + hidarime tantei eye + troubleman + sunao ni narenakute + loss time life + hyoten +
ANIME
+ fushigi yuugi + master of mosquiton + monster rancher + doraemon + fruits basket + trigun + sugar sugar rune + alice academy + cardcaptor sakura + time quest + ranma 1/2 + lovecom + gravitation + black blood brothers + ouran high host club + yamato nadeshiko shichi henge (the wallflower) + howl's moving castle + spirited away + kimi ni todoke +
UNFAITHFUL
+ chad michael murray + vincent kartheiser + jensen ackles + wentworth miller + james franco + sean faris + joseph fiennes + ewan mcgregor + ethan hawke + drew fuller + christopher gorham + channing tatum + liam aiken + topher grace + dhani lennevald + brad renfro + ralph fiennes + nicolas cage + jason statham + hugh jackman + diego luna + adam garcia + david duchovny + enrique iglesias + will estes + colin firth + dougray scott + antonio sabato jr. + alex o'loughlin + luke grimes +
++ jang woohyuk (h.o.t.) + micky yoochun (dbsk) + kim junghoon + jo insung + lee sangwoo + lee junki + kim jihoon + im joohwan + brian joo (ftts) + tablo (epik high) + t.o.p. (big bang) + attack (trax) + jin taehwa (battle) + kim dongwan (shinhwa) + park jinwoo + kim hyeseong + hyunbin + jang geunseok + wonbin (f.t island) + jung yonghwa (cnblue)
+++ tegoshi yuya + shun oguri + hongo kanata + news + kenichi matsuyama + ryo nishikido (news) + kazunari ninomiya (arashi) + matsuda shota + matsuda ryuhei + kaname jun + yamapi (news)+ tatsuya fujiwara + mizushima hiro + tsubasa imai (t&t) + wakaba ryuuya + hiraoka yuuta + tsukamoto takashi + tamayama tetsuji + yonemura daijiro & yodogawa yoshihiro (question?) + arioka daiki & yamada ryousuke (hey!say!) + ohkura tadayoshi (k8) + nakamaru yuichi (kat-tun) + oshinari shugo + tamaki hiroshi + mukai osamu + koide keisuke + miura haruma + seto koji + nakayama yuma + inohara yoshihiko (v6) +
++++ vanness wu (f4) + edison chen + jay chou + kenny kwan (boyz) + daniel wu + stephen fung + ananda everingham + golf + ray macdonald +
+++++ john lloyd cruz + jc de vera + enchong dee + hideaki torio +
LOVE THE MUSIC OF...
+ the corrs + sarah mclachlan + shawn colvin + michelle branch + selena + mariah carey + lee sooyoung + jewel + aaliyah + craig david + jason mraz + josh groban + boa + dbsk + lene marlin + frou frou + enya + leann rimes + big bang + sung sikyung + sg wannabe + se7en + epik high + clazziquai + loveholic + sugababes + all saints + lara fabian + gregorian chant + vonda shepard + foofighters + green day + rachael lampa + bosson + linda ronstadt + the cranberries + the cardigans + india arie + seal + george michael + lighthouse family + sting + garbage + dc talk + duncan sheik + coldplay + jars of clay + blur + third eye blind + john mayer + fiona apple + spice girls + kelly clarkson + utada hikaru + 'd sound + jim croce + david foster + eric clapton + boyz 2 men + babyface + alison krauss + richard marx + the company + jose mari chan + martine mccutcheon + kathy troccoli + jj lin + dream + honeyz + foj + darius + maksim + aaa + haley bennett + perfume + teddy geiger + yui + shimizu shota + kato miliyah + jyongri + coraline soundtrack +
BEAUTIES
+ nicole kidman + charlize theron + sandra bullock + anne hathaway + alexis bledel + evan rachel wood + amanda bynes + alexa vega + rachel mcadams + uma thurman + leelee sobieski + eliza dushku + emily browning + emma watson + dakota fanning + annasophia robb + alicia morton + kate maberly + mia maestro + jennifer connelly + paz vega + emmanuelle chriqui + hilary duff + marisa tomei + helena bonham carter + amber tamblyn + julia stiles + meredith bishop + thora birch + jessica alba + kristin kreuk + sara paxton + monica keena + katie holmes + marley shelton + camilla bell + angelina jolie + milla jovovich + amanda seyfried +
++ choi jiwoo + song hyegyo + jeon jihyun + son yehjin + goo hyejin + park shinhye + go ara + han jimin + lee yeonhee + bae seulgi (the reds) + ayumi (sugar) + song jihyo + yoon eunhye (baby vox) + han chaeyoung + kim taehee + han jihye + park bom + park heebon (milk) + kim bomi (milk) + chaeyeon + nam sangmi + cats + kara + lina and sunday (csjh) + sunye (wg) + kim ah-jung + uhm hyunkyung + yoo hyunyoung + choi sooyoung + han gain + kim junghwa + go eunah + goo hyesun + jung ryeowon (chakra) + kang junghwa + so yihyun + jo jungrin + kim ok-bin + eunseong + min seohyeon +
+++ nakashima mika + aoi miyazaki + horikita maki + toda erika + aragaki yui + shida mirai + uno misako + ueto aya + ueno juri + kashii yu + ito misaki + maya miki + ayase haruka + karina + narumi riko + kato rosa + naka riisa + esumi makiko + ito yuna + mimura + leah dizon + kiritani mirei + aoi yu +
++++ twins + miriam yeung + angelica lee + jolin tsai + rainie yang + niki chow + race wong + yumiko cheng + isabella leong + joey yung + stephy tang + janice wei vidal + vivian hsu +
+++++ maja salvador + erich gonzales + vaness del moral + jennica garcia +
♥♥♥♥♥
